I Just Don't Know Anymore

Amongst all the things i have going on something that made me smile and mad at the same time . I went to visit someone at a prison yesterday secure lot hell!!!! I parked my car , locked it and went in . There are cameras everywhere and...

Marriage is getting harder and finding that other matching half of you to spend the rest of your life with even harder...
We have our illusions of grandeur in how and what marriage is supposed to mean. For me it meant that mister right...

I made a decision at a very young age to save myself for marriage. I am very firm on this.it is the greatest thing, however.... Extreamly difficult. I may be a virgin at 20 years of age,but I have literally dated just about every guy in...

We argue.  A lot.   It's never anything too drastic, but we "talk over" each other and it gets loud and I go into panic mode. But when all is said and done, he apologizes and I accept.  Every single time...

Don't know,What's it all about,Just don't know,No more,Please,Can someone help?Let me in,We can be friends.

Chicks probably understand it more than guys when someone does it but in the end we are all clueless.

Your parents say we will never lie to you
Then they tell you bout the Easter bunny and Christmas gifts

How someone says you can tell...

Life is not the same as it is for the average person. I have gotten by, but at a much slower pace than most people. I wonder if people will ever accept me for who I am and know I am not the same; if ever I will be believed with all I...

I knew what I wanted to do when I was young. I didn’t come from a happy family but there were things that I was passionate about. As time went by, I became more and more confused. About my dreams, my purpose, my existence. What...

I don't know any other way to start this off except to just start from the very beginning. Here goes.

Today, my father had the day off from work. My brother and I were going to go to Queens with our aunt but there was a change of...

I let the things my daughter did to me go in hopes of being involved with my grandchildren and three times now she has managed to mess up my plans to stop by and see them.  On my grand daughters 10th birthday June 21 I called to...

hi, one blessed love for you, have a nice day . me love that

After having had feelings, deep feelings at that, about someone, and then ending the friendship/relationship because of complicated reasons, I still find myself thinking about that person and wishing things had turned out differently. I...

I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I am making progress, I don't feel like I am.

And I know it's unforgivable...The news is all bullshit. But I keep hearing about North Korea....Jesus. We actually take them as a real country? Look, they're a dictatorship, and they stir the pot more than the Russians ever did...Why...

I was born with out knowing anything about life, but I will not leave it with out knowing it.

I just don't know anymore what is with me eh?