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I Honestly Do Not Love My Parents Anymore

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    I'm in my early twenties now and i just can't get over the way my mother treated me when i was young. i have very painful memories....the earliest one is from when i was about 4 years old. I remember her standing over me with a belt telling me that I had been bad and had to face...
    flowerpot1 flowerpot1 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
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    komaeda komaeda 16-17 Apr 4

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    I owe you an explanation I can't give you in fact. Suppose I never will. I could barely explain it, even though it's actually very simple... I told you I was afraid to be around...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F Apr 3

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    I met someone wen I was 15 going through a really rough time. I am best friends wit this guy still to this day. I loved him like no other than wen we were 20. he told me that he no...
    jazzyphay2 jazzyphay2 22-25, F Mar 21

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    i keep telling myself that things are ok and that we do love each other. but as soon as i see him, my feelings change :( i just dont love him anymore!!! everything he does annoys...
    xsignorinax xsignorinax 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    not sure what love is anymore. i used to but it all ends up wrong
    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 41-45, F Mar 19

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    Well, I'm back... And it didn't take long. I've totally screwed everything up by opening my big mouth. So excuse me while I vent about my stupid brain yet again. I was just kind...
    Oldiesbutgoldies Oldiesbutgoldies 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    A neutral curiosity I'll give anybody who figures me out a gold star , but seriously I'm at the end of my rope Small backstory my mother was a shrink I also saw psychologists and...
    Nogooglemedotcom Nogooglemedotcom 18-21, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I never really thought that it could ever happen to me but about year and a half ago I started chatting on Skype with one stranger. I didn't really remember, when an why I added...
    PorcelainDoll98 PorcelainDoll98 16-17, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't know how much I can take. Yea, no. I'm not gonna kill myself. I've been dealing with so much pressure, stress, and anxiety that I don't know how much longer I can...
    cuterthxnyou cuterthxnyou 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    hey. I'm Sophia.: my parents are strict. and they expect me to be elegant and graceful, have high EQ and IQ. I have to be a good role model to my sister and I cannot go back home...
    SophiaKeil SophiaKeil 13-15, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    For some reason they still think being 15 years old going on 16 in a couple months is still too young/dangerous to stay home alone. They drag me everywhere with them and who wants...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    It happened after my first stay in a mental ward. My parents started arguing about whose fault it was and then they started arguing about other things. Eventually my dad left. He...
    Ivygirl96 Ivygirl96 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    Really don't know if you could call them "parents". More like the guy who got the woman pregnant who gave birth to me. Both were and still are drug users and were arrested several...
    gotzddem gotzddem 22-25, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    My parents after 20 miserable years are finally getting a divorce. I don't feel bad about the divorce but all the stuff that come with it like visitation or choosing sides really...
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    I feel totally sh*t. I went to the concert of my two favorite bands yesterday yet now I just feel like there's no point to anything anymore. I feel like I hate everything. I hate...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F a week ago

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    I don't know what it is about me, and honestly at this point I don't care, but it's like I'm incapable of feeling much of anything anymore, anger and lust, that's what drives me, I...
    hydra7 hydra7 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Love your parents... We are too busy in growing up, we forget that they are slowly growing old...
    LiarOne LiarOne 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Mirabel is one of those miniature Siamese cats that looks like a kitten all the time. She is so cute she would hop around with those short little legs. She wasn't always that cute...
    everythingarty everythingarty 56-60, F 7 hrs ago

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    I wonder how I'll face my parents when they find out what I've done. I hope they'll still love me.
    reyrey022 reyrey022 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I honestly don't know what I'd do without them. I'm so thankful to have such amazing parents who love me & support me through everything. Love them more than life itself <3
    victoriaal0ve victoriaal0ve 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I absolutely hate living with them, I never really lived with them, I always had serious relationships, yes even when I was younger to escape the grim reality of my relationship I...
    chika011 chika011 22-25, F Mar 23

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    And we can't stay together. He loves me too, but he thinks we should act like there's nothing between us. Sometimes we relapse and it's so good, but in the next day it's like...
    somesortofcreature somesortofcreature 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I lost the love of my life at the age of 20 now I'm 22 now but since he been gone it seem like I lost apart of me. I feel like my heart has been broken n can not b fixed. I don't...
    raebaybrown raebaybrown 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am 14 years old and male.I am around 5ft,7 in,130lbs with light brown hair and blue eyes.It might seem odd that Im posting a story here because,in fact,I don't love being in my...
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    Regina Ilyinichna Spektor was born in 1980,in Soviet Russia. Her parents almost didn't emigrate because she would have to leave her beloved piano behind..but they left and the rest...
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    I am a big fan of short shorts, even though my parents aren't
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    I'm nothing anymore. I just want to sleep. I hate my husband and I wish i could just run away. But I guess I'm to old for that. I just feel like crying.
    saramidlifecrisis saramidlifecrisis 41-45, F 7 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    So I'm new to this app, so bare with me, but I really need to express the hurt I'm feeling right now. So back in January I was suffering from the worst depression in my life. I had...
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    cs0795 cs0795 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I hate my parents sometimes i am scared to run away, how will i get a job when i am 18? how will i get a roommate and enough money for food, wifi but then my tears due to my...
    nevercaredfor nevercaredfor 22-25 1 day ago

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