I Im Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 241 People

    Tonight is the night.

    ... Tonight is the night I can't deal with myself or what we call life. I can deal with being stuck between a future and a past. I can't deal with crying for you anymore. I can't deal with them abusing me. I can hold it back any longer... I want to watch the blood poor out of my...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2014

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 3, 2016

    Do I Matter?

    Do i matter at all? I feel like i let everyone down even my girlfriend i feel like i hurt her everytime we talk. I'm never good enough for my family i always screw things up i just wish i was dead sometimes...
    emo110 emo110
    22-25, M
    Nov 24, 2013

    I feel like I'm trapped.

    I've decided to isolate myself in a world full of darkness and negative past experiences that keep replaying every single day. I have to keep faking a smile everyday, and it's so hard because I always want to break down and cry. I miss being happy- I keep wondering what it felt...
    Sciencelover Sciencelover
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

    I am depressed. I hate those words.

    I can't admit to my therapist that I am, in fact, a depressed teenage girl. They don't understand. You can only understand if you are or were depressed. I cut. That's a simple yet explicitly complicated thing. I don't bandage them, I don't treat the little millions. I hope they...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    Today I'm breaking down.

    The stress is over whelming. I can't be everyone's therapist! I have problems just like everyone else. You just add yours on to mine and expects me to fix everything and make it better. I'm sorry I'm not your Wonder Woman I told I couldn't be.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2014

    Everyone are congratulating me

    for my "First Class Honour". Guess what? I'm the only guy who still didn't collect the transcript despite great achievement. For this moment, I just feel so empty and sad inside. I don't know why I feel this way. I feel trap inside a sad soul.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 24, 2015

    I bottle up my feelings over time

    and hide everything from people no one knows I am depressed have anxiety attempted suicide etc I bottle it all up then explode over some small issue then everyone calls me a psycho. Then I cry and cry and message my boyfriend that I'm upset and I'll feel better and then he'll...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2015

    Just kinda been thinking right now.

    If anyone wants to talk, message me. If not, that's cool.
    JustMe0923 JustMe0923
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 16, 2015

    I feel this way again

    that nobody listens or understands me. that nobody honestly cares for me or sees the love i give. that nobody will ever know of what i've endured and who i've lost and what i've lost. the days where i am at my best and the days i'm at my worst. I feel that if my life and Legacy...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 7, 2015

    I just started cutting

    after getting expelled in 6th grade ( I'm in 7th now ) I was sent to an alternative school I was there for about 2-3 months then it was summer break. I went back to my home school I started 2 weeks ago.... I'm usually smiling but inside I'm crying.
    xXHalfaliveXx xXHalfaliveXx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    im really depressed because no one wants me no

    one will talk to me are any thing im so lonely
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015

    I honestly don't know how to deal with this all

    anymore. I've tried and tried I've troed so hard so someone please anyone please I just I need someone to talk to please
    Suicidalgirl2k15 Suicidalgirl2k15
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2016

    What's the day again?

    What did I learn the other day in school? What happened in the book we read? What's the day again? Is it 2015? Or 2016? Is it September or March or neither. You see my mind is so mixed up and the meds I take actually make me forget things. I forget things and I get confused. You...
    Suicidalgirl2k15 Suicidalgirl2k15
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2016

    I wish it was raining outside tonight,

    the rain will wash the dust from the streets, trees and cars. Also it will wash all the scums soulless criminals human demons. I want to scent the rain and feel the happy loneliness. Tomorrow The trees will bloom the cars will shine and the streets will be full of live.
    Crower Crower
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    I am so damn depressed lately.

    I got to my boyfriend, but he's not as supportive as he used to be. I don't want to say he blows it off because he doesn't, but it seems like every time I ask for help he is busy. even though I help him all the time.
    BrownEyedGirl33 BrownEyedGirl33
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2015

    My poem My story My scars tell my story I

    don't care if you don't like them And you think I do? I never asked to be this way But I am and I except that You don't have to but I do I have to live with this pain But you don't! You say to just be happy If I could don't you think I would be If I could be normal I would You...
    SykikGhost1 SykikGhost1
    16-17, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    Everyone needs compassion,

    a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the mountains My God is mighty to save. He is mighty to save. Forever, author of Salvation He rose and conquered the grave. Jesus...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 3, 2016
    jamesb2243 jamesb2243
    22-25, M
    Oct 28, 2015

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    I'm going through a lot right now.

    ......I'm nothing but a mistake. All I do is bring people down my only escape is music, I want do be something...I want to make people happy but I'm just a nothing. My home is broken and damaged. I'm losing myself.
    BvBInReverse BvBInReverse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2014

    Can't sleep.. I was super happy earlier

    and now I just feel really depressed.. Sigh.. I just wish there were real people out there who cared.. I just need a friend! Someone who cares and isn't fake.. Is that too much to ask for? Sigh.. I guess I'll just curl up in a ball and stare cause sleeping isn't happening.. Also...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    My life is getting harder

    and harder to live with
    AloneGirl13 AloneGirl13
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2015

    You don't know me....

    Don't try to know me....
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 10, 2016
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015

    I.. I just don't know what I feel.

    I guess I feel.. empty. Like there's a whole world bursting at the seams with things to do and sights to see and people to meet and so much colour and I can't see any of it. As if it's all.. invisible; a figment of someone else's imagination. Lonely, lost, and forgotten is how...
    AnonymousR771 AnonymousR771
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 7, 2015

    Someone was being mean to be at school

    and I was already in my depressed mood so I said yes I know I'm emo! So could u please leave this depressed emo b**** alone!
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I'm really depressed being in my home town

    brings back alot of memories and seeing my old child hood home that was home to me for 19 years of my life makes it very hard
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2015

    I told my boyfriend that I have trouble

    believing him when he compliments me because I have always had trust issues and he called me and cried which made me feel shittier and start crying and now he wants to wait until I see him to talk about it but that means I have to think about it until I see him again and I just...
    Trashboat1 Trashboat1
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    im really depressed i have been

    since yesterday and it hasnt gotten better
    jamesb2243 jamesb2243
    22-25, M
    Nov 11, 2015

    Why do i even bother to live some days?

    My family barely pay an attention. They only pay attention when i get bad grades thats it! After that nothin i sprained my ankle, they didn't care. I cut, they don't care. I almost got raped, THEY DONT CARE !
    oreomine12 oreomine12
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2015
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 14, 2016

    If anyone wants to talk shoot me a message ill

    be glad to talk about anything.
    Jaymillbro1 Jaymillbro1
    16-17, M
    Nov 1, 2015

    Why am I depressed? Maybe

    because no one really cares about me at least that is what it seems. My friends keep walking out of my life. I feel like I disappoint my mom no matter what I do. I feel worthless. I feel lonely. And last but not least I am insecure that is why I am depressed.
    Oreolover27 Oreolover27
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    I don't cry anymore..

    .. I just sit there in silence.....dead!
    polarbearlove polarbearlove
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 22, 2015

    I'm depressed and I really needed someone (knows

    who she is) but she left The time I needed her the most and i would be so happy if she replied back to me
    TimePrincess TimePrincess
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    I pass out because I dont sleep I cant sleep

    cos im so broken im past the point of being fixed sometimes I dont even want to wake up from being passed out Im in a hole I may not seem like it but I am I cant get out Ive been down here to many times before and this time its too deep and there's no way out and its just...
    ToriJustTori ToriJustTori
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2014

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    You see this girl? She's been going through

    some really rough times but she is working on it completely. She doesn't want to feel the types of pain that she does or have the thoughts that she has. It's something that she let get way out of hand and let it make her feel things that she should have never felt, say things...
    Sara92220 Sara92220
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    Why me? I think I've been a pretty fair person

    to the universe. I'm pretty damn nice. I've paid my good Karma. Why isn't it paying me back? Is it waiting for something even bigger for me? Or am I just going to dangle at the bottom of the food chain all my life? What's the point anymore. I guess I could wait around and find...
    SnoopDoggsGrama SnoopDoggsGrama
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    I'm always depressed ,

    but u will see a happy sweet girl!!! I don't let my internal sides show!!!
    qtsara qtsara
    36-40, F
    Sep 21, 2015

    The pain hurts thinking

    that everyone doesn't care hurts...I want to be saved but sometimes I like the pain....
    Lostmyselfagain1 Lostmyselfagain1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014

    Soooo I'm sorry for bothering you peoples

    but right now I am really feeling bad today in class my teacher had us fill out a thing and he gave us these situations like "if your depressed than your just afraid of the way you really feel" agree or disagree I said disagree but than I got to thinking what if I'm afraid to...
    einhausg1 einhausg1
    16-17, F
    Oct 23, 2015

    im probably going to go ahead

    and give up ep and move on to do better things
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 10, 2015

    I'm sad a lot. But I don't want it to control

    my life!!!!! I can overcome depression! I've gotten through it before and I can do it again!!!
    Danlor9991 Danlor9991
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 9, 2016

    Im just drained, I can't go on,

    I need to be at peace. I'm gonna take a nap.
    isgd isgd
    22-25, M
    Dec 22, 2015

    I sit there.... You judge.

    ... I act like I don't care.... I speak.... You judge.... I act like I don't care.... I pretend to be happy.... You judge.... I act like I don't care.... You judge me.... You judge me.... I act like I don't care but it's really tearing me apart and I can't go on for much longer...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2014

    some of my battles I've fought with this were

    ones that I couldn't fight alone yet I had no other choice. people must live their lives happy and joyous not having to feel sorry or worry for a broken man like myself. men like me we are expendable we come and that's okay. it's no point worrying about me anymore sadly and...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 30, 2015

    It's nice I can put a fake smile on all the

    time , when really all I'm doing is during a little more inside every day. I've tried talking and meds , yes it may help for a short time but you go right back to how it was. It's so easy for people to say life I sent that bad or you will get threw it , but no one walks in your...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2016

    Trust me, I know how it feels to wake up in the

    morning and want to go back to bed. I know you cry in the shower so no one will hear your screams. I know you wait till everyone goes to sleep to fall apart. I know what it's like to be in a room full of people and still feel so invisible. Sleeping is like a solution to your...
    JusttThatGirl JusttThatGirl
    18-21, F
    Jun 3, 2014
    Justforgetaboutme Justforgetaboutme
    16-17, F
    Aug 25, 2015
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