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I Hurt Myself Today

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    Biting Isnt Enough Any More...

    Wow. I dont think i have ever admitted anything to anyone. So this is a first... I realize though that I have reached some kind of no return place... If help is to be had. I guess I should try and get some. I was extensively abused as a child. In fact, one of my first memories...
    RayneJ RayneJ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    I Hurt Myself Today. . .

    I found myself sitting in my room thinking. . . Which is often not a good thing. I'm the kind of person that needs to keep busy constantly. I was just in my room on my computer with music in the background. It was completely dark except for the soft glow of my computer screen. I...
    MyWrath MyWrath 18-21 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    I Hurt Myself Every Day....

    When I was young something bad happened to me. I got hurt. To this day I abuse myself. Sexually.... I feel like I deserve it. I am afraid to get a pelvic exam because of the abuse I give myself. I've been through the mental health system time and time again. I want to stop...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2010

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    So Ashamed

    I used to think I was stronger enought not to fall into that. I guess I`m not. I understand now why people do it. I didnt understand before,I guess you can only understand when you are going through that. I`ve been so close before, but I always stopped. Not anymore. I`m so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    I hurt myself todayTo see

    if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    deepgreenwood deepgreenwood 26-30, M Sep 12

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    Bah

    3 times today so far.. well technically it's tomorrow now anyway, **** it. It's not even helping as much as it should. Wouldn't want to see me without it though... Ugh.
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ Apr 20, 2010

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    To See If I Still Feel

    I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let...
    Mistake Mistake 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2010

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    So like... 15 mins ago,

    I got out of the car and my brother closed the door and smashed my middle and other two fingers and I heard a crunch noise.. And now My middle finger is swollen and it's bruised.. It looks Pregnant and idk what I did.. And idk what to do...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    Related Experiences

    Trust me, I know how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, and wait for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart, to hurt so bad you wish you could just fade...
    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I got hurt it wasn't fun. ...... When the person you need to be there for you and comfort you. Turns out not to be there for you when you fall ..... that's me and that's true.
    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I was unpacking some of my things, actually settling in for a change, and I realized that it's been a while since I have. Putting clothes away into a dresser and a closet shouldn't...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 29

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    Right now everything is falling into thousand pieces..I might be losing my job, my roof had a washer dryer through it, I have no friends in this big city, 3 major college exams im...
    sadieblue44 sadieblue44 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    i tried not to. didn't work. it happened. after a few weeks of it not happening. i hate myself.
    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Is anyone else like this, or am I awful? this rarely happens but still, my body does something strange.
    SecretWraith SecretWraith 18-21, F Nov 14

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    i know i shouldn't. but i can't help it. :c
    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Things have been going pretty unsmooth as of late. My dog died, my mother relapsed into her alcoholism, my father and sister are going away for the holidays (for the first time...
    jennazan jennazan 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I got super depressed in the past few months. Just a couple days ago I though I was feeling so much better, until today. A classmate texted me saying that everyone hated me, this...
    notaboutangelsbreakable notaboutangelsbreakable 13-15, F Nov 6

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    I should stop shuting people out at sone point i will have no friends. I am on the point of turning into a ricer of tears. And i just say i'm ok. I hurt myself by shuting others...
    DCK1309 DCK1309 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I just hurt myself with a healing crystal and I find it strangely funny. ironic?
    liseCHEESE liseCHEESE 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 5

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    I have battled with depression for years, it all stems from a pretty rough upbringing, but then I suppose in getting off topic. I have been in a relationship with my partner for...
    marishkah marishkah 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I told myself today I was gonna change. Workout, be happier, and nicer to my family. I've just been laying in bed practically all day. I have no motivation to do anything. It's...
    allie1998 allie1998 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I WANT TO HURT MYSELF. HELP ME.
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 8 Responses Nov 7

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    2:48 pm today, my classmate told me why do i give my 100% in Love? then she also told me that i would just get myself a broken heart again and again if i give my all. That made me...
    LittleMiss04 LittleMiss04 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Sooooo....last night I didn't take my sleeping meds and it did take a while to get to sleep. I felt like I was drifting on another level ALL night. I must have been shouting out or...
    KittysKit KittysKit 36-40, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    In Every Relationship I've Ever Been In I'm Always Cheated On , Lied To , & Played With Its Rarely Ever That A Guy Just Simply Breaks Up With Me & It Hurts Me More & More Every...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    A little something I decided to jot down on my phone today :)
    Aquarius1402 Aquarius1402 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I've stayed at my sister's every night this week except this night. She went out to eat, and I'd just be sitting there doing nothing anyway. I ended up going to my niece's and...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    For as long as I can remember I've never been comfortable in my own skin. Most of the little confidence I did have was shattered a few years ago, when the girls at my school...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today I saw him in the same car he used to take me to the beach, the first man who made me feel beautiful, wanted, appreciated, worthy and that I deserved to be loved. But he wasn...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    I just started dating a really sweet, handsome man in September, and I enjoy his company. I love him, because he helped me get out of my bubble a little bit. He makes me feel safe...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    The hallucinations and negative thought pattern towards others are all back today, so I bite my lips, hold my hand into a fist and sink my nails into my skin leaving faint scars. I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    This is the first time i try to ********** myself.I played with myself.I shoved two fingers to my holes.I didn't come,except keep getting wet.After I finished,I feel pain when I...
    jn97 jn97 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    why bother explaining, my reasons are my own, and in the end that's all that matters. I'm sorry to anyone I have hurt in the past, those I have hurt today, and those whom I will...
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    well it was my first project today, i designed a logo for a website....... it was hectic work, i must say... but all is well, that ends well.
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Today I practised for my life drawing audition. I have added the photos to my featured story "Naked Manifesto".
    nudiepeople nudiepeople 56-60, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have felt lonely so I had cut myself to cope with the fact that I'm not special or important. the loneliness hurt me bad today and I couldn't stop myself. I haven't cut in almost...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F Nov 2

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    I've been trying even though I knew you weren't in a place where you could give more right now, and I'm sorry I've been selfish, but I know you could also be giving more if you...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    my flatmate has turned out to be different from the picture he paints of himself. in reality, he will use and hurt anyone to get what he wants in life and will smash anyone who...
    hoova hoova 31-35, F Nov 15

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    My mom disowned me a few days before and that's the first day I got back to cutting it's like I feel so guilty to be thinking of a guy from here who's absent right now. His name's...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I was thinking about yesterday. I was told that I need to speak and if I can't then I have to write. also I was told that it would painful, the possibility of giving up is high...
    sidham sidham 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    i dont know if i get possessed or if i am clueless to life but i dont know whats wrong with me. everything i do is wrong. all the friends i make go away. i make the worng decisions...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    After going through so much as a child and being hurt so many times I have learned to create barriers when people hurt me. I wish that wasn't the case. I tried so hard to be a...
    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F 6 Responses Oct 26

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    My self-esteem is at an all time low. I want to die again. I want to just...stop existing. School is stressing me out, my life is stressing me out, I can't stop comparing myself to...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Even you. I shut people out when they hurt me. It is how I manage to keep my head above water despite the chaos left in our wake. First was my mother. I shut her out at quite a...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I hear from people all the time that "it doesn't matter if you're _________" or "I don't care if you do/like to ________" But it does. It does matter because it's important to me...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M Nov 6

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    My dad just talked to me for a few minutes he said don't you know with that unstable mind you could hurt yourself and the person you have a crush on? You're not stable for romance...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10

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