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I Just Don't Know

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 113 People

    Which Way Is Up?

    so... erm... what are we? for all we know we can be a speck in someone elses universe... i just dont know. which way is up?... is there an up? i mean there is an above but how do we know that is up...  it could be down or sideways. why does 2 plus 2 equal 4? and 3 plus...
    Shae Shae 16-18, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2007

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2007

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    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS 36-40, M Sep 23, 2007

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    People

    I'm one of those people where if you message me and say something like "Hey beautiful." Or anything similar to that I take it as an insult. I think some people don't realize that telling a person whose skinny but doesn't believe that their skinny, that they take it as an insult...
    margaret707 margaret707 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    Missing Autumn And The Wishing Well

    I remember when I was 3 or 4 years old I had this stereo speaker and a nine volt battery and I would touch the battery to the speaker and listen to all the strange sounds it would make and it was the most amazing thing I could ever have imagined as a child. "What sort of sorcery...
    Phaethon Phaethon 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    What's worse, telling someone off

    and risk hurting them or just walking away and leaving them confused
    hidingfromthewindows hidingfromthewindows 18-21, F May 30

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    itsjennyjaa itsjennyjaa 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I Can't Get You

    My life has been in a gigantic spiral, running and jumping to some unknown area. It makes me feel almost like Mario, accept I ain't looking for my Princess Peach, or am I?What's my Princess Peach? Who is my Princess Peach? Is it even a princess? I hope not I'm not really into...
    MauMauDra MauMauDra 18-21, F Feb 10, 2011

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    sassy19love sassy19love 13-15 4 days ago

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    The last 2 days have been worse.

    My work know I have struggled with life, but don't know how this has caused my recent absence. Since I heard of the death of Peaches Geldoff I have evied her her escape. I don't think this is a new thing, just that this death gave me a focus. I drive to work every day knowing...
    Aspell Aspell 31-35 2 Responses Apr 8

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    What My Future Has In Store For Me

    Nobody does, but I wish I did know.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Mar 22, 2013

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    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F Jun 23

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    Read some disenheartening things my wife wrote.

    Dreaming of being across the ocean in his arms. How she's so unhappy being my wife and a mother and now she wants a tattoo with piano keys. She doesn't play piano nor do I. But "he" does. I've tried so very hard to make her happy. But apparently its an impossibility where I'm...
    handsomeugly handsomeugly 41-45, M Jun 24

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    Clueless

    You know what, I just don't know?...But I do know this though, I do know im cool and sexy with a tad drop of awesome. And that's what I know for sure, the rest is just a blur to my mind.So yeah......Bye
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Oct 22, 2012

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    Idk

    I am having serious doubts with what I want to do with my life. I thought I had it all planned out. I was going to go to college for graphic design and minor In advertising. That would eventually lead me to the fashion industry. However, yesterday I had an epiphany, something...
    emmie92 emmie92 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I've been working in an office for 2 years. Early in this summer, I got a new boss. He is overly demanding and abusive. He always gives me unreasonable deadlines, and if I can't...
    calmbear calmbear 22-25, F 23 mins ago

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    I don’t know why I knocked on the door of my only friend when I hit rock bottom and was afraid to being alone. I don’t know why he took advantage of me, I was 17, and I didn...
    starchild3 starchild3 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I know I don't want to be stuck in an office. I know I don't want to stagnate in one place for the rest of my life. I know I don't want to remain constant. But, I don't know what...
    CMInk2 CMInk2 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    So I accidentally browsed ur profile on the dating website and what you wrote just make me curious, this is how we know each other. We met in person in a very short term w/o...
    TaiwanSag TaiwanSag 26-30, F Sep 11

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    I'm not sure if I'm bi or not. But about a year ago, I started feeling really strongly for my (female) best friend. One of my other friends introduced me to her, and we got really...
    skywords skywords 13-15, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Honestly. I'm just going to vent for myself and my needs. If you want to read and write something below as advice or anything, thank you. But it's not necessary. Well, here goes...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 1 Response Sep 7

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    I'm fifteen years old. Fifteen. And I have absolutely zero idea who I am. It must be the "hormones"... Seriously, why do adults feel the need to blame it on hormones all of the...
    taintedanddainty taintedanddainty 13-15, F Sep 17

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    I love my boyfriend a lot, I know I'm young so save the talk lol, but I really do. But I really think I love him for the wrong reason. He took my virginity and was my first kiss...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I am torn between my home countries. One in Europe, the other in the middle east. My father is one side the mother the other. My brothers divorced when my parents did. They took my...
    jesper9 jesper9 22-25 6 days ago

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    I don't know why my life is the way it is. I don't know why I have the feelings I do. I don't know why I hate everything. I don't know why I'm so sad. I don't know why life is so...
    Lilwillbe Lilwillbe 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I need to do something before I kill myself. I've tried before. I stayed in a mental facility for a bit but ultimately it achieved nothing. No matter what I say, I really can't...
    drealene drealene 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm 23 years old and graduated high school in 2009, I was always good in school and people always told me I would succeed in whatever I did. They were wrong. I went to college but...
    23andconfused 23andconfused 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    So the past year has been a lot of changes. 5 different jobs, homeless for 3 months, and finally settled into a new apartment. But I'm still just lost. Bouncing around, not knowing...
    Humming247 Humming247 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    Center of attention once again but you don't understand no you don't understand then they try to tell me who i am but they don't understand no...you want a perfect picture to...
    Yovanna Yovanna 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I'm at a cross roads. Every path is dark and has things to get over or avoid. I don't know what to do I feel the weight of decisions I feel the responsibility of making decisions...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Things are so wonderful and so awful, I got with a girl 13 days ago, thing is that people keep talking bad about her. Today my cousin, my parabati (for those of you who don't get...
    geary97 geary97 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 16

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    Do I really have anything left now? My family doesn't talk to me as a person, only something that gets schoolwork done. Do I even have friends? I barely get to talk to one, another...
    YoureMyGlowstone YoureMyGlowstone 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    I'm 21 years old. I've always dated men. I cut my hair short (like Keira Knightley in Domino) when I was 13. I was called "dyke spikes" all through high school, even after my hair...
    NotaDisneyPrincess NotaDisneyPrincess 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have all these delusional thoughts. Like my dead parents are alive, like someone is plotting against me, that I'm being held captive by people who claim to be my family. I can't...
    calliope95 calliope95 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    New to all of this. Help please I feel like my marriage is falling apart and I don't know what to do. My husband and I have been married for 9 years and have been together for 10...
    hopeful1220 hopeful1220 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I'm 20 years old. I finish high school in December/2010 and back then I was really confused about career choices. I tried fashion, kinda liked it but not really. Then I thought I...
    carolbarth carolbarth 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Living in SD for over 2 years now I'm not sure what I'm doing, I have blocked myself so much out of the world that I don't know how to make friends, I don't like to be social, and...
    blackskys blackskys 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I don't know what I'm writing even, I really don't. When i sleep waay too late at night I always have bad thoughts and all smoched together feelings. The past few days I have...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F Sep 4

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    I feel spent and I don't know how much I have left to give. The best of me has been blown recklessly carelessly like my life is the equivalent of a night in Vegas I'm sure that I...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F Sep 8

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    I feel like I have spent the 20 years I've been alive trying to do things that other people would like and appreciate and that makes me feel like I don't know anything about myself...
    rubyred237 rubyred237 18-21 1 Response Sep 8

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    Once again, I met someone new. I liked him, he was ok... for a while. I lost interest and I don't know why. I can't explain myself how it happens. It just does... I don't wanna see...
    Ushuaia Ushuaia 26-30, F Sep 9

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    I wish I had someone to hang out with tonight. I feel like being social. But I don't know if I feel like going to a high school football game. It's kind if cold, I'd be going by...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Sep 12

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    I just don't know anymore, nothing ever seems to go right for me. I just want to be loved properly instead of people pretending to love me. I hate everyday I wake up. I'm slowly...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F Sep 15

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    My partner of 4 years broke up with me a week ago. We were planning to be married next year. We are originally from India but currently live in the US. When I first met him, I was...
    mkist mkist 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Two summers ago I moved in with my one of my older sisters. Ever since I moved in with her I have been watching her child for her while she worked. For the longest time I wasn't...
    MsHesitationsx3 MsHesitationsx3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    i can't find my passion and i don't have any talent. i feel pretty much doomed. no achievement in life, no useful experience, not much skill. i might graduate from college this...
    doremio doremio 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Everyday just seems so grey to me. I don't think there's something to looked forward to and I don't think I'm interested in anything anymore. I keep blaming myself for the small...
    humairaaiman humairaaiman 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi, I have read several stories but I feel that I need to say this. First, I’m shy and new here. I don’t know how to make friends. I speak with people at school, “good day...
    Accord2 Accord2 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Him and I met last year in August , we began to talk here and there. But, then every time I would talk to him via twitter ot text he would always reply, if it was about how his day...
    ALEHTHEKID ALEHTHEKID 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30