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I I'm A Crossdresser In Secret

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,626 People

    Like many here have been crossdressing

    since my teens. I have tried to stop and purged my clothes several times, but always come back. At 57 I now know this is who I am and I absolutely love it. Am becoming more femme as I now often wear skirts, bras and lipstick. Want to do more makeup and shoes. I sooo love...
    Jennywannabe Jennywannabe
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    No one knows my nightstand drawers are filled

    to the tops with panties, bras, and lingerie. oh and some bondage gear and gags too hehe.
    keemepantied keemepantied
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    I Have Many Different Secrets

    I suppose most cross-dressers in the world started exploring their inner feminine spirit from the safety of the closet.  I think many seem to find comfort in the shadows of their skirts and dresses ...but some fortunate few have found a partner to share and support their...
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses Jul 14, 2012

    I have secretly been crossdressing

    since the age of fifteen. I was hooked after a female friend had me dress in lots of her clothes and heels and pose and model them for her entertainment. I had a blast pretending to be a girl. Ever since I have secretly dressed up and now I'm twenty six, almost twenty seven...
    SissyToes SissyToes
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 26, 2015

    I am a 17 year old crossdresser

    who is looking for others. I have a supportive girlfriend and she is the only one who knows. I like to show off and it turns me on. Dressing in sexy clothes is my favorite! I recently "purged" as I've been told where I got rid of all of it. I will always spend my money on...
    sexyjesscd sexyjesscd
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 17, 2015

    it feels like I will never be able to live the

    way I was ment to so I have to live in the closet
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    4 Responses Oct 23, 2015

    Near Miss!

    I'm dressed as I write this: black 5-inch heels, black body-con top and dark blue linen pencil skirt over black pantyhose, all over the top of my "base layer" which shapes and conceals. I wanted to get some photos in sunlight, rather than indoor artificial light, so I worked out...
    jessicatv99 jessicatv99
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2012

    The kids are going back to school

    which might be sad for them but does mean that I might get some time to be all girly. Looking forward to my wife going away for business meeting then I might take a secret day off and spend it in lingerie, skirts, blouses and dresses. I want to have a few outfits ready to try...
    cdjanine cdjanine
    8 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    I am a 15 year old boy

    who is a sissy I wear my 18 year old sisters cloth, panties, lingerie leggings,bra,panties,dresses,make up secretly and Im attracted to masculine tough guys??????????????????
    deleted deleted
    Aug 16, 2015

    I'm a 15 year old sissyboy

    who secretly wears his 17 year old sisters bra panties leggings tights lingerie bikini skirts dresses tank tops skinny jeans heels and of course make up and I'm secretly attracted to masculine tought men and hairy men
    deleted deleted
    Oct 20, 2015

    How Nervous?

    I have been a closet cd since I was about 10. When I turned 19 I finally decided to come out and tell my parents. And now I'm 20 and I have been wanting to take it to the next step and wear my girls clothes outside of my house. I'm just way to nervous to actually go out like that...
    VSyogapants VSyogapants
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2013

    I wish I didnt have to keep my secret from most

    people in my life, but I do. Not being able to host another cd because of a living situation has kept me from meeting others. I have been lucky to find a few kinky gurls that could host in the past.
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    I'm going to get dressed up under my regular

    clothes and head out to the woods so I can walk about while dressed. Terrified but hoping in equal measure that I'm seen...
    Irishlycra Irishlycra
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Oct 18, 2014

    when I have the house to my self I like to wear

    pantyhose and dresses. It makes me feel so good. sometimes I fantasize about inviting a man over while I'm dressed up.
    youngadult18 youngadult18
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2015

    Today i went shopping

    and bought my first bra and dress :)
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    Small Steps, a Little at a Time A few days ago,

    I went out to dinner with my sister, my brother-in-law, and my mom. We all went to my mom's place before going to the restaurant. As my mom sometimes does, she grabbed a hold of the outer thigh of my jeans and remarked at how baggy she thought they were. My sister assured her...
    wcurnow wcurnow
    51-55, M
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    I want to go out in public

    as a girl for a whole day
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    2 Responses Jun 6, 2015

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    cross2play cross2play
    Jun 30, 2015
    thesentinel02 thesentinel02
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 12, 2015

    who r all have face book account .

    .... give me u r I'd .... today I had opened my Facebook account
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    4 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    I have been cross dressing ever

    since I was 9 years old I guess curiosity got to me and I tried on my sisters panties and her pjs I'm now 18 and Every time I try to stop I can't this has been going on for 9 years and no one knows in my family knows to this day
    DeenaMLuv DeenaMLuv
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Jul 18, 2014

    Hello I'm a 20 year old male

    who looooves crossdressers. I don't care how old u r, just msg me please 😘💋
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    I'm a secret cross dresser I just love feeling

    good about my self so now my secret is out I just feel fantastic dressing up and feeling like a lady and having a lovely time with my self I like to go to hotels and close the door and get dress up lay on the bed and having some me time it is wonderful I fantasies about someone...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    Hello All, I'm 31 years old

    and have loved to crossdress since I was a teenager. Sometimes I wish I was a woman, sometimes I don't. I started by going through my mother's underwear and closet. When I was 20, she caught me dressed in her bra and panties, but she could not have been more accepting and happy...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 3, 2015

    I normally get to work about 6:20am this

    morning I got there at 6:00am.. wen I go 2 work I go in my leggings and put my pants in over them in the car wen I get there but no this morning I walked up to thr smoking hut and had tab walked back 2 my car and then put my pants on.. then later that day a lass I work with said...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 23, 2015

    Ive decided! Im going to wait till later

    and then go a drive thru dressed! Baby steps! Not sure what to wear leggings or dress?
    Chelseaax Chelseaax
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2015

    I was in the office on my own today

    so I went in plugged and wearing my new heels, awesome day!!!
    mae080954 mae080954
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

    I just bought some panties

    and bras from Hommemystere, haven't received it yet but I am so looking forward to get in to it. Anyone else who have bought anything from them? I also want tips on other good places to buy female underwear.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    I'm so embarrassed to admit

    that I get really excited wearing pantyhose, stockings, garter belts, slips, panties, thongs and high heels! I'm starting to admit my passion to myself and my girlfriend. I'm only attracted to women and have no desire to be with men. I'm curious how far I'll explore...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 15, 2015

    Hi, I've been reading stories on here

    for a while but today I will post one of mine. Enjoy^^ I used to try on my cousin panties and bras as we where growing up. At first it was as a joke but soon afterwards I began to looked forward to it. Must have started during summer break of 2004 both our patents went to Cali...
    Selena512 Selena512
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 12, 2014

    Hi I am a young 20 Year old Crossdressing going

    on 21 in a month. I'm writing this just to let what I have inside out. I started CDing (crossdressing) for as long as I can remember. I am very scared of coming out and of how my whole life will change. Since I have a gf and my family don't support it. I've always tried to keep...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    I have only 2 that know

    that I regularly crossdress, my wife who has come a long way since I dropped the bomb about it and a good friend who here lately I have told him everything lol. he is the one that I did do a little fooling around with in his hot tub, my wife encouraged me to go as long as I had...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    Hi. I'm new to this site

    so is thought I would post! I'm 25 and in a committed relationship with a woman. I consider myself bisexual and have had encounters with both genders. Lately I have become very interested in crossdressing and crossdressers. I even bought some underwear, a dress and tights that...
    Nikki1988x Nikki1988x
    26-30, T
    5 Responses Aug 31, 2014

    Just put on my beige panties

    and beige waist clincher Feel sooooo sexy and slutty My hips are much looser and panties and swing more loose :)-
    prettypatty5 prettypatty5
    66-70, M
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2014

    I'm A Crossdresser In Secret

    I wear pantyhose and shoes with high heels on the sly. I do not want my wife to see me. sometimes wearing only stockings under the sports suit. I fear that others will see me on the street. I'm afraid of their opinions. for me the cross dressing is a private pleasure. a moment of...
    didone didone
    46-50, M
    16 Responses Nov 20, 2013

    Okay so this is going to be about my first

    sexual experience while i was crossdressed, so if your not interested or don't want to know stop reading, also this is NSFW and if your under 18 please stop now. Well it all started when i was on fetlife, i was speaking to this guy in my area, alot of flirting and the usual...
    gareth07 gareth07
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    I am married and a secret crossdresser.

    I have some clothes, lingerie and shoes and my body is a bit girly and with proper makeup and a wig I bet I might be ok. I am desperate to dress more and feed my inner girl but often all I get is reading stories and looking at pictures. I'd love to push my limits and enjoy more...
    cdjanine cdjanine
    8 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    Cant wait till everyone in the house is asleep!

    And then I can dress myself up in secret! Really feeling the urge to wear a dress might even sleep in my lingerie tonight! :)
    Chelseaax Chelseaax
    26-30, T
    4 Responses Sep 30, 2015
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    Mar 5, 2016

    I have another date set aside

    for dressing! Its right at the end of term and my wife has to fly to Scotland in the morning and kids back at lunchtime so I have the day off for wrapping. The only wrapping I will be doing is in satin and lace. I would love to try on 2 or 3 outfits, get them photographed...
    cdjanine cdjanine
    5 Responses Oct 25, 2014

    Im thinking about staying in a hotel far away

    from my area so I can dress for a whole day and night! :) Might see if I can get a makeup artist to make me look more like a girl every time I do my own makeup I look like a kid has got into her mums makeup bag! I am getting better though :)
    Chelseaax Chelseaax
    26-30, T
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2015

    This is so true for all cross dressers

    once the secret is out!
    0hBrandie 0hBrandie
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Jul 19, 2014

    I dress in secret to all,

    but (thankfully) my wife. She's the only one who knows and accepts me.
    therealfunme42 therealfunme42
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2015

    Just wondering what everyone thinks?

    I'm still quite new but looking for some real adventures like this😊
    deleted deleted
    13 Responses May 24, 2014

    So every cross dressers dream day is coming

    when we can dress hop without recourse and live the way we want for a day. I work in a casino and we are allowed to dress up, I am thinking about doing it, however, I am also nervous because I have not been dressed outside the security of my bedroom. My wife hates the even...
    NvPantieLVR NvPantieLVR
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    Still not had a chance to dress properly.

    Friday I did get to try my new wetlook stockings with a red suspenderbelt and a black satin bra. I guessed I had at least an hour on my own so gave myself half an hour for girly fun, not enough to get into it but was nice to get some lingerie on.So now I am trying to work out a...
    cdjanine cdjanine
    11 Responses Oct 13, 2014
    raelynnCD raelynnCD
    22-25, T
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015

    Hey guys my old account got deleted

    but this is my new one trying to add people I remeber btw my old account was Emma353 so if u notice me get in touch again please
    LittleMissHarper353 LittleMissHarper353
    22-25, T
    5 Responses Dec 9, 2015
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