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    When Did I Get So Lost In Darkness?

    I cant say I don't know some of the resaons why I hurt, and that I am not to blame for the pain I suffer from my bad desions. But I also feel that I try so hard to be a good person, to help others, and to be the person that others can turn to, and depend on. I fight every...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 8, 2010

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    Lost

    I just got dumped on Mother's day after 8 years.  I have a 7 year old son with this guy but we were not married.  I told me that he dumped me because I would never except him or understand him as a person, I complain to much and I look at the negative in my life and I...
    1968chevelle 1968chevelle 26-30 Jun 13, 2008

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    It Just Happened.

    If anyone has been following my stories at the moment...I am the "other woman."  It has been preying on my mind for a while now.  It's not me and people ARE going to get hurt.   Anyway, I had THOUGHT me and the other guy were starting to care about...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F Jan 10, 2010

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    I really can't understand religion. As a person who wants to understand everything and wants to understand why other people think and act the way they do, I have done a fair bit...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Why do people pick and choose who they can "judge"? I really can't stand some people that think that it's okay to judge a rapist, a theif etc but when it comes to other issues like...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I don't always understand women either, haha. I have a love or should I say like- hate relationship with men. Men are fun to hang around. Don't get me wrong, I've met a handful...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F Mar 12

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    I don't understand why anyone would want more than one pic of me. I can understand asking for a more clear pic because this one is cut off and kinda discreet on purpose because I'm...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Is That All There Is To You? I have to wonder. The people who post only and wholly about s*x and the size of their bits, is that the sum total of who you are? Does nothing else...
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    There are many things I don't understand. I red some experiences on here and it made me sit down and think. To start to write again and just to get to think generally, about...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I don't understand dudes on EP. More than most suddenly have this confidence they don't have in their real lives. Trying to hit on women on this site in the public comments are SO...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I don't understand this girl shows me her thong while going up the stairs. Some times it's accidental but for the past week this girl has been waiting for me to start going...
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Some people I just don't understand whatsoever. Sounds like everyone on this plant.
    trismason trismason 13-15, F Mar 3

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    My boss at work (only 28 I'm 26) made it obvious he fancied me, and I liked him very much too. He flirted relentlessly with me for months then it became too awkward that I...
    bervie89 bervie89 22-25, F Mar 8

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    I don't understand how you can be hurt by someone so bad, have made it known. Yet they continue to live their lives on as normal like you never existed. No conscience, no apology.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 12

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    I don't understand how someone being happy and loving someone hurts them so much
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Why? Why do I still love this girl after I told her to **** off and to never talk to me again in such burning rage? Why, after all the pain she's put me through, why do I still...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    my life s just.... haha I never had anything good ever... I have worst night mares... lively in childhood never had good friends. .. I became fat ppl started to ignore me. .. then...
    kirti92 kirti92 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    aaaaargh!!! roller coaster of emotions again. probably my 'daddy issues' rearing their ugly heads. long story short: I'm happy being alone. i love being single. And Yes, I'd...
    peepsqueek peepsqueek 31-35, F Mar 8

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    I think there is a cycle of judgement. Those that fear judgement are judgemental themselves. Lately I've come to accept the term judgemental. I honestly don't feel that I am I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 19

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    Sometimes I get really sad and suicidal out of no where, like now. I'm just feeling so down and I don't know why. -.- I really don't know what's wrong with me. I can be happy one...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Some people on here are really messed up. i just don't know what to say. HOw can anyone justify cheating? And how can anyone justify being a pervert? Amoungst other things. I just...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Some people just want to control others, even those they will never meet.. I've just been hearing how this friend of my mom is so hateful towards religious people and religion in...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Seriously, why is it so bad to be clean? If you have a job interview, they won't hire you because of bad hygiene. If you don't take care of yourself properly you will have problems...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I don't get why sometimes when I ask a question, people will message me with an answer instead of posting it as a comment.. Do you not want others to know about your knowledge...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F Mar 13

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    Wtf my my managers are outside my house and they called me telling me to get ready cause we're getting ******* tonight lol like noooo lol and they're 2 dudes I don't want to be the...
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F Mar 14

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    My roommate today told me she sees me as a happy person with my life all together. I was shocked for a few seconds wondering how anyone could see that in me. Does she not notice...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I never understood some peoples hatred of the "friend zone". Not everyone is going to want to be with you, and having friends is great. ._. Maybe it's because I barely have any...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know why I only have like 4-6 friends on EP and why hardly anyone every comment on ANY of my posts. If you're not a woman on here it's like no one cares.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It is funny..life..people..trust..happiness..sadness..the moment I think I understand I find myself in the next moment utterly lost...trust is earned not given..happiness is...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    My wife says she flirts with ppl to get them to like her. Why that makes no sense. She says she has nothing to hide and wants her privacy but she hides everything. PlZ help me...
    Dotcom2 Dotcom2 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    What is the god damn point. You won't get anywhere pretending to be something you are not. I'd rather have an average looking person talking to me and be happy knowing that's...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F Mar 3

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    And a lot of the women too.You talk for weeks,Then they are gone.I'm only on an hour a day,i may be ready to leave ,what is the point in making friendships that won't last
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 17 Responses Mar 8

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    It's not fixing anything. You still have 50 year old pedophiles hitting on 13 year old girls. This censoring thing isn't helping the site at all. Like, why are you censoring all of...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M Mar 8

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    Okay, this sexuality **** doesn't even phase me anymore. You're a lesbian? Cool, hmu! You're ace, sweet! You're pan? Cool beans. The other day I literally forgot. between...
    monochromaticscale monochromaticscale 13-15, F Mar 17

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    How does it effect them? They aren't gonna turn your kid gay your kid was already there lol.
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Some baffle me. Not many. But some.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 4

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    BUGGING LIES ITS ALL COMING TOO AN END FOR THE WORTH BULLY
    Shesaworthlesscrap22 Shesaworthlesscrap22 51-55 Mar 5

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    What the **** is wrong with 90% of the planet?
    rubixcoffin rubixcoffin 18-21, M Mar 8

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    Fleek. Lolwut? Why? Who came up with this? Who comes up with most of these random words that are being thrown around?
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    First off i'm married... my husband loves me.. I love him but i'm really really bored.. and have been unhappy for quite sometime I've had a couple of affairs in the past but...
    iheartny28 iheartny28 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Why do people spell waist as waste?
    YesIAmAsian YesIAmAsian 18-21 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    Dear David, I know i wasn't really a good girlfriend for you. I easily gets upset in just small things you do that i don't like. I always complain for your time and i don't...
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8