When I thought I over come hurting myself I didn't ... :(
These cuts doesn't hurt as much as people hurt me emotionally.
Since I was a teenager I've had the urge to cut myself and I was already seeing a counselor at the time for sexual abuse and anxiety so I told her my new urges and she didn't take...
I do not cut myself
It makes too much mess
I don't drink very often
It just makes me act dumb
I cannot commit suicide
Those I love would never forgive
I cannot get another to kill...
I was sprinting then I hit a wire i caught myself with my hands but my wrists are bruised. I can't really hold anything and my palms are bleeding. XD I am stupid.
I don't know what's wrong with me. This isn't my usual self. I just wish I didn't exist right now :(
I keep fantasizing about throwing a punch at someone so they will beat me up until I feel alive. I feel so guilty lately and It's such a lie that plays in my head, but I feel so...
**** everything and everyone. I'm so sick of it all. I just wanna be in Tennessee, forever