I Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 919 People

    So much inside. I feel like joy has been torn

    away from me. I can't look at a woman w/o feeling she wants to hurt me.
    Foenix Foenix
    36-40, M
    Jan 16, 2015

    He really broke me in pieces.

    .. we were together for 4 years. engaged for 3 of the years and our child is 2. after the long ugly break up he now feels nothing. and says he never loved me the whole time we were together... but how can you stay with someone for 4 years and never feel anything.... it would be...
    Renee213 Renee213
    26-30, F
    Jan 6

    Daily...

    it's a daily fact of life for me.  i hurt.  i hurt in places i had no idea could hurt.  i didn't have the foggiest notion pain could be so debilitating!  it came as an enormous surprise to me. i was injured 3.5 yrs ago.  the affects are far reaching and...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2007

    Tonight I just don't want to feel anymore it

    hurts too much. When a friend tell your their joyous and your news it throws your own situation into sharp painful relief. So happy for them but can't help hurting.
    1RedKing 1RedKing
    41-45, M
    1 Response Sep 12, 2014

    No family members believe me

    when I tell them how my grandmother treats me.
    pampsy pampsy
    22-25, F
    Mar 19, 2014

    An Escape

    The darkness seems like it is my only friend, the shattered pieces of my soul spread across the floor for all to tread. The agony of memory, the sharp knife of regret, are my constant companions. But look, the pain of my tormented soul spread to the body. Some take a cold edge to...
    Thefury Thefury
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 25, 2011

    I Got Poked...

    ...for an hour by the doctor this morning. From 9am til 10 he poked me. If it had been a woman, I reckon she'd have been more careful because they know what hurts and where. I was doing ok til he had to press down on my stomach because he couldn't see something on the scan...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 30, 2008

    I Hurt....

    I hurt when you hurt. I cry when you cry, I smile when you smile, and I am happy when you are happy. I hurt just like everyone else, I have feelings just like everyone else. I am sensitive about some things, and certain things bother me, more than other things. I hurt just like...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2010

    Sometimes I Do, But, Honestly ...

    Sometimes I do, but, honestly I think everyone does at one point or another. It's just a part of life.
    Treval Treval
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2007

    I Never Thought...

    I just wrote this today, it is a kind of rap/poem. Don't worry, I'm not considering doing what I mention in it, but sometimes it feels good to be dramatically tragic about the miseries of life.   He's standing inside his prison walls Not yelling or banging at all Even...
    MindAtrophy MindAtrophy
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 18, 2009

    this is my first day on here

    and I'm happy to know I,m not along. I been with my husband for six years , and watch him do every drug in the book now it's meth he have been doing this for a year now it hurts alot to see him like this i cant look him in his face
    casmoore14 casmoore14
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 8, 2014

    It hurts so much to have you say I'll just get

    over you and how you don't feel the same it like kills me I loved you so much and I still love you so much. I still think about all the things we were gonna do together.
    BellaRose1986 BellaRose1986
    26-30, F
    Aug 7, 2014

    She Made Me Suffer Even Lower Self Esteem..

    Recently I went to one of the depression support groups & I saw this lady sitting by herself.  She looked liked she was alone with no one to talk to, so I went over to have a chat with her.  When I approached her, she chased me away.  She said she didn't want to talk, so I...
    Laura4444 Laura4444
    41-45
    Apr 26, 2012

    Hi everyone; so I have been in a relationship

    with my now husband for 5 yrs. HE HAS BEEN CHEATING OR ATTEMPTING TO CHEAT FOR THE ENTIRE TIME. I RECENTLY FOUND OUT HE HAS BEEN GIVING HIS NUMBER OUT AND ASKING PEOPLE ON DATES AND ALSO SIGNED UP FOR SEVERAL DATING SITES. I APPROACHED HIM AND HE BLAMES ME FOR BUSTING HIM. HE...
    HurtByMyHusband HurtByMyHusband
    31-35
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester
    41-45, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    Just like anybody can simply.

    Life goes on. I just wish there were magical band-aids or some **** to make it all better like when you were a child
    JustScout JustScout
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    As I write this, it is 2am I am laying in my

    youngest child's bed, my stomach in knots, nauseous, and near tears. My s/o is in our bed, sleeping and blissfully unaware of the turmoil that I am in. How did we get to this place, how did it get so wrong. 13 yrs, 4 kids, so much laughter and love ans now here I am. Our...
    breakingupslowly breakingupslowly
    31-35
    Sep 2, 2014

    I really don't know if anyone really knows.

    A few of my closer friends know what I'm going through, but honestly I don't think they could ever understand how useless I feel. I'm faking a smile constantly when really I just want to punch something or cut myself or cry. I have to deal with seeing none of my family. A few...
    lowellwolf lowellwolf
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 17, 2015

    When i was like 15 and 16 i used to get my ***

    beat by my parents and then they would send me to jail.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 28, 2015

    Sooooooo Much...

    I hurt so much that it all comes to the surface in tears, then subsides to numbness, and repeats. I wrote my story about this in some of my other groups, but I will say again, my wife of 2 years is bipolar, and may be entering a psych hospital for a while. I ...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2009

    Sometimes I just feel like getting in my car

    and leave my home, my family and never come back!!
    amador01 amador01
    46-50, F
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    Just back from a person

    who I can't be with at this moment in America, her career is her goal at the minute and I'm on the other side of the world. She has made it clear why it can't happen but I still have hope for the future, there is a strong bond between us. I just am hurting so so much inside and...
    madds64 madds64
    31-35, M
    Mar 25, 2014

    Neuropathy in both ankles

    and tops of my feet ****** sux. If anyone can give some advise on remedies or good docs. it would be greatly appreciated.
    thestraightshot thestraightshot
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 29, 2014

    ... in the deepest parts of my heart,

    tucked away in the darkest recesses, where only I get to go... I hurt. I hurt because my mother wasn't around. I hurt because my father ignored me I hurt because no one has ever really 'seen' me I hurt because no matter how hard I work or how well I do it, it never seems to...
    KSprincess KSprincess
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2015

    Hurt Me More

    i have bottled a lot of emotions inside me that people won' t ever know you may see that i am in pain but what you're seeing is just a drip from an over flowing torment loaded what does not hurt you won't kill you and here I am, trying to get killed and it turned out to be...
    sweetsca10 sweetsca10
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2011
    thestraightshot thestraightshot
    46-50, M
    Apr 29, 2014

    Untitled

    If it's just a saddening thought that passes through my mind or a situation that is going on in real time, I feel that heart-dropping into my stomach feeling. I can feel my eyes begin to water. The pain completely takes over me. Whether it's guilt from abuse in my childhood or...
    LostInThought20 LostInThought20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 23, 2011

    The Pain...my God.

    Yes...I DO hurt...when you tell me that my friend's are hot and then try and cover it up by being like "but babe your way prettier"....haha see its my fault tho because I tell him ( Michael ) that because we are 8 hours away ...( cause I moved AGAIN )....its okay if he...
    chelsea34 chelsea34
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jun 3, 2008

    Blood Cleanses

    Blood is coursing out of my veins The knife cuts again and again      This one is for             all the times you never called And this one          ...
    delishious delishious
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2009

    Should An Ex Still Be Your Best Friend?

    I started dating this girl when I was 15 and 5 months later I couldn’t deny my feelings for her. I loved her so much I would have done anything in my power to please her; all I ever wanted was for her to be happy. We would confide in each other everything we could about...
    BizarroSuperman BizarroSuperman
    18-21
    Mar 25, 2011

    I Have Learned How to Cry

    I don't know why I am doomed to hurt so much.  I used to take that hurt and turn it into anger so it would at least be jettisoned back out of me.  I never needed to cry, couldn't cry. In the last 6 months I have cried, even when I didn't know I was sad or hurting. ...
    darlene darlene
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Mar 22, 2008

    Hate Is Such A Strong Word..

    You go your life thinking that the person you love(d) aren't suppose to hurt you. You may have fuss and disagreements. But that's part of being human and spending a lot of time and space together. Then there is a line that gets crossed .They make crossing that line ok, then...
    happy977 happy977
    36-40, F
    Jul 23, 2013

    Yeah Unfortunatly I Do.....

    I hurt in to different Forms.. I hurt Inside, But I also tend to hurt the people I care about. When I say I hurt inside, I mean that It feels as if the world has Given up on me. It's a Scary Feeling. To feel this way Because Then you want to give up on Life. The Feeling Of...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 27, 2008

    Hurt By Rejection From My Own Mother

    It hurts when your mother doesn't love you.  She used to say, "I love you, but I don't like you."  then she said recently, "I don't know why I love you" now she used the word loved as in past tense and said "we just don't get along". ...
    chiak chiak
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Mar 6, 2009

    I slept with my guys friend a few time

    and now I have feeling for him it hurt me so bad cause he didn't feel the same way ;(
    hayblue hayblue
    18-21
    Jun 24, 2015

    I don't care anymore.

    ......................................................................................................................
    gracegodduaghter gracegodduaghter
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    Everybody Hurts.. Sometimes..

    And for some of us, more often than others. But hey, I hurt. I'm a girl with a lot of sorrow who goes on.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2011

    I hurt, more then you know.

    I hurt, I dont know if my heart can take I hurt, try to mend, but its to late. Because I hurt.
    msvanish0 msvanish0
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    Always Will !

     I hav no idea how or why, I always seem to become interrested  in woman that say that they care. I am not a Rich guy  or the best looking  at all, The last 2 women I was invalued with took  and took from me a then ran to some one else. I may or may not find that special...
    Garfield123456789 Garfield123456789
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2011

    I absolutely hate him!

    Everyday more than the day before.
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 27

    No More Life

    I though t i had found the right one he was perfect in every way b but i knew that it was to good to be true after 4 mounths of being together i relised one night that he wanted somethig that i was to young for and i told him no, after he heard that he went after me with a nife...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

    I hate when men get hurt

    or abused it makes me cry when my brother comes him with bruises
    Wonderwomen1234 Wonderwomen1234
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2015

    Hate to see when my bf get jealous on me all

    the time but never said he love me I am so ******* bored with him now
    hayblue hayblue
    18-21
    Jul 5, 2014

    f.u.c.k with my feelings

    and it scars with me forever.
    imagination34 imagination34
    16-17, M
    Dec 7, 2014

    The scars that you see They are all made by

    me And my tears have turned red From the blood that I've shed People think that I am lost in madness But really I am just cloaked in sadness I could use a rope or I could use a knife Looking back on my life I can see the pain I can see the hurt I feel my heart about to bust...
    aamarlon aamarlon
    13-15, F
    Jul 22, 2015
    FirstTimeFeeling FirstTimeFeeling
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2014

    My Thoughts Hurt Me

    *FYI: I will never hurt another human being no matter what my thoughts/words areI don't know when I started, as it was very young, but I have always had destructive thoughts. I was a little violent but as normal kids are. We played with stick swords, I beat up my male friends...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2012

    I absolutely hate him!

    Everyday more than the day before.
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    Jan 27

    Sexual abuse ruins you I hate it

    when people touch or even look at me I just want to have a permanent wall around
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2015

    My Father Hates Me!

    So, yesterday was my birthday.  I received a card in the mail from my parents with two checks enclosed:  one from my mom and the other from my dad.  When I called to thank them, my mom answered the phone.  I talked to her for a while; then she...
    luvless63 luvless63
    41-45
    1 Response May 21, 2010

    Please don't speak that way,

    I'll fall apart.
    Somethingwhispered Somethingwhispered
    18-21, M
    Mar 25

    I feel alone, like no one cares.

    When someone does come along and say they care it always ends up showing that they don't care even after all the late calls and texts I receive just to make sure they're ok. It doesn't help I hold all of this in and then also to always be the one to listen. I absorb the pain, I...
    geoffpavel geoffpavel
    22-25, M
    Sep 26, 2014

    I don't know why there's just this small part

    of me that just hurts a small but constant throb when I think about that one thing. :( I love you, you love he but urghh just that one thing is always there in the back of my head. It ciudad be irrational but ****... :(
    lifesize lifesize
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2014

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