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    My Father Hates Me!

    So, yesterday was my birthday.  I received a card in the mail from my parents with two checks enclosed:  one from my mom and the other from my dad.  When I called to thank them, my mom answered the phone.  I talked to her for a while; then she...
    luvless63 luvless63 41-45 1 Response May 21, 2010

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    I'm just hurting all over,

    physically, I'm in agony, it feels like my legs are going to buckle, and my bones are going to shatter. My head feels like I've got a nail in my brain, everything on me hurts... Emotionally, I feel like my hearts broken, that tight clenching feeling in your chest, like you've...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Nov 1, 2014

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    The Pain...my God.

    Yes...I DO hurt...when you tell me that my friend's are hot and then try and cover it up by being like "but babe your way prettier"....haha see its my fault tho because I tell him ( Michael ) that because we are 8 hours away ...( cause I moved AGAIN )....its okay if he...
    chelsea34 chelsea34 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2008

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    Last lover wants contact.

    Had a kid. Deserves a kid. But ended us by dumping us. Me and dogs she wanted. Was forced to give dogs up. To fight leaving earth. But dont want her kid taken from her. And dont want city life. And a gold claim life is rough. For babies. And me. Not...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M May 8

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    Stupid laws. Stupid egos.

    Fake christians. Moneyed pigs. Twisted society rules.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Apr 11

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    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F Mar 19, 2014

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    Just like anybody can simply.

    Life goes on. I just wish there were magical band-aids or some **** to make it all better like when you were a child
    JustScout JustScout 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2014

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    Yeah Unfortunatly I Do.....

    I hurt in to different Forms.. I hurt Inside, But I also tend to hurt the people I care about. When I say I hurt inside, I mean that It feels as if the world has Given up on me. It's a Scary Feeling. To feel this way Because Then you want to give up on Life. The Feeling Of...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response May 27, 2008

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    Sexual abuse ruins you I hate it

    when people touch or even look at me I just want to have a permanent wall around
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I Got Poked...

    ...for an hour by the doctor this morning. From 9am til 10 he poked me. If it had been a woman, I reckon she'd have been more careful because they know what hurts and where. I was doing ok til he had to press down on my stomach because he couldn't see something on the scan...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 30, 2008

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    It hurts so much to have you say I'll just get

    over you and how you don't feel the same it like kills me I loved you so much and I still love you so much. I still think about all the things we were gonna do together.
    BellaRose1986 BellaRose1986 26-30, F Aug 7, 2014

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    I'm Not Fine

    Is this a sign That things ain't fine I'm startin to hurt And being alert I put my guard down I'm starting to frown In this situation There's No communication At this time No I'm not fine What's goin on It's almost dawn Thought I had the crown Shud I step down Now I'm sober I...
    Tiffany6 Tiffany6 22-25, F Oct 31, 2012

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    I Hurt....

    I hurt when you hurt. I cry when you cry, I smile when you smile, and I am happy when you are happy. I hurt just like everyone else, I have feelings just like everyone else. I am sensitive about some things, and certain things bother me, more than other things. I hurt just like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 19, 2010

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    I slept with my guys friend a few time

    and now I have feeling for him it hurt me so bad cause he didn't feel the same way ;(
    hayblue hayblue 18-21 a week ago

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    I Have Learned How to Cry

    I don't know why I am doomed to hurt so much.  I used to take that hurt and turn it into anger so it would at least be jettisoned back out of me.  I never needed to cry, couldn't cry. In the last 6 months I have cried, even when I didn't know I was sad or hurting. ...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    No More Life

    I though t i had found the right one he was perfect in every way b but i knew that it was to good to be true after 4 mounths of being together i relised one night that he wanted somethig that i was to young for and i told him no, after he heard that he went after me with a nife...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Hate to see when my bf get jealous on me all

    the time but never said he love me I am so ******* bored with him now
    hayblue hayblue 18-21 Jul 5, 2014

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    Hate Is Such A Strong Word..

    You go your life thinking that the person you love(d) aren't suppose to hurt you. You may have fuss and disagreements. But that's part of being human and spending a lot of time and space together. Then there is a line that gets crossed .They make crossing that line ok, then...
    happy977 happy977 36-40, F Jul 23, 2013

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    LivinLovinLaughinSomethin LivinLovinLaughinSomethin 13-15, F Mar 15, 2014

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    Blood Cleanses

    Blood is coursing out of my veins The knife cuts again and again      This one is for             all the times you never called And this one          ...
    delishious delishious 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Just back from a person

    who I can't be with at this moment in America, her career is her goal at the minute and I'm on the other side of the world. She has made it clear why it can't happen but I still have hope for the future, there is a strong bond between us. I just am hurting so so much inside and...
    madds64 madds64 31-35, M Mar 25, 2014

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    I was raised by my grandmother.

    She reminds me everyday that I'm not her daughter & is always emotionally abusing me.
    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    No family members believe me

    when I tell them how my grandmother treats me.
    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2014

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    Hurt By Rejection From My Own Mother

    It hurts when your mother doesn't love you.  She used to say, "I love you, but I don't like you."  then she said recently, "I don't know why I love you" now she used the word loved as in past tense and said "we just don't get along". ...
    chiak chiak 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2009

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    So much inside. I feel like joy has been torn

    away from me. I can't look at a woman w/o feeling she wants to hurt me.
    Foenix Foenix 36-40, M Jan 16

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    I feel alone, like no one cares.

    When someone does come along and say they care it always ends up showing that they don't care even after all the late calls and texts I receive just to make sure they're ok. It doesn't help I hold all of this in and then also to always be the one to listen. I absorb the pain, I...
    geoffpavel geoffpavel 22-25, M Sep 26, 2014

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    this is my first day on here

    and I'm happy to know I,m not along. I been with my husband for six years , and watch him do every drug in the book now it's meth he have been doing this for a year now it hurts alot to see him like this i cant look him in his face
    casmoore14 casmoore14 26-30 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    I don't care anymore.

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    gracegodduaghter gracegodduaghter 18-21, F Jun 22, 2014

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    I really don't know if anyone really knows.

    A few of my closer friends know what I'm going through, but honestly I don't think they could ever understand how useless I feel. I'm faking a smile constantly when really I just want to punch something or cut myself or cry. I have to deal with seeing none of my family. A few...
    lowellwolf lowellwolf 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    An Escape

    The darkness seems like it is my only friend, the shattered pieces of my soul spread across the floor for all to tread. The agony of memory, the sharp knife of regret, are my constant companions. But look, the pain of my tormented soul spread to the body. Some take a cold edge to...
    Thefury Thefury 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 25, 2011

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    thestraightshot thestraightshot 46-50, M Apr 29, 2014

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    As I write this, it is 2am I am laying in my

    youngest child's bed, my stomach in knots, nauseous, and near tears. My s/o is in our bed, sleeping and blissfully unaware of the turmoil that I am in. How did we get to this place, how did it get so wrong. 13 yrs, 4 kids, so much laughter and love ans now here I am. Our...
    breakingupslowly breakingupslowly 31-35 Sep 2, 2014

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    I Never Thought...

    I just wrote this today, it is a kind of rap/poem. Don't worry, I'm not considering doing what I mention in it, but sometimes it feels good to be dramatically tragic about the miseries of life.   He's standing inside his prison walls Not yelling or banging at all Even...
    MindAtrophy MindAtrophy 16-17, M 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    She Made Me Suffer Even Lower Self Esteem..

    Recently I went to one of the depression support groups & I saw this lady sitting by herself.  She looked liked she was alone with no one to talk to, so I went over to have a chat with her.  When I approached her, she chased me away.  She said she didn't want to talk, so I...
    Laura4444 Laura4444 41-45 Apr 26, 2012

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    When I first met my mother,

    my brother (who I also met for the first time) tried to rape me while I was sleeping.
    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F Mar 19, 2014

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    Sooooooo Much...

    I hurt so much that it all comes to the surface in tears, then subsides to numbness, and repeats. I wrote my story about this in some of my other groups, but I will say again, my wife of 2 years is bipolar, and may be entering a psych hospital for a while. I ...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    Everybody Hurts.. Sometimes..

    And for some of us, more often than others. But hey, I hurt. I'm a girl with a lot of sorrow who goes on.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    My Thoughts Hurt Me

    *FYI: I will never hurt another human being no matter what my thoughts/words areI don't know when I started, as it was very young, but I have always had destructive thoughts. I was a little violent but as normal kids are. We played with stick swords, I beat up my male friends...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2012

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    We've all been hurt. Hurt by family,

    friends, strangers, etc. Bottom line is that we've all been hurt and we're trying to recover. About a week ago, a family member broke a piece of my heart. And my heart is still trying to mend. When I think back on the event, it still brings tears to my eyes. It's not something I...
    MyEpochStory MyEpochStory 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Sometimes I Do, But, Honestly ...

    Sometimes I do, but, honestly I think everyone does at one point or another. It's just a part of life.
    Treval Treval 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12, 2007

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    stiffadak stiffadak 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    I met my mother for the first time

    when I was 18. I still don't know the truth about why she didn't raise me.
    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F Mar 19, 2014

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    f.u.c.k with my feelings

    and it scars with me forever.
    imagination34 imagination34 16-17, M Dec 7, 2014

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    Hurt Me More

    i have bottled a lot of emotions inside me that people won' t ever know you may see that i am in pain but what you're seeing is just a drip from an over flowing torment loaded what does not hurt you won't kill you and here I am, trying to get killed and it turned out to be...
    sweetsca10 sweetsca10 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2011

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    Untitled

    If it's just a saddening thought that passes through my mind or a situation that is going on in real time, I feel that heart-dropping into my stomach feeling. I can feel my eyes begin to water. The pain completely takes over me. Whether it's guilt from abuse in my childhood or...
    LostInThought20 LostInThought20 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2011

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    Always Will !

     I hav no idea how or why, I always seem to become interrested  in woman that say that they care. I am not a Rich guy  or the best looking  at all, The last 2 women I was invalued with took  and took from me a then ran to some one else. I may or may not find that special...
    Garfield123456789 Garfield123456789 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2011

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    Tonight I just don't want to feel anymore it

    hurts too much. When a friend tell your their joyous and your news it throws your own situation into sharp painful relief. So happy for them but can't help hurting.
    1RedKing 1RedKing 41-45, M 2 Responses