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I Just Beat The Crap Out Of My Own Shadow

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    Bam! Right In The Kisser!

    Quit following me! Dammit!
    HurricaneLeia HurricaneLeia 26-30, F 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    I Got Sick Of You Following Me

    stalking me everywhere I go...sometimes you even scare me. Take that, halfass doppelganger!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 13, 2010

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    More messages from my biological father, only this time he texted my mom, not me. My mom let me read them and he was very rude. I'm so angry and upset. I don't understand at all...
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    I think it a positive thing when uoi can just laugh ay yourself and at you own bad jokes. I just had a bit of a rage and looked back at what I had to say to the public and laughed...
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    I tend to beat myself up a lot. I try to conquer everything on my own and its just not possible; Im killing myself. I work 9am to 5 pm Mon-Fri, then I have a 5 year old, and on top...
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    I job shadowed at a nearby school today. Unfortunately this school has 11 floors and I was on every single one at some point. Because I'm not in a wheel chair or on crutches or...
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    And he had a tiny p _ _ _ s. Which wouldn't have mattered but the fact he was so controlling and self centred and wore my make up and used all my skincare , made it matter even...
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    Lately I have been feeling really fed up and depressed. I feel that both family and friends hate me being happy or having a life of my own. My parents are both really ill and have...
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    I was always the smartest kid, which resulted in constant bullying. Combine intelligence with being in if the only white kids in a school full of black students AND staff, I was...
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    Everything's ****** up, my own family despise me :/
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    Who in the hell am I is my question? I don't know why I always think that someone else can tell me or to figure it out for me. I was a people pleaser when I was a kid...well into...
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    I saw them beat on the poor people when I was homeless myself. For weeks, I watched as they rolled up to the homeless in the middle of the night, doing nothing more than sleeping...
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    Never have I thought of killing myself or try hurting myself in ways that would end my life easily. I started to beat myself a few days ago and it felt good. I feel like I deserve...
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    I'm at the point now where my anxiety is rarely an issue. Since going on my overseas trip (I've been away now for one month), I have really been pushed out of my comfort zone. I've...
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    I'm 18 and my girlfriend is 23, and we meant at our local mall. When I saw her, she was very beautiful, thick and looked really shy. Since I am shy as well, I tried to see if...
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    I am so tired. These past few months it has gotten worse. I don't know how to behave around new people or people I barely know, especially those I feel inferior around. That counts...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F Oct 14

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    About to crap myself tonight any suggestions of what I should do? ;)
    guyzerp1 guyzerp1 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is hard for me to express my feelings... I've always been the "big girl" even when I was younger.. Now, I'm losing weight lost 7 pounds already.. But, I still beat myself for...
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    Are you ready to show the jerks in your life just how strong you are? Is it time for people to recognize? I'm casting a new show for SPIKE TV where people who have a rivalry or an...
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    Put the music on blast and get lost in the beat. Dancing in front of the mirror and blow yourself a kiss, because yes you are that sexy beast, moving without a care in the world.
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    I beat it! I did! I'm an 18 year old that has reassurance for all you trichsters out there- reassurance that doesn't have anything to do with doctor's visits, meds, or CBT...
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    The leaves fall like dreams Night grows as cold as me There is but one shadow And only one way In constant night Silence chokes my soul No words left, but so long
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    Got a text from my biological father today... I don't think I could be more upset. I have no idea what to say to him or how to feel/act toward him. I feel like bawling my eyes out...
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    I feel so stressed out I can almost cry. I feel like I'm stuck and like I'm not going to go anywhere in life. I don't know what to do and I feel like crap. I have a million things...
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    So. I always hated my hair. I went through a shy phase, and a self hating phase. I went through a depression phase. I went through an i'm so ugly phase. I even cut myself out of...
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    It does....It really has a catchy beat....
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    I shouldn't have let you go the first time. Now I'm left with the constant reminder that you were with her. I know you say to let it go it's in the last but I can't stop beating...
    whitephoxx whitephoxx 22-25, F Oct 5

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    it feels like no one gives a crap about me. everyone who has said they're here for me... left. I feel so alone. what the hell is wrong with me!?
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I really do. I'm sick of the same crap every bloody day. Baby sit the children. Look after them or you get your phone smashed in half. Seriously sick. Calls her a mother...pfft...
    SarahLouise98 SarahLouise98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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