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I Im A Recovery Drug Addict

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    Sometimes I just wish when I was doing heroin that I would have just overdosed so I wouldn't have to deal with all of life's problems
    Matty420 Matty420 26-30, M Mar 12, 2013

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    My Life

    God has delivered me from drugs and set me free!
    dhudson dhudson 41-45, F Apr 2, 2012

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    I don't do drugs, smoke, very rarely drink - if I do drink I'll have a glass of wine or a beer - and I don't party or go to bars. I prefer to be sober where I feel in control of my...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I dont know why i joined this group i am pill popping paracetamol addict. I might leave it as i am actually tempted to have some weed
    tommosuk tommosuk 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Was once addicted to drugs. Now am clean and addicted to my career and to sex. Always trying to fill the void I guess.
    phxhiker phxhiker 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Been around the Fellowship of N/A for 15 years. Buried a lot of people including my best friend of 7 years I met there. I consider myself lucky for being an Alcoholic primarily but...
    CharlieReckless CharlieReckless 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    That's why im afraid to try drugs or alcohol. I would love to get wasted though maybe I could grow a pair
    RippledRose RippledRose 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't go 24 hours without taking my sleeping pills, weather I am going to sleep or not, its like I need them to get through the day, and its really hard, when I go so long...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like I'm the only one in my school and in my area who doesn't do drugs/smoke/get intoxicated. I don't go to parties because I know that people just like to get stoned. A...
    emiliadsc emiliadsc 16-17, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    To cope with the rubbish in my life. I don't any more, or at least not as much. I took pills. My father was getting prescriptions for all sorts of things, mainly painkillers. I...
    TheOtherOne17 TheOtherOne17 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I used to cut and I stopped. I started again and I'm putting the new ones over the old. I was emotionally and verbally abused in a relationship and I'm tired of feeling so useless...
    sorrygirl97 sorrygirl97 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    My drugs of choice were pills. I was addicted to xanax for about three years, and I am currently struggling with a sleeping pill addiction, it is not easy, its very hard to cope...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I really need to get this off my chest oMG I don't even know where to start so my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life I was her first born and she had my brother then she...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Again, I need to state that "addict" is such a harsh word, so lets stick with "strong interest" Anyway, I have quit before so it is obviously not an addiction. Twice i've quite...
    kbbaldwin kbbaldwin 66-70, M 5 days ago

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    I was born addicted to drugs, because my birth mom couldn't go for nine freaking months without her dope. It totally screwed me up.
    paelias paelias 18-21, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    With very good cause, I would never touch, or go near any drugs and I know the bad things that they can do to someone. I cherish my life and enjoy playing outside rather than as...
    WolfSweet WolfSweet 18-21 6 days ago

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    I'm not sure how my caffeine addiction started maybe it started with the two rock stars with Sophie at jump Street my first three rock stars were all at jump Street with Sophie...
    anavioletta anavioletta 16-17, M Jun 27

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    Hopeless Cigarette Addict: When I grew up I ate to much. That was all. When I was overweight as a little girl my mother would strongly urge me to loose weight. That saddened me...
    UnhealthySSBBW UnhealthySSBBW 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Hopeless Food Addict: When I grew up I just ate to much. That was all. When I was overweight as a little girl my mother would strongly urge me to loose weight. That saddened me...
    UnhealthySSBBW UnhealthySSBBW 22-25, F Jun 27

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    I'm so happy I found some dilaudid and I'm just starting to feel it. I'm feeling goooood!
    Viciouspistols Viciouspistols 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    Well.. I think I am turning into one. a few months back, I tried Molly for the first time and had the worst experience of my life. I'm a lightweight, but I always forget that and...
    ilubx ilubx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Late January was the worst month of my life... I walk home from school and walk up to my house to find cop cars outside my house, I thought something bad happened. My dad finishes...
    Brittan1998 Brittan1998 16-17, F Jun 26

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    I huff air cans And I feel like a ****** up piece of **** for doing this
    scissorovacomb scissorovacomb 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I am really struggling right now, so I thought maybe writing about it might help. At least maybe distract me. Hopefully. I'm feeling incredibly hopeless and frustrated with regards...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 24 Responses Jun 25

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    For over half my life I have been addicted to food. When I'm indulging in all my favorite foods it's like I'm in my own little world and everything is just perfect. Due to this...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Jun 25

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    I know I am a danger to myself because I can go from interested to obsessed in seconds! I think I'm addicted to not being addicted to something because I am always watching what I...
    echog echog 46-50, F Jun 25

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    I am in a relationship with a crack addict. I love him so much but I am helpless and feel so alone because he can barely hold himself together and I don't have him to turn to when...
    echog echog 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I am addicted to anything I start. I have been addicted to **** since I was 13 years old, I have been addicted to video games so much that for 5 years I only left my house to...
    Somonkey76 Somonkey76 36-40, M Jun 25

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    I am addicted to anything I start. I have been addicted to **** since I was 13 years old, I have been addicted to video games so much that for 5 years I only left my house to...
    Somonkey76 Somonkey76 36-40, M Jun 25

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    I have been in a relationship with my partner for 6 years, we were engaged for 2 but I ended that due to his drug/anger issues. We have a 4 year old son together. This week his...
    danimm danimm 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    You tease me, you tempt me, you push me, you pull me, you turn me inside out, you turn me on and you turn me off, you get me high and you get me low, you scare me, my drug. You say...
    ranjan25 ranjan25 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Sooooo, I get it, I Have an addictive personality. When I like something A LOT, I am allll in.....mind, body, and soul. COMPLETELY obsessed without even realizing it... But.....I...
    09TiskTisk 09TiskTisk 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 23

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    I love to indulge and binge whether itd be sex relationships drugs alcohol food I can't help but go overboard with anything rite now my biggest addiction is my phone..
    happymess21 happymess21 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    I don't need drugs or alcohol to have fun. We had to take a class on D.A.R.E. This class tells us to never take drugs and be against violence. All that drugs and alcohol does it...
    Muskan7253 Muskan7253 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 21

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    My sister is 8 years older than me so one would think she's more mature than me right? And that she has everything figured out, living on her own and successful? That's not the...
    SunnyRaye SunnyRaye 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I have never really said this out loud, my co workers know that I use to do it while my family never had a sense of clue. About a year and some time ago I got involved with some...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I'm not feeling that bad or depressed as much as I was 2 months ago... but I feel like I'm getting worse. I kinda don't think I'll get that bad but whatever. The good thing is that...
    elena1998 elena1998 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Great read. The real cause of addiction is no surprise. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/johann-hari/the-real-cause-of-addicti_b_6506936.html
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Hello everyone out there reading. I am a 28 yr old female, with a 9 yr old son from one relationship. I married my highschool sweetheart 8 months ago, we started talking a year and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I have a close relative who has dealt with drug addiction. He went to prison and was clean and doing well for 6 months. We were all so proud of him. Well.. He's using again. I'm so...
    kelsiex920 kelsiex920 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    I have a few friends that do drugs. I know a few who have drank beer. One of my friends even came to school high. He didn't get caught. I have always wanted to try because they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 16

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