I In Memory Of Paula

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 8 People

    You Will Be Remembered

    Dear Paula,you will never be forgotten.you are in the hearts of all the ep members, I assure you<3you are in a better place nowlots of love from everybody to you
    INSPIREe INSPIREe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2013

    In Memory Of Paulaforever,.

    Paulaforever came to EP just a few days ago, battered, hurt, scared, and was just asking just for emotional support, information, and some sort of comfort. And I tried to reach out, offer her as best I could what I would do if I were in her place. Paula was not able to deal with...
    neuilly neuilly
    61-65, F
    9 Responses Jan 19, 2013

    Angel Forever

    im alittle new to the sight but i didnt have to know her to feel bad for the family, it cud have been any one of us, God rest her soul, NOW u can be free of pain paula, yes ur family will miss u but we will all meet again, im sorry i didnt have a chance to help i know how...
    latinlaydey latinlaydey
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2013

    Most say the very least

    although I never knew Paula or ever talked to her heard about her though and she never knew me or talked to me but I shall not care if it's creepy or not Paula idk if you can read this but you are in my heart I wish I could have helped you when you needed it and this isn't about...
    PsychoticTendencies PsychoticTendencies
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2014

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