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I Hurt Myself Today

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    I hurt myself todayTo see

    if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    deepgreenwood deepgreenwood 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    to see if i still feel i focus in the pain the

    only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything What have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end You could have it all my empire if dirt i will let you down i will make...
    causeimhappy491 causeimhappy491 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    So Ashamed

    I used to think I was stronger enought not to fall into that. I guess I`m not. I understand now why people do it. I didnt understand before,I guess you can only understand when you are going through that. I`ve been so close before, but I always stopped. Not anymore. I`m so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    Biting Isnt Enough Any More...

    Wow. I dont think i have ever admitted anything to anyone. So this is a first... I realize though that I have reached some kind of no return place... If help is to be had. I guess I should try and get some. I was extensively abused as a child. In fact, one of my first memories...
    RayneJ RayneJ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    I Hurt Myself Every Day....

    When I was young something bad happened to me. I got hurt. To this day I abuse myself. Sexually.... I feel like I deserve it. I am afraid to get a pelvic exam because of the abuse I give myself. I've been through the mental health system time and time again. I want to stop...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2010

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    I Hurt Myself Today. . .

    I found myself sitting in my room thinking. . . Which is often not a good thing. I'm the kind of person that needs to keep busy constantly. I was just in my room on my computer with music in the background. It was completely dark except for the soft glow of my computer screen. I...
    MyWrath MyWrath 18-21 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    To See If I Still Feel

    I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let...
    Mistake Mistake 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2010

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    Bah

    3 times today so far.. well technically it's tomorrow now anyway, **** it. It's not even helping as much as it should. Wouldn't want to see me without it though... Ugh.
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ Apr 20, 2010

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    I have started doing risky things - mainly meeting strangers for sex - to hurt myself. And it's working. I've been lucky so far that the men have been safe. But I keep pushing...
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    Every day i do the same stupid ****. Cutting of burning myself because its a release. Then i get angry at myself for cutting and then cut more to release that anger. Im stupid...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have 4 blades. And I used them. I sliced up my thighs pretty good. It doesn't even hurt physically. It hurts mentally.
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    Well, this isn't really a past experience but here goes... Since I left college, the people who I thought were my friends are ignoring me and sometimes it really feels like I'm...
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    I was fixing my hair in a semi-tinted window of a vehicle parked by my Jeep. All of a sudden the window goes down and this guy is smiling. "Are you staring at me for a reason?" he...
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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    ive been self harming for a few years now... I told my family that I stopped a few months ago, but its even worse now. I love seeing blood, especially if its my own. the pain helps...
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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    It all started about 2-3 weeks ago. Let's start from the beginning, one night I woke up in the middle of the night around 3 am feeling very nauseous and I had a pail near my bed...
    cute4me cute4me 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Around 7 months ago I hurt someone in a very bad way and I mean seriously bad. I hurt him and I was denied the chance to apologise to him, regardless whether he forgave me or not...
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    Maybe it's the fact I work all the time just to survive, but what am I surviving. An empty life. A boring life. A life that goes from work to sleep back to work again. Out of the...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 28

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    Your probably mot going to understand this But im to tired to hurt myself like. I want to go to sleep But im still going to try I feel like i have to I have to prove this
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    Do I love myself?! I have started wondering do I really love myself? I mean of course I do I'm adorable! At least that's what I always say. But do I really love who I am, am I...
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    Dawn of the Dark. One exchanged one for another. You sank too deep you can't get back on. What you wish for is nothing but the last of an ending. A lost cause you no longer see...
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    When All You Can See Is My Beauty Mommy said, “Your beautiful, who cares about the rest?” She would fashion me in pretty dresses and bows and proclaim to the world, “Look...
    jfrender jfrender 31-35, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Which is quite pleasant. It's more a calmness actually... Work is a bit all over the place- but I'm not stressing about it. I've got too much that waits for me at home- but Im not...
    AN76 AN76 36-40, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    There's so much pain inside me and i just have to cut to get it out. I hate myself for doing it but i still do it. Noone even cares anyway so i'm not hurting anyone else.
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I want to start off by saying, I love this group name. It fits my situation perfectly. I used to be such a creative, artistic, expressive person. I had a 600+ page role-play going...
    rollingdoro rollingdoro 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I had a boyfriend who mentally and emotionally abused me, he called me names like ****, *****, *****, ugly, worthless, and nothing, for no reason at all. I stayed with him because...
    becswiggins becswiggins 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    I shouldn't be hurting, but it's creeping up on me. I need to beat the pain, ignore it, defeat it. It's hurting like a *****. I'm not trying to get into another depth like this...
    Latiaaaa Latiaaaa 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    When I was younger I had a huge crush on this boy in my school. It was at that time when the boys hadn't hit puberty yet but some of the girls had, and I was one of the lucky few...
    dontyouforget dontyouforget 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    So I bought a vibrator and it came today! Had a little play with it as I could resist and wow. I love it!
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    Leave me alone for now I'm deep in thought, treacherous territory I know It's what I must do to decompress from a day of scattered thought I never thought I'd get to a stage where...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Once again Facebook asking me What's on my mind. Dearest, you know?... I haven't words to tell or explain that mess inside of my head. But... Today I want to try. Try to start talk...
    WhineWolfe WhineWolfe 16-17, F Aug 19

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    Everyone's morning start with a smile, try to achieve something there goals with there significant one ... And smile on the faces of people who wake up with hope trying to find...
    iwantutoo iwantutoo 22-25, M Sep 6

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    As many of you know by now, I have an obsessed office stalker. She delights in getting off on my life, either in the office or outside of it. If there's any rumors about me in...
    deepscar deepscar 46-50, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    I realized I was completely wrong. I thought I would be so excited to see you again, but that was the last feeling I felt. I realized I was better off never seeing you again...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F Sep 5

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    I have accepted myself, not in a way that I know myself therefore I should change everything to fit in the society and #yolo. No not that, but simply I have accepted that, me, who...
    anon152 anon152 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    There are days when I won't be able to do anything but feel. (I say only "feel" because I can't quite find the words. I feel bad about myself and everything else, but not really...
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    I care to give the gift of love ...only to be fooled or hurt !!
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    I'm Afraid . . I can't take take the pain when I get hurt. I can't. It takes a lot of courage to trust a guy. I refuse to let my heart take another "L" (loss).
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I've been hurt so many times I've gotten to the point of letting it happen. All of my boyfriends and one fiancé had cheated because I wouldn't give them sex and I recently just...
    xxlexixlouxx xxlexixlouxx 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I've been in a relationship for about two and a half months and I'm so scared of getting hurt again. I can't take pain anymore
    Rmpg96 Rmpg96 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago