I If You Really Knew Me, You'd Know That

I am much more than what you see........ 114 People

    If You Only Knew

    Well if you knew me at all you'd know that I am a cutter and that I have suicial thoughts sometimes and that my dad used to ignore me alot and it sucked buy I don't care about him anymore and no it's not the reason I started cutting I started long befor all that but now I just...
    Nikimartin1 Nikimartin1
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2011

    If You Really Knew Me...

    If you really knew me you would know that i smoke. You would know i was molested when i was 6 by a family member. That i cry myself to sleep. I have depression. I use to cut and burn myself. That i hate how i look i hate my body. I hate everything about m. If you really knew me...
    blackinside16 blackinside16
    16-17, F
    Dec 10, 2012

    The One

    Single thing I fear is abandonment.And in that, it builds insecurities, that may appear as fears, but are just things pulled out of that one thing,Being abandoned.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2011

    You Would Know That...

    I hate being inconvienced.  I like things to go quick and smoothly.  I hate waiting around.I am an impatient person.and that I rarely get upset unless you push my buttons. 
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 10, 2011

    ..I'm getting used to the idea

    that I am ordinary, unremarkable and I don't like it on bit.
    Fn0rd Fn0rd
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014

    If You Really Knew Me...

    you'd know that I get butt hurt easily.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    5 Responses Jun 21, 2011

    If You Knew The Real Me! Part II

    Growing up with two siblings was the worst. Me and my brother fought daily. He would hit me, punch me, slam my head into the ground. He put me in the hospital when i was 6. He had thrown a wood chip at me, and it hit me directly in the head I had to get my head glued back...
    CrazyRasins CrazyRasins
    16-17, F
    Nov 16, 2012

    If

    If you really knew me you would know that I takes things too personally. If you really knew me you would know that I am very sensitive.If you really knew me, you would know that you doing this, would hurt me deeplyIf you really knew me, you would know that you doing this, is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 29, 2013

    It's Not Just A Physical Thing

    meaning just because you are related to me through DNA, blood, marriage, law, it does not mean you truly know me. To me, knowing someone means seeing their inside even if they hide it from you and others. To me, knowing is listening with your heart unplugged. It is so apt. We by...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti
    36-40, F
    Dec 27, 2012

    :/.....well, How Wud U...?

    I'd sound pathetic if I told u.
    Lexxis Lexxis
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2010

    You know that I have not been myself

    for a while now. I hope to find myself sometime soon.
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13
    31-35, F
    Jul 13, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 5, 2015

    If You Knew The Real Me! Part I

    If you really knew me, you'd know that when i was a baby my parents had domestic violence almost every day. I'd witness my dad hitting my mom, throwing tables at her, cursing, yelling, screaming, and threatening her life. I have seen my dad get arrested and taken to jail because...
    CrazyRasins CrazyRasins
    16-17, F
    Nov 16, 2012

    ♥♥♥

    I'm an open book, but I'm also a tightly-closed diary of secrets; a canvas to be painted on, but I'm already a masterpiece in my own way; a shattered figurine, but an unbroken sculpture; an unfinished painting, but also a part of history living in time in my own collector's...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti
    36-40, F
    Dec 27, 2012

    You'd Know ..

    I was abused as a child , I was almost raped when I was 12 , A teacher bullied me , I have 3 friends that I trust , I am 16 & i have a God Son named Zakilyn Harper , My best friend since 3rd grade's son. I am BARELY 14 weeks pregnant and been SEVERELY judged already , even though...
    AmandaLanae21 AmandaLanae21
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2013

    I Suppose I Should Be Grateful

    I would be flattered by the affection if it had something to do with me. Is it just my interpretation or do people get me wrong as a rule? I've been fighting back this selfish love all my life, just the persons change. I don't know who you think I am, but I know it's not me. If...
    whoslife whoslife
    36-40, F
    Apr 18, 2013

    If You Really Knew Me

    You would know that I cry almost everyday  When I am mean to you, most of the time it's because I'm insecure about myself. I don't know who I am I don't have any friends I get addicted to things very easily I try to avoid social contact as much as I can...
    gamingzone3 gamingzone3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 26, 2011

    Really Knew Me

    Even the people who knew me or know's me, may think they know all about me and in fact, they don't  know me at all or only a tiny bit. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 24, 2011

    Few Things...

    -Jokes about rape make me remember what I've been through. -I don't get along with my mom at all. -I'm extrmely emotional. -I push people away. -I say im fine when i'm really not there is just so much there is to know about me, but im very closed in, unless we actually talk, i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2010

    It's Not What You Say, It's What You Do.

    People put on a show just to make themselves feel better. Every romantic relationship I've had people deceive me a lot. But it doesn't make me feel battered or sad, it makes me feel optimistic. Because I know in my heart that if it isn't this guy, I am confident enough in my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2012

    A List

    A Few Things You'd Know If You Really Knew Me:- I am rarely able to sit through an entire movie. It has to grip me from the very beginning and hold me enthralled til the end before I'll watch it all.- I can't stand for the tv to be on ALL THE TIME just for "background noise...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jan 24, 2011

    If you really knew me,

    you'd know everything that i never shut up about. That I'm obsessed with love and Lana Del Rey, and Batman's the greatest super hero ever in my opinion. Also, if you know me on here you most likely already know this, but if you know me off the internet, you really know me if I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 7, 2014

    Invisible...

    i try, i try ...to be continued....
    Lexxis Lexxis
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2011

    You'd know that I have struggled a lot to learn

    how to like myself. You'd know about the self-harm and the eating disorders and the day I learned that there's really nothing wrong with me. I'm human. That doesn't make me crazy.
    gingerlope gingerlope
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2014

    If You Really Knew Me, Then You Would Know. .

    If you really knew me, then you would know that i have trust issues. If you really knew me, then you would know, i don't know my father. If you really knew me, then you would know, my real father left before i turned a year old, and i haven't heard from him, even though he lives...
    BeahmsLittleSailorAngel BeahmsLittleSailorAngel
    16-17, F
    May 25, 2012

    ... I don't want to bother you with my problems.

    I know you tell me to call you when I'm drinking alone, feeling at my lowest. Really, when feeling so trapped in my own head, the last thing I wanna do is trap someone else in there with me. Although, when I am in the third drink, realizing I should have called you before I...
    iamcass iamcass
    36-40, F
    Feb 7, 2014

    You Would Know That..

    I like applesauce.It's good.I like it.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    5 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    If You Really Truly Knew Me

    Anybody who thinks they really know me is probably kidding themselves. I can't even say that I know myself some days. But if you really knew me, you would know that. You would know how unsure I am of EVERYTHING, and how much I wish I could be more sure.
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2011

    These Are Pretty Obvious

    The things you would know1) What you see is what you get, how I am here is how I am in the real world2) I believe duct tape can fix anything!! !!!3) I love random/crazy people4) My favorite foods include apples, peanut butter, twix and cookie dough ice cream, you got to have...
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster
    18-21, M
    11 Responses Jan 27, 2011

    Am Insane

    MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA CAPTAIN BADASS IN IN ;) and stop staring at my pics pervs I AM INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE AND I LOVE IT NOW RUN IN FEAR KIDS RUN IN FEAR
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2010
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