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I Just Don't Know Anymore

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    My Life

    I was born with out knowing anything about life, but I will not leave it with out knowing it.
    zangana zangana 18-21 Aug 16, 2012

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    Maybe It's Just Me.

    We argue.  A lot.   It's never anything too drastic, but we "talk over" each other and it gets loud and I go into panic mode. But when all is said and done, he apologizes and I accept.  Every single time. Then, a few nights ago it was another "...
    mscrazylady mscrazylady 26-30, F Jul 23, 2009

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    No One...

    I just don't know what to do anymore, who to talk to, what to do and who to feel. Im starting to get over my depression alone but i just don't know how, even though i don't want to do it alone i have no choice. My Best friend who was just starting to connect with me(well who i...
    shannon22 shannon22 13-15, F Jan 23, 2010

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    It Sounds Petty

    ive lost friends, really good friends. i battle self harm, today i broke and dislocated my toe and meant it. i dont know if im straight bi or gay. one friend is being a total dipshit! one of my best friends thinks ive stopped cutting. and if i could take each problem...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F May 1, 2010

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    destvni destvni 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2014

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    So Much For That....

    I let the things my daughter did to me go in hopes of being involved with my grandchildren and three times now she has managed to mess up my plans to stop by and see them.  On my grand daughters 10th birthday June 21 I called to tell her happy birthday and my daughter said...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Jun 22, 2007

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    I am really trying to keep my feelings in check,

    but I am still crying over the thought of him leaving. I wish I wasn't so broken. 🌺
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Bleeding desire in the heart forced denial in

    the eyes, Vocal words missing Heart churns in silent flames. Fake smiles on lips, Soul twitches in pain. The magical string pulls Heart cries to be with you Lonely bed hurts a lot – Shore of the ocean of love is marred with everlasting partition. Yet eyes wait...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jan 18, 2014

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    I Just Don't Know..

    I don't know any other way to start this off except to just start from the very beginning. Here goes. Today, my father had the day off from work. My brother and I were going to go to Queens with our aunt but there was a change of plans. While my father was at a doctor's...
    MsSammiiJo MsSammiiJo 18-21, F Feb 16, 2010

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    That feeling after a very long vacation from

    school. A very long vacation from all the weariness you get from interacting to these people you'd rather see not breathing. The feeling that Monday is gonna be two days from now.
    orange225 orange225 16-17, F Jan 3

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    Don't Know

    Don't know,What's it all about,Just don't know,No more,Please,Can someone help?Let me in,We can be friends.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 22, 2011

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    How Things Will Be

    Life is not the same as it is for the average person. I have gotten by, but at a much slower pace than most people. I wonder if people will ever accept me for who I am and know I am not the same; if ever I will be believed with all I have been through (people can assume I am a...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Look, I Admit, I've Been Reading The News......

    And I know it's unforgivable...The news is all bullshit. But I keep hearing about North Korea....Jesus. We actually take them as a real country? Look, they're a dictatorship, and they stir the pot more than the Russians ever did...Why are we not nuking them to dust? Why aren't...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M Dec 20, 2010

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    Im Lost ....

    i just dont know anymore i feel like everything is going a hundred miles in every direction and i cant keep up with any of it. everything is happening so fast and deadlines are coming closer. ive spent two years on my standard grades which seems like such a long time when you...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F Mar 19, 2010

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    I'm lost and confused.

    .. I've got depression, bipolar, PTSD and Seasonal Deffective Disorder and I drive people away. Everyone ends up leaving me and I just dont know anymore. I cut, i've only got a few friends who are true. Music helps me but then i have to go through **** once i stop :/ I just need...
    MusicalGirl24 MusicalGirl24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31, 2014

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    My Luck

    Amongst all the things i have going on something that made me smile and mad at the same time . I went to visit someone at a prison yesterday secure lot hell!!!! I parked my car , locked it and went in . There are cameras everywhere and some dink stole my lugnut cover . Imagine...
    redheadsrule redheadsrule 36-40, F 11 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    Frustrated

    I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I am making progress, I don't feel like I am.
    LostGirl246 LostGirl246 22-25, F May 15, 2013

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    I just don't know anymore,

    nothing ever seems to go right for me. I just want to be loved properly instead of people pretending to love me. I hate everyday I wake up. I'm slowly giving in. I just don't know how to come anymore.
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F Sep 15, 2014

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    Mistreated..

    I made a decision at a very young age to save myself for marriage. I am very firm on this.it is the greatest thing, however.... Extreamly difficult. I may be a virgin at 20 years of age,but I have literally dated just about every guy in town in the time frame of 16 to 18. When I...
    redrodeo redrodeo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2012

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    I can't give you what you want.

    . and it's killing me 😫💔
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    There is one person that my whole life seems to

    revolve around... there really isn't much more in my life besides work. We are in separate countries and even though we are 5000 miles apart I feel closer to her than anyone else. She goes to bed during my afternoon, and I go to sleep before she wakes up in the morning. When I...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    One Love

    hi, one blessed love for you, have a nice day . me love that
    kwami kwami 41-45 Feb 3, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    I knew what I wanted to do when I was young. I didn’t come from a happy family but there were things that I was passionate about. As time went by, I became more and more confused. About my dreams, my purpose, my existence. What am I supposed to do here on earth? I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 30, 2010

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    I truly have no idea what the point is.

    None whatsoever! I feel like i don't belong anywhere and never will. I don't think i will ever be truly happy again because i push people away. Deep down i know i deserve this, every bad thing that happens to me. school is getting worse I'm skipping more frequently and am...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2014

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    I am so tired that I don't know what to do with

    my life. I didn't knew how much my childhood impacted me until this past few months where I feel so depressed. My family,however, drag me to a new country to start a new life but my family is still messed up. And now a lot of problems come to me and I don't know a thing about...
    RienneVille RienneVille 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    Why Can't Things Be Easier?

    After having had feelings, deep feelings at that, about someone, and then ending the friendship/relationship because of complicated reasons, I still find myself thinking about that person and wishing things had turned out differently. I miss talking to them and how close we were...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    You Know How People Self Contradict

    Chicks probably understand it more than guys when someone does it but in the end we are all clueless. Your parents say we will never lie to you Then they tell you bout the Easter bunny and Christmas gifts How someone says you can tell me anything Then they get annoyed of your...
    Thecloverbunny5 Thecloverbunny5 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Do I really have anything left now?

    My family doesn't talk to me as a person, only something that gets schoolwork done. Do I even have friends? I barely get to talk to one, another doesn't talk to me, another only talks to me when he is unhappy, and another only shares small talk that is so painful that I'd rather...
    YoureMyGlowstone YoureMyGlowstone 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    What?!

    I just don't know anymore what is with me eh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2013

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I come home from work after my fiance telling me that he doesn't want his ex and can't stand her...day after day lately...to him talking to her the entire time that I am gone. I...
    Pumpkiin Pumpkiin 22-25, F Jan 19

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    I really don't know what I want any more. What I want changes so constantly it's like I'm a different person each time. My boss already got on to me for not telling him what my...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm 30, single with friends that are all married who don't hang out anymore I'm broke saving up money looking for apartments and just got out of a long relationship and just want...
    Darkne55 Darkne55 26-30, F Jan 1

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    Can someone give me advice please :( my bf told me he doesn't want a relationship anymore because he is in love with his ex.... I love him so much and it hurt so bad but I'm not...
    babygirlxxxo babygirlxxxo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    There was a time when I knew exactly who I was, what I was, and all that entailed. However, recently that sense of identity has escaped me. There used to be this clear-cut line of...
    LaSouris LaSouris 16-17, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been with a partner for nearly the years. We live together with his mum. We live in a very small flat and have done for 18 months. Prior to that, we lived in a family home...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine. But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm a freshman in college right now and I'm starting my second quarter in two days, but I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't know what I want to do for a...
    dangar3669 dangar3669 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Ok well I've been married going on 5 years and for the past 2 it seems that we have lost our connection. I try to do different things to rekindle the fire like have date nights or...
    ThatGuy0120 ThatGuy0120 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I'v been on this site under different identity guises before.And this time I came back thinking that I might try to change myself a little,open up,maybe even (Ah-ha-ha) help people...
    CaptainKurMujunShang CaptainKurMujunShang 18-21, M Jan 14

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    I'm the most useless person who ever lived. I've never had to survive on my own, I've always been supported. No matter what, I always had a foundation to stand on. But in recent...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    As most of you know, I am dating a girl on here. She is a wonderful person and I couldn't have asked God for a more perfect girlfriend. But I have a weird feeling, like abandonment...
    Sierra1993 Sierra1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    i don't know what i want to do with my life. i feel like the only way for me to keep moving forward is to go somewhere completely foreign and start again. the life i have here...
    msr1122 msr1122 18-21, F Jan 5

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