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I Im Always Trying To Figure Things Out And Keep My Gaurd Up

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    I am 19 and totally undermotivated about everything. I rarely speak to my family even when i do i am mostly depressed. College seems like a waste of time to me, even though i am in...
    minkyponky345 minkyponky345 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I often wonder why... not simply about life and its experiences, but why I feel the need to understand. My mind is much like a revolving door, the things I don't have answers for...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I always try to do what's right... No matter how hard it is. But I have a lot of fears and worries that when it counts the most, I will fail to pull through. All I really want is...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    (Photo attached) At the store trying on dresses. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘—
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 22 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm tired of thinking about it. My brain can't even keep up. This is the beginning of healing.
    Spike52189 Spike52189 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    It doesn't matter how many times you tell me to stop caring or thinking about it. It will always be there, and I will always be worrying.
    erinbear123 erinbear123 13-15, F Apr 1

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    I went to the hospital to get help for the first time. I stayed over night and was monitored throughout the night. For the first time in a long time I felt like I was taking...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    . You haven't given me any hints. I've trusted you with my feelings... I was left alone like a lost puppy in the rain. Drowning in my own sadness. I have put up with so much. I...
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M Apr 12

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    I always say the wrong thing make stupid jokes and trust all the wrong people
    maleeny maleeny 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i love smoking weed LIKE LOVE. but ive came to a point where i would like to live healthier as im no more munchies and no more laziness. with this beimg said i ust stop however...
    amariebonitaa amariebonitaa 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Never fear, fear its self. The only thing stronger than fear is hope. If you have hope you will never have fear unless you want fear.
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Apr 4

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    i would probably do everything that i can someone wants me to do just so they maybe atleast act like they like/love me, if i don't atleast try it i'm scared they will leave
    deaddreamergirl deaddreamergirl 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Being in a relationship with a alcoholic is really hard some days
    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    i think too much. my brain hurts. i get paranoid. i am going insane.
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I need to let my brain take a holiday it works too hard
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F Apr 2

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    Because most slaves dont. Or. Because me was made to.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 16

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    Hi everyone :) After speaking with several people on here, I've decided to NOT delete my account, but place it on vacation status while I figure things out in my physical world. So...
    driftingtiger driftingtiger 51-55, F 5 Responses Mar 31

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F Apr 7

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    I am a very healthy person but ever since I was little and mostly after I started school and I started getting anxiety, nervousness and was worrying all the time, is when I started...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm trying to figure everything out. I started dating my girl last month and it's going great but she's my first girlfriend.
    koditrust koditrust 16-17, F Apr 5

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    My Birthday came, like it does every year. But this year was different. Every day for about 2 weeks leading up to my birthday was complete misery. Me being blamed for everything...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I'm in a relationship with a loving boyfriend, but I've been having a lot of thoughts about women lately - how does one really figure themselves out? Is there some kind of first...
    connieee connieee 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    There are many things I keep to myself and I wonder what would happen if I were to let them all out. It could be Pandora's box tenfold.
    professional1820 professional1820 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Well, I'm a 21 year old girl. I've been out of college for about a year now. I only have an AA degree, which isn't really much of anything to obtain a career. Rejected from some...
    WaveRunner101 WaveRunner101 22-25, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    1. I have been stung by bees 42 times 2. My nickname is Elly 3. I'm 13 4. I'm straight, but will openly yell "I love you" across the hall to my friends 5. I'm recovering from...
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 2

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    1). My daughter is the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love that kid. 2). I'm an outdoors/nature freak. The worst day outside is better than any day inside. 3...
    CrowdOfOne CrowdOfOne 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    It's interesting how I found this website: I googled "introverts anonymous" on a whim. I was actually thinking more along the lines of a sort of chatroom where I could Interact...
    sailman306 sailman306 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    Filling out these surveys is helping me not think about the bullies of my yesteryears. :) Name five latest favorite songs: 1. Fight Song by Rachel Platten 2. Feel The Light by...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 6

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    Well, this popped up on the side of my screen, and I read some stories. Being pretty bored, I figured, โ€˜Why not?โ€™ Hope this isnโ€™t too annoying. :P Here goes. 1. My name is...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Trying to accept things is never easy. It's ****** up how one day you bring me happiness and hope the next I think of you and burst into tears... I don't know why I thought this...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I probably should have gotten therapy years ago but never did. I'm so reluctant to share my problems with anyone. How could they understand, anyway? I'm so different everyone else...
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M Apr 8

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    I keep thinigs to my self because I'm very selective about who I open up to. You can't talk to everybody about everything. I have no problem being open and getting things off my...
    MJP88 MJP88 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 14

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    No exercise for me. I was feeling low. I did walk a bit because my mother dropped me off a little further away from home and that was put towards me if I wanted to..so I accepted...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 1

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    *PLEASE READ* I've already accepted my bisexuality and I just wanted to share my story to all of you here who are scared or confused or even ashamed of your mental and sexual...
    SonyaHazel SonyaHazel 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    Recently and most enjoyably I went on a date with a rather short girl. She was small and full blooded Mexican her hands so tiny in mine when comparing. At first the date was as...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Me and an old best friend of mine use to do some crazy stuff in high school, web cam chats where we'd kiss just to see the boys go crazy, faygo parties, and more. However there is...
    curious1988 curious1988 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    im sad right now my life is getting bad and worse. but it is out of my control most things are at least. I am not perfect but life is just hitting me left and right. I am trying...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M Mar 26

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    I've been trying too keep my cool but I can't anymore. I lost all my friends and now my sister because she rather spend more time with her boyfriend than family. I always thought...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I have been having problems with myself. And that has led to other problems. I grew up in such a terrible home. I grew up to violence by myself and by others, and I grew up with...
    xxRaindrop xxRaindrop 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I have been having problems with myself. And that has led to other problems. I grew up in such a terrible home. I grew up to be a contradicting person that is under developed and...
    xxRaindrop xxRaindrop 18-21, M Apr 7

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