I Hurt Myself

I hate admitting that I hurt myself. i like to keep it secret because I feel like pain is a gift that I can give myself. Its mine and no one can take that from me. I can starve myself untill my stomach hurts, hold my breath to...

Hi,  I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia.  I have been known to hurt my self in anger at people or at myself and to stop the voices that I hear.  I am getting help and learning to stop this.  But I have done this for years.  I...

Whenever I was blamed for no reason, I bit my hand really hard or punch a wall. Next time, I'll think a mirror would be a better option. I've tried using the knife but I was so scared to hurt myself. I end up not using it and just punch...

This is the first time I've shared anything on this website so forgive me if it comes out really crappy...... My life is..................... good. My family cares about me. I have friends that are there for me. My family is middle...

for the past four years i have used a hammer to hit myself. i have caused enough damage to my knee that i have had numerous mri's and gone to physical therapy. can people really not figure out what happened? i think it is easy, but...

Here I am again....

Back to day zero!

Seems like I just can't do it....

Seems like I will never be able to do this.....

Standing alone, fighting alone, failing....Alone....

I haven't been cutting for long. Just a few months... maybe four? But today I told someone for the first time. She's been bugging me since Saturday because I skipped out on the dance and called her to asks where she was. She didn't...

I really want to cut right now can someone help me

Purify : to be free from guilt or evil.

First, try to understand what I say and feel. Do not try to "correct" me or "save" me. If you can't understand what I feel, how can you help me. If you understand, then there is no need to...

When I was a teenager I got in a fight with my sister. I foolishly tried for a brief moment to frighten her with a knife, but I wasn't going to use it. She grabbed it by the blade and screamed, "give me that knife!" I wouldn't let go of...

I get the urges to cut myself and end up seriously messing up my arm. But just resently I got the thought that I probably do it for attention, which I know is the stupidest ******* thing ever. And worst of all I don’t any attention at...

Cuz I did it for the first time last night. I was on the phone with my bf and I hurt his feelings really bad... I was so ashamed of myself and I still am. I have a tendancy to mentally beat myself up for everything I do...

i don't have anything to do it with right now. my siblings are down stairs my parents are upstairs and there's nothing in the basement for me ... i have no more pills and losing everything slowly. what can i do now.i can't help think i...

When you make amends there are easy times. Times where you know you have wronged someone. Whether or not you did it on purpose does not matter. I have been hiding behind the fact I did something good for her, but it pushed her to...

i cant help it i injoy the felling i dont do it in anger..well no often only sometimes in selfanger...or hate...but most of the tiem cus of pleshur in seeing blood..or the pain...even the scars ,scaps or cuts what they look like...today...

Curled up. Trying not to wake my roommate.
But I'm breaking.
Shaking.
It's too much. I want to scream. Or run away. Drowning, lungs hindered by attempts to stifle the cloudburst. Like the ocean is in my throat. Wrapped around my...