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I Just Don't Know

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 174 People

    Idk

    I am having serious doubts with what I want to do with my life. I thought I had it all planned out. I was going to go to college for graphic design and minor In advertising. That would eventually lead me to the fashion industry. However, yesterday I had an epiphany, something...
    emmie92 emmie92 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Missing Autumn And The Wishing Well

    I remember when I was 3 or 4 years old I had this stereo speaker and a nine volt battery and I would touch the battery to the speaker and listen to all the strange sounds it would make and it was the most amazing thing I could ever have imagined as a child. "What sort of sorcery...
    Phaethon Phaethon 31-35, M Jan 11, 2013

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    Clueless

    You know what, I just don't know?...But I do know this though, I do know im cool and sexy with a tad drop of awesome. And that's what I know for sure, the rest is just a blur to my mind.So yeah......Bye
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Oct 22, 2012

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    I just don't know how to start to live life

    alone.far away,without the people who can hurt me. I just don't know if its still possible to start all over again and make only good and happy memories at my age now. I just don't know when I will have the courage to just leave and be free. I just don't know.
    akirayuuki akirayuuki 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F Jun 23, 2014

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    I don't know how to tell my professor

    that I don't want anything related with her because she is the cause of my trauma, stress, anxiety and panic attacks. If you speak spanish please add me on Tumblr: http://unalocaysumundo.tumblr.com
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2007

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    What's worse, telling someone off

    and risk hurting them or just walking away and leaving them confused
    hidingfromthewindows hidingfromthewindows 18-21, F May 30, 2014

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    What do i believe? Where am i supposed to be?

    I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of being alone, but when i'm with others I feel paranoid. There is nowhere that is safe. Not in my head, not with others. Its predictable. Its shameful.
    D3stiny D3stiny 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    sassy19love sassy19love 16-17 Sep 25, 2014

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    People

    I'm one of those people where if you message me and say something like "Hey beautiful." Or anything similar to that I take it as an insult. I think some people don't realize that telling a person whose skinny but doesn't believe that their skinny, that they take it as an insult...
    margaret707 margaret707 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    What My Future Has In Store For Me

    Nobody does, but I wish I did know.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Mar 22, 2013

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    itsjennyjaa itsjennyjaa 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    The last 2 days have been worse.

    My work know I have struggled with life, but don't know how this has caused my recent absence. Since I heard of the death of Peaches Geldoff I have evied her her escape. I don't think this is a new thing, just that this death gave me a focus. I drive to work every day knowing...
    Aspell Aspell 31-35 2 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M Sep 23, 2007

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    Just want to be happy

    and not depressed
    jon1981 jon1981 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Which Way Is Up?

    so... erm... what are we? for all we know we can be a speck in someone elses universe... i just dont know. which way is up?... is there an up? i mean there is an above but how do we know that is up...  it could be down or sideways. why does 2 plus 2 equal 4? and 3 plus...
    Shae Shae 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2007

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    i just dont know what to say,

    what to feel,what to do..im offering all to our lord God..to God be the glory
    yrinmairi25 yrinmairi25 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I think I am a bad person.

    After 10 years of working jobs that have made me unhappy (and I have self medicated with alcohol) my husband has finally given me the chance to work on self-employment. In spite of that, today I drank 2 bottles of wine, which he now knows about. I don't know why I felt the urge...
    Aspell Aspell 31-35 Mar 23

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    I Can't Get You

    My life has been in a gigantic spiral, running and jumping to some unknown area. It makes me feel almost like Mario, accept I ain't looking for my Princess Peach, or am I?What's my Princess Peach? Who is my Princess Peach? Is it even a princess? I hope not I'm not really into...
    MauMauDra MauMauDra 18-21, F Feb 10, 2011

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    Like I have no ******* clue. My entire life has been all about what other people want and I just accepted it early on. It always been about them so I never really thought about me...
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    I've had a crush of my friend's sister, who's just a year under me, for a few years now, but as I stand today I really don't know what she thinks of me. When I first started...
    dalekguy97 dalekguy97 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I’m at a crossroads. I have been with my husband for 10 years; married for half of that time. We had years of bliss. We met in college and grew together. We loved each other...
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    One of my friends confided in me that there are sexual assault charges against him. I don't know what to do. He doesn't know about my own personal experience with a mutual friend...
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    He did it again last night. I wasn't expecting him to, I really wasn't. I thought, I hoped, that it was only a one off. That he'd maybe just go back to the hitting, the physical...
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