I I'll Never Be Normal And I Never Want To Be Normal

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 408 People

    Killerinstict Killerinstict
    13-15, F
    Jul 29, 2014

    The Hell Is Normal?

    Normal is boring... And that's all of my story.
    simplefantasies simplefantasies
    18-21, F
    Mar 21, 2013

    It Seems To Me

    Normal isn't all it's cracked up to be.
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2013

    Loving It

    I have always been called weird . I have never minded though because I know I am. I am happy being the way I am! Its my life and if people don't like me then they can go find someone else because I am not going to try and go back and be normal! I love the way I am and its not...
    sexygirl1536 sexygirl1536
    18-21, F
    Jan 27, 2013

    'Normal' Doesn't Exist

    "Normal" is just a label created for the current mathematical majority of a thing. But what people seem to forget is that that particular figure keeps changing. There is always an ebb and flow in what is popular, what is typical, what just IS. Things fluctuate, just as opinions...
    aktor1970 aktor1970
    41-45, M
    Jun 2, 2013

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    Care2Love Care2Love
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    DeanMart1n DeanMart1n
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    3 Responses Apr 21
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    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
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    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
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    RosieAlways RosieAlways
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 19
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
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    1 Response Apr 19
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    TotalVoid TotalVoid
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 17
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
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    I108 I108
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    22-25, F
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    Apr 16
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    amnotthattired amnotthattired
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
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    kk1874 kk1874
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    Marie107 Marie107
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 13
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    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
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    friedchickenwing friedchickenwing
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
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    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
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    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 12
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    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
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    soul2squeez soul2squeez
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    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
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    Bellasmithbella Bellasmithbella
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    deleted deleted
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    16-17, F
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