I Honestly Do Not Love My Parents Anymore

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    Crazy Abusive Parents

    I'm in my early twenties now and i just can't get over the way my mother treated me when i was young. i have very painful memories....the earliest one is from when i was about 4 years old. I remember her standing over me with a belt telling me that I had been bad and had to face...
    flowerpot1 flowerpot1
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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