I Just a Thought

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    What If I Was Single

    I am married and would not want to change that but the dreamer in me likes to hypothesize If I was single .. by Stag lol Would I want to chase every single skirt I see? Kiss every pole with a lipstick on it, whee Would I flirt with every fresh face that came Or like football...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 24, 2011

    What Is The Last Thing You Will Be Thinking Of When Leaving This World?

    Is it going to be your 401(k), your car(s), your boat(s), your other toys, your home(s), the annoying co-worker that consumes your emotions, your ex that consumes a good part of your psyche and life, what would it be? Having answered that - not loudly just to yourself... Now the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 30, 2011

    Should Intense Online Encounter Lead To Real Life Meetings?

    I have to say, good online encounters are, if nothing else, Intense. There are almost no inhibitions, no "social acceptance" pressure, no moral referee, no "religious" hold back, Freedom without boundaries.(if there is such a thing) That is the time during the exchange or...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 14, 2011

    Why Do You Write On Ep?

    Is it the urge to share a personal dark secret? Is it the itch to get something of your chest? Is it to get really raunchy when you cannot in real life? Is to the compulsion to express your secret sexual desires to the world - like a mental exhibitionist - that you wouldn't share...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2011

    Space And Time : General And Special

    The erudite readers of my ramblings do not need scientific explanations about this topic. We don’t need Einsten to explain the “C” constant which is under fire from the “European Center for Nuclear Research (CERN)” recent findings. Baah – who needs some sub-atomic...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

    INSIGHT Can you .

    .. see the tears hidden deep within the desert of my soul? Can you ... feel the pain wrapped tightly beneath the ice of non-emotion? Can you ... hear the cries coming silently from a past, never allowed to live? Can you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 30, 2015

    Yearning !

    Why is the yearning for her especially strong today? Why does longing penetrate every tissue of mine? Her face appeared to me in my dream And fragrance emanated from her tresses I almost fainted from this vision The beauty of those eyes overpowered me Why is the yearning for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2011

    Jealousy And Cheating?

    I have to confess – I am a hypocrite. To certain extent we all are. I love my wife, my kids, my family and my life. But yet I came to EP to crave for “something more” – alas – that’s not where the real hypocrisy is. I met a “wonderful” person on EP and started...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 19, 2011

    Here's a thought of my just mine alone most

    people think that the mark of the beast will be a tattoo of 666 but that is a different conversations I was just thinking what if people are wrong and 666 is actually upside down and backwards 666 is actually 999 like the year 1999 so the devil was able to walk the earth for...
    computerfreak computerfreak
    46-50, M
    Nov 21, 2015

    Good Bye To All At Ep

    It just hit me fair and square today after I woke up at 8:30pm. My sleep cycle was off - change since EPing. I have a real good life other than EP and it started to interfere with my life. I have enjoyed the exchanges and friendship. But sometimes one has to make choices based...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 17, 2011

    A Bit Of Connection

    You all know computer language is in zeroes and ones (0s and 1s) and each 0 and 1 is called a bit and 8 bits make a byte and we therefore have kilo bytes, mega bytes, giga bytes etc... But that One Bit is what connects us. Us humans which are a sophisticated biological creation...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

    Sexuality And Beliefs

    I know - I know - I know - a lot of people shaking their heads.. I am back. I guess there is so much "out there" that I feel strong about and must comment. But I like the chat windows shutdown though - kinda yes and not . anyways I digress again. I saw a interesting comment and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 20, 2011

    I come on this forum

    and read ..not just because I like reading but Im interested in people and their experiences.The sadest thing off all and heartbreaking are the sad stories.Stories of a broken hearts,betrayal,Abuse,people dying of cancer,depression,suicide etc.I cannot help but to feel for those...
    kyticka kyticka
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2015

    Life Is Just Complicated......

    Every morning in Africa, a Gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning a Lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death. It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle. When...
    Mynoshh Mynoshh
    31-35, M
    Oct 24, 2012

    Who Are We? Random Cosmic Events Or .....

    Are we just random amalgamation of amino acids with random sequencing of DNA with random design of 4 appendages and a brilliant mind? Are we just a "head" that could have been in the tail of nothingness - in the game of "heads or tails"? Are we just a cosmic conincidence where...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 29, 2011

    Happy Robbie Burns Day.

    ..top o' th' morning ye lads and lasses...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    Jan 25, 2015

    The Yin And The Yang - Duality.

    The Ying and the Yang, the duality principle, two sides of the same coin, good and evil, angel on right and angel on left, the ego and the soul, the gods and the demons, the Lord and Satan, the persona and the alter ego, Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and lastly Man and Woman. Somewhere...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2011

    Finally done with school.

    Will be receiving my diploma in the mail within 6-8 weeks. I feel so free. No homework. Now I can just be productive in other matters of my life. Looking for an apartment end of January, beginning of February for a move first week of April. I hate moving. It's a hassle. But I...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2015

    i wasn’t leaving this body

    before i finished this book bury my diary till my hair would be long and of course before april came along
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    22-25, F
    Oct 12, 2014

    It's really hard picking out a Valentines Day

    card for your husband when you're really not into him that much.
    Timetobeme Timetobeme
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2014

    How Come?

    How come people think that the BDSM lifestyle, is all about Sex?so It seems it seems to that's a little bit like topping from the bottom as in the case of being,Submissive.  For is it not the place of a submissive to give total control to a Mistress or a Master?  Total...
    belowcontempt belowcontempt
    51-55
    Jan 9, 2011

    Don't get me wrong. I do read-- I got me book

    learnin- - my mama didn't raise up no stupies but fer 2 ah 3 ah us which from 19 ain't bad. Who ever-----try as I might, I could not slog through that Instructions Manual my neighbour insisted upon gifting me.... (gosh, I mean what can I say, (that won't get this here EP ah...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    Jan 23, 2015

    A Cup Of Coffee !

    What is a cup of coffee? Just a beverage to get your caffeine "fix"? WARNING: THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM - SO MOVE TO NEXT STORY - YOU'VE BEEN FOREWARNED ! ! ! To some it is a symbol to show "I am trendy" - Starbucks or Barista .... To some it is the main meal - aneroxia anyone? To...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 13, 2011

    I Want To Break Free - Break Away

    I want to break free.... Break away from the shackles Break away from the mundane Break away from the norm Break away from the "rat race" Break away from the "expected" Break away from the "socially acceptable" Break away from the "rules" Break away from the "chains" Break away...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2011

    Reality

    In Love - nothing exists between two hearts. Speech is a result of longing. True description comes from the real taste. The one who tastes, knows. The one who explains, lies. Thought you guys might like this.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 11, 2011

    What Is More Valuable - Intimacy Or Raw Sex?

    This is a hypothetical question - I know most people want both and it is not supposed to be mutually exclusive. But that's why we consider hypothetical situations. For those who don't care for hypothetical situations - thats ok - don't bother to respond - just don't flame the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

    I just have to be more selective on the people

    that I meet for some reason which I cannot explain I draw weird and strange people to me what losers it is like an invisible black hole around me you get 5 feet from me and you are automatically pulled in LOL I need a can of loser repair or something I'm tired of this crap for...
    computerfreak computerfreak
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015

    The Prison Of The Illusion - Refer to video in my story "Two Swords One sheath" ! !

    M: The Delusion/Illusion is everywhere, it is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window, or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work, or when you go to church or when you pay your taxes. It is the world...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 25, 2011

    Oh to think, to breath.

    . and to think, that to breath, would be so wonderful...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2015

    Intellect And Wisdom ?

    Some people are Intelligent, while some are Wise. People assume engineers, are intelligent. People assume older folks are wise. There is fallacy in both for the generalization. So what is Intellect and what is Wisdom? Please - this is my take - I do not claim of any knowledge...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2011

    A Secret

    I have learned a secret A secret I have learnt She is the same From this end to that It is I who fusses like a brat To win over "MiLady" He comes as "'Mi'Lord How can I explain this commotion? When contemplation turns to emotion I have learned a secret A secret I have learnt...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2011

    Milady !

    No I am not roaming aimlessly around the streets and shops I am a lover searching for his beloved. I have drank the wine of desire and am strolling around MiLady Though I may seem drunk I am quite sober......
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 11, 2011

    Why is it I'm always the one

    that gives, Cares, supports, listens and yet I'm somehow the one hurt and left for ****!! Just unreal!
    stakalisious stakalisious
    36-40, F
    Aug 28, 2014

    What Do We Need From Online Encounters? Or Is It Just Wants?

    Most of my friends know that I love to flirt. Darn it - I joined the group - My first group. I've had some interesting chats (not yet cyber LoL) here with some very good females. I want to enjoy a very close online friendship (with benefits like chat email lol) and want to share...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2011

    What Is Passion? A Poetry (maybe)

    What is Passion? The spark for the oncoming long weekend The gentle swaying of the broad’s rear end The rhythm of the walking shrew’s breast Tugging my contemplative heart at rest The mischievous flick of the auburn locks O Stag, all you say is nothing but "Bollocks" The...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2011

    Sometimes

    Sometimes I don’t want to get up, even though I have obligations and responsibilities to attend too. I drift away and my body cannot be asked to respond to any signs of daylight or alarm clock. I find it very unusual that even if consciously I know that I should get up, the...
    Mynoshh Mynoshh
    31-35, M
    Aug 12, 2012

    If you actually stop

    and listen to someones words, and I mean actually listen..you would hear the real emotions they are trying to hide.
    esmer2496 esmer2496
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2014

    My life is an open book with mostly 4 letter

    words and sentence fragments. Behold 'the Bacon Bowl' thoughts?
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

    Re : Post on Ant Numbers v.

    s humans. Be that as it may, you my wise friend need to continue this conversation. Now that you have our attention, we stand by poised for further factual information. Carry on. If you are comparing and quantifying the population of ants on Earth to humans you need to gather...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    It's interesting how paradoxical the world is.

    For example, has anyone ever thought of who talks for those who are too scared to talk? Cos surely you have to feel the same as those who are scared, ergo you are too scared yourself.
    kakarot13 kakarot13
    18-21, M
    Jun 8, 2014

    Two Swords One Sheath? - Exploring The Concept Of Multiple Partners

    Remember my story Jealousy and Cheating? I had mentioned towards the end ”So the next level of rationalization is to explore multiple partners (hell already done with the online initiation) and see where we end up….” I am pretty monogamous in my relationship with my spouse...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 25, 2011
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