I Just Broke Up With a Hypocrite and I Am Still Crying Nonstop

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    Finally Really Hate His Face Now

    He is pure superficial.. really hate his face now.. and sincerely wish the jerk gets what he deserves. I will throw a party if something bad happens him to celebrate may be Karma exists. It's freaking idiotic to have fallen for his lies. What the heck! PS. But in a way it's nice...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 20, 2012

    I Know He Never Misses Me, Never Doubt That..

    I know he never misses me, never doubt that..for that i am proud of my sensessad coz i just know.. and the fact is not something cheerful..anyway.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 17, 2012

    When A Girl Cries And Whines In Front Of You, It's Not Whining, It Means She Trusts In You

    When a girl cries and whines in front of you, it's not whining, it means she trusts in you...I wouldn't want to tell you if I don't like you. I am not negative. Don't use your nasty comments on me.Things are in the past now, but the hurt is still there.My spirit is deflated...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 19, 2012

    Help Me

    It has been two weeks and I just woke up weeping again. My boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and he told me he didn't have the feeling for me anymore. I think I am still in shock now and I can't eat or sleep or stop crying even I know it doesn't worth it. I feel like...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    14 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    I Still Miss The Jerk, Trying To Stop Doing so But this is so In Vain

    I know he is a jerk, more than a jerk. I force myself in every possible way to not think of him. Still, still quite often things related to him, or stuff reminded me of him, appeared in front of me. I try forcing him out of my mind but I still can't do it. Heartache, immensely...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 12, 2011

    I Feel Stupid When Memories Of Him Creep In.. And I Cry..

    I feel stupid when memories of him creep in.. and i cry.. i know i shouldn't .. but nonetheless it keeps on happening.. for years.. i don't want to be a loser to cry for another year or years..i feel stupid
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 18, 2012

    Scared Of You

    Scared of you now, the memory of you, the shadow of you, the real you.Why did I know that earlier and run away...If I have known i should be scared, then I would still be in one piece.It would have been nice if my heart is still intact.I should have been scared, but I was too...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 19, 2012

    Only If Could Trade

    Just another teary night. Not supposed to be to start it with. Drinking the great Riesling White and enjoying chocolate muffins and chips and cheering myself. Then it sucks again. I almost feel guilty every time if i cry again because of that jerk. It still hurts so much. It...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Nov 4, 2011

    Weekend Are The Days I Can Cry

    Just another two rounds of crying..  i mean to chat online to feel better.. but i just crashed.. the guy seemed to be nice to me to say he would let me lean on to cry if we meet.. but the point is.. i don't trust anymore.. i am too scared to do that.. and i don't want to be a...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 18, 2012

    I Want Need To Cry Again Though I Know It's Stupid And I Shouldn't

    i want need to cry again though i know it's stupid and i shouldn't..i will let myself cry tonight. now.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    May 21, 2012

    All Or Nothing

    Yes, all or nothing...it still hurts.. but nothing then should be nothing.. don't let yourself miss a single thing..it hurts when i watched the Breaking Dawn movie tonight.. at one point I thought we were so perfect and even happier than that couple..but now.. the only thing left...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 19, 2012

    I Finally Can Start To Destroy Old Memories And Things

    I finally can start to destroy old memories and things, no crying.. just sadness. But I did something. A start. A bit too late.I was stupid. I am still kinda stupid.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 8, 2012

    Email After Breakup

    I hope the meal went ok with your family. I hope it was a distraction. You know you did look nice to me when you left.I have just been to church. Praying I've made the right decision and not the mistake of my life. I hope I can have your forgiveness in time. I know I can't at...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    7 Responses Oct 3, 2011

    Today

    Crying for a few hours again today.. my head hurts..nose blocked.. eyes swollen.. and losing voicein reality.. there are no arms to catch you or someone to hug you,, or a shoulder or chest to cry on..guy are just jerk to say nice things to you and led you on.. only to leave you...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 4, 2012

    I Would Rather Watch A Movie That Makes Me Cry Because I Am Touched

    I would rather watch a movie that makes me cry because I am touched, than to cry for another rounds about him.Crash is great. Human is human because we have feelings and we are touched by kindness.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 8, 2012

    I Don't Understand

    I don't understand why you can change in just a mere second.You said you loved me and a few days later you were cool and you didn't care at all.I don't understand why you were so cruel and still saying you cared.You broke my heart and you said you still cared, I don't get it.What...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    May 15, 2012

    Venting

    In bad tears now.I know I brought this on myself this time.Has been a while I tried not to cry. Not to think. Was okay for a while, almost.Went for a long trip and I was almost okay.There were days, consecutive days that I didn’t think or remember and I was almost happy and...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Oct 8, 2011

    Never Been Loved

    I guess might as well find a way to sink the heart forever - Just let all the passion dies out. They always call passion an immature thing.Does it mean we all should just be serene and let lives go on without any feeling? May be it is right. Or at least better.Sometimes I think...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Nov 25, 2011

    Sensitiveness Is A Gift, As Well As A Curse.

    Sensitiveness is a gift, as well as a curse.But that makes us humans. More soulful and more human than those who are "numb".My cruel numb ex.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 9, 2012

    Conclusion

    PC is a man of falsehood. He is the symbol of lies and a player of hearts. He uses people as doormats and a real brown noser (yes, a term he mentioned before and too bad I failed to realize he is just the "epitome" of one).It's not okay. You called people negative. You have no...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 13, 2012

    I Am Very Afraid To Remember Those Good Moments

    I am very afraid to remember those good moments.I can finally get back to be happy and smile and eyes with soul. I am very afraid to remember anything in the past, especially the good moments.A few nights ago while laying on my bed, I can almost tell myself that there was never...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 30, 2012

    Solutions?

    Is there a solution or solutions to every problem? sigh
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Dec 20, 2011

    Ok, Or Not Okay?

    Sometimes I think I am okay.I can finally smile.I can have a day or two without thinking about him.Wait until he is gone for over a week or forever (in my head).Sometimes I sink.I cry when watching TV, a movie, and some shows which should be irrelevant, can turn me into a crying...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Mar 19, 2012

    Pretending To Be Okay But Not Really Okay Anymore

    Pretending to be okay but not really okay anymoreTrying to regain, so I pretend to be okay on the weekdays. Getting busy and fill the schedule or sleep like a druggie.Then on those weekends or someday being all sober and clear, I realize that I am just acting, I am just dying.My...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Nov 25, 2011

    He Said

    I recently talked to a woman at work about What is the best thing todo in the situation without giving her any details. She said in herview the less contact the better for the other person.Screw them!! See what a coward and bastard he is!!
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Jan 22, 2012

    No Specific Title

    I cried when I watch Schindler's list or Crash.My heart sinks when I went to the site of concentration camp.Once an old man told me I should watch more happy movies. I agree. I think at such old age shouldn't we just spend time on happy comedy.But the reality is there. It doesn't...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 9, 2012

    Statements

    That jerk only lied to me.He did not live up to any promises and all his words were poison.He never loved me, what a lie, what a joke on me.He used me as a doormat.He stepped all over me.He is a pure hypocrite.I need to be fully awake.Forget.He is not forgiven for he does not...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 15, 2012

    Withering

    I am dying inside and i must force myself from withering on the outside.... i force myself to sing.. to cheer.. to drink.. to forget.. to be okay.. and force back my tears for a mere moment. Pretending to be okay and lie to myself as much as possible.It really hurts.. and i am...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 4, 2012

    Nothing Is Fair

    Nothing is FairMay as well turn into a *****/bastard just like everybody elseThey did horrible stuff to me and they live a happy normal lifeThey call you negative because they give you the negatives?WAKE UP!Why not turn into one of them and give them HELL!Nothing is Fair.. so...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Nov 25, 2011

    Love Doesn't Exist

    Somebody just ripped your heart out, there is no point to put it back. When the bleeding stops, let the place be hollow for the rest of your life.Love doesn't exist.Not be a fool anymore. It hurts when you believe in lies. Love is something that never exists.
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Nov 25, 2011

    All I Can Do Is To Cry

    All I can do is to cry.. over 1000 days.. still crying nonstop.. i thought i wouldn't.. but i still do..I am so stupid.. i collected the ticket ends .. treasure them.. why i didn't collect hearts.. or jewels instead?No wonder I am being treated badly and my feelings worth nothing...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    Apr 21, 2012
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