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I Hurt So Much Inside

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    Hushhhhhhhh - I hide EVERYTHING inside. sure ill let the close ones to me have a lil inside info, but then i push them away. i write (sometimes i dont) all my feelings, if someone...
    Ivyflower Ivyflower 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I Dont No Any More.... - AkesI cant explain the hurt inide of me. Its like my heart and soul are being riped out of me. The torment never eases. Itonly lingures waiting to pock out...
    fiestar fiestar 22-25 Apr 29, 2013

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    At Times I Do.. ... - at times i do.. jus the other day, my mother killed me emotionally, i've never cried so hard.. she's refusing that i ever talk to my bf again.. we are in a...
    iGotMine8 iGotMine8 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    I Hurt So Much Inside - Just found out my husband cheated on me the first 10 yrs of our marriage with lots of women not just one, two or three.  He even developed Herpes. ...
    indianainohio indianainohio 51-55, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2007

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    A Depression - My mom doesn't trust me anymore, and my dad honestly doesn't care. It's been a really tough week since my mom has recently sort of divorced me from her life. I can't...
    Broomvroom Broomvroom 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2012

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    Physically Aching - There is this pain inside me that starts from deep inside me and travels through my veins to the tip of my fingers in toes when I lie in bed crying and alone at...
    Curlycue107 Curlycue107 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    Broken - I'm so broken, and I don't know why. I feel so empty, and numb. Like there is a black hole inside me, Like I am being eaten alive from the inside out. I can't cry, I can't...
    MyCatastrophe MyCatastrophe 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Crying - I don't know how much more I can take. The pain I hide inside is way too much for me to handle anymore... Putting on this happy face is acting like there is no pain. It...
    ymoren21 ymoren21 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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    Nothing Left - Emotionally i have nothing left inside of me. I have no feelings for nothing in life. I care about nothing. It's like i move thru day to day things hoping something...
    LostSpace LostSpace 41-45 4 Responses Oct 23, 2011

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    I Hate Being A Widower - I have been a widower for the past 14 years and I am finding it hard to find another miss right. I am very hurt inside because I haven't had a romantic hug...
    kimberlyann12345 kimberlyann12345 56-60 4 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    How Could Someone... - I am so angry right now. Hurt and betrayed, and lied to. I was doing so well in dealing with my depression, and putting the past behind me, I decided to let...
    Blurbel Blurbel 26-30, M 3 Responses May 12, 2012

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    My baby is unhappy I hurt and yearn for her. I can't sleep it's so bad she's my life she gets me motivated and she makes me happy. My brother took her from me. I hate him I hope...
    littyleigh littyleigh 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    There Is No "Flip" Emotion Anymore - I hear from all the "normal" people that there is a silver lining to every cloud for all the sadness there is some happiness to be...
    Amialive Amialive 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    But You'll Never Know! ^~^ - Because I don't want to trouble you with my problems. :D
    Strikerfreeze Strikerfreeze 18-21, M 36 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Something About Beautiful Experiences. - Sukneyah krishna (CD, because she is not really a man but ) she has a real great she inside. she is a transzender who founded a first site...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21 Jun 7, 2012

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    Just Try - This is to all the new people on EP.  The ones who came here looking for some relief or comfort but don't know where to start.  Just try.  I know writing here may...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    Supid Reasons, But Still Really Depressed. - I have Major Depression and am severely suicidal; I’ve been this way for 8 years, maybe longer. Things are better than they used to...
    lightgoddess333 lightgoddess333 18-21 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    Im Hurt - My husband is in love with other woman. He told me today but that woman is married. She is friend of my friend. And my husband wants me to be friend with her. I'm really...
    maj87 maj87 26-30 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    And It Just Never Is Going To Stop... - I'm now into 'years' since she left and my life came apart. Yet I still feel the pain as if it happened yesterday. It is a constant reminder...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2012

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    I Can't Forget About Her - She motivates me to be a better person at times, and other times drives me to depression. Five years in love with a girl that will never love me. Yet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 15, 2011

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    I'm Tired... - I'm tired of hurtting so badly I have to hurt myself to stop it. It frustrates me how i have friends but I'm to scaried to call them and tell them how I'm feeling...
    xXvampschildXx xXvampschildXx 16-18, F 4 Responses Jan 16, 2008

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    Legs Are Going But I'm Not Moving - I'm 16 years old. I know what many of you could be thinking. 'What business does a 16 year old girl have with this topic?' Well, I can tell you...
    SheWolf16 SheWolf16 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 26, 2012

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    Lost - I now lost the one person that kept me happy .
    Jmmarrero Jmmarrero 16-17, F Jan 13, 2013

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    Like Walking Up A Slippery Hill - I went to a going away party last night for a guy from work. I didn’t drink as I’m trying to sort out my emotions and taking a depressant...
    Blurbel Blurbel 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2012

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    Not Strong - I don't know whats wrong with me anymore. I don't seem to know anything lately. I used to know everything about myself. Where i was and where i was going. But now its...
    UnrequitedMe UnrequitedMe 16-17, F May 22, 2011

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    My Apology - I've had more than my fair share of misfortunes in life. I've been abandoned my my father, neglected my my mother, lived with a horrible skin condition, suffered...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 25, 2012

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    hurts so much ...... to see her hurting like that it just hurts so much
    Dove9 Dove9 26-30, F Mar 22

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    I'm A Mess - I know this will sound pathetic. I know many of you are going to think ‘get over it.’ But here’s my sorry excuse of a sob story: I was bullied from K-12th, but...
    lightgoddess333 lightgoddess333 18-21 Sep 9, 2012

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    Thoughts - So much is going on . My thoughts are killing me . I just want to disappear .
    Jmmarrero Jmmarrero 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2013

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    I'm Hurt - Last night after our bedtime my husband expressed in a thoughtful manner that it would have been more fun, may be, if I had symmetric breast. I feel so hurt. Are...
    alveena alveena 22-25, F 17 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    Requiem. - Its been over five months since Ive seen you. We talk on the phone occasionally. "I still love you," you tell me. I love you too. We're both moving on. Three years went...
    teknohippie teknohippie 26-30, M Nov 10, 2013

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    Really Depressed - I only had one friend that i made in high school, and i'm realizing that i can't really call her that now. I've always been more of the "yes what ever you say...
    cagedinside cagedinside 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2013

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    I don't think I've ever really been happy. There's always something missing. I feel as if I tell myself I'm happy enough times, I'll believe it. No one knows how I feel. No one...
    McLovin0000 McLovin0000 18-21, F Jan 7

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    S.o.s - I am 15. My parents are divorced. I live in my sisters shadows. I have a pain so deep inside I feel the only way to get rid of it is by sobbing. I don't cry in self pity...
    15under 15under 13-15 Jan 3, 2013

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    The love I my life doesn't seam to care anymore... :( heartbreak really does hurt!
    LilyB157 LilyB157 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    They Will Never Hear Me - when your parents and siblings know your not happy, but continue to tell you, you are it doesn't help. It makes me feel even worse, i tell them i'm not...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2013

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    I Am So Depressed - My feaures are ok seperaly but on mhy face i look look forwar. I have such a low selfesteem/. MY mother and best friend and mother died with in 2 months of...
    brittchickpaige brittchickpaige 46-50 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    sometimes i get so overwhelmed .. i feel likee doing something to make the feeling go away .. so i think about cutting/. i have only told ONE Person about this ..
    overwhelmed5112 overwhelmed5112 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Who Do You Turn To? - This experience is based on an even that happen today that struck memories of past events.  Where to start......my dad is, was, and always will be an...
    hobbitt192002 hobbitt192002 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 1, 2007

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    Cancer Is Nothing Compared To The Emotional Pain - As many of you know, I'm dealing with Stage 3, HER2 Positive, Inflammatory Breast Cancer! Many have commented on my strength and...
    lagatta lagatta 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 23, 2013

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    Inner Child - I believe there is a small innocent child within us all. My inner child was hurt and my vulnerability was taken. My small inner voice cries reminding me of the pain...
    Spenciie Spenciie 18-21, F Mar 14, 2013

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    My Best Friend Hates Me - alright, so last year we had a bunch of fights about me getting really close to another girl and her feeling left out. and than her getting close to this...
    candicemiller15 candicemiller15 16-17, F Jan 26, 2011

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    Obvious To Some, Oblivious To Others - It's amazing how some can tell I'm hurting just by the look on my face, and others who look at the same face don't even have a clue. After...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Two days now I guess it's like giving up smoking, the first few days are the hardest. Hopefully tomo will be better, maybe if I sleep it won't hurt so much I won't be seeing the...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    No One Really Knows - I am known for my depressions and my tendency to pull away from people when I feel sad. My formerly-close friends all know that about me, and most of them...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    My Lonely Life - I am 17 years old now. I've just finished my high school. Well, where do i start? I am always alone. My mother died when I was a year old, my father, all of my...
    FransisGlory FransisGlory 18-21, F May 3, 2013

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    Happy And Sad At The Same Time. - A lot is going on right now. I feel so much different emotions. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I mean, is that even possible. I feel so...
    LifeOfAYoungSky LifeOfAYoungSky 18-21, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    When Do The Tears Stop - Im so alone even in a room full of people my soulmate was take from me an i never got a chance to hug kiss say by nothing wasnt my choice i love him so an...
    jeanhush jeanhush 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2013

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    Days Like Today... - ... or weekends like this make me always think about if i really done everything right in my life. Sometimes i feel like i first seem to been at the right...
    Indielicous Indielicous 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2008

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    All the Time - I hurt all the time.  I have been molested, beat, put down, shoved, lied to, cheated on and the list goes on.  I have asked why does a person that has ...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 14 Responses Jan 8, 2008

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    How Could You.... - If the day were to come that he wanted me back... i couldnt do it again. For he has hurt me far too bad. Its a gut wrentching pain that spears my heart and...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F Jul 21, 2013

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