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I Hurt Myself Today

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    Bah

    3 times today so far.. well technically it's tomorrow now anyway, **** it. It's not even helping as much as it should. Wouldn't want to see me without it though... Ugh.
    newmurderer newmurderer 66-70 Apr 20, 2010

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    I Hurt Myself Today. . .

    I found myself sitting in my room thinking. . . Which is often not a good thing. I'm the kind of person that needs to keep busy constantly. I was just in my room on my computer with music in the background. It was completely dark except for the soft glow of my computer screen. I...
    MyWrath MyWrath 18-21 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    I Hurt Myself Every Day....

    When I was young something bad happened to me. I got hurt. To this day I abuse myself. Sexually.... I feel like I deserve it. I am afraid to get a pelvic exam because of the abuse I give myself. I've been through the mental health system time and time again. I want to stop...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2010

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    Biting Isnt Enough Any More...

    Wow. I dont think i have ever admitted anything to anyone. So this is a first... I realize though that I have reached some kind of no return place... If help is to be had. I guess I should try and get some. I was extensively abused as a child. In fact, one of my first memories...
    RayneJ RayneJ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    This day i decided to seek attention on the

    internet. Tell people about my life, and see maybe it would get better, because lately it's gettin only worse. Years are going, and i feel like life is passing by. I only live by hope and dreams, that someday it all will change. But i guess it's a wrong pattern to go from. From...
    Godoru Godoru 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    I hurt myself todayTo see

    if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    deepgreenwood deepgreenwood 26-30, M Sep 12, 2014

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    So Ashamed

    I used to think I was stronger enought not to fall into that. I guess I`m not. I understand now why people do it. I didnt understand before,I guess you can only understand when you are going through that. I`ve been so close before, but I always stopped. Not anymore. I`m so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    So like... 15 mins ago,

    I got out of the car and my brother closed the door and smashed my middle and other two fingers and I heard a crunch noise.. And now My middle finger is swollen and it's bruised.. It looks Pregnant and idk what I did.. And idk what to do...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    To See If I Still Feel

    I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let...
    Mistake Mistake 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2010

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    Hit my in the messages please! So f****** turned on I have to feel myself
    69dirtygirl69 69dirtygirl69 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    see myself as i am fading away, smoke of those dreams have become reality wasted feelings..imprisoned in misery letting go..for a moment and thinking it was fate..my life...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    i confess of all what you say about me put a bullet through my head, let me be free tired of these fkd up emotions tired of burning very inch of my soul everyday, with new...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I got in the shower no shirt but underwear and leggings. I teased myself with peeing then when I was done kept my underwear on buy took off my leggings. I would squat and tease my...
    12apk12 12apk12 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I accept myself as i am but that doesnt mean i cant grow. i havnt used typing much in my life but im startin to understand how important language is. i wana express myself clearer...
    JennaRee JennaRee 13-15, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Maybe I spend a lot of times by myself because I always end up being invisible when I socialize.. Maybe because I just wanna be alone this time....and I like spending time by...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I rub on myself 5 or 6 times a day. I have had that same routine for 30 years now. .
    LLANKE LLANKE 41-45, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I hate myself because I've been hated on a lot in middle school and high school. I only have three friends who love me for me and my randomness. I wish I had more friends who are...
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I didn't even ask my mom about my real father. I didn't want to pry but while I was helping her out with work today she brought it up herself my real father is six foot three his...
    lies18 lies18 18-21 9 hrs ago

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    Why can't I see my siblings today (fourth of July.) and celebrate FREEDOM with them! Cause I sure know u all won't teach them what's today is about. Why is everyone but ME invited...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I started to explore the romantic side of life when I was 16. I got my first relationship with a guy who's 2 years older than me. We dated for 2 years. Everything was good until he...
    tears3sad tears3sad 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I have the type of personality that seems to inspire others to pick on me. Always have. When I was a kid, I used to let it bother me. As I got older, I realized that people...
    ThirtySevenX ThirtySevenX 46-50, M 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Tonight I am sat here wondering if my day today augers the creation of new memories for future me? If so, I think they will be good ones! Some days there is a lot to be grateful...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones 46-50 11 hrs ago

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    A year ago I sat on a train following the same route just like today A year ago I was heading to my ex husbands trail for assaulting me. He was found guilty a year ago today n it...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    how can I when all people do is put me down not every one but most people like if I was beautiful why would all my boyfriends just dump and cheat on me for eny other girl I mean...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    First off , "friends" who ignore you are not really your friends. I have to say that I've had a couple of them in my life , I , being as stupid and kind as I am , didn't use to...
    Lihlya Lihlya 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I graduated from high school two years ago and it felt like my life went crashing down sideways. I've always had problems with focusing in school because of my ADD and I've had...
    KellerKing13 KellerKing13 18-21, F 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I'm All Over The Place...... I'm all over the place right now, One minute im fine, then the next minute i'm in tears, i dont know what the hell it is, all I know is that I am...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I have never really ever thought of my self, as beautiful, hell I have never even thought of my self, as even average. I just always feel like, I am the ugliest person in the world...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    When I get hurt, or when my emotions are played with, and I have to back away, and look at things from a different point of view, and people ask me for their help, and to be there...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I often cry myself to sleep, more than usual lately, I am going through a whole lot right now, especially with my family, there has been a lot of stress, and during the day I smile...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    if I feel like I am getting too Close to someone, I tend to become distant, especially since someone, who I got really close to, Really did hurt me really bad, and I kinda kicked...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I cannot get over the hurt that my husband caused me over three months ago. I am in therapy and doing all the reading etc. I can, but I cannot seem to let go of what happened and...
    Patilud Patilud 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I went thru a very nasty, ugly, and painful divorce. I lived nearly a decade not getting into a relationship out of fear of getting hurt again. I am so grateful that I healed...
    00DesertRose 00DesertRose 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today I blurted out everything I had in my head since very long in front of my father. I was so frustrated that I couldn't control myself. I was listening the same thing from the...
    Moni90 Moni90 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Wow. Just. Wow. I'm still a little shocked at myself. I wonder if he is too... He made me mad, you see. Not like it's the first time he's made me mad in 15 years, of course...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am a 13 year old white girl and today I had my 12 year old black friend Keisha over to my house. I was wearing a green t shirt, pair of black shorts, and white pantyhose today...
    katiemitchell katiemitchell 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I admire beautiful, trusting relationships. I am grateful that I survived deep family betrayal. I've lost all hope and trust in a lot of my family members. I made mistakes myself...
    nsight nsight 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    1. I'm afraid of people and can't socialize. 2. I have hurt people in the past to make me feel better about myself. 3. I'm the ugliest person I have ever seen. 4. I'm not skinny...
    brokenxwings0 brokenxwings0 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My Fake Mother decided to stay home, yet again this week. Lord Jesus Christ, I do not know what I did to deserve this, but she WILL terrorize me all day today because this woman is...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have an unhealthy lack of malice. If someone deliberately hurt me, I'd defend myself, but I would never attack them. I would much rather suffer myself than put my suffering on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    I'm so exhausted and tired of this life....I get to work today to find out my co-worker and shift partner is getting a new job else where for better pay and all doing the same...
    Lachdanan Lachdanan 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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