I Just Found Out My First Love Died

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous
    51-55, M
    6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue
    46-50, F
    May 3, 2013

    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420
    22-25, F
    Mar 25, 2014

    We met when we were 10!

    ! I am now 33!! We stayed exceptionally close throughout the years... He went his way I went mine but we were always in touch.. Life brought us back together in 2002 and we stayed together until he passed!! We learned he had cancer on Mother's Day 2015 and he passed away August...
    justlizzieb justlizzieb
    31-35, F
    Feb 21

    I met Ben at an overnight camp

    when we were both 14 years old. We were instantly inseparable! Towards the end of the camp, as luck would have it we learned that we were from the same town and attended the same high school (I was going to be a freshman, he a sophomore). Our relationship grew from summer...
    an4vr an4vr
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2015

    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2012

    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19
    22-25, F
    Nov 26, 2013


    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 7, 2013

    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993
    Oct 14, 2012

    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92
    1 Response Jan 16, 2013

    I met him in the summer

    after finishing my sophomore year of high school. I was 16 and he was 22. I remember that I was at the 7-11, probably buying a Slurpee or buying cigarettes. I never had a problem buying cigarettes or beer in my youth and frequently did. He pulled up in his cool car which was...
    SacrificeMe SacrificeMe
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 9

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    bethccaa bethccaa
    26-30, F
    Feb 21

    It started back in 2012,

    everything was perfect, barely got into arguments and when we did it always ended just by "I love you you love me, can we get over it?" almost like God sent him to me. Our relationship lasted for a year & a half until distance came in the picture and everything changed which...
    Topangaa Topangaa
    16-17, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981
    1 Response May 2, 2012

    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2012

    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030
    46-50, M
    13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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