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I Just Don't Understand Myself Sometimes

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    I Don't Understand When I ...

    I don't understand when I freak out about stupid simple things that other people do all the time... last night it was when Eric asked me to pull his dad's car into an empty spot on his street so he could put his car in the driveway and his mom could move hers so his would be in...
    mandarose524 mandarose524 26-30, F Jul 4, 2007

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    My Partner.....

    quite often says "I worry about you." My mind works really oddly and as the group title states "I just don't get myself sometimes".
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F Jul 4, 2007

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    Fear

    I just don't understand my fears. I can lie in my bed happily one day and miss my girlfriend and want nothing more than to have her in my arms and the other day I have her with me and I'm so scared because she's so close that I can't breathe. I always tell myself that when I'm...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2007

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    I Don't Know

    i am such a strange creature. I'm just amazed at the things i do.  i need to control my impulsiveness i can say no to the drugs 99.99 of the times  but it happens.   why why i ask myself are you doing this? an i can never give myself a good answer as to the...
    notsodeadpoet notsodeadpoet 18-21, M Mar 7, 2007

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    Another Funk..

    It tends to happen lately more times than not.. Just been depressin and stressin, mainly about my own behavior, and things i cannot change.... Don't know what it is with me these days.... Thought i was doing so well and then all of the sudden here Iam stuck in what i like to call...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    Nope I Don't

    Maybe now I actually am starting to feel a little sorry for my husband. I get mad at him for not understanding me but i don't even understand myself so he doesn't really stand a chance?! There was a time when I thought I knew me, now I think I lost myself somewhere and I don't...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2007

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    I Just Dont!

    this is silly. absurd even. i am supposed to be the one to know myself inside out! it is the natural thing to do, isnt it? you are supposed to take care of yourself and cater to your needs and all. but i am not like this! i dont understand most of the times. and even more ironic...
    madamoiselle madamoiselle 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    I Need Help

    Okay, im sitting at home on a saturday night, it's not that late. It's only 10.30 PM. My two good mates want me to come downtown with them for some drinks and some fun. I wanna go with them but I feel like staying at home instead. I know why that is. It is because subconciously I...
    Wraither Wraither 22-25, M 3 Responses May 3, 2008

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    Bad Grammar There, Honey. ...

    bad grammar there, honey. but its not sometimes, its all the time. but lets face it, to get into this terrortiory (ok my grammar is bad too) we are going to have to get into the whole "who am i really?" debate and that should be saved for high school english class.
    piggygoff piggygoff 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2007

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    It's Not Fair On Them.

    I expect the lads to understand me. A lot of the time they do, but other times they just haven't a clue. I shouldn't expect them to understand me because I don't even understand myself sometimes!!! But, I'm a woman and they're used to my confusing thoughts and ways.. I...
    bulletinmybutterflywing bulletinmybutterflywing 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2007

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    Me Too

    holy moly mackeral yes! usualy its in the way that i do somthing and then i tell myself not to do it again coz it makes me feel ****, but then i do it again. and i dont get that. what? do you get me?
    jess86 jess86 18-21, F Jul 4, 2007

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    A Lot More Than Sometimes, Act...

    A lot more than sometimes, actually.  Most times, I'd say.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F Jul 4, 2007

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    I Am a Weirdo

     As an individual of the USA, I am a weirdo. Plain and simple. I confuse myself with emotions and then wash everything away with logic. Am I making sense? Wait- I don't even understand what I'm saying...
    sailorJ sailorJ 18-21, F 1 Response May 28, 2009

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    I Don'T Even Know Why I'M Typing This...

    It's hard to express myself sometimes. It's hard to put it out there. Everything. It's so much easier to generalize. Intimacy scares me. Terrifies me, even. It's difficult for me to swallow what I hear from others. It's difficult for me to swallow and accept the opinions of my...
    sympathyisnotrequired sympathyisnotrequired 26-30 Mar 5, 2013

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    Hahah no I don't. I always overanalyse and overreact and make a drama out of the smallest things and I don't know why the hell I do that. It's just dumb ??
    ifyoureabirdimabird ifyoureabirdimabird 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I woke up this morning. My little sister had been in my room and made a minor mess. I f*cking lost it. Not when I woke up. I waited a good thirty minutes. Picked the mess up, and...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F Mar 31

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    Do you ever feel like you're living your life wrong?
    dandeelaion dandeelaion 18-21, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Why do people pick and choose who they can "judge"? I really can't stand some people that think that it's okay to judge a rapist, a theif etc but when it comes to other issues like...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 28

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    I really can't understand religion. As a person who wants to understand everything and wants to understand why other people think and act the way they do, I have done a fair bit...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I don't understand why my mom can't just let me be! I mean, can't she understand that I STILL HAVE DEPRESSION! AND that it isn't that simple to just wave my magic ******* wand and...
    odeybelle odeybelle 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I really, REALLY don't! Sure we all have our problems and struggles. I would think people would want to be better instead of horrible to others considering what they've been...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    I don't understand why people have casual sex. And I don't understand why men think it's cool that they've slept with a lot of women
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F Apr 2

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    What I don't understand is, if you do not like someone, why do you keep trying to be around them? And when you are around them you are mean, whiney and miserable? And on top of...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I don't understand why people could hate each other, why we could kill for money, why we get up for school, why we go to work, why we do things just because others do them, why we...
    AlejandroYme AlejandroYme 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I don't understand some people. I can totally understand if you want a pretty beautiful girlfriend. okay fine. but her attitude has gotta be tally with her looks if by any chance...
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I don't understand dudes on EP. More than most suddenly have this confidence they don't have in their real lives. Trying to hit on women on this site in the public comments are SO...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I don't understand this girl shows me her thong while going up the stairs. Some times it's accidental but for the past week this girl has been waiting for me to start going...
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I don't understand how people can say they love someone and cheat on them. I mean I read so many stories about these OW and their MM and how upset they are in their relationships...
    Willowtree78 Willowtree78 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Why? Why do I still love this girl after I told her to **** off and to never talk to me again in such burning rage? Why, after all the pain she's put me through, why do I still...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    So its okay to be rude to someone because they might not be seen as beautiful but we must always have wonderful things to say about Beautiful people. You know, because he or she...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    With the experience of working with high school girls, I try to think if I was every like the girls I work with. Reflecting on my high school years, which was about 5 years ago...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish there was a handbook of do's and don'ts in a relationship. It seems like everything is going great and then from out of the blue something minor happens but it...
    Cicek Cicek 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think there is a cycle of judgement. Those that fear judgement are judgemental themselves. Lately I've come to accept the term judgemental. I honestly don't feel that I am I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 19

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    My roommate today told me she sees me as a happy person with my life all together. I was shocked for a few seconds wondering how anyone could see that in me. Does she not notice...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    my life s just.... haha I never had anything good ever... I have worst night mares... lively in childhood never had good friends. .. I became fat ppl started to ignore me. .. then...
    kirti92 kirti92 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Why are some people against ****? I understand why some people might think it's gross, but some people actually think it exploits women, when it doesn't. Why would anyone think...
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    The daily sign into Facebook shows people mainly telling the world how crap they feel or the complete opposite - how good their life is. I think certain users can be categorized...
    DiamantesAndDiamonds DiamantesAndDiamonds 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Some people on here are really messed up. i just don't know what to say. HOw can anyone justify cheating? And how can anyone justify being a pervert? Amoungst other things. I just...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 23

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    So I'm going to come off as spoiled kid but I don't care because I need to know if what happened was normal. My day started normal as usual and I had no troubles at all except for...
    A20s A20s 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 29

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    Blocking isn't the right way to tell others that you don't want em to talk to you, especially when those people where friends. I'm not saying that blocking is bad and unacceptable...
    MariKun MariKun 16-17, M Mar 31

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    My mom had the freaken nerve to ask me if I wanted to go out with them for my sister's bday. LOL HAHAHA I just have to laugh. So my feelings don't matter and I got cussed out but...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    why people block somebody here. I have just sent a message and get answer from someone and when I try to write something to her. she blocked me!!! why? its that much hard to say, I...
    berealistic82 berealistic82 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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