It just hit me fair and square today after I woke up at 8:30pm. My sleep cycle was off - change since EPing.
I have a real good life other than EP and it started to interfere with my life.
I have enjoyed the exchanges and friendship. But sometimes one has to make choices based...
Will be receiving my diploma in the mail within 6-8 weeks. I feel so free. No homework. Now I can just be productive in other matters of my life. Looking for an apartment end of January, beginning of February for a move first week of April. I hate moving. It's a hassle. But I...
Why is the yearning for her especially strong today?
Why does longing penetrate every tissue of mine?
Her face appeared to me in my dream
And fragrance emanated from her tresses
I almost fainted from this vision
The beauty of those eyes overpowered me
Why is the yearning for...
people think that the mark of the beast will be a tattoo of 666 but that is a different conversations I was just thinking what if people are wrong and 666 is actually upside down and backwards 666 is actually 999 like the year 1999 so the devil was able to walk the earth for...
What is Passion?
The spark for the oncoming long weekend
The gentle swaying of the broad’s rear end
The rhythm of the walking shrew’s breast
Tugging my contemplative heart at rest
The mischievous flick of the auburn locks
O Stag, all you say is nothing but "Bollocks"
I have learned a secret
A secret I have learnt
She is the same
From this end to that
It is I who fusses like a brat
To win over "MiLady"
He comes as "'Mi'Lord
How can I explain this commotion?
When contemplation turns to emotion
I have learned a secret
A secret I have learnt...
How come people think that the BDSM lifestyle, is all about Sex?so It seems it seems to that's a little bit like topping from the bottom as in the case of being,Submissive. For is it not the place of a submissive to give total control to a Mistress or a Master? Total...
Remember my story Jealousy and Cheating? I had mentioned towards the end ”So the next level of rationalization is to explore multiple partners (hell already done with the online initiation) and see where we end up….”
I am pretty monogamous in my relationship with my spouse...
I have to confess – I am a hypocrite. To certain extent we all are.
I love my wife, my kids, my family and my life.
But yet I came to EP to crave for “something more” – alas – that’s not where the real hypocrisy is.
I met a “wonderful” person on EP and started...
M: The Delusion/Illusion is everywhere, it is all around us.
Even now, in this very room.
You can see it when you look out your window, or when you turn on your television.
You can feel it when you go to work, or when you go to church or when you pay your taxes.
It is the world...
No I am not roaming aimlessly
around the streets and shops
I am a lover searching for his beloved.
I have drank the wine of desire
and am strolling around MiLady
Though I may seem drunk
I am quite sober......
Most of my friends know that I love to flirt. Darn it - I joined the group - My first group.
I've had some interesting chats (not yet cyber LoL) here with some very good females. I want to enjoy a very close online friendship (with benefits like chat email lol) and want to share...
Is it going to be your 401(k), your car(s), your boat(s), your other toys, your home(s), the annoying co-worker that consumes your emotions, your ex that consumes a good part of your psyche and life, what would it be?
Having answered that - not loudly just to yourself... Now the...
Are we just random amalgamation of amino acids with random sequencing of DNA with random design of 4 appendages and a brilliant mind?
Are we just a "head" that could have been in the tail of nothingness - in the game of "heads or tails"? Are we just a cosmic conincidence where...
Be that as it may, you my wise friend need to continue this conversation.
Now that you have our attention, we stand by poised for further factual information.
If you are comparing and quantifying the population of ants on Earth to humans you need to gather...
This is a hypothetical question - I know most people want both and it is not supposed to be mutually exclusive. But that's why we consider hypothetical situations. For those who don't care for hypothetical situations - thats ok - don't bother to respond - just don't flame the...
see the tears
within the desert of my soul?
Can you ...
feel the pain
beneath the ice of non-emotion?
Can you ...
hear the cries
from a past, never allowed to live?
The erudite readers of my ramblings do not need scientific explanations about this topic. We don’t need Einsten to explain the “C” constant which is under fire from the “European Center for Nuclear Research (CERN)” recent findings. Baah – who needs some sub-atomic...
In Love - nothing exists between two hearts.
Speech is a result of longing.
True description comes from the real taste.
The one who tastes, knows.
The one who explains, lies.
Thought you guys might like this.....
Some people are Intelligent, while some are Wise.
People assume engineers, are intelligent. People assume older folks are wise. There is fallacy in both for the generalization.
So what is Intellect and what is Wisdom? Please - this is my take - I do not claim of any knowledge...
I am married and would not want to change that but the dreamer in me likes to hypothesize
If I was single .. by Stag lol
Would I want to chase every single skirt I see?
Kiss every pole with a lipstick on it, whee
Would I flirt with every fresh face that came
Or like football...
and read ..not just because I like reading but Im interested in people and their experiences.The sadest thing off all and heartbreaking are the sad stories.Stories of a broken hearts,betrayal,Abuse,people dying of cancer,depression,suicide etc.I cannot help but to feel for those...
my mama didn't raise up no stupies
but fer 2 ah 3 ah us which from 19 ain't bad.
Who ever-----try as I might, I could not slog through that Instructions Manual my neighbour insisted upon gifting me....
(gosh, I mean what can I say,
(that won't get this here EP ah...
that I meet for some reason which I cannot explain I draw weird and strange people to me what losers it is like an invisible black hole around me you get 5 feet from me and you are automatically pulled in LOL I need a can of loser repair or something I'm tired of this crap for...
The Ying and the Yang, the duality principle, two sides of the same coin, good and evil, angel on right and angel on left, the ego and the soul, the gods and the demons, the Lord and Satan, the persona and the alter ego, Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and lastly Man and Woman.
Every morning in Africa, a Gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning a Lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death. It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle. When...
Is it the urge to share a personal dark secret?
Is it the itch to get something of your chest?
Is it to get really raunchy when you cannot in real life?
Is to the compulsion to express your secret sexual desires to the world - like a mental exhibitionist - that you wouldn't share...
I have to say, good online encounters are, if nothing else, Intense.
There are almost no inhibitions, no "social acceptance" pressure, no moral referee, no "religious" hold back, Freedom without boundaries.(if there is such a thing)
That is the time during the exchange or...
You all know computer language is in zeroes and ones (0s and 1s) and each 0 and 1 is called a bit and 8 bits make a byte and we therefore have kilo bytes, mega bytes, giga bytes etc...
But that One Bit is what connects us. Us humans which are a sophisticated biological creation...
What is a cup of coffee? Just a beverage to get your caffeine "fix"?
WARNING: THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM - SO MOVE TO NEXT STORY - YOU'VE BEEN FOREWARNED ! ! !
To some it is a symbol to show "I am trendy" - Starbucks or Barista ....
To some it is the main meal - aneroxia anyone?
I know - I know - I know - a lot of people shaking their heads.. I am back.
I guess there is so much "out there" that I feel strong about and must comment. But I like the chat windows shutdown though - kinda yes and not . anyways I digress again.
I saw a interesting comment and...
I want to break free....
Break away from the shackles
Break away from the mundane
Break away from the norm
Break away from the "rat race"
Break away from the "expected"
Break away from the "socially acceptable"
Break away from the "rules"
Break away from the "chains"
Sometimes I don’t want to get up, even though I have obligations and responsibilities to attend too. I drift away and my body cannot be asked to respond to any signs of daylight or alarm clock. I find it very unusual that even if consciously I know that I should get up, the...