I Hope You Never Have To Feel My Pain

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    So much pain. So hard to control.

    Nerve pain cause by damaged myelin caused by Multiple Sclerosis. I've found compression of the affected area helps, but can't leave it in place too long. Almost always worse at night. Going to switch meds at next doctor's appointment.
    DaveShaved DaveShaved
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    Jan 16, 2015

    I Hope You Like Your Bed

    because if you felt like I do sometimes, you'd be in it quite a bit. Or, maybe you'd overcome it. But it's pretty overwhelming. Live in your head til you feel dead!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

    Breath Taking

    This was the moment I have been waiting for. I have dreamed that I would see him again. But as my feeling for him continue to grow he doesn't know. But I soon learn he as a girl friend and that stop me in my tracks. What should I do? My love for him has been burning for as...
    AngelForeal AngelForeal
    13-15, F
    Mar 28, 2010

    I Can Live With The Pain

    of damage to my body that was just part of the game what hurts is the loss of the ones i loved first my wife of 5 years then afew years later the loss of my second love both were taken by death
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Apr 3, 2012

    Don't Be Stupid

    If you gamble with addiction you'll lose. I know because there have never been any winners yet. If you think I "won" because I am in year 14 of sobriety, then you are very misinformed my friend. I lost the 2 things you can't replace and no matter what anyone says or how much...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 7, 2011

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