I Isolate While Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 77 People

    Pushing Him Away...

    There's this guy, he's beautiful, he's amazing, he's making me the happiest I've ever been in my life... And I'm pushing him away. I love him. He loves me. The monster loves me. I hate that I love the monster... The monster called depression. It suffocates me, pulls me under a...
    michaway michaway
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2012

    SAD

    I have horendous memories from the past around the winter time that I often find myself heading for an isolation period due to depression.  I know all the right things to do; however those that I generally associate with are too busy for any one else. I don't always...
    Micayla Micayla
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2008

    An Ok Day?

    Just last week, I forced myself to forego staying home in order to adventure out into the world to run some errands and run a couple miles. I was having a not-so-good day, and I just wanted to sleep away my worries. I knew that staying couped up inside wasn't the solution to any...
    kristinlately kristinlately
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2011

    I Hide From People,when I'm Depressed..

    when i'm in my depressive state,i,also, isolate,or hide,from people,and my family. i just don't feel like,and don't have the energy to deal,with anyone,or anything. i have to wait until i'm feeling better,to accomplish anything,and to take care of,what i have to,and to be able to...
    samualadams4 samualadams4
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2009

    Lonely Contentment

    I feel lonely. I feel lonely and alone in the world. I feel like there is a city bustling outside my apartment walls, laughter and comraderie floating through the air. I have places where I could go and people I could be around. In fact, I've received a few invites just this...
    kristinlately kristinlately
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2011

    Sitting, Waiting, Wondering

    I am fearful of many things, but it wasn't until very recently that I realized I am most fearful of community. Slowly, and at different points, throughout the past couple of years I have become aware that any social anxiety, nervousness, shyness, insecurities, etc. I have ever...
    kristinlately kristinlately
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011

    New Understanding

    I read a passage in my Purpose-Driven Life book that really spoke to me. “Isolation breeds deceitfulness; it is easy to fool ourselves into thinking we are mature if there is no one to challenge us. Real maturity shows up in relationships.” Lately here, God has...
    kristinlately kristinlately
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2010

    Very Alone

    I i spend more time on the net than talking to people! I feel very isolated & alone,I don't know how to connect with other people its like I can't get close to anyone I feel trapped inside my own mind I wish I could laugh again talk to people without feeling nervous and just...
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

    Time For Round Two..

    When I was 16 i was pretty badly depressed.. that was 2 years ago.. I knew something was wrong with me about 3 or 4 months ago.. ya see i'm in the middle of a negative circle.. school and home. I don't blame anybody though, it's out of our control. Today was an intense day at...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 10, 2011

    I Isolate While Depressed.

    When im down I really do prefer being alone. I hate distractions and other annoyances. I prefer to jus sit and relax and destress. I think time alone makes a person stronger and makes it better to concentrate on fixing wat needs to be fixed.
    applescruffs applescruffs
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2009

    Oh My God !!!

    Of all the group names I have come accross, very few have described me as well as this one.And since I suffer from depression that goes from just alright to severe black depression, I am isolated almost all the time. EP has given me a place to go to try and break out of this in...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    56-60, M
    Apr 11, 2011
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