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I I'm A Crossdresser In Secret

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    First High Heels

    I just ordered my first pair of women high heels. As a closet cross-dresser, it is hard to find women's shoes that fit me. I can't wait to match them up with a summer dress!!1
    footandsexaddict footandsexaddict 36-40, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    How Nervous?

    I have been a closet cd since I was about 10. When I turned 19 I finally decided to come out and tell my parents. And now I'm 20 and I have been wanting to take it to the next step and wear my girls clothes outside of my house. I'm just way to nervous to actually go out like that...
    VSyogapants VSyogapants 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    Hi. I'm new to this site

    so is thought I would post! I'm 25 and in a committed relationship with a woman. I consider myself bisexual and have had encounters with both genders. Lately I have become very interested in crossdressing and crossdressers. I even bought some underwear, a dress and tights that...
    Nikki1988x Nikki1988x 22-25, T 7 Responses Aug 31

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    Only My Wife

    My wife is the only person that knows I crossdress. She is okay with it in our home. She does want me to do it outside. She said she be embarrassed if our family and friends found out about me crossdressing. I would like to go out in public in a skirt but if she is okay with ms...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 3 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I was in the office on my own today

    so I went in plugged and wearing my new heels, awesome day!!!
    mae080954 mae080954 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    The kids are going back to school

    which might be sad for them but does mean that I might get some time to be all girly. Looking forward to my wife going away for business meeting then I might take a secret day off and spend it in lingerie, skirts, blouses and dresses. I want to have a few outfits ready to try...
    cdjanine cdjanine 41-45 8 Responses Sep 1

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    I am married and a secret crossdresser.

    I have some clothes, lingerie and shoes and my body is a bit girly and with proper makeup and a wig I bet I might be ok. I am desperate to dress more and feed my inner girl but often all I get is reading stories and looking at pictures. I'd love to push my limits and enjoy more...
    cdjanine cdjanine 41-45 9 Responses Aug 26

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    Crossdressing In Secret

    Hi everyone I'm going to provide briefly how long I been a crossdresser. I've been a crossdresser for 6 years, and still counting without being caught! I was almost caught a few times but avoided being caught :P
    Fetish4life Fetish4life 18-21, T 2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    In The Closet

    I had gone for years without crossdressing - just never had time or money or care (mostly money). This lasted throughout the time I'd met and dated and eventually married my wife. She knew I'd done it through my childhood and teen years but also that I'd stopped, and told me...
    AliciaHalfcat AliciaHalfcat 36-40, T 4 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    Pictures

    Hi...I'm very nervous but I may post pictures of me in panties soon. If you want me to or wanna see message or comment below. <3 y'all
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Sneaky Or Not

    So everybody in my family was out so I went into my girlfriends room ( were roommates ) and I took her black pantyhose, her high heals, her girly hand cuffs, her white lacy bra and thong, her skirt, and her crop top and went back to my room. I dressed in the clothes and started...
    Creepyguy69 Creepyguy69 18-21 Sep 30, 2013

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    Wish it Was not a secret

    I wish society would accept crossdressers. I have hopes that someday crossdressers will be accepted, but I am afraid it won't be in my lifetime. Women get to crossdress every day and nothing is ever said about it, but if a man does it then they are a pervert and weird. My wife...
    happilymarriedguy happilymarriedguy 51-55, M 7 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    yes its me all over dogging cross dressing

    using coke its me I am one of the saddest people I know
    dick51 dick51 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2013

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    Dressed Right Now

    Had a few minutes to myself in the basement (where I keep all my things) as Monday night is trash night and our cat's litter box is down here and I don't like my wife to change it - plus I needed to mop the little bit of the floor we have that's moppable. My wife has gone to bed...
    AliciaHalfcat AliciaHalfcat 36-40, T 4 Responses Aug 6, 2012

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    pantyboy007 pantyboy007 16-17, M Jun 1

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    Living Two Life'S

    I've been in secret about cross dressing for as long as I can remember. I wanna tell my family and most of my friends about it, but I don't think they will understand my lifestyle. So I'm in secret until I can finally come up with courage and tell family and friends about who I...
    Fetish4life Fetish4life 18-21, T 5 Responses Jul 25, 2013

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    Not so big a Secret as it

    once was . . . As a child and young teen, my mom and sister knew I liked to wear panties. They also knew I had a nightie but never saw me wear it. My best buddy's older sister knew I liked to wear panties and nightgowns when I helped her around the house and my buddy knew I...
    AmberFountaine AmberFountaine 66-70, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Hi everyone! I'm a 17year old cd

    that has been dressing for the last few years. I want to get to know other CDs, so if anyone wanted to talk or whatever pm :)
    Robby17 Robby17 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    This is so true for all cross dressers

    once the secret is out!
    Brandie1960 Brandie1960 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Let Her Out And Show Her Off

    i have been living fulltime as a female for almost a year now and i have never been this happy in my life... i have have gone from being a closet crossdresser to a pre op transgender girl and i have been on hormones for about 5 months now and i am now on the road to a full...
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 9 Responses Aug 23, 2012

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    Hello,my name is jacob

    but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this. i am now seeking help from someone who lives near me. i live in Virginia and am looking for some one I can meet, i love EP...
    zoey764 zoey764 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 23

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    Happy In My 'Closet'

    I am quite happy being 'in the closet' as a crossdresser. The only complication I have is that, well, I still live with my parents. I wish I had a place of my own, so that I could dress up whenever I wanted and just go and walk around the house. Now I am confided to my bedroom...
    Azalkmaar072 Azalkmaar072 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    I'm a gay cross dresser

    and I can never come out as nearly everyone where I work is against gays
    xdresses xdresses 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I sometimes feel like it would be easier just

    to ignore it and give up on it...suggestions...?
    Cmturner10 Cmturner10 22-25, M 7 Responses Jul 17

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    In Secret

    I have been cross-dressing since about the age of13/14 when I nicked a pair of tights/pantyhose from a school mates sister to see what it was like to wear them, on putting them on I found that I liked wearing them so I thought to myself I must start buying some of my own which...
    xdpaul xdpaul 56-60, M Aug 25, 2012

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    Hi, I've been reading stories on here

    for a while but today I will post one of mine. Enjoy^^ I used to try on my cousin panties and bras as we where growing up. At first it was as a joke but soon afterwards I began to looked forward to it. Must have started during summer break of 2004 both our patents went to Cali...
    Selena512 Selena512 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 12

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    I have been cross dressing ever

    since I was 9 years old I guess curiosity got to me and I tried on my sisters panties and her pjs I'm now 18 and Every time I try to stop I can't this has been going on for 9 years and no one knows in my family knows to this day
    DeenaMLuv DeenaMLuv 18-21, M 10 Responses Jul 18

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    LydiaCDRose LydiaCDRose 18-21, M 3 Responses May 27

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    Im starting crossdressing any old dress skirt

    wigs shoes will b a big help i can pay for post if u wish
    crossdresskatie crossdresskatie 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    The Begging

    It really started when I say some of my mom's underwear lying around the house and wanted to wear it I'm a big lineman for our football team so my jeans have big pockets to store stuff so I grabed a pair and went to my room I wore them a couple times around the house then, my mom...
    cassiey116 cassiey116 18-21 6 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    Just wondering what everyone thinks?

    I'm still quite new but looking for some real adventures like thisūüėä
    LydiaCDRose LydiaCDRose 18-21, M 15 Responses May 24

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    abbyseaney abbyseaney 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 5

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    I Have Many Different Secrets

    I suppose most cross-dressers in the world started exploring their inner feminine spirit from the safety of the closet.  I think many seem to find comfort in the shadows of their skirts and dresses ...but some fortunate few have found a partner to share and support their...
    kayleew2000 kayleew2000 18-21 11 Responses Jul 14, 2012

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    Clandestine

    It was only in the last month or so that I found out I liked to crossdress. I'm still not even sure what triggered it. I'm hoping to start saving up some money so I can go out and purchase some different garments. For now, I'm stuck having to secretly try on some of my sisters...
    TheDrunkHobbit TheDrunkHobbit 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2012

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    How Silly I Am

    Hey Friends, I am 21 yr old And I think I am girl by my mind since I was child. When i was child my elder sister used to dress me up but she stop it when I was 13. And It changed my Mind completely. After that my cousin who already knew about that helped me. When I was 17 I...
    ruhanipatel ruhanipatel 18-21, T 3 Responses Oct 19, 2012

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    fercrox fercrox 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm having a hard time this week with just

    coming to terms with myself about this... I am a very manly man. I hunt fish shoot play sports and have a very manly high intensity job...but I also LOVE wearing women's clothes and like acting like a girl...its like I have two sides or personalities and they are both extreme...
    Cmturner10 Cmturner10 22-25, M 10 Responses Jul 16

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    Crossdressing: Im Lost And Confused

    I'm 13 and I have crossdressed. It started at about 11 just out of plain curiosity and I continued until a couple months back. I started to feel like this is wrong and its not me and contemplating this issue is very annoying and stressful. Really I don't want to crossdress but it...
    caa12345 caa12345 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Dkw90 Dkw90 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 9

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    Telling your parents- I've read a few stories

    on here about some of you building up the courage to tell family about your dressing. I think I'm at the point where I either tell them, or stop completely, but I don't know where to go. I have a mother who would probably accept me, but my dad might not. We don't have a very...
    elliecarr elliecarr 18-21, T Dec 24, 2013

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    I love wearing my girly clothing

    when I'm home but my wife does not want to know or see or hear about what I do. I wish I had a female in my life that could have fun with me. Is that too much to ask before I die.
    kandisk kandisk 41-45 4 Responses Mar 14

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    I just started crossdressing.

    And looking to date a straight man or curious man. Passable, cute and college educated. Are there any places to meet other crossdressers?
    curiouscdgirl curiouscdgirl 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I'm bloody fed up of hiding it all the time, I wear lingerie 7 days a week and wear my female clothes once a week and I'm fed up. I want to wear my female clothes 7 days a week too...
    Sinead78 Sinead78 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Sep 17

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    The best and the worst feelings in the world is when you're staring at your best friend's eyes and getting lost in it. Because all you see in there is the person that you can't...
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    But I'm not that interesting.
    EmoGirl286 EmoGirl286 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    This is not the way it was supposed to go. I'm Rosalind (21 years old) and I have been with my boyfriend Benvolio (22 years old) for 6 months. Not incredibly long of a...
    ReservedRosalind ReservedRosalind 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    I dunno if what I'm writing is because of my unstable state of emotions, but...oh well lets get on with it, untill my 6th grade, I hardly had any recognition or acknowledgement...
    enigmawar enigmawar 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    I'm not ok... Got in an argument with my bf... It really makes me second guess things.... We don't get in fights often. I'm not ok I just wanted someone to talk to and I thought he...
    playitsafe playitsafe 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I was so happy. Sooooo happy the beginning of 2014. I had a sense of humor, no anxiety, no vagueness, no monotonous behavior, the only thing that could bring me down was my best...
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