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I Im A Recovery Drug Addict

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    My Life

    God has delivered me from drugs and set me free!
    dhudson dhudson 41-45, F Apr 2, 2012

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes I just wish when I was doing heroin that I would have just overdosed so I wouldn't have to deal with all of life's problems
    Matty420 Matty420 26-30, M Mar 12, 2013

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    16 years together, one beautiful 3yr. old daughter and I think I've finally accepted it may be the time to let go and move on....... My boyfriend is a drug addict, his drug of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2

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    1994-introduction to crack, 9 months into using: went to prison (manslaughter & robbery) Incarcerated for 14 years 11 months. Earned a BA degree while in prison, got involved in...
    johnqrich johnqrich 41-45, M May 13

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    Okay I don't know where else to go, and I'm kind of scared right now. I don't have a drug addiction. But my older brother does and he's been doing pain pills for years. He crushes...
    kyliereneaa kyliereneaa 16-17, F 4 Responses May 13

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    In April of 2014 I lost my mother to brain cancer. I am sixteen years old, and it was extremely depressing and hard on both my sister and I. My sister is twenty, so she takes care...
    aarondisney aarondisney 22-25, M May 1

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    Today is my 3 year anniversary with the boy I love. I knew I loved him since I was 13. I'm 20 now. This morning I found out he took percocets. He has a history of doing xanax...
    livelaughlove08642 livelaughlove08642 18-21, F May 4

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    I MUST GET AWAY FROM DRUGS. I HAVE A 6YR. OLD AND IM DONE WITH FEELING THIS WAY. I DONT EVEN ENJOY IT ANYMORE
    natalienicole2015 natalienicole2015 31-35, F 2 Responses May 1

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    Given that I've been really bummed out of late and there's no shortage of drugs available to me (methamphetamine and mdma is very prominent in my groups, opiates benzos etc is easy...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 2 Responses May 12

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    I've been clean about 5 months now, but I'm having the WORST cravings ever. I'm shaking as I'm writing this, feel like I'm illing all over again. I need so,done to talk to before I...
    Mizbaltimore Mizbaltimore 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I don't have a problem with my substance use, so why does everyone else?
    johnboi284 johnboi284 26-30, M May 16

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    I'm the type to get attached to things I love and since that day all I do is pills. At first it was super cool and life was extra beautiful. Now it somehow ruined my life and it...
    Sheisinlove Sheisinlove 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    i'm two days heroin free... It hurts sooooo bad
    Avalina20 Avalina20 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    no more weed left this month but got a hold of some oxycodone and I'm sitting here listening to music feeling good but sleepy.
    Viciouspistols Viciouspistols 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am 60 years old I Had a 10 years morphine/heroin /methadone habit at the same time. I thought I had gotten to the top of the world no pain and happy.I have many injuries. So I...
    Bigfoot60 Bigfoot60 56-60, M 2 Responses May 16

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    This is a sensitive subject for many. Many people can't grasp the concept of having fun without drugs or alcohol. I was one of these people once. I'm 22, I discovered alcohol...
    wilzyp wilzyp 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's hard to find people my age who aren't addicted to drugs.
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It's been the hardest thing to deal with. I support him in recovery and I do not bother getting angry with him however I tell him it isn't right. It's ongoing- his addiction has...
    Gingerfab Gingerfab 18-21, F a week ago

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    Any recovering addicts here, opiates and heroin in general. I was real proud of myself cuz im about to be 2 years clean off heroin but then my insurance ended and im on...
    braster25 braster25 26-30, M 3 Responses May 9

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    recovery is hard. sometimes I want to give up. the pain takes over my heart and soul and I just want to say **** it!! I've had a hard 4 months...a sponsee went out, I'm struggling...
    max513 max513 26-30, F 4 Responses May 16

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    I hate going to recovery meetings, as I can't stand that everyone can accept their eating disorder. I'm not well, but I can't accept it... it's like accepting defeat for me.
    Messytree Messytree 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Dear Mommy, I'm sorry that I don't remember that your sick, just like me, just like all addict's are. I have to remember that it's your addiction that I hate, not you. I must...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F May 1

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    I cannot get enough sugar. I've been addicted since I was young, as I developed the idea that sugar was a reward. This belief reinforced my positive thoughts connected to sugar...
    TheRealSamsClub TheRealSamsClub 13-15, F 2 Responses May 4

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    😱😱😱 I need to stay away from EP for sometime! EP is addictive! And the PPL here is more addictive :D
    MsAttitudez MsAttitudez 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was a kid, my mom has been addicted to drugs. I was the oldest kid in the family and my dad always worked, so I really did the most work to keep our family together...
    vintagequxxn vintagequxxn 26-30, F 1 Response May 15

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    I have always felt I have never had an addictive personality I mean cigarettes alcohol,drugs like real hard drugs- when it got boring I just said well I think I'll stop now. And I...
    brileytallis brileytallis 26-30 1 Response May 17

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    I think that hating ALL drugs is being close-minded and is a result of being underexposed to the vast array of sensations and experiences they can provide to their users. I'm...
    psychonautosorus psychonautosorus 16-17, M 5 Responses May 17

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    Currently at an AA meeting and I'm just sick of all of this. Same old bullshit all the time. I don't want a sponsor. I don't want to talk to you. You're 40 and I'm 17 for Christs...
    esxx esxx 16-17, F 3 Responses May 10

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    When I was in 6th grade we had the D.A.R.E program, but when I was in the 6th grade, drugs had already taken control of my life. I started drinking at a young age. I'm not gonna...
    Godheals0328 Godheals0328 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    Let's see... Klonopin, xanax, oxycodone, vicodin, percocet, hydrocodone, morphine, codeine, DMT, methamphetamine (once was enough for that. I have no idea how people get addicted...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    HIS F*CKING LOVE IS A DRUG!!!!! AND IM F*CKING ADDICTED TO IT 😵😵😵 (he knows who he is 😍)
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wanna tell you guys a story... My name is Robert and I'm a 19 year old college student studying to become a social worker. I've been addicted to sleeping pills for as long as I...
    Robertrosales Robertrosales 18-21, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I never used drugs I grew up in a big city and saw first hand what crack had done to my neighborhood alcohol had killed my dad my high school friend lived on the streets due to...
    Daddyslovingarms Daddyslovingarms 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    For my lovely daughter see how far we have come since I made the hardest decision of my life. Mom: single and loving it, moving across the united states, got accepted to college...
    Hannaahhboo Hannaahhboo 18-21 May 3

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    I was sober for 7 years until last August. Life's headaches,hassels, and horseshit became so overwhelming that I fell off the wagon big time. Will I ever be able to overcome...
    geauxsox geauxsox 36-40, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    My son kicked his addiction to heroine 6 years ago. My heart breaks today knowing he's back using. I thought love cured everything but my son needs strength now. All my love won't...
    1with101 1with101 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 30

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    So my mom is addicted to pain meds. She takes three (I think) different meds altogether and is always high as a kite. I hate how she is in them! It's like dealing with a toddler...
    juskeepswimming juskeepswimming 31-35, F 1 Response May 15

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    My dad is addicted to ice. In other words, methamphetamine. He took it 3 years ago, that's what he said. He blames it on me, blames it on my mum, he said it's because we didn't...
    xparanoiax xparanoiax 16-17, F May 15

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    I am addicted to Gem...the best drug I ever tried and the only one im gonna keep consuming
    yairdjudas999 yairdjudas999 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think, or rather, I know it's important I write about this. It's important both as a record for me and for the world. And, I suppose at the top, agnostic or not - and I'm not...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I smoke weed, drink alcohol and pop vyvanse to feel normal, numb myself and forget about my past. I'm a wreck, and no one knows how badly I need help yet I can't seem to bring...
    Niavati23 Niavati23 18-21, F 1 Response May 1

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