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I Just Don't Know

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 168 People

    What My Future Has In Store For Me

    Nobody does, but I wish I did know.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Mar 22, 2013

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    i just dont know what to say,

    what to feel,what to do..im offering all to our lord God..to God be the glory
    yrinmairi25 yrinmairi25 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F Jun 23, 2014

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    Missing Autumn And The Wishing Well

    I remember when I was 3 or 4 years old I had this stereo speaker and a nine volt battery and I would touch the battery to the speaker and listen to all the strange sounds it would make and it was the most amazing thing I could ever have imagined as a child. "What sort of sorcery...
    Phaethon Phaethon 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    Which Way Is Up?

    so... erm... what are we? for all we know we can be a speck in someone elses universe... i just dont know. which way is up?... is there an up? i mean there is an above but how do we know that is up...  it could be down or sideways. why does 2 plus 2 equal 4? and 3 plus...
    Shae Shae 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2007

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    People

    I'm one of those people where if you message me and say something like "Hey beautiful." Or anything similar to that I take it as an insult. I think some people don't realize that telling a person whose skinny but doesn't believe that their skinny, that they take it as an insult...
    margaret707 margaret707 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    Idk

    I am having serious doubts with what I want to do with my life. I thought I had it all planned out. I was going to go to college for graphic design and minor In advertising. That would eventually lead me to the fashion industry. However, yesterday I had an epiphany, something...
    emmie92 emmie92 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Just want to be happy

    and not depressed
    jon1981 jon1981 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    What's worse, telling someone off

    and risk hurting them or just walking away and leaving them confused
    hidingfromthewindows hidingfromthewindows 18-21, F May 30, 2014

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    The last 2 days have been worse.

    My work know I have struggled with life, but don't know how this has caused my recent absence. Since I heard of the death of Peaches Geldoff I have evied her her escape. I don't think this is a new thing, just that this death gave me a focus. I drive to work every day knowing...
    Aspell Aspell 31-35 2 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Clueless

    You know what, I just don't know?...But I do know this though, I do know im cool and sexy with a tad drop of awesome. And that's what I know for sure, the rest is just a blur to my mind.So yeah......Bye
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Oct 22, 2012

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    sassy19love sassy19love 16-17 Sep 25, 2014

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    I think I am a bad person.

    After 10 years of working jobs that have made me unhappy (and I have self medicated with alcohol) my husband has finally given me the chance to work on self-employment. In spite of that, today I drank 2 bottles of wine, which he now knows about. I don't know why I felt the urge...
    Aspell Aspell 31-35 5 days ago

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    What do i believe? Where am i supposed to be?

    I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of being alone, but when i'm with others I feel paranoid. There is nowhere that is safe. Not in my head, not with others. Its predictable. Its shameful.
    D3stiny D3stiny 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2007

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    itsjennyjaa itsjennyjaa 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M Sep 23, 2007

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    I Can't Get You

    My life has been in a gigantic spiral, running and jumping to some unknown area. It makes me feel almost like Mario, accept I ain't looking for my Princess Peach, or am I?What's my Princess Peach? Who is my Princess Peach? Is it even a princess? I hope not I'm not really into...
    MauMauDra MauMauDra 18-21, F Feb 10, 2011

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    I just don't know how to start to live life

    alone.far away,without the people who can hurt me. I just don't know if its still possible to start all over again and make only good and happy memories at my age now. I just don't know when I will have the courage to just leave and be free. I just don't know.
    akirayuuki akirayuuki 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    this is going to be one of those brittany rants that i'm not going to filter and make pretty. if you like pretty, then stop reading. THE SAME WAY THAT IF YOU ONLY LIKE PRETTY GIRLS...
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I don't know if I want kids and it freaks me out. My s/o wants kids some day. But he always knows that I'm not sure if I do. I guess I've been waiting for something to sway me one...
    TheKristaJo TheKristaJo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I can't help but compare myself to others. My friends are more than just full time students. Here I am at home, still living with my parents, gaming, hardly a social life and no...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    This life wow! I just don't know what I feel anymore. I just know I'm tired. I have these dreams of driving through the country air. Fresh and beautiful trees. Green pretty grass...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I have recently found myself in a place where I don’t know anymore. I constantly feel like a failure. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I mess up everything. I can’t...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I don't know anything. I can't figure out anything. I don't know what I want, who I want, where I want to go. I am breathing, existing, taking up space. But that's all. Oh - but i...
    ecress ecress 18-21, F Mar 4

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    I started university september 2013 and shortly before that I'd looked online to find other people who were going to be going to the same one, and started talking to a boy who I'll...
    apismellifera4 apismellifera4 18-21, T Mar 15

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    I recently married my husband back in 2014, and yes I knew what I was getting myself into when we got married. His mother lives with him, and I total understand she is because she...
    Loveis0 Loveis0 22-25, F Mar 17

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    When grown man who look about 40-50 years old and they tell me I look beautiful I don't know how to take they're compliment. If I say thank you, they're going to think I'm trying...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I honestly don't know who I am. I can't make long lasting decisions. I don't know what I want to do with life. I don't know what hobbies i want to do. I'm confused about my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 8

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    I I keep getting on here hoping that I'll see something or talk to someone, and that I'll recognize what I'm searching for when I see it. I don't know what I'm looking for. I don...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I've been with him for four years, we were planning on getting married in July of this year but three days ago he went to the gym and this guy that works at the clinic told him I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12

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    Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing in life. I just can't get up enough motivation to do the things I want/ need to do no matter I talk about doing. Part of be gets really...
    Blessedbyfae Blessedbyfae 22-25, F Mar 17

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    In fact, the more I learn, the more I realize I don't know. I only speak one language reasonably well, with a basic grasp of two more and novelty phrases in perhaps a half dozen...
    LysistratasWeakness2 LysistratasWeakness2 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I’m at a crossroads. I have been with my husband for 10 years; married for half of that time. We had years of bliss. We met in college and grew together. We loved each other...
    lostinthemountains lostinthemountains 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am really concerned about my parents. They seem to be fighting all of the time, and they're always angry. I don't know how to help them, and I really wish I could. I know I am...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I am no longer sure if I still am in love with him or just comfortable and love him like a bestfriend. If I leave him I don't have much family and the ones I have I'm not really...
    kclayne kclayne 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    My husband hides me from his family. We are married for two years now. He has not told them that he's married nor have I met any of his family. He talks to them over the phone and...
    superbev superbev 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I don't know what happened to me ? 5 months ago something happened that changed my life forever. I met Chris. Being as naive and innocent as I was, I trusted a stranger with no...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    i'm kinda scared of us breaking up.. were 14 and 15 and having a baby... but don't want his support as a friend i want his support as a boyfriend.. someone that will love me and...
    xxsanekittenxx xxsanekittenxx 13-15, F Mar 16

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    My brother keeps on hitting me and hurting me lately. I know that he has done it all my life but now I cant stand it. I cant cope with the pain it causes. I really want to leave...
    oceaneyes97 oceaneyes97 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    There's always an undertone of melancholy within me. Sometimes I can feel the beauty in it, enjoy it. But most of the time it feels heavy. Maybe it depends on my sensitivity, I don...
    Strawberrryfieldsforever Strawberrryfieldsforever 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I've never been in love or in an actual relationship. I know what love from my family feels like but from a stranger? I don't know I've just never had that feeling.
    Marytiredofbeingordinary Marytiredofbeingordinary 16-17, F 1 Response