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I Just Beat The Crap Out Of My Own Shadow

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    Bam! Right In The Kisser!

    Quit following me! Dammit!
    HurricaneLeia HurricaneLeia 26-30, F 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    I Got Sick Of You Following Me

    stalking me everywhere I go...sometimes you even scare me. Take that, halfass doppelganger!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 13, 2010

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