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I Hurt Someone That I Love and Feel Guilty About It

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    Time For Me To Let Go

    I hope that one day I learn how to cope with my anger in ways that are not destructive. Every day there are teenagers and young adults everywhere who punch holes in walls and manipulate loved ones. I wonder what the cause of this anger is, and then I have to realize whatever...
    ibstraange ibstraange 18-21 Dec 13, 2012

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    5 Am On A Tuesday

    There are a million reasons I am in this group. This is the one that has been keeping me up at night for the past two years.
    tarenava tarenava 18-21, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Around 7 months ago I hurt someone in a very

    bad way and I mean seriously bad. I hurt him and I was denied the chance to apologise to him, regardless whether he forgave me or not, I wanted to tell him how much I loved him and how terribly sorry I am for doing what I did to him an what I said. I really shouldn't have done...
    GirlWithTheRedHair2013 GirlWithTheRedHair2013 16-17, F Aug 24

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    Ep Is Anonymous...Except When Someone You Love Reads The Hurtful Things You've Written...

    I recently asked a question...is it wrong to keep up a secret from my wife?...because she went into my fone and found out I was hiding this from her. I was upset at 1st that she went thru my fone, but I thought I wasn't doing anything wrong. I even gave her my password so that...
    ShatteredYouth ShatteredYouth 31-35, M Jul 16, 2013

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    I Hurt Someone I Care About and still feel the gulit

    I hurt someone i really cared about. I was in a failing relationship, and used to drink alot because of it. I had done wrong in the past and cheated on my bf, also my father used to physically abuse me for falling in love with my bf. He was also a heavy drinker. SO i guess this...
    angelangie angelangie 26-30 Oct 21, 2008

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    A Best Friend

    i love this girl on a ridiculous level! all i want it is to nurture her and protect her for life from any and all disappointment. it's unbearable that i have become one of those disappointments because of my ******* weed habit. i legit don't know if i can ever covey how sorry i...
    delusionsofglamour delusionsofglamour 18-21, F Sep 26, 2010

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    I Love Her But Keep Hurting Her

    I'm a failure. I love my girlfriend so, so much. She means everything and more to me. But I'm incredibly insecure and we tend to get into massive fights over it, and we both get hurt. I don't want to hurt her, but I always do. I hate myself for it, and I wish I could make it up...
    KiwiDan KiwiDan 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I feel depressed and I hate feeling this way because I feel guilty and I hate letting people down and don't want to tell people how I feel because I don't want to bring more...
    LittleMissIntrovert LittleMissIntrovert 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    We're young, we've only been married for 3 years, but we had been together for 10. No kids. I was very sure of my decision before I told him, he's got a lot of mental health...
    shaoshao shaoshao 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I told some horrible things to my dad today. I feel so bad. Is that why I put in this life for? To hurt others? And be ungrateful? I wish I wasn't so mean but I'm just unhappy with...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 5 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I feel so awful about my depression when there is so many people with so much less than me fighting for their lives when i am throwing mine away
    abby9305 abby9305 13-15, F Aug 22

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    There were someone I cared about and still care I hurt. I didn't mean it, I am not looking for excuses, there are none. I made a huge mistake, I cried a lot because of what I have...
    Classjenny Classjenny 41-45, F Aug 20

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    not physically, but a friend of mine... we fell out. Regretted it for ages, still do now. I just feel like a terrible person. I let him down. :(
    misfitgemma misfitgemma 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Family: *says something racist* Family: *says something sexist* Family: *says something homophobic* Family: *makes fun of my subculture* Family: *insults my style* Family: *insults...
    FluffyTheCerealKiller FluffyTheCerealKiller 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    My wife used to be HOT but after 10 years and two children, she is the exact opposite of HOT. She's gained nearly a 100lbs and I don't find her remotely attractive. I feel guilty...
    TorturedwithGuilt TorturedwithGuilt 31-35, M 9 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I feel guilty because I just don't want that relationship anymore. I don't want a woman who: 1. Has a face that has been ruined by drugs and a car accident 2. Is VERY needy 3...
    sociableTim sociableTim 31-35, M Aug 22

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    I feel like I'm the only EP member who has ever done anything bad that's really worth feeling guilty for. I said things to my older sister that I shouldn't have. My sister was...
    AlpineBeast AlpineBeast 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Apparently, I will be hostile even if someone try to hurt someone I don't know. So I was in my room changing when I heard a woman screaming, like someone was close to hurt her. I...
    danjgust danjgust 18-21, M Aug 26

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    So i just told my mom today i want to go live with my dad, she didn't like the idea beacause it happened so fast. She said she did not expect it from me and now i kinda feel guilty...
    SeanPerG SeanPerG 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 5

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    I feel guilty, cranky, moody and well just plain bitchy! I'm in a rotten mood!
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am not usually an angry or violent person, although if you want me to become one, the best way to do that would be to hurt someone I love (I wouldn't recommend it).
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Aug 21

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    I have hurt my girlfriend before with a selfish, greedy deed and I feel so guilty. She has forgiven me and I never want to do it again. Thanks for giving me another chance, love. I...
    Iancharles Iancharles 18-21, M Aug 27

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    It's eating and tearing me apart. I feel sick and anxious daily. Empty. Evil. Numb. I want to cry but I can't. What would it matter anyway? The past can't change. The guilt and...
    cutexmuffin524 cutexmuffin524 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I don't find it fair that my boyfriend gets upset when I go out but when he goes out I am completely okay with it. I guess he's scared I will cheat on him, because I'm assuming...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F Aug 24

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    So having unrequited love fore someone you have known for a few months is bad or even a year or two. Though knowing someone your whole life and having unrequited love for them is...
    BDMW15 BDMW15 16-17, M Aug 30

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    When I was younger I had a huge crush on this boy in my school. It was at that time when the boys hadn't hit puberty yet but some of the girls had, and I was one of the lucky few...
    dontyouforget dontyouforget 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I'm so hugryyyyyyy But we don't have food in the house and I'm panicky about my weight right now anyway. Let's see how long I last.
    stephiwayland stephiwayland 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    An ex boyfriend of mine visited me, he was stopping by for a few minutes. I should have said he couldn't see me... I got into his truck, and we kissed. We both wanted more... But I...
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Man I got too drunk lastnight, decided to call people and ****.. I feel like I did something horrible now. I'm done drinking, I feel horrible, the guilt is killing me now.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Aug 30

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    I recently split up with my boyfriend, who was one of the nicest people ever. (We are both 19 by the way) but I had to do it because he became obsessed with me and would never let...
    poppygirlx poppygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Yet I get hurt by people Some men here don't know how to behave with women.It is our mistake that we trust such people.One of my friends here is deeply hurt and crying her heart...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    It was my first baby. I was so excited. I always wanted to be a mum. There was no way if ever terminate. At 20week scan we found out it was a little girl...she only had half a...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I hurt some one willy bad so on October 26 2014 I am going to kill my self for them I want to do this in woods where no one can find me people and people want me to do things and...
    painfulwedgiegirl painfulwedgiegirl 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    she has said 'goodbye' . We meet when she sent Me a message here on EP, asking if I would be her Daddy. D/s . I agreed and we began talking often getting to know each other. she...
    sanmac sanmac 61-65, M Sep 3

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    I had a great night last night.. I took everyone's advice and packed up all my kids took them to the park let them run around for about 2 hours.. They had so much fun I had time to...
    cherrikisses22 cherrikisses22 22-25 Aug 20

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    I'm dumb. No one really wants to love me. Men lie. They don't loved you they just want to **** you and use you until he's done. I believed a guy once. And he became a monster...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know it seems real queer to most people, but I still feel sexy when I wear my TYR swimsuit. (Looks like a Speedo). I feel uncomfortable because I'm the only one at pool or beech...
    jerry1982 jerry1982 46-50, M Aug 28

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    I am learning to love myself more than ever before. I thank God for my second chance at life, and I know that special woman is around the corner.
    cainjo1994 cainjo1994 18-21, M Sep 1

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    There have been a few occasions when I have had my shirt off and a car load of girls would make a comment to me. I like to have my shirt off on warm sunny days. Usually I limit...
    2tfx 2tfx 13-15, M Sep 8

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    So i rarely stop looking for why its best.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    This is because I eat Everything
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Aug 26

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    This is why my life sucks I think
    RexxTheDinosawr RexxTheDinosawr 18-21, F Aug 29

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    I am always wanting more for myself. More talent,more outgoing, more beautiful, more social,more loving, more charismatic. Some girls just have that and being friends with them, it...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Dont want more but. Better than no home. Can do with no home. If i had vehicle insurance. And phone And food And gas. And listerine. And raw garlic. And...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Oh well I would never do it.But not everyone is like me.I have been blocked twice by people for no apparent reason.People in my circle know I hardly fight with anyone here.This is...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F Aug 26

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    It was drummed into us in our morning Bible readings: 'Treat others as you would like to be treated'.