I Just Found Out I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

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    Completely Interrupted

    Two weeks ago, I found out I have BPD. I've been a mess ever since.
    XxGirlInterruptedxX XxGirlInterruptedxX
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2012
    Marlena1977 Marlena1977
    36-40, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    I Was Diagnosed Today With Borderline Personality Disorder

    I was with my therapist today, opening up my terrible childhood, it was very strange it was a frank, honest, open account. I cried when I explained the violence and hot, cold treatment received from my mentally ill mother. I mentioned to her about the sexually abuse I received as...
    Gracie2012 Gracie2012
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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