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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    SANTA IS REAL!! Nah. Not really :P. I was like 9 years old when I found out. I was really sad about it. Lol I actually saw my dumb as father placing the gifts so...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    My best friend actually slept with my husband. I found out last night. The woman was there for my wedding day and everything and now she does this? I feel so betrayed. And to top...
    SilentRider SilentRider 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    Let Her Go by Passenger. Maybe not my first "love" but my first "love" doesn't deserve that title.
    TheComplication TheComplication 18-21, M Nov 3

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    first love we are not forgotten. Some lucky she grows into a strong and United family. Most - ends painfully, tears, emotional trauma, ready to develop complexes, and well, if this...
    xal13 xal13 22-25, F Nov 7

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    Coldplay- the scientist AAR- the wind blows The Fray- the fighter Switchfoot- Dare you to move (only a few will probably get that one) Maroon 5- beautiful goodbye To people...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My second First Love - Oye Mi Canto and Ex Factor by Lauryn Hill
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I was gonna ask this as a question but I have to tell the whole story. So just two nights ago, I had a dream about this boy. I used to date this boy when I was younger and I always...
    Cheerqueen01 Cheerqueen01 18-21, F Nov 9

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    It's been almost two years since we've broken up and almost three since we started talking and dating. I'm in a happy relationship that has lasted longer than my previous one, and...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I recently began dating this girl last week at Wednesday, and least to say she's perfect for me in every way. She's beautiful, funny, smart, open-minded, sweet, is into gaming at...
    Golemboy123 Golemboy123 18-21, M Nov 16

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    We have lived a full live and have many regrets. We wish we spent more time with our children. We wish we lived life with less fear. We wish people could know the real us. We wish...
    4in1 4in1 36-40 1 Response Nov 10

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    About 5 years ago when I was 13, I met a boy named Parker on MyYearbook (now meetme.com). He had long brown hair and braces. He never showed his eyes (though after a year he...
    8randnew 8randnew 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    So, I was about 9. I was with my dad and my brother at my dad's friends house because they were away so we were house sitting. I had some kind of hard food and It was hard, so my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4

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    I don't have any solid evidence other than coming across internet messages and things of that nature. My parents relationship was always rocky. My mom used to go see this man named...
    blackrabbit815 blackrabbit815 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Therian Friend - I had a friend who was into paranormal stuff and he loved werewolves, he often would say to me that he feels like he could relate to them in some way and he...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Nov 9

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    So a few weeks ago my father was getting his side of the family tree drawn up before he dies and it's lost. It turns out that I am a direct descendent of the Countess of Malta...
    crossproduct crossproduct 41-45, F Nov 11

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    It's been years since I left you, But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Our 29 Year Age Difference! Hello, I am 21 and my boyfriend is 50. We meet on AgeMeet.com.We were friends for a couple years before we got together, we have been together 3 amazing...
    danacc11 danacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    She was my first real love, she was my soul mate.....what happened? i miss her so much! I wish things were different.
    BlaiddDrwg05 BlaiddDrwg05 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I hear his name out of nowhere. Taylor. Taylor. Taylor.. It echoes inside my head. My consous mind responds back, Taylor. shut up. Taylor. Shut Up. Taylor. SHUT THE HELL UP! Images...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I remember how hard it was, saying goodbye to you for good because it was never going to work.. I will never forget how much you broke my heart that day and sat there and laughed...
    hopelessheartache hopelessheartache 18-21, F Oct 28

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    Unchained melody. He used to like me to sing it to him and that was the first time anyone had ever made me feel special. Also Eazy-E boyz n the hood and 2 Live Crew me so horny cuz...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Nov 3

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    Comatose - Skillet. He introduced me to the band, by sending me this song. Skillet ended up being the first topic I talked about with my current boyfriend, and we have been...
    ToujoursElmo7 ToujoursElmo7 18-21, F Nov 3

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    First REAL CRUSH- I Just Want You To Know Who I am To Niall Horan.
    AtlPunk1D AtlPunk1D 13-15, F Nov 3

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    Did a post about this check it out on tumblr chanelconoco.tumblr.com
    someoneforyou12 someoneforyou12 22-25, F Nov 3

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    "Whole Again" by Atomic Kitten haha My first girlfriend and I would catch the school bus together and every single day that song would come on :)
    Ashleigh3103 Ashleigh3103 18-21, F Nov 3

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    Smother me by the used it reminds me of when he first kissed me and the way he looked at me after
    shewolfforever14 shewolfforever14 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    "Still Into You"-Paramore Even though we broke up a year ago, we still see and hangout with each other. We're pretty much best friends now. Every now and then we'll cuddle but...
    TheBrightestStar TheBrightestStar 18-21, F Nov 3

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    Out of Reach by Gabrielle Those days...
    Provinceana Provinceana 18-21, F