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I Im Always Trying To Figure Things Out And Keep My Gaurd Up

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    I ain't going to be your dream friend if you want me to always be on your side. I can't not share my voice on something when I've a fully formed experience around something you...
    ASMRLegion ASMRLegion 18-21, T 31 mins ago

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    story of my life!!! lol I always say I'm done, and then find myself trying again. that is the definition of insanity.....
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 4 hrs ago

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    I am usually a person who always wants to understand why things happen and until I understand I feel bad. And even sometimes after. I keep feeling like I can't handle when I make...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    As a girl, we may think that we should always have his attention but as a lady, we know that that is not always the case. As a boy, he could always give you the attention you want...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Although I never fully admitted to my parents about being gay, I recently told them admitted that I cannot perform with women (since they continuously ask why I am not married or...
    GoodLookingArabMale GoodLookingArabMale 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    I know it's unhealthy, but it feels good.... at the end of day no one will actually give a **** about your personal problems because people want to remain selfish & concieted. As...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Like how today I feel it's all just so unfair. That you will get to move on and start a whole new life and I will be picking up the pieces of a broken family. How I'm going to be...
    sp7799 sp7799 36-40, F 9 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I have just combined my two fave things, and pooed myself in my little white M&S briefs. The only thing missing is a young gay lad to enjoy the load with me.....oh well, I keep on...
    dirtywhitebriefs dirtywhitebriefs 41-45, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I'm trying break my habit but I keep finding myself missing him ever more
    SimplicitysSong SimplicitysSong 26-30, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I'm looking for my on line friends and not one to be had. I had a turn of events this evening because someone who wasn't getting his way decided to draw me into his misery. And I...
    MsAnnieMack MsAnnieMack 46-50, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Over many years I have gained some valuable information. It doesn't matter of how you look like to people, just to you. That might seem kinda hard because everyone's opinion...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today has been a day from hell. Here is the basic situation. I'm 19 always paid for things that I wanted and rarely asked for my parents help in anything whether it be social...
    BabyKay07 BabyKay07 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Once in a Christian fellowship session in my college they asked us to tell our friends something they didn't know about ourselves so I didn't know what to tell, then I told my...
    sanityyy sanityyy 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I keep trying to come out...those who have only known me a few years seem to accept it....but everyone close pretends I haven't said it or tries to talk me out of it
    kt8sure kt8sure 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    so how's everyone's day been so far,,I hope good
    Smurphlet874 Smurphlet874 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    I don't know seems to more now that im out of army. This civilian life is hard. I find it hard to relate to people outside of here on EP. My circle of friends help keep me sane per...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    "Confused, Complain." 4.12.15 I'm 14. I'm always in situations where I'm always so close to something. Or so far from an opportunity I then wither out of control. What I'm...
    eztahhelp eztahhelp 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm trying to get back into writing as I think it might help me get things out and maybe help see the bigger picture I guess. I kept a journal all the way back to 5th grade. I lost...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F Aug 21

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    I think I know why. I still feel bad. I wake up pissy spend my day angry then come home mad and get more mad with every word. I got my own things with work happening. I work at a...
    animalexpert1128 animalexpert1128 22-25, F Aug 19

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    I went to this site thinking I would find some long lost friends that I haven't seen in a very long time! I am not looking for sex or anything like that or I am not looking for a...
    Tefamy Tefamy 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    There is someone in my life who needs to go. We have known each other since I was 18 and he was 20. All through the years, we have kept in touch, lost touch, and then found each...
    2old4this1 2old4this1 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    And it's hard. I went to a party with my brother's friends just so I can have fun, meet new people and just enjoy myself. I was having a great time but no matter what I do I can't...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    even tho I block things out, I still have a surprisingly good memory! why?
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm always the odd one out. I don't fit in with groups of people because I'm so scared to say something stupid that I just don't say anything at all. My presence blends into the...
    awkweirdchick awkweirdchick 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Forgive me for the rant I am about to commence EP friends. I needed to let this out. Everywhere I turn to, I see inconsistency. I've come to loathe the company of people. I...
    RogueLogic RogueLogic 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    It seems as though most of my life, I've been able to see these "shadow people." Whether I've seen the same ones throughout my life, I am unsure of. I have few memories of my past...
    TheMaskedWriter TheMaskedWriter 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    My fiancé is truly the only person who has a lot of me figured out. Even so, my fiancé still has a lot to learn and most people can't figure me out. I mean they try sometimes...
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG 18-21, M Aug 15

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    You know what? Screw it. I don't know what to do with all this new found compassion. I want to help people but I think a lot of what I have to say falls on deaf ears. I don't...
    ItisonlyI ItisonlyI 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    " I write to find out what I didn't know I knew." - Robert Frost
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Aug 12

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    White figures constantly appearing then disappearing once I turn. Several small, black shadows slowly walk through the room I am in, which I assume are one of my cats at first...
    The3rdAndOnly The3rdAndOnly 18-21, F Aug 12

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    Ok so I just bought some books about going on a spiritual journey and the lady over the counter says good luck... The negative part of me wanted to say why you wishing me good...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    may God make my feet steady for me being a better person Ameen I always try
    anezah anezah 13-15, F Aug 11

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    (EDITED SEE BELOW) This is my gender story: I remember very far back into my childhood and before i understood the concept of gender society placed upon us, i believed i was a boy...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Hi all, I started dating my wife in 2005 (we married in 2008). She was recently seperated with a 5 year old son, who's biological father always took (and always has to date) an...
    kemcrit17 kemcrit17 36-40 Aug 10

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    Guilty as charged , I do things sometimes I just want to slap my self ..my latest folly was my biggest and the my most stupid to date .. I'm always trying to improve my skin and I...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response Aug 10

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