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I Just Don't Know Anymore

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I truly have no idea what the point is.

    None whatsoever! I feel like i don't belong anywhere and never will. I don't think i will ever be truly happy again because i push people away. Deep down i know i deserve this, every bad thing that happens to me. school is getting worse I'm skipping more frequently and am...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F Mar 10

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    I'm lost and confused.

    .. I've got depression, bipolar, PTSD and Seasonal Deffective Disorder and I drive people away. Everyone ends up leaving me and I just dont know anymore. I cut, i've only got a few friends who are true. Music helps me but then i have to go through **** once i stop :/ I just need...
    MusicalGirl24 MusicalGirl24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Frustrated

    I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I am making progress, I don't feel like I am.
    LostGirl246 LostGirl246 22-25, F May 15, 2013

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    Mistreated..

    I made a decision at a very young age to save myself for marriage. I am very firm on this.it is the greatest thing, however.... Extreamly difficult. I may be a virgin at 20 years of age,but I have literally dated just about every guy in town in the time frame of 16 to 18. When I...
    redrodeo redrodeo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2012

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    I just don't know anymore,

    nothing ever seems to go right for me. I just want to be loved properly instead of people pretending to love me. I hate everyday I wake up. I'm slowly giving in. I just don't know how to come anymore.
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I Just Don't Know..

    I don't know any other way to start this off except to just start from the very beginning. Here goes. Today, my father had the day off from work. My brother and I were going to go to Queens with our aunt but there was a change of plans. While my father was at a doctor's...
    MsSammiiJo MsSammiiJo 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2010

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    I can't give you what you want.

    . and it's killing me 😫💔
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Bleeding desire in the heart forced denial in

    the eyes, Vocal words missing Heart churns in silent flames. Fake smiles on lips, Soul twitches in pain. The magical string pulls Heart cries to be with you Lonely bed hurts a lot – Shore of the ocean of love is marred with everlasting partition. Yet eyes wait...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jan 18

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    I am really trying to keep my feelings in check,

    but I am still crying over the thought of him leaving. I wish I wasn't so broken. 🌺
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    What?!

    I just don't know anymore what is with me eh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2013

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    One Love

    hi, one blessed love for you, have a nice day . me love that
    kwami kwami 41-45 Feb 3, 2012

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    No One...

    I just don't know what to do anymore, who to talk to, what to do and who to feel. Im starting to get over my depression alone but i just don't know how, even though i don't want to do it alone i have no choice. My Best friend who was just starting to connect with me(well who i...
    shannon22 shannon22 13-15, F Jan 23, 2010

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    It Sounds Petty

    ive lost friends, really good friends. i battle self harm, today i broke and dislocated my toe and meant it. i dont know if im straight bi or gay. one friend is being a total dipshit! one of my best friends thinks ive stopped cutting. and if i could take each problem...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F May 1, 2010

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    There is one person that my whole life seems to

    revolve around... there really isn't much more in my life besides work. We are in separate countries and even though we are 5000 miles apart I feel closer to her than anyone else. She goes to bed during my afternoon, and I go to sleep before she wakes up in the morning. When I...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    How Things Will Be

    Life is not the same as it is for the average person. I have gotten by, but at a much slower pace than most people. I wonder if people will ever accept me for who I am and know I am not the same; if ever I will be believed with all I have been through (people can assume I am a...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Maybe It's Just Me.

    We argue.  A lot.   It's never anything too drastic, but we "talk over" each other and it gets loud and I go into panic mode. But when all is said and done, he apologizes and I accept.  Every single time. Then, a few nights ago it was another "...
    mscrazylady mscrazylady 26-30, F Jul 23, 2009

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    Don't Know

    Don't know,What's it all about,Just don't know,No more,Please,Can someone help?Let me in,We can be friends.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 22, 2011

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    Look, I Admit, I've Been Reading The News......

    And I know it's unforgivable...The news is all bullshit. But I keep hearing about North Korea....Jesus. We actually take them as a real country? Look, they're a dictatorship, and they stir the pot more than the Russians ever did...Why are we not nuking them to dust? Why aren't...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M Dec 20, 2010

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    You Know How People Self Contradict

    Chicks probably understand it more than guys when someone does it but in the end we are all clueless. Your parents say we will never lie to you Then they tell you bout the Easter bunny and Christmas gifts How someone says you can tell me anything Then they get annoyed of your...
    Thecloverbunny5 Thecloverbunny5 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Why Can't Things Be Easier?

    After having had feelings, deep feelings at that, about someone, and then ending the friendship/relationship because of complicated reasons, I still find myself thinking about that person and wishing things had turned out differently. I miss talking to them and how close we were...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26, 2012

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    Do I really have anything left now?

    My family doesn't talk to me as a person, only something that gets schoolwork done. Do I even have friends? I barely get to talk to one, another doesn't talk to me, another only talks to me when he is unhappy, and another only shares small talk that is so painful that I'd rather...
    YoureMyGlowstone YoureMyGlowstone 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    So Much For That....

    I let the things my daughter did to me go in hopes of being involved with my grandchildren and three times now she has managed to mess up my plans to stop by and see them.  On my grand daughters 10th birthday June 21 I called to tell her happy birthday and my daughter said...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Jun 22, 2007

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    destvni destvni 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    My Life

    I was born with out knowing anything about life, but I will not leave it with out knowing it.
    zangana zangana 18-21 Aug 16, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    I knew what I wanted to do when I was young. I didn’t come from a happy family but there were things that I was passionate about. As time went by, I became more and more confused. About my dreams, my purpose, my existence. What am I supposed to do here on earth? I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 30, 2010

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    My Luck

    Amongst all the things i have going on something that made me smile and mad at the same time . I went to visit someone at a prison yesterday secure lot hell!!!! I parked my car , locked it and went in . There are cameras everywhere and some dink stole my lugnut cover . Imagine...
    redheadsrule redheadsrule 36-40, F 11 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    Im Lost ....

    i just dont know anymore i feel like everything is going a hundred miles in every direction and i cant keep up with any of it. everything is happening so fast and deadlines are coming closer. ive spent two years on my standard grades which seems like such a long time when you...
    detourahead detourahead 18-21, F Mar 19, 2010

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    geary97 geary97 16-17, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love my boyfriend a lot, I know I'm young so save the talk lol, but I really do. But I really think I love him for the wrong reason. He took my virginity and was my first kiss...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    Both my parents and my best friend are very strong Catholics. I've been going to church my whole life and now I guess i'm feeling conflicted. I'm starting to question everything...
    franceleey franceleey 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I'm fifteen years old. Fifteen. And I have absolutely zero idea who I am. It must be the "hormones"... Seriously, why do adults feel the need to blame it on hormones all of the...
    taintedanddainty taintedanddainty 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    So the past year has been a lot of changes. 5 different jobs, homeless for 3 months, and finally settled into a new apartment. But I'm still just lost. Bouncing around, not knowing...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    Months ago i was full of happiness. I had achieved so much! Now i'm just full of hatred and anger. I look in the mirror and i don't see mysf anymore. I see a person abused by their...
    abc0924 abc0924 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Have you ever felt like you just want to break down in tears and you don't know why? Only to find you have no more tears left to cry? I feel empty - numb, almost as if existing...
    TaintedSnowflakes TaintedSnowflakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I don't know who I'm anymore or why I'm here, and I'm scared of becoming the monster I was running from.
    ruthm ruthm 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I have only been married a mere 4 months and already I am feeling out of my comfort zone. I'm 33 and have one child from a previous relationship but this is my first marriage. My...
    Piperlou Piperlou 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't know if I should answer him "yes", because I don't know which is which, is it because I love him or pity him? I don't even know what should I feel about him right now...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I know I don't want to be stuck in an office. I know I don't want to stagnate in one place for the rest of my life. I know I don't want to remain constant. But, I don't know what...
    CMInk2 CMInk2 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Living in SD for over 2 years now I'm not sure what I'm doing, I have blocked myself so much out of the world that I don't know how to make friends, I don't like to be social, and...
    blackskys blackskys 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I'm 20 years old. I finish high school in December/2010 and back then I was really confused about career choices. I tried fashion, kinda liked it but not really. Then I thought I...
    carolbarth carolbarth 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I just got into this argument with my grandma. She's seriously getting on my last nerve. She's trying to tell me that I should grow up, and I said, "That's not my problem." She...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 4

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    All I want, is to be the only one. Is that so much to ask? Why do you have to talk to other women, it hurts me, and frankly, I guess you don't give a F. I don't know what to do...
    lonelyStonerGirl lonelyStonerGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    So I accidentally browsed ur profile on the dating website and what you wrote just make me curious, this is how we know each other. We met in person in a very short term w/o...
    TaiwanSag TaiwanSag 26-30, F a week ago

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    I have been with my boyfriend for 4 1/2 years. We met at university through a mutual friend. We don't live together as we live and work in different cities and I am still caring...
    MsRugbygirl19 MsRugbygirl19 22-25, F Aug 21

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    It happened to me yesterday and I still don't know what to think about it. There already is someone I already love (we're not in a relationship though, I wrote about it in my...
    GlowingHeart GlowingHeart 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I want to do whatever makes me happy, I want let out the free spirit I have in my mind. I wanted to be a nurse, but I noticed how complicated it is getting into nursing schools in...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25

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