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I Hurt Someone That I Love and Feel Guilty About It

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    I Love Her But Keep Hurting Her

    I'm a failure. I love my girlfriend so, so much. She means everything and more to me. But I'm incredibly insecure and we tend to get into massive fights over it, and we both get hurt. I don't want to hurt her, but I always do. I hate myself for it, and I wish I could make it up...
    KiwiDan KiwiDan 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    Around 7 months ago I hurt someone in a very

    bad way and I mean seriously bad. I hurt him and I was denied the chance to apologise to him, regardless whether he forgave me or not, I wanted to tell him how much I loved him and how terribly sorry I am for doing what I did to him an what I said. I really shouldn't have done...
    GirlWithTheRedHair2013 GirlWithTheRedHair2013 16-17, F Aug 24, 2014

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    Ep Is Anonymous...Except When Someone You Love Reads The Hurtful Things You've Written...

    I recently asked a question...is it wrong to keep up a secret from my wife?...because she went into my fone and found out I was hiding this from her. I was upset at 1st that she went thru my fone, but I thought I wasn't doing anything wrong. I even gave her my password so that...
    ShatteredYouth ShatteredYouth 36-40, M Jul 16, 2013

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    A Best Friend

    i love this girl on a ridiculous level! all i want it is to nurture her and protect her for life from any and all disappointment. it's unbearable that i have become one of those disappointments because of my ******* weed habit. i legit don't know if i can ever covey how sorry i...
    delusionsofglamour delusionsofglamour 18-21, F Sep 26, 2010

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    Time For Me To Let Go

    I hope that one day I learn how to cope with my anger in ways that are not destructive. Every day there are teenagers and young adults everywhere who punch holes in walls and manipulate loved ones. I wonder what the cause of this anger is, and then I have to realize whatever...
    ibstraange ibstraange 18-21 Dec 13, 2012

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    I Hurt Someone I Care About and still feel the gulit

    I hurt someone i really cared about. I was in a failing relationship, and used to drink alot because of it. I had done wrong in the past and cheated on my bf, also my father used to physically abuse me for falling in love with my bf. He was also a heavy drinker. SO i guess this...
    angelangie angelangie 26-30 Oct 21, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    i've been on here for the last two nights all night posting and commenting and talking to others. i don't like to say chatting. it sounds corny. oh well. i am supposed to be...
    clearlytransparent clearlytransparent 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    So college started well off for me.. until the rushings of the sorority that killed my mood for the rest of the week. At the final day of recruitment, only two houses offered a...
    uniqueresonance uniqueresonance 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    No one wants to spend their life alone, but I can learn to accept that. What I have trouble accepting is not knowing why. I've have a lot of people, really good people, tell me I'm...
    eye4hope eye4hope 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    One day i am a rock star or pop. another day i am an actor. or a great doctor. then everyone is mad at me and i get out my imaginary world. One day i am married with a real man...
    mlplights mlplights 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Highgate Cemetery was first opened in 1839 and has long been known for it's ghosts and strange activities with it's grounds full of wild flowers, shrubbery, trees, gravestones and...
    Gavriella Gavriella 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This person is the most brilliant, astonishing, wonderful, amazing & intelligent human being I've ever met in my life. I could talk forever about them and how fascinating they are...
    carazami carazami 16-17 2 days ago

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    I always feel guilty for not doing enough work. No matter how many things I've done during that day, the minute I begin to rest I start to feel as if I need to get back to work...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    One of my parents always told me I shouldn't feel bad because others have it worse. I guess it's been burned into my mind. Any time I get depressed I feel guilty. It doesn't help...
    ZER0RPHEUS ZER0RPHEUS 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You'd have thought that getting clean and sober would mean eternal happiness, no worries, no issues, and no insecurities, but that's not the case, with me anyway. Having gone from...
    aerosnz aerosnz 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I get anxiety too, but mostly controlled ( or ALL controlled ) by medication ;-)
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I don't get maliciousness.
    purplel37 purplel37 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    I am finding that it feels safer to dream about it than to have it. Having it is too hard. I never know when I will lose it. Or get hurt. At least I can take a dream out of my...
    CDeFer CDeFer 46-50 6 days ago

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    I love to talk to girls on the phone or over Skype while there desperate to pee after I get to know them a bit. it is such a turn on for me
    masterofyourbladder masterofyourbladder 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    it's not that I consciously love to talk about myself. I just accidentally do it to much.... I dint even realize it till it becomes a problem.
    derealizationofthemind derealizationofthemind 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So another one of my fantasies is to be with a woman. I've already mentioned this in another story, but I thought I'd share it here. Lol. I don't label myself as straight, lesbian...
    TeraLocura TeraLocura 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    Today the guy who's been bullying me since yr 8 was sitting all alone in class and I felt so bad for him his friends ditched him and It was so horrible because I recently went...
    Darkprincess24 Darkprincess24 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Hmm I still have several fantasies I haven't acted on. Should probably get on it. Lol. There is one fantasy that I probably won't get much of a chance to act on, though. This one...
    TeraLocura TeraLocura 22-25, F 7 Responses Aug 25

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    This is a file photo of a cow being slaughtered at the farm I buy my cows from, they are humanely immobilized before being stunned, a very humane way to be slaughtered:) To people...
    JennyTom JennyTom 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    but If I had to kill my own meat I'd become a vegetarian
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 24

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    I like the feeling of my pants getting tighter and tighter. And wen I walk I jiggle in some places. Can't wait to gain more and feel more fat jiggling all over
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    If people only knew how good it feels for a guy with a feminine side to wear lingerie, makeup and have his nails done, perhaps they would cut us some slack. I'm a heterosexual...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    Except for her... The next time I see her I'm gonna practice my 1 2 on her face
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F Aug 22

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    Blown off time and time again, or interrupted because no one wants to hear what I have to say. So, I stop talking and engaging.
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    When the girl you like friendzones you 2 days into getting to know each other...
    CNUSax CNUSax 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I regret my decision more and more. At the start of this year I got an abortion and it was terrifying and I've always felt like I made the wrong choice and lately it's been getting...
    Manthaxx Manthaxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    The only one that I'm worried about is the student loan my parents had to take out. It was worth $5,000 and it's for the Parent Plus Loan. I feel bad that they had to go to those...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    When the love of your life tells you not to talk to her for the day when you have noo idea sea what you even did to get her to say that... 😭😭
    CNUSax CNUSax 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    When your roommates go to turn up but don't even bother asking if you want to join them... #thestrugglesofbeinginmarchingband
    CNUSax CNUSax 18-21, M Aug 19

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    'Cus steak is ******* GREAT
    DrDeathDefying DrDeathDefying 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Shame on you! How can you put a price on someone's life!? We're all equal and we all have the right to live, "one who agrees with abuse with his silence, might as well be the...
    itaih1 itaih1 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    my life not great right now
    daryonj434 daryonj434 22-25, M Aug 17

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    Life can be confusing for me, whenever i think i have an understanding of it, something happens and i'm thrown back to the start. Music helps me get through these tough situations...
    chubbyo chubbyo 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    No one really love or care about me not even my family and I hate my life I have tried to killed myself a lot of time
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I actually grew up on that philosophy I truly didn't have anyone that actually cared and if there was maybe a couple people, it always came at a price. Which s why I have a hard...
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG 18-21, M Aug 16

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    I am one of those people that really doesn't like hurting other people's feelings so I will sometimes lie when that person comes up to me and asks if I like what they are wearing...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F Aug 15