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I Just Don't Know Anymore

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    Look, I Admit, I've Been Reading The News......

    And I know it's unforgivable...The news is all bullshit. But I keep hearing about North Korea....Jesus. We actually take them as a real country? Look, they're a dictatorship, and they stir the pot more than the Russians ever did...Why are we not nuking them to dust? Why aren't...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M Dec 20, 2010

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    How do I even go about telling a computer

    screen about my last eight months? Does one start with how my life was before or how fall I have fallen? Nine months ago I was a triathlete who loved 6 hour running sessions and 12 hour rides. I had a fiancé who was the love of my life and a dog who was my best friend. Eight...
    rcpopcornman rcpopcornman 26-30, M Apr 6

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    I am really trying to keep my feelings in check,

    but I am still crying over the thought of him leaving. I wish I wasn't so broken. 🌺
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    Why Can't Things Be Easier?

    After having had feelings, deep feelings at that, about someone, and then ending the friendship/relationship because of complicated reasons, I still find myself thinking about that person and wishing things had turned out differently. I miss talking to them and how close we were...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    I truly have no idea what the point is.

    None whatsoever! I feel like i don't belong anywhere and never will. I don't think i will ever be truly happy again because i push people away. Deep down i know i deserve this, every bad thing that happens to me. school is getting worse I'm skipping more frequently and am...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F Mar 10

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    destvni destvni 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    My Luck

    Amongst all the things i have going on something that made me smile and mad at the same time . I went to visit someone at a prison yesterday secure lot hell!!!! I parked my car , locked it and went in . There are cameras everywhere and some dink stole my lugnut cover . Imagine...
    redheadsrule redheadsrule 36-40, F 11 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    I Just Don't Know..

    I don't know any other way to start this off except to just start from the very beginning. Here goes. Today, my father had the day off from work. My brother and I were going to go to Queens with our aunt but there was a change of plans. While my father was at a doctor's...
    MsSammiiJo MsSammiiJo 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2010

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    I'm lost and confused.

    .. I've got depression, bipolar, PTSD and Seasonal Deffective Disorder and I drive people away. Everyone ends up leaving me and I just dont know anymore. I cut, i've only got a few friends who are true. Music helps me but then i have to go through **** once i stop :/ I just need...
    MusicalGirl24 MusicalGirl24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    It Sounds Petty

    ive lost friends, really good friends. i battle self harm, today i broke and dislocated my toe and meant it. i dont know if im straight bi or gay. one friend is being a total dipshit! one of my best friends thinks ive stopped cutting. and if i could take each problem...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F May 1, 2010

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    Don't Know

    Don't know,What's it all about,Just don't know,No more,Please,Can someone help?Let me in,We can be friends.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 22, 2011

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    Im Lost ....

    i just dont know anymore i feel like everything is going a hundred miles in every direction and i cant keep up with any of it. everything is happening so fast and deadlines are coming closer. ive spent two years on my standard grades which seems like such a long time when you...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F Mar 19, 2010

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    What?!

    I just don't know anymore what is with me eh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2013

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    Frustrated

    I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I am making progress, I don't feel like I am.
    LostGirl246 LostGirl246 22-25, F May 15, 2013

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    How Things Will Be

    Life is not the same as it is for the average person. I have gotten by, but at a much slower pace than most people. I wonder if people will ever accept me for who I am and know I am not the same; if ever I will be believed with all I have been through (people can assume I am a...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    No One...

    I just don't know what to do anymore, who to talk to, what to do and who to feel. Im starting to get over my depression alone but i just don't know how, even though i don't want to do it alone i have no choice. My Best friend who was just starting to connect with me(well who i...
    shannon22 shannon22 13-15, F Jan 23, 2010

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    You Know How People Self Contradict

    Chicks probably understand it more than guys when someone does it but in the end we are all clueless. Your parents say we will never lie to you Then they tell you bout the Easter bunny and Christmas gifts How someone says you can tell me anything Then they get annoyed of your...
    Thecloverbunny5 Thecloverbunny5 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Maybe It's Just Me.

    We argue.  A lot.   It's never anything too drastic, but we "talk over" each other and it gets loud and I go into panic mode. But when all is said and done, he apologizes and I accept.  Every single time. Then, a few nights ago it was another "...
    mscrazylady mscrazylady 26-30, F Jul 23, 2009

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    My Life

    I was born with out knowing anything about life, but I will not leave it with out knowing it.
    zangana zangana 18-21 Aug 16, 2012

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    Bleeding desire in the heart forced denial in

    the eyes, Vocal words missing Heart churns in silent flames. Fake smiles on lips, Soul twitches in pain. The magical string pulls Heart cries to be with you Lonely bed hurts a lot – Shore of the ocean of love is marred with everlasting partition. Yet eyes wait...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jan 18

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    So Much For That....

    I let the things my daughter did to me go in hopes of being involved with my grandchildren and three times now she has managed to mess up my plans to stop by and see them.  On my grand daughters 10th birthday June 21 I called to tell her happy birthday and my daughter said...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Jun 22, 2007

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    I Am Lost

    I knew what I wanted to do when I was young. I didn’t come from a happy family but there were things that I was passionate about. As time went by, I became more and more confused. About my dreams, my purpose, my existence. What am I supposed to do here on earth? I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 30, 2010

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    One Love

    hi, one blessed love for you, have a nice day . me love that
    kwami kwami 41-45 Feb 3, 2012

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    Mistreated..

    I made a decision at a very young age to save myself for marriage. I am very firm on this.it is the greatest thing, however.... Extreamly difficult. I may be a virgin at 20 years of age,but I have literally dated just about every guy in town in the time frame of 16 to 18. When I...
    redrodeo redrodeo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2012

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    There is one person that my whole life seems to

    revolve around... there really isn't much more in my life besides work. We are in separate countries and even though we are 5000 miles apart I feel closer to her than anyone else. She goes to bed during my afternoon, and I go to sleep before she wakes up in the morning. When I...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I just don't know anymore. I'm tired of lying to myself and being someone I'm not. I don't know if I should shut out the internet and go camping to clear my mind but I really need...
    haileemattis haileemattis 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    First of all, as of now, I'm not looking to take our friendship anything further than a friendship, but I would like to know if she likes me. I met her on a website, and we talk a...
    TeenProblems13 TeenProblems13 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    My husband and I are going through something very personal right now and it's slowly tearing our marriage apart. All I can say here is I hurt him and made him feel like I didn't...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F Aug 4

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    Yesterday, I went to a university to take a test with my review-mates. I had fun because I met a lot of people from other review centers and befriended them but I had this feeling...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F Aug 11

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    When I was 17, I got pregnant with my oldest. He was a premature baby, so I got little to hardly any time to bond with him the first 3 months of his life. I spent 6 days a week...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I suffer very badly with social anxiety disorder and I feel like its now ruining my life to the point where I don't see the point in being alive anymore. My self-esteem is...
    bobthespider bobthespider 18-21 Aug 6

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    Last Sunday I had another anger episode. I took a baseball bat to the mailbox, I put my knee through some pictures, I punched a hole in the wall, and I said some things I think are...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Aug 9

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    Last Sunday I had another anger episode. I took a baseball bat to the mailbox, I put my knee through some pictures, I punched a hole in the wall, and I said some things I think are...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Aug 9

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    I don't know what to so anymore when I wear something nice and someone say you ain't ****...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    As a kid my parents were never the affectionate type, never said 'I love you', never hugged or kissed each other let alone us kids. I wouldn't say I had a bad childhood as we had a...
    megannicole1996 megannicole1996 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I'm pretty sure most of you have felt this way at least once in your life. You know, that point when you just have this bothersome feeling that you can't quite decipher. As for me...
    malipatient malipatient 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I have been talking to this guy named Warner close to 3 years. We would only Skype, text (rarely), and message on Facebook because he lives in another country. I know that people...
    alyjrose alyjrose 18-21, F Jul 29

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    I need to write this somewhere to get it out of my head. I have been feeling extremely suicidal recently and I just had one of the most disturbing yet eye-opening dreams. I...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really don't know how I ended up being a special ed student. Somehow I got really depressed and stopped coming to school. It got so bad that I guess they had to give me tests to...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jul 21

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    I get into these relationships that seem to be going really well and then it's like as soon as we get serious, everything goes wrong. I live with my boyfriend who I've been with...
    Christuh Christuh 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I really don't. I don't even know if I knew who I used to be or who I ever was. I have no purpose at the moment. I don't know where I'm going or where I want to go. Can I please...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 3 days ago

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    I just get so frustrated all the time, my life isn't turning out the way I planned. I change something then things are good for a while but I don't get that overwhelming feeling...
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 26-30, F Aug 7

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    Because my mom is doing it to me right now and I dont Like it at forcing me to go to church like I have no say an my religion or if I believe and god or not. To me honest I don't...
    vertffy vertffy 16-17, F Jul 21

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    I have no clue what career I want to pursue although I have Ideas but I haven't made up my mind yet. I love biology and I sort of conquered chemistry this year although it was...
    l212 l212 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Is there anyone out there who can tell me who, or what I am... If you can please tell me, I don't know. Story: My mother did not expect to be pregnant, after I was born I remember...
    kierra172 kierra172 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I'm a trans guy, female to male, and only one who knows this my psychologist. I still don't know how they haven't discovered it... My friends, family, almost everyone knew that...
    LeoThePandaHero LeoThePandaHero 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I give amazing advice, yet I'm unable to follow my own. I know how to treat a woman with respect and dignity, yet I'm always single and alone. It seems like I want people that I...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Hmmm there are so many things I really feel inadequate to deal with. stupidity being at the top of the list. I can't. I don't know how to. It's that simple. My passive aggressive...
    Lovinu0429 Lovinu0429 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    With all this Robin Williams suicide discussion, I have had a nerve hit. I am 22 years old and lost my uncle to suicide when i was 18. He was only 28 and was very close to me. I...
    MrJosiah MrJosiah 22-25, M a week ago