I Hurt When Im With Him And Hurt Without Him

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    Nothing Makes Sense Anymore

    I just don't understand myself. Back in June, when I still had you, I cried everyday because I knew you were back with your ex, again. I knew I was going to have to leave and it took me nearly three weeks to finally work up the strength to leave you again. You've been gone since...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef
    18-21, F
    Sep 8, 2012

    DID He Or Didn't He? I Still Don't Know?

    HE ALWAYS SAID HE DIDN'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.......HE SPENT SO MUCH TIME WITH ME.......... HE STARTED 2 CHANGE WITH THE SEASON......... STILL AROUND SPENDING QUALITY TIME.......... WHY DID HE STOP CALLING  AND COMING AROUND? DID HE LOVE ME OR DIDN'T HE?
    prettyintenseorange prettyintenseorange
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2007

    He Broke My Heart

    it hurts when i see him andhe makes my confused. i just hurt b/c i know i deserve better and i do have better than him, yet i hurt withouthim, 
    nyteacher2005 nyteacher2005
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2011

    Couldn't be more true.

    I miss my ex a lot somedays. Like when I just went on vacation with my family and knowing he was suppose to go with us and meet the rest of the family sucks. I saw this cute little area we could of sat on the sand together, gone on roller-coasters together, swimming, all that...
    93rp 93rp
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    He Makes Me Hurt

    Hurt without him: I miss him terribly. He was my best friend. Our friendship was the only thing good in my life, the only important thing for me. Without him there's a huge gaping hole in my heart, which aches constantly. All I want is to talk with him.Hurt when I am with him...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 18, 2011

    When In Doubt Do Nothing, Instead Wait For A Natural Revelation To Help You!

    I have recently parted with a person whom I did enjoy for long.BUT...our defferences overcame us finally.He is a man of the world, and I am far more a recluse.Sometimes one has to set aside the desire that something should be - and we hurry and harass what will not change because...
    martigreciaodalyz martigreciaodalyz
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 17, 2011

    Separation Anxiety??

    So the past 5 years have been a roller coaster of emotions. My friends didn't like him, my family always thought I could do better too. I said that the next time will be the last time. The "last time" was last weekend. After my party had ended he started yelling again in a...
    bekahnz bekahnz
    31-35
    Oct 14, 2012

    Its Kinda Gloomy Day

            Its kinda sad if we'll have somebody who dont know us best.Somebody who doesnt realized our existence. Someone that we have yet its out of our hearts reach.It's kinda frustrating to be involve in a certain relationship where you only be...
    juniene juniene
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2007

    Is It Over?

    Do NOT call him. Don't text him. Dont doubletake at every white SUV because it could be him. Dont shop at the grocery store where he works hoping to see him. He asked for a break, which must mean he wants it. And whether it's because he's really done or because his damn...
    KarmaFred KarmaFred
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2007

    3 long years of ups and downs.

    when we first started dating I felt on top of the world. it was a crazy feeling being in love and I want to feel I again. a year ago he told me he no longer loved me and took it back months later. ever since then I've felt an insecurity I've never felt in my entire life. he got...
    js224224 js224224
    18-21, F
    Mar 26, 2014

    My Husband Of 17 Years

    Even though we can no longer be together, he is still my soul mate. We are two peas in a pod, yet the tragic irony is we are no longer compatible together. I would give anything to feel the way I used to about him. No other man will ever compare. It hurts to be around him because...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I Never Meant To Let You Go

    My last boyfriend i had,we broke up because he just wasn't being a good boyfriend. we got into an argument because we had to do a project in class, and he just didn't like my ideas. so then i kept bringing up ideas about dates.(we were in drama class). he said,"why do we always...
    scenegirlz scenegirlz
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I Want to Be Able to Be Around Him Without Hurting.

    I like being around this guy named M. I don't want to say his whole name. But he is the most amazinglyiest nice guy to be around but I have very strong feelings for him, and unfortunately he is married with children. So their is zero chance of being w/ him. So when I am around...
    darkdaisy25 darkdaisy25
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2007

    He Hurts Me In So Many Diffrent Ways

    like i said before me and my boyfriend started dating in a very young age. We have been through so much. Ive done some pretty dumb things in my life the couple times he left me. Going through a heart break while your at school is not easy. Everyone knows about it and they notice...
    babiiegirlheartache babiiegirlheartache
    16-17, F
    Nov 4, 2006

    I Enjoy Talking To Him, Its More Than Intimacy

    we have a 7 yr old son together and i'm engaged to someone else, what am i doing? i feel excited and like i'm 20 again with him. i wish we could go back to when we were 20. but thats impossible. he has nothing to offer me and i'm miserable without him. i love him in my life. i...
    nyteacher2005 nyteacher2005
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2011

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