I I'm Too Shy For Initiating A Desired Courtship

The Problematics At Being The Confident Male That Is Expected To Find & Make For Initiated Interest Of Doing Things 15 People

    My Number # 1 Cause ( Financial)

    I'm a guy that is at the very low end of wealth and of doing more than just trying to Survive and having myself obtain personal interest at luxuries at meeting my Budget. To find things exceeding my Budget, Simply puts the Breaks on Everything more in my life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Mar 12, 2010

    This Planet Has Made It Impossible For Me With The Monogamy Attitude

    This Planet Has Made It Impossible For Me With The Monogamy Attitude ...If? I was to even find them anymore now. They are not around me where I could meet them in person.I can not make distances work out while I am crumbling in financial debt and its not going to get better...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Jul 29, 2013

    My Number # 3 Cause ( Feeling Intimidated And Inferiority Of Myself)

    My Charisma to hold out on myself with Confidence and totally feeling good about myself is really not that easy. To think of myself trying to be well mannered. Trying to match myself up with what I find splendorous of a lady. I've never had myself put on the spot with...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Mar 21, 2010

    High Expectations & Competition Is In Antithesis To Just Being Me

    High Expectations & Competition is in "Antithesis" to just being (Me)When it comes to most "Interest", (Ironically)! The only one I am in agreement with in this World is the "Attraction" to beautiful feministic women.When it comes to other "Attractions" in "Life" This is where it...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Nov 7, 2013

    I'm Making Trouble When I Try To Make An Effort

    Every-time and with uncertainty. See a division and know that ... Nothing is going to bridge my interest with a person, without a bit of effort to ask and say something to this person. When suddenly I wonder if it opens up a can of worms in the wrong ways. Then it stirs me up in...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Dec 20, 2011

    I See Attractive Women, But None Are Ever Compatible

    I See Attractive Women, But None Are Ever Compatible with me.  Plus I can not be the idea Guy most other woman want either. This life has jinxed and cursed me for having the compatible harmony with the opposite sex for intimacy in my life. And by this Celibate Life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2010

    Of Course Women Have To Want Me Not Need Me

    The problem with this World is: Wanting tooo ... (I'm using 3 "o" now, because I am always failing to use 2 and have the word: "to" by mistake. Annoying Me.) ..., ... much Material and Consumer things, that Relationships by what (We are Physically) has been (Lost).The Greedy Rich...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Jun 22, 2013

    Trying To Be The All Confident Conventional Prince And Superman Idea Man Is Impossible To Obtain

    Trying To Be The All Confident Conventional Prince and Superman Idea Man Is Impossible To Obtain.I'm just not going to really be what appears as 99.9% of this world's population of women want from me, plus getting that with those women that look gorgeous and sexy to my likings...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Feb 24, 2011

    My Number # 2 Cause ( Genre Interest)

    Mann!!! The Person I Am. I've got Genre Interest that just doesn't want to Fit with many of these Women, especially with those I like to get the Courtship going with. Those who would like Cloudy Days, instead of Sunny Days. Those who would like Instrumental and New Age...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2010

    I'm Not Going After Ladies Not Interested In Me

    When I try to even try to do something. And the lady says, My Husband, My Boyfriend, My Ex, My Parents or even God is more important.All this tells me they are not interested in me. By this time, I only wonder and will not make any more efforts, unless I see some interest from...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2012

    I'm Putting Myself In The Responsibility In Having To Deal With A Beast ... Jealousy

    I'm Putting Myself In The Responsibility In Having To Deal With A Beast ... Jealousy.I think Monogamy has been more supported by Cultures, because of humans feeling ... "Jealousy" ... or some of Cultures ideas for what they wanted with Natural Selections and not getting...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Feb 26, 2011

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