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I Hurt Myself Today

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    Bah

    3 times today so far.. well technically it's tomorrow now anyway, **** it. It's not even helping as much as it should. Wouldn't want to see me without it though... Ugh.
    newmurderer newmurderer 66-70 Apr 20, 2010

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    To See If I Still Feel

    I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let...
    Mistake Mistake 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2010

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    I hurt myself todayTo see

    if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    deepgreenwood deepgreenwood 26-30, M Sep 12, 2014

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    This day i decided to seek attention on the

    internet. Tell people about my life, and see maybe it would get better, because lately it's gettin only worse. Years are going, and i feel like life is passing by. I only live by hope and dreams, that someday it all will change. But i guess it's a wrong pattern to go from. From...
    Godoru Godoru 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    So Ashamed

    I used to think I was stronger enought not to fall into that. I guess I`m not. I understand now why people do it. I didnt understand before,I guess you can only understand when you are going through that. I`ve been so close before, but I always stopped. Not anymore. I`m so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    Biting Isnt Enough Any More...

    Wow. I dont think i have ever admitted anything to anyone. So this is a first... I realize though that I have reached some kind of no return place... If help is to be had. I guess I should try and get some. I was extensively abused as a child. In fact, one of my first memories...
    RayneJ RayneJ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    So like... 15 mins ago,

    I got out of the car and my brother closed the door and smashed my middle and other two fingers and I heard a crunch noise.. And now My middle finger is swollen and it's bruised.. It looks Pregnant and idk what I did.. And idk what to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    I Hurt Myself Every Day....

    When I was young something bad happened to me. I got hurt. To this day I abuse myself. Sexually.... I feel like I deserve it. I am afraid to get a pelvic exam because of the abuse I give myself. I've been through the mental health system time and time again. I want to stop...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2010

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    I Hurt Myself Today. . .

    I found myself sitting in my room thinking. . . Which is often not a good thing. I'm the kind of person that needs to keep busy constantly. I was just in my room on my computer with music in the background. It was completely dark except for the soft glow of my computer screen. I...
    MyWrath MyWrath 18-21 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    my ex's friend just told me to go kill myself. I've been struggling with suicide and self harm for awhile now. the fact that some people can be so awful astounds me.
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    I took LOT of time studyin for theses tests and I'm proud of myself! I passed both! Just got em back today:)! And my Uncle said he would like to reward me for it:) I'm gonna see it...
    CreepypastaFan2016 CreepypastaFan2016 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    The title pretty much says it all. I was about to take all my medication at once. I tried using my DBT skills and calling the crisis line - it just wasn't working. So in an act of...
    nicaea nicaea 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    It's interesting to me how often real life things bring EP friends to mind...guess many of you have fallen over the line into real life friends now...how lucky am I??? : )This...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Tuesday, February 9, 2016...Today I'm wearing black Calvin Klein X microfiber hip briefs. They fit nice and snug and support me perfectly. They are also quite soft and silky smooth...
    Undieguy Undieguy 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    today is my first day at work and I tottaly embarrassed myself they were all professionals and I looked so ******* stupid, ahhhhh and I keep repeat it over and over again in my...
    sweeeeeeeeeeetheart sweeeeeeeeeeetheart 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    This morning I woke up thinking of you. I just want to say each time you look outside the window today just know that each snow flake that comes down is a kiss I'm sending to you...
    shelikesher shelikesher 70+ 8 hrs ago

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    I'm always so ******* alone and it's nobody's fault but mine. I can't seem to help it. I'm trying not to keep so much to myself, but it's only getting worse. I'm sorry.
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I finally did it...finally. I'm writing article for local free magazines. It's not fashion magazines,we pick up serious topics like sexism,abuse,health,mostly about how can we...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'm so broken inside. I'm doing everything I can and it's just not getting better.. I think about him every single day and I cry because I know he doesn't give a crap about me. He...
    lininsayy lininsayy 18-21, F 11 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Heey~^^! I am here to share my story~ Soo... I am 16 years old and i cut for first time two weeks ago... ( I've just downloaded the app. I used it before, but i delete my profile...
    HeyMaybeNot HeyMaybeNot 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I pleasured myself today and took a video of it! I just put it up on my blog. Check it out if you'd like. :) http://kinkykatelyn.com/ Sorry, I don't have time to reply to...
    KinkyKatelyn KinkyKatelyn 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today marks 8 years since you passed away grams. I'm trying to be strong and all for you right now but I can't. I didn't know that it would hurt so badly right now that the tears...
    caringsisterof11siblings caringsisterof11siblings 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Everyday has been a great day, recently. I'm so very thankful and happy. I finished up work early so my ma came to see my apartment (finally). It was fun gushing over stuff and...
    arailia03 arailia03 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wonder I she knows it was her I cried about... stayed up all last night crying... a broken heart hurts. I never want to hurt it again.
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It is one of these days where I am feeling incredibly low, powerless and sad. Where I am hurting, not because of something specific or new, but hurting because of every person i...
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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been tossing this idea around in my head recently and was hoping to get some outside perspectives on it. "You hurt my feelings" is something I have heard over and over again...
    rebekahanastasia rebekahanastasia 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm slipping into a downward spiral, I feel like I can no longer cope, I'm being driven back to where I once was, a dark place, blade in hand, unable to reason my way out of it any...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy 18-21, T 6 days ago

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    I'm back to cutting. I just couldn't hold it in anymore!
    HiIAmHana HiIAmHana 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yesterday my mom saw my scars. She asked if I was cutting, and stupidly I said no. I was doing so good, now all I can think about is how big of a disappointment I am. I think I'm...
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 8 Responses a week ago

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    I hate myself today. Idk what is happening to me. I hate my face today. I think I look so ******. - soko
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I've gone two months without hurting myself. I've been happy, my anxiety is down, and I haven't even thought about hurting myself. Yesterday I colored my hair and got some dye on...
    SimplyEm SimplyEm 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have a disease called multiple connective tissue disorder that attacks connective tissue and muscle. I've been in pain for almost 10 years and some days are worse than others so...
    Hardworkinman Hardworkinman 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    No I don't mean emotionally, I mean physically. I keep hurting myself and most of the time I don't know what the hell I did. Like I wake up one day and i find a small cut or bruise...
    Randomness46 Randomness46 22-25, M Jan 25

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    Messy, sort of There are parts of me that really have it all together. I function, pretty good all things considered. I have great purpose. I am the most fit physically that I've...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    I had alfredo noodles with chicken for lunch today and I must have had too much of that white alfredo sauce on my noodles because it made my stomach hurt and I got sick. I love...
    xtrasillygirl xtrasillygirl 13-15, F Jan 24

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    I remember the wind was so strong , I struggled to push myself against it . The urge to end this was stronger. I kept moving across the icy shoreline , my feet sinking into frozen...
    Angelofthesilence Angelofthesilence 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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