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I Just Don't Know Anymore

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    I'm lost and confused.

    .. I've got depression, bipolar, PTSD and Seasonal Deffective Disorder and I drive people away. Everyone ends up leaving me and I just dont know anymore. I cut, i've only got a few friends who are true. Music helps me but then i have to go through **** once i stop :/ I just need...
    MusicalGirl24 MusicalGirl24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31, 2014

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    I can't give you what you want.

    . and it's killing me 😫💔
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    I Am Lost

    I knew what I wanted to do when I was young. I didn’t come from a happy family but there were things that I was passionate about. As time went by, I became more and more confused. About my dreams, my purpose, my existence. What am I supposed to do here on earth? I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 30, 2010

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    Maybe It's Just Me.

    We argue.  A lot.   It's never anything too drastic, but we "talk over" each other and it gets loud and I go into panic mode. But when all is said and done, he apologizes and I accept.  Every single time. Then, a few nights ago it was another "...
    mscrazylady mscrazylady 26-30, F Jul 23, 2009

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    That feeling after a very long vacation from

    school. A very long vacation from all the weariness you get from interacting to these people you'd rather see not breathing. The feeling that Monday is gonna be two days from now.
    orange225 orange225 16-17, F Jan 3

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    There is one person that my whole life seems to

    revolve around... there really isn't much more in my life besides work. We are in separate countries and even though we are 5000 miles apart I feel closer to her than anyone else. She goes to bed during my afternoon, and I go to sleep before she wakes up in the morning. When I...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    Frustrated

    I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I am making progress, I don't feel like I am.
    LostGirl246 LostGirl246 22-25, F May 15, 2013

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    Look, I Admit, I've Been Reading The News......

    And I know it's unforgivable...The news is all bullshit. But I keep hearing about North Korea....Jesus. We actually take them as a real country? Look, they're a dictatorship, and they stir the pot more than the Russians ever did...Why are we not nuking them to dust? Why aren't...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M Dec 20, 2010

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    No One...

    I just don't know what to do anymore, who to talk to, what to do and who to feel. Im starting to get over my depression alone but i just don't know how, even though i don't want to do it alone i have no choice. My Best friend who was just starting to connect with me(well who i...
    shannon22 shannon22 13-15, F Jan 23, 2010

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    You Know How People Self Contradict

    Chicks probably understand it more than guys when someone does it but in the end we are all clueless. Your parents say we will never lie to you Then they tell you bout the Easter bunny and Christmas gifts How someone says you can tell me anything Then they get annoyed of your...
    Thecloverbunny5 Thecloverbunny5 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    My Luck

    Amongst all the things i have going on something that made me smile and mad at the same time . I went to visit someone at a prison yesterday secure lot hell!!!! I parked my car , locked it and went in . There are cameras everywhere and some dink stole my lugnut cover . Imagine...
    redheadsrule redheadsrule 36-40, F 11 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    Don't Know

    Don't know,What's it all about,Just don't know,No more,Please,Can someone help?Let me in,We can be friends.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 22, 2011

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    I Just Don't Know..

    I don't know any other way to start this off except to just start from the very beginning. Here goes. Today, my father had the day off from work. My brother and I were going to go to Queens with our aunt but there was a change of plans. While my father was at a doctor's...
    MsSammiiJo MsSammiiJo 18-21, F Feb 16, 2010

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    My Life

    I was born with out knowing anything about life, but I will not leave it with out knowing it.
    zangana zangana 18-21 Aug 16, 2012

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2014

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    One Love

    hi, one blessed love for you, have a nice day . me love that
    kwami kwami 41-45 Feb 3, 2012

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    Do I really have anything left now?

    My family doesn't talk to me as a person, only something that gets schoolwork done. Do I even have friends? I barely get to talk to one, another doesn't talk to me, another only talks to me when he is unhappy, and another only shares small talk that is so painful that I'd rather...
    YoureMyGlowstone YoureMyGlowstone 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    Mistreated..

    I made a decision at a very young age to save myself for marriage. I am very firm on this.it is the greatest thing, however.... Extreamly difficult. I may be a virgin at 20 years of age,but I have literally dated just about every guy in town in the time frame of 16 to 18. When I...
    redrodeo redrodeo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2012

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    So Much For That....

    I let the things my daughter did to me go in hopes of being involved with my grandchildren and three times now she has managed to mess up my plans to stop by and see them.  On my grand daughters 10th birthday June 21 I called to tell her happy birthday and my daughter said...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Jun 22, 2007

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    Im Lost ....

    i just dont know anymore i feel like everything is going a hundred miles in every direction and i cant keep up with any of it. everything is happening so fast and deadlines are coming closer. ive spent two years on my standard grades which seems like such a long time when you...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F Mar 19, 2010

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    I am so tired that I don't know what to do with

    my life. I didn't knew how much my childhood impacted me until this past few months where I feel so depressed. My family,however, drag me to a new country to start a new life but my family is still messed up. And now a lot of problems come to me and I don't know a thing about...
    RienneVille RienneVille 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    Why Can't Things Be Easier?

    After having had feelings, deep feelings at that, about someone, and then ending the friendship/relationship because of complicated reasons, I still find myself thinking about that person and wishing things had turned out differently. I miss talking to them and how close we were...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    It Sounds Petty

    ive lost friends, really good friends. i battle self harm, today i broke and dislocated my toe and meant it. i dont know if im straight bi or gay. one friend is being a total dipshit! one of my best friends thinks ive stopped cutting. and if i could take each problem...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F May 1, 2010

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    destvni destvni 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2014

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    What?!

    I just don't know anymore what is with me eh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2013

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    How Things Will Be

    Life is not the same as it is for the average person. I have gotten by, but at a much slower pace than most people. I wonder if people will ever accept me for who I am and know I am not the same; if ever I will be believed with all I have been through (people can assume I am a...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    I truly have no idea what the point is.

    None whatsoever! I feel like i don't belong anywhere and never will. I don't think i will ever be truly happy again because i push people away. Deep down i know i deserve this, every bad thing that happens to me. school is getting worse I'm skipping more frequently and am...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F Mar 10, 2014

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    Bleeding desire in the heart forced denial in

    the eyes, Vocal words missing Heart churns in silent flames. Fake smiles on lips, Soul twitches in pain. The magical string pulls Heart cries to be with you Lonely bed hurts a lot – Shore of the ocean of love is marred with everlasting partition. Yet eyes wait...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jan 18, 2014

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    I just don't know anymore,

    nothing ever seems to go right for me. I just want to be loved properly instead of people pretending to love me. I hate everyday I wake up. I'm slowly giving in. I just don't know how to come anymore.
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 16-17, F Sep 15, 2014

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    I am really trying to keep my feelings in check,

    but I am still crying over the thought of him leaving. I wish I wasn't so broken. 🌺
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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