I Just Dont Want To Feel This Way Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 486 People

    Talking is really something

    that comes easy to me. I lack communication skills and it's ruining friendships and relationships. It sucks to keep losing people over and over again. I don't know how to tell someone how I feel, mostly because all I feel is numb and tired, sometimes sad but that's about it. I...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    I feel like im losing it.

    I was once a healthy eater, now I'm hitting up all the fast food joints in the area. I was once a saver, now I'm buying everything I always wanted,,'just small things of course'. I use to work out on my total gym, now I'm a lazy boy user. WHATINTHEWORLD!!!!
    mattjr mattjr
    41-45, M
    May 2, 2015

    Nothing's ever really gotten better,

    just worse since you left
    isaec isaec
    18-21, M
    Feb 28, 2016

    Not good enough. Used.

    Neglected. Disgusting. Worthless. Ashamed. Angry. Sad.
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 13, 2015

    I am so distracted and depressed that,

    while I am somehow managing to get all my work done, I am constantly lost in the space of the nothingness I feel. I go home and he is there, the night after I let him know what I had found, he does not acknowledge me, I am not there. Eventually we speak, I have to hug him...I...
    slideways slideways
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2015

    the only way to solve this problem is by

    cutting some prior out of my life.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    May 2, 2015

    I don't want to feel Like white guys my age

    Are not going to ever like me I like white guys who doesn't? I'm black White guys don't like black girls for some reason probably because of how tv make us look
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    Why I can't flirt with anybody?

    What am I doing wrong? I feel sick when I try to flirt but if I don't make any move, they don't come. Actually they don't come if I make a move either.
    Unkyy Unkyy
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    I feel so lost and alone

    now without you by my side. Please love me again.
    Troutflies Troutflies
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 1, 2015
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2015

    I don't see myself making it through this night.

    I just don't want to wake up. Whether I fall asleep on a rope or fall asleep on a ton of pills, it would all be so much better.
    tenebrissicarius tenebrissicarius
    36-40, M
    2 Responses May 23, 2015

    I don't want this anymore.

    I don't want to continue hating myself for the mistakes I did. I don't want to wake up in the morning and try to hold everything together. I miss how things where. I miss feeling happy and caring. But now I feel fear and regret on what is going on. My life is getting harder I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 7, 2015

    Well I've been talking to a guy

    for a while. The talk went to more sexy talk. Then he calls today to say bc I went along with the conversation, I'm not worth being with long term. Now I have allowed my self worth to be none existent today. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Hating myself right now.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 27, 2014

    keep trying and doing everything to get my kids

    back and its never enough it seems
    shaner2445 shaner2445
    26-30, F
    Jun 14, 2015

    You ever have something

    so close you can smell it, but so far away you can't touch it?
    Troutflies Troutflies
    41-45, M
    3 Responses May 21, 2015

    It's killing me slowly

    and I can't take it anymore...
    DeadlyKat DeadlyKat
    22-25, F
    Sep 27, 2014

    I don't want to feel pain anymore.

    I don't want to feel numb anymore. Need to make it stop.
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx
    22-25, F
    Jun 27, 2015

    i want to laugh, i want to cry,

    i want to get excited, jealous, nervous. i cant cuz i am dead. inside
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    May 4, 2015

    I feel like I'm falling apart

    and the one person who I only talk to about this is not available
    PetiteandShort PetiteandShort
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2015

    It used to be that each day was like a reset.

    Not that I'd feel happy in the morning or something like that, but just neutral. Then things would usually unravel at night and I come back to the same ruminations. Now on most mornings I wish I was dead. Why do I feel like this when I'm comparatively in a better place than I...
    FuscousDeath FuscousDeath
    22-25, F
    Sep 27, 2015
    LittleLiloo LittleLiloo
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2016

    Yesterday was one of the worst days

    since I started therapy. I couldn't stop crying, I couldn't keep my food down, I haven't slept. And today is the same. Every time something doesn't go the way I want it to, I start crying again. And it's driving me crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. I want it to stop.
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx
    22-25, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    I don't want to feel like I cannot breathe with

    the amount of pain (emotional and physical) that I feel almost daily. I don't want to feel like I'm drowning in sadness and that my life has to end early just to get away from it. I don't want to feel as though I don't matter to anyone, but I do and it hurts so damn bad!!!
    PetiteandShort PetiteandShort
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2015
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