I Just Don't Know

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 226 People

    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS
    36-40, M
    Sep 23, 2007

    Missing Autumn And The Wishing Well

    I remember when I was 3 or 4 years old I had this stereo speaker and a nine volt battery and I would touch the battery to the speaker and listen to all the strange sounds it would make and it was the most amazing thing I could ever have imagined as a child. "What sort of sorcery...
    Phaethon Phaethon
    31-35, M
    Jan 11, 2013

    Hi. I don't know how to start this,

    so I'll just jump right in. I live with a larger than average family with little to no income. I'm a 14 year old high school freshman. I honestly think I hate my life. My grades are falling fast and I have finals in a couple of weeks. I'm far behind my classmates because...
    MaleekW MaleekW
    16-17, M
    May 6, 2015

    Which Way Is Up?

    so... erm... what are we? for all we know we can be a speck in someone elses universe... i just dont know. which way is up?... is there an up? i mean there is an above but how do we know that is up...  it could be down or sideways. why does 2 plus 2 equal 4? and 3 plus...
    Shae Shae
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2007

    What do i believe? Where am i supposed to be?

    I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of being alone, but when i'm with others I feel paranoid. There is nowhere that is safe. Not in my head, not with others. Its predictable. Its shameful.
    D3stiny D3stiny
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    Just want to be happy

    and not depressed
    jon1981 jon1981
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 25, 2015

    Idk

    I am having serious doubts with what I want to do with my life. I thought I had it all planned out. I was going to go to college for graphic design and minor In advertising. That would eventually lead me to the fashion industry. However, yesterday I had an epiphany, something...
    emmie92 emmie92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2011

    What My Future Has In Store For Me

    Nobody does, but I wish I did know.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Mar 22, 2013

    I Can't Get You

    My life has been in a gigantic spiral, running and jumping to some unknown area. It makes me feel almost like Mario, accept I ain't looking for my Princess Peach, or am I?What's my Princess Peach? Who is my Princess Peach? Is it even a princess? I hope not I'm not really into...
    MauMauDra MauMauDra
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2011

    I think I am a bad person.

    After 10 years of working jobs that have made me unhappy (and I have self medicated with alcohol) my husband has finally given me the chance to work on self-employment. In spite of that, today I drank 2 bottles of wine, which he now knows about. I don't know why I felt the urge...
    Aspell Aspell
    31-35
    Mar 23, 2015

    i just dont know what to say,

    what to feel,what to do..im offering all to our lord God..to God be the glory
    yrinmairi25 yrinmairi25
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2015

    Wow. I looked at my last post on here.

    Its from 2013. That's how long it has been since I even logged into this site. I guess I only use this when life takes a turn for the worse. Here I am almost three years later. Why am I here? Well, it has been a long 3.5 years. Marriage break up in August 2012, first...
    TogetherAlone2 TogetherAlone2
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 8

    How long can you keep up all this facade?

    How long until you get tired of it all? How long until you can't take another step anywhere? How long till you return back? How long until everything ends...?
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 24
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72
    41-45, F
    Jun 23, 2014

    I just don't know how to start to live life

    alone.far away,without the people who can hurt me. I just don't know if its still possible to start all over again and make only good and happy memories at my age now. I just don't know when I will have the courage to just leave and be free. I just don't know.
    akirayuuki akirayuuki
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2015

    I'm just staring at the canvas,

    waiting for inspiration, stuck in the painting.
    Nonotu Nonotu
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 3

    The last 2 days have been worse.

    My work know I have struggled with life, but don't know how this has caused my recent absence. Since I heard of the death of Peaches Geldoff I have evied her her escape. I don't think this is a new thing, just that this death gave me a focus. I drive to work every day knowing...
    Aspell Aspell
    31-35
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 6, 2015

    Doomed?

    Am I so terrible that I am destined to be alone for the rest of my life. I know it sounds so finite and many of you probably think I'm over the top, but my life is a great big bowl of horse crap. Why? Well for starters I am probably the lonliest man on earth, at least that's how...
    RFS RFS
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 23, 2007

    What's worse, telling someone off

    and risk hurting them or just walking away and leaving them confused
    hidingfromthewindows hidingfromthewindows
    18-21, F
    May 30, 2014
    sassy19love sassy19love
    16-17
    Sep 25, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 26, 2014
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