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    It's A Dear Diary #1 ( Just My Luck )

    Dear Diary, What am I suppose to think about all of this. Sometimes I just want to - (deep sign) I Don"t Know, I have no idea. I suffered a sever nervous brake down about 8 months ago and can't even go for a ride since then. I haven't been out of the house for the past 8 months...
    hiwahia224 hiwahia224 26-30, F Jul 23, 2012

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    Ok, I Actually Journal a Bi...

    Ok, I actually journal a bit more than just sometimes. I keep a small blog, and I keep a journal of my own (I mentioned that in an earlier question). My small blog is mostly a combination of things about my work and things of interest. My journal, the one in a notebook, is more...
    clandestinebookworm clandestinebookworm 36-40, M Aug 15, 2008

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    So Yesterday I Was Asked...

    ...if I was gay. Like, directly. To my face. Which in my recent memory has never really happen. Unless I finally achieved the art of blocking a memory. In that case, kudos. Anyway, I, on automatic protect and keep self under the radar mode said "no". Knowing damn well that I...
    LetsBeHonest LetsBeHonest 22-25, M Aug 1, 2013

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    Rant.

    This is just me ranting. Ive been drinking so... yes. Heres a list of things thats been on my mind as of late: Im starting to despise my job already School wouldnt be so bad to try to get into. Right now actually... lack of confidence in myself in areas that shouldnt matter...
    LetsBeHonest LetsBeHonest 22-25, M Jun 21, 2013

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    Affinity

    Friendships do not come by chance.Upon the looms of circumstance.Fate weaves an intricate design and threads of other lives entwine to make a pattern with our own,we were not meant to walk alone....How strange it is when pathways lead,to where we meet a friend in need.It seems...
    garvan garvan 46-50, M 5 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    Writing In A Journal Actually Saved Me...

    It actually has. When I turned 13, I was going through a serious Depression problem. I thought from time to time of how I would get "rid" of myself. I always thought I was useless. I still do think I am, but to be honest, my laziness doesn't bother me as much anymore. Feeling...
    thenextcoming thenextcoming 16-17, M Nov 16, 2012

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    Sometimes you just need to put your thoughts

    somewhere else, in a lil book where you're able to process your words better. A place where you can go to look back on memories you had forgetten.
    roamingtree roamingtree 16-17, F Feb 12

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    6 Month Update...

    So here I am 6 months into 2013 and I came a long way from where I was last year. I pretty much already done most if not everything that I wanted to do this year. Ive lost weight. Work out on a regular and eat alot healthier. Have a new job. New car that remains clean. Off my...
    LetsBeHonest LetsBeHonest 22-25, M Jun 16, 2013

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    Life And It's Interest

    Life is one thing we all get mixed up in with emotions. When your little you want to be a ‘big kid’. When you’re a ‘big kid’ you want to be and adult and when you’re an adult you wish you were younger again. When your little you don’t realize how quickly your life...
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    What Is Christmas

    What is Christmas without a child to make the meaning clear?What is Christmas without the children? In their voices we hear the echo of our own lost faith.God speaks to us through them,and turning back we find once more the road to Bethlehem.What is Christmas without the thought...
    garvan garvan 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    2013...

    NEW job! NEW car! New cell phone! New life! Cant say my 2013 could of started any better. Started out with a bang by going to the club with my youngest sister, who happens to be one of my best friends, made it there and back safely and had a good time. Compared to other times...
    LetsBeHonest LetsBeHonest 22-25, M Jan 27, 2013

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    Jouranling

    I used to love journaling when I was younger. But once you "get a life", it starts getting harder to keep up with it every day. Recently, I've started again because I'm going to try and fill up my first journal ever. The sudden inspiration and motivation is Paulo. I...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    Write Whatever Is In My Heart.

    I am not that vocal in terms of expressing my feelings to anyone. For me I prefer writing it on paper. Thus I kept a journal wherein I could write down the deepest thoughts that I had about life. It has been  my way of expressing who I am, no holds barred, as in Everything...
    lachica001 lachica001 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    Keeping a Journal Is Difficult

    I love to write. I've written in a journal ever sonce I was very young, but now, I feel I have lost all inspiration. I don't find my life interesting enough to write about. I feel that if someone could point something out that is amazing about my life, my love for writing would...
    Belle213 Belle213 16-17, F Oct 12, 2008

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    Keeping Track

    i have been keepin a journal since i was young.. not up to date at times..but each year i have kept track of at least some happenings.. i love when i come across one or two from my early teen or late teen years.. oh how we thought we knew it all then.. i love seeing the changes...
    luvlylulu luvlylulu 31-35, F Aug 15, 2008

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    To Fall In Love With The World Again.

    When you're born, the world is brand new. Anything and everything around you is something you've never experienced. Everything you would consider as little is the biggest little thing that kid has experienced which makes life itself new and exciting. It remains like this all...
    LetsBeHonest LetsBeHonest 22-25, M Aug 22, 2013

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    Journals and I Go a Long Way Back...

    My first journal was a pink one with a lock that my mother gave me in the fifth grade.  Ever since then, journals have always been part of my life to some degree.  Even when there are gaps of not writing, I'm still perpetually shopping for pretty notebooks.  I...
    EPGrace EPGrace 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2008

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    Journal.

    I want to start sharing my feeling via internet with strangers because I just feeling like letting things out without dealing with peoples reactions, ect. I trust this website and feel safe posting this here. I will rant/share my feeling on whatever I see fit and I hope who ever...
    koirayne koirayne 18-21, F Mar 19, 2013

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    Lately,I've been feeling SUPER grouchy,grumpy and surprisingly sensitive. Usually,I'm feeling happy and having fun and be myself,and normally when people insult me,I insult them...
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    It appears that I have done it again, only this time hurting another and not just myself. Ive started to see a pattern developing (maybe I always did it?), that when 'He' hurts me...
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    I battle depression and something people who don't have depression seem to be incapable of understanding at times is that sometimes I have no idea why I am sad. Everything in my...
    hisdudeness3 hisdudeness3 31-35, M May 10

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    Today I had a disagreement with an extended family member who resorted to hurling some crazy insults at me . She said that my mother "never wanted me & everybody knows".. I'm an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12

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    I'm the size of an average ten year old. Sometimes it's a benefit. Sometimes I'll act like a ten year old to make it more convincing.
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    I feel like I can be overly impatient with people sometimes. Sometimes I let the littlest of things annoy the absolute hell out of me. Occasionally I'm just not in the mood to...
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    What do I do? What should I be doing? For almost a year I've done absolutely nothing to improve my life. After my old life collapsed all I've done was repair the basic package, I...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 26-30, M 1 Response May 21

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    sometimes I feel that if I get angry enough a monster with long piercing teeth and spikes with long ears and a tail and horns may just rip through my skin and devour those around...
    missmaymay missmaymay 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Of course I can't really run far away but sometimes I want to. When my life feels like its out of control, the only person I want to be with is my best friend. He helps me feel...
    Tammy815 Tammy815 18-21 2 days ago

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    sometimes I have my things organized as if I was. ever since I was a little girl I wanted to run away. sometimes I would leave at night just to be by myself and not return until...
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    20 minutes remaining…and I swept into the kitchen grabbing a little of this…and a little of that. “What are you making?” Four little voices asked me…their eyes just...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 4 Responses May 2

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    I passed up an opportunity to attend Princeton in order to be with him. 3 kids and 15 years later, I JUST finished my degree. I wonder how different my life would be had I chosen...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 4

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    it's really hard not to sometimes, I even have to coach myself out of it daily.
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 4 Responses May 4

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    God loves you...and me too. It's hard to see it sometimes, but its there...even in your deepest bought of depression, hurt or disappointment like mine. (Atheist need not respond.)
    SelfishShellfish SelfishShellfish 36-40, F May 4

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    One of the biggest reasons I rarely talk about my problem to people is because I know they're unlikely to give me a very satisfactory response. For example, when I'm talking to...
    TheNarratorGrim TheNarratorGrim 18-21, M May 5

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    Sometimes I want peace, I want to sleep forever.
    PatrickHabib PatrickHabib 26-30, M May 6

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    That I didn't have to ask. That I didn't need or want for anything - material or otherwise. That life was without struggle. That the day was easy and the night peaceful. I just...
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 3 Responses May 6

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