I Just Don't Know What to Do Anymore

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    Everyone seems to have a plan

    for their future but I'm left behind just wanting to have a content life. Am I selfish or wrong?
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    Everything is just so hard I'm losing

    who I am. I'm tired of feeling low , lost,depressed in waned like invisible AMD I don't know what to do I just want to be lvoed and protected by someone who carws . :(
    lela201465 lela201465
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2015

    I can somewhat lucid dream.

    It's been that way for awhile now and it's not like I can change the details or "plot" but I can choose what topic I want. And it works 7/10 times. When it doesn't, it's usually another topic that my subconscious seemed more important. Last night I decided to try to dream of...
    Skippytay Skippytay
    18-21, F
    Dec 13, 2015

    To whoever reading this I have to thank you.

    ..... I had posted a story about myself worrying about my mom and I being homeless. This did come to pass and we were homeless for about two months. Finally my mom and I rented a 1 bedroom trailer ( I sleep on the couch) but the main fact is that now we have another slumlord of...
    Angelspeace Angelspeace
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    Gravity Falls is ending.

    What do I do with my life now?
    xXShellyBeanXx xXShellyBeanXx
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015

    me. I love this planet.

    the life, evolution. the beautiful trial and error of it all. the love, the grace, the childishness, the simplicity, yadda yadda. I hate the destruction. running beautiful lake Nicaragua for minerals and mining. no care for the long term, forcing petiole in China and Taiwan to...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    The title says it all

    but I can't do anything about it 😑
    deleted deleted
    Dec 30, 2014

    I Wish...

    My mum is my life. Without her I do not know what I would do... I'd be completely and utterly lost -and that is not to say that i am not already. I live and breathe for my mum. as she says that me and my little brother are her reason for waking up in the morning and doing what...
    Vuilgeboost Vuilgeboost
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2011

    It's been a while since I've let go of

    so many things. I let go of dreams, goals and relationships. College is coming up and I'm going to do mechanical engineering but I don't know what to expect or whatever. Emotionally stressed, no girl, can't work much cuz of family/property issues damn. I need something to...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 10, 2015

    So pissed soooo ****** pissed Don't ask

    why I just need to let people know I'm pissed off
    zomaee zomaee
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2014

    Depression is all coming back to me like a

    crumbling block. It's like every time I decide to get help or better myself it gets worst and worst. It's like I meant to be depressed and I don't think I will ever get better from it either. Depression is like once you get into it you can't get out. It is like a trap for life...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 17, 2015

    I Don't Know.

    All I'm gonna say is that my family is lucky to have me to abuse for no sane man woud tolerate it.
    matt2140 matt2140
    16-17, M
    Aug 30, 2010

    ...and Outside, It's Beginning to Rain.

    I'm currently sitting at Panera with my laptop. My Jeep is out in the parking lot. Inside the Jeep is my pillow and blanket, a backpack with clothes for the next two days, toiletries, and my phone charger. I've got my purse next to me, with almost $100 inside. I've got a debit...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Aug 1, 2009

    I'm trying to be positive,

    trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at home all day so i cant even keep up with the everyday housework, let alone get time to myself. I've got so many ideas of what...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2014

    It's been three days

    since I last spoke to this girl that I've been crazy about... S$3 said she was too however we've began today drift away.. We've been talking for about four months. She didn't text me back, I didn't even try texting her and haven't. However she likes a picture on my Instagram...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 18, 2015

    Life is just way too complicated.

    With the pressures of finances, emotional pressures, work pressure or the lack there of, peer pressure, I am amazed more people don't feel as disappointed with life as I am. Or maybe they do and deal with it better. I hate feeling alone.
    justme1966 justme1966
    1 Response May 13, 2015

    Im Not In Love Anymore But He Wont Leave Me Alone

    Hi, after 2.5yrs of taking my boyfriends crap I dont love him anymore. He wore my love down over time from ignoring me when I tried to talk to him, by not listening to me or hearing me, by not supporting me emotionally in any way while I was pregnant (unplanned), not sharing...
    want2bfree want2bfree
    2 Responses May 27, 2009

    What.... I Don't Even.

    I have depression and sometimes I feel like my friends secretly are being annoyed by me, or that my depression is pushing them away. Now, my depression doesn't always make me cry. It makes me anxious and nervous, too. So it's not like I'm always sad around my friends. I only have...
    emipurple emipurple
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    Stuck Being Alone

    I really don't know what to do anymore, I am only getting older and older now and I am still alone and I can't figure out why. I have never been that great at meeting new people and I know this, but I can not figure out why I can never seem to make any connection with any girls...
    aloneAlex aloneAlex
    4 Responses Dec 10, 2011

    My Life Is In A Ditch....

    I don't think my life could get any worse..my life is so down hill i dint think i could go any further down.my mom is addicted to pain medication- she is in an abusive relationship.its the middle of winter and we have no heat, we have no hot water so i cant even take a shower, we...
    doloris doloris
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2012

    Need Some Advice

    when my boyfriend and i first got together i told him i didnt want anymore kids because i already have 2 from a previous marriage and they are a handful, ages 3 and 4.  at the time he said he was fine with that in fact up until a couple months ago he was fine with that...
    PerfectlyBroken PerfectlyBroken
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 1, 2010

    13 October 2009, 9.05am, Sunny

    Today is the 4th day we have not been speaking..texting...nor emailing.  I have tried to call you twice yesterday... Left you one text message  letting you know " I would like to hear your part of the story, if you are ignoring my calls and emails.. ...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 12, 2009

    Long story short. I feel head over heals

    for a married man. I have been trying to google my questions but nothing is working right. I didn't have an interest in him at first then one day I started to like him. So a few weeks went by and I finally invited him out. The connection we had was amazing and real. Nothing I...
    thoughtofanguish thoughtofanguish
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 14, 2014

    My parents are great,

    but when it some to scolding I just don't understand. They scold me for the smallest things, and they complain on everything I do. I clean, they have to complain on something on either putting something in the wrong place or asking too many questions etc. the other day my dad...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    Now, my dad is so blind to all of his issues,

    and mistakes, it's killing my family and shredding it apart, he said he loves us, but he won't even let us tell him what is bothering us about his attitude or how he treats us. He shuts us up before we can finish what we are saying. And if we try to continue talking to him about...
    HiiroTenshi HiiroTenshi
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    I'm currently taking an advance math class

    but I failed it.. My parents want to cancel my summer school so we can go on a trip. But if i cancel it then I'd have to take that math class again next year. Problem is..I'll be in regular math. And I wanted to stay in Advance math class through all high school.
    LingExo LingExo
    18-21, F
    Jun 3, 2014

    I am 5'4 and 110. I think I'm fat.

    Am I over weight? I feel like an over weight obese pumpkin..
    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 14, 2014

    A long time ago i messed up,

    made the wrong choices, now she's here, not for long, how do I tell her I'm sorry? that I don't want her to leave? I've waited a long time to show how much I've changed. It's breaking me knowing she's going to leave
    bleedingouttheeyes bleedingouttheeyes
    31-35, M
    Feb 13, 2015

    Being Homeschooled Gave Me Depression):

    Over the summer my mom was thinking about home schooling me and my brother. So I started thinking about it and tried everything I could to get my mom not to but she wanted to "do whats best for me". So I started just randomly crying nonstop every night, I talked to my friend...
    Hydergirl4ever Hydergirl4ever
    13-15, F
    Oct 23, 2012

    I'm starting to question

    why I'm doing the stuff I'm doing (mostly my job) and I am not coming with good answers. I think I should change my life but I'm not sure what to do or where to start.
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    Missing Signs Or Going The Right Direction

    my boyfriend proposed to be on jul 20th, i was excited, happy, n all that but in the pit of my stomach was doubt and i still have that doubt. when we first started dating we both cheated on each other, he cheated while on tdy with 2 girls and i cheated with my exboyfriend. i...
    PerfectlyBroken PerfectlyBroken
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2010

    I just read a yaoi about a guy trying to get

    his boyfriend have sex with him, but his boyfriend is shy. When they were at the gym the uke (bottom who wants to get ******) got trapped on some nets, and the seme (top shy guy) goes all perv fisherman mode. So there foreplay or what ever you call it was about fishes and see...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 17, 2015

    There's so many different sides to me

    and I'm beginning to wonder, which one of these sides is actually me. I have lost count of how many times I have laid here and dreamt about my life being over. My life just evaporating as if it never actually happened. I have lost count of the amount of times I have laid here...
    BeingSara BeingSara
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2014

    My man always fine time

    for everyone else but me! If I can't spend time with Him, then who can I spend it with? Tried of feeling lonely..
    mzcutepie mzcutepie
    26-30, F
    Jun 3, 2014

    I've tried. I worked really hard to make my

    wants and needs clear to him. I don't know if he's not willing or not able to meet them but regardless, I'm sad and lonely...what do I do?
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae
    46-50, F
    Jun 15, 2015

    I'm going to highschool far away from my city

    for a year already,but since I came here,my life is hell,i had so many problems:i had to deal with new classmates and new teachers,and both are horrible,the classmates made fun of me because of my height(i'm really tall),not to mention there are some girls who think they are the...
    rowenablack rowenablack
    16-17, F
    May 12, 2014
    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie
    16-17, F
    May 13, 2014


    I still have not found a solution of how to react anymore towards this 'auto disconnect' chat I seems to be encountering each time I am on line with him... I somehow do know what is going on...but yet I can't tell him... or can't confront him. To me..if skype is...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    Jul 16, 2009

    My boyfriend of 11months keeps breaking up with

    me everytime we have a little argument. We don't live together but i stay to his place sometimes. yesterday he told me to take everything. anything that is left will be thrown out. The routine is when we talk again he would say like l
    dramaqueen79 dramaqueen79
    36-40, F
    3 Responses May 12, 2014

    I don't think I ever really did know what to do

    next. I just kind of bump into things. I don't have any plans, I wouldn't know how to make one if I tried
    ScarlettLily ScarlettLily
    22-25, F
    Jun 12, 2015


    Where am I?.. This isn't my life This isn't whom I was meant to be.. Where should I go?.. Where's all those " friends " That told me they'll always be there?.. Where's that hope?.. That I always believed in?.. Where is tomorrow?.. That I'm dying waiting for.. Who can I trust...
    Hope1001 Hope1001
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2013

    I am a cliche. I am a 'trophy wife' whose much

    older husband no longer wants her. I really miss being loved and having companionship. This is so not what I expected my life to be.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    I was once brought into foster care.

    I am now adopted. I have no people I love In my life and all I want is my birth mom. I think about her every night of every day and I literally cry myself to sleep. I need somebody to talk to.. Help!
    mackenziemarie mackenziemarie
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 13, 2014

    Yesterday my fiancé asked me

    if I loved him, and I couldn't actually say thta I did. I don't know anymore, and he won't accept the wait and see response. If he forces me to make a decision now, it won't play in his favor. I don't know if we should end it, or if I should wait until he recovers like I have...
    Buttahcup Buttahcup
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2015
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