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I Hurt Myself Today

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    I Hurt Myself Today. . .

    I found myself sitting in my room thinking. . . Which is often not a good thing. I'm the kind of person that needs to keep busy constantly. I was just in my room on my computer with music in the background. It was completely dark except for the soft glow of my computer screen. I...
    MyWrath MyWrath 18-21 2 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    So like... 15 mins ago,

    I got out of the car and my brother closed the door and smashed my middle and other two fingers and I heard a crunch noise.. And now My middle finger is swollen and it's bruised.. It looks Pregnant and idk what I did.. And idk what to do...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    So Ashamed

    I used to think I was stronger enought not to fall into that. I guess I`m not. I understand now why people do it. I didnt understand before,I guess you can only understand when you are going through that. I`ve been so close before, but I always stopped. Not anymore. I`m so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    To See If I Still Feel

    I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let...
    Mistake Mistake 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2010

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    This day i decided to seek attention on the

    internet. Tell people about my life, and see maybe it would get better, because lately it's gettin only worse. Years are going, and i feel like life is passing by. I only live by hope and dreams, that someday it all will change. But i guess it's a wrong pattern to go from. From...
    Godoru Godoru 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    I hurt myself todayTo see

    if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything
    deepgreenwood deepgreenwood 26-30, M Sep 12, 2014

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    Biting Isnt Enough Any More...

    Wow. I dont think i have ever admitted anything to anyone. So this is a first... I realize though that I have reached some kind of no return place... If help is to be had. I guess I should try and get some. I was extensively abused as a child. In fact, one of my first memories...
    RayneJ RayneJ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    I Hurt Myself Every Day....

    When I was young something bad happened to me. I got hurt. To this day I abuse myself. Sexually.... I feel like I deserve it. I am afraid to get a pelvic exam because of the abuse I give myself. I've been through the mental health system time and time again. I want to stop...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2010

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    Bah

    3 times today so far.. well technically it's tomorrow now anyway, **** it. It's not even helping as much as it should. Wouldn't want to see me without it though... Ugh.
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ Apr 20, 2010

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    ******* up constantly today. Can it just be over?!?!
    VolcanicMermaid VolcanicMermaid 18-21, F 27 mins ago

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    I don't know who to believe....or who to trust.... I just want to end it... I'm done with getting hurt... I'm tired of getting hurt...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Meh.... Nightmare like thoughts came again... Just flooded with negative emotions again.... ;(... Pain started to get to me, and i was dying gasping for air.... My heart...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M Feb 10

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    I can't stand blood.. But at times of my life things get so pent up that I feel like I'm going to explode and the only way to distract myself or let some of the pain out is to...
    insomniac16 insomniac16 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel as though I should do something to myself and put my life at risk.. What's going onnn
    neutralwalrus neutralwalrus 70+, M Feb 4

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    It has become a new option to me. When tears swell up in my eyes n it feels like someone is stabbing at the heart, I find solace in cutting myself. Coz it takes the mind off from...
    EternalWanderer EternalWanderer 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    sometimes I feel like its not me and that I can't control myself. like something takes over. there is always a power struggle going on within me. but now I have relinquished...
    snowhite69 snowhite69 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Yea...i do...i feel like i deserve this...more pain....more loneliness...until i can't take this anymore and kill myself...that's my life plan...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've cut myself once, and I dont know if I should tell someone or not. I really don't know what to do or who I can trust.
    jeanine281 jeanine281 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Mostly emotional. I keep going back to the past, try to reason with old friend/boyfriends. It just turns out terrible.
    Mathclass1999 Mathclass1999 13-15, F Feb 4

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    I'm stupidly clumsy and always do things that come back to bite me later.
    UnfinishedStar UnfinishedStar 18-21, F Feb 5

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    I got 30 new cuts on my upper thigh i couldnt help it.....i needed it so bad im sorry ;(
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    I did, and I still get the urge to do so. But I haven't in a while. So that's good :)
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I want to...but I'm not going to. It's just hard to stay strong :(
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are times, usually when I screw up, where I just want to scratch and scratch at my forearms until I bleed. Luckily I'm in a good place at the moment but the struggle is still...
    flamingfangirl flamingfangirl 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I haven't cut myself in such a long time. It's been months since I've had urges but I really want to hurt myself and tear myself apart today. I don't know what to do. I can't get...
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Its been two mornings and two nights not talking to Tim ,I don't know if he is hurting but I am torn apart I cry all the time I miss his voice so much my chest hurts .I want to...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When I hurt myself I fantasize about hurting others, I would feed off of the pain they are experiencing. When they laughed at me and bullied me. When they abused me. I'll...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M 23 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I am afraid of myself... I am afraid that I will grow up to be a murderer. This is a legitamate fear that is on my mind constantly. Normal people don't worry they will...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I couldn't help myself after everything that's been going on I just gave in and did it. I feel like I should go back and do it to punish myself for hurting myself but I just don't...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    It's nice to draw on myself. It helps when I feel like hurting myself, but I just start drawing until I completely forget I ever wanted to cut.
    x0lynn x0lynn 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I thought I didn't have anything else to do. I grabbed the blade and cut my thighs my wrists and anywhere else I could think of. I started and I couldn't stop. It's like something...
    ErIng9971 ErIng9971 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I work at the office of a middle school and I really hate today's kids (or almost 20somethings). Maybe i am old fashion. The girls all walk around, in middle school, looking like...
    DoMyBest DoMyBest 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Lately I have found myself,beside myself with why people do what they do. It has been a steady pattern lately(more severe/frequent this year so far) of people around me doing the...
    Lavender007 Lavender007 41-45, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like nobody cares about me. If I don't make an effort to make plans with anyone or talk to anyone then they just don't bother with me. I'm fed up of constantly feeling like...
    GhostGirl97 GhostGirl97 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Today, Friday February 6th 2015, marked the first day I've cried since high school. I was seeing my therapist and she just hit the right spot, I guess. The session went fine, but...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 6

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    it hurts when i care and the other one leaves me as i am nothing for him it hurts when someone cmes in ur life and makes ur life happy and then steal all happiness in a second it...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    What killed your self esteem? Well for me it was my older brother . I always looked up to him and trusted him when we were young (he's 3 years older ) and he was my confidante so...
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I don't have much of a social life, but anyone I come in contact with I tend to be very nice, I work my *** off in order to pay the debts my mom is in and slowly but surely she...
    brianopp brianopp 18-21, M Feb 17

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    So today is my birthday,,, And I am alone no celebration, no party, no gifts, just another empty day :(
    SinEsperanza SinEsperanza 46-50, M 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Tuesday, March 3, 2015....Today I'm wearing navy blue ribbed Jockey Poco low rise briefs (no fly). The ribbed ones are very comfortable and definitely conform to one's shape better...
    Undieguy Undieguy 36-40, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I received a Basket of Flowers from my Dear Sweet Husband today thanking me for the Great Experience She had on Sunday! In the card there was a letter from her and it was the Song...
    karenpat karenpat 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I gave myself a good hard spanking (120 swats) with a wooden paddle today mostly because I needed it but there were other reasons too. I have been so short tempered with my husband...
    naughtycat63 naughtycat63 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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