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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 41-45, F May 3, 2013

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F Mar 25

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    I've found my first love and I'm happy because I never thought I would be able to have a relationship.
    Maxy112123235 Maxy112123235 16-17, M Apr 1

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    I wrote a story earlier bout my first love but to refresh your memory or incase your too lazy to read the other one lol i went with my fam to mexico for a week and i saw him and we...
    JenniferArvayo JenniferArvayo 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I let you in. Don't take that for granted. I love you x
    shikambaw shikambaw 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I first met Brad when I was 11 & he was 13. His family came to vacation during 4th of July at the beach where I lived. After several summers & hundreds of letters (way before the...
    mermaid27 mermaid27 36-40 Apr 3

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    I am glad I found this group because I can not tell anyone else this story. 20 years ago when we were 16 my first love and I fell deeply in love. We dated 3 years steady and...
    upsidedownandconfused upsidedownandconfused 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    When i was 15 i met the love of my life, my best friend. He was 18 at the moment. typical high school experience he was the "bad" boy skater guy who was popular among the ladies...
    stepjosh stepjosh 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I found out yesterday that my boyfriend is proposing. We were out at the mall and he said he "needed to do something." I've been bugging him about how I'm not married to him. We've...
    mangoluver mangoluver 22-25, F Mar 31

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    I met my first love 1993 we worked together I was only 17 he was 22. We flirted around each other for a year he was a Muslim practising so I did not think I had a chance. I told...
    natty999 natty999 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Cowboys Junki "sweet Jane". My love died and we were engaged.
    beloved03 beloved03 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I never expect it. I've ended with my first love. I'ts been a coincidence since we met again after 15 years since my senior years at high school, i never though that we could be...
    jeanreytana jeanreytana 36-40, F Mar 24

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    I met my first true love in my second year of university. We dated for two years. He was wonderful, kind and thoughtful. I broke up with him, breaking his heart and mine in the...
    garcia78 garcia78 31-35 Mar 20

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    3 years ago I was a wreck. From the constant years of bulling, teasing and hate. I grew and developed a deep inner hatred for myself. An insecurity that could not be diminished, I...
    paronari paronari 22-25, F Mar 23

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    My parents are going through a divorce and my dad and I found out that my mom has been talking to a guy for 2 months and are more than friends. My dad told me that she had an...
    xXlonebrushpupXx xXlonebrushpupXx 13-15, F Mar 27

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    I just found out that my best friend has been admitted to a mental hospital. It makes me said because 1) It's sad that she feels that way, and 2) she didn't tell me that she was...
    alyku alyku 16-17, F Mar 28

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    I recently went to my mum's home to help her clean up. I found a box which I have never seen before and it was full of family photos. One was in 1994 when i was just a year old but...
    larson101 larson101 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Strange as it might sound because I’m married with a child but I don’t think I’ve ever truly gotten over my first love. I guess I’m thinking about it more now as I’m not...
    northwestjames northwestjames 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    My first love was in Middle school. He was very a nice person and we started dated in 6th grade till 7th grade and we broke up after because it didn't work out that he changed a...
    AllyMai AllyMai 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I miss my first love. Even if was four years ago. January 4, 2010... The day you asked me out. I still think about you everyday. I think about our relationship we had. I think...
    Ipromiseyou Ipromiseyou 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    i just found out i'm having a girl :) that's like some super exciting news.but i'm not showing like everyone else does,but i'm good,my body is just different.
    Wtfjusthappen Wtfjusthappen 13-15, F Mar 27

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    It's hard for me to say this, but I thought it would be germane to the meaning of my life to this point. I named my daughter after the girl that I first loved, the white tiger as...
    warriormusician warriormusician 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I found out today that someone I know passed away and he left this earth two months ago. I googled him today just randomly and an obituary that was two months old came up. I wasn't...
    sdgj sdgj 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    My first love was in year 9 at one time because it was unisex toilets we would sneek to the toilets go in one of the cubicles and make out
    challinor999 challinor999 16-17, M Mar 21

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    That sometimes your first love ends up being the one you didn't realise was your first love at the time and you wasted so much time and opportunity and now you know you will never...
    lilykyra lilykyra 26-30, F Mar 22

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    Okay. This is going to be a long post. I'm suffering and still grieving 2 months on. Everyone has relationship problems right? Everyone has times in their relationship where they...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    The search I am looking for my first love! It’s been seven years and I can’t find him! I can’t find him on Facebook nor anything I was ten years old when I met him and he...
    JenniferArvayo JenniferArvayo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy, we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    My first love was the boy across the street . We grew up together . We played together , went to school together , attend the same church , and eventually we fell for each other...
    kstu1 kstu1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I learned that my first "love" really wasn't my first love at all. Our relationship was a lost cause that ended with heartbreak. I don't blame him for hurting me. I only blame...
    emmerrzz emmerrzz 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I lost my first love, it has been a crazy road for the first 2 months. Once my head finally accepts what is going on i am excited for what the future may bring, and i cannot wait...
    imlostforever313 imlostforever313 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    They always say you never stop loving your first true love. But it that really realistic? I'm not sure. But my first love and I broke up two years ago and I still occasionally...
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Yeah I remember my first love she wasn't into me, she preferred sporty dudes to arty movie nerds. Her name was Brooke she had a beautiful face and she still looks beautiful...
    AnonymousPet AnonymousPet 31-35, M Mar 21

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    Am I too young to say that my first love might have been when I was in 7th grade. I'm not even sure but it's just that ever since then I can't help but compare other guys to him...
    sweetchase12 sweetchase12 16-17, F Mar 21

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    From my first love. I realized you don't have to be happy with how someone makes you feel, Being in love with someone who won't compromise , is a living hell. I wish the person...
    bgupta766 bgupta766 31-35, M Mar 25

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    My first love was my boyfriend in college. He married my roommate.
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F Mar 26

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    It's been 9 years and I still think about my first love, wonder if he thinks about me? I feel guilty for it, I'm married n hv kids now.
    DancingRoses DancingRoses 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    "I Miss My First Love" .... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was 15. He was 16. I was a freshman and he was a sophomore. We met on our bus. I had never had a boyfriend before him and was literally desperate to find someone, anyone to fill...
    DuracellAA DuracellAA 18-21, F Apr 8

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    My husband cheated on me with prostitutes. Two a month ago, and once in 2012, when we were separated. He had that one come to our house while our kids were sleeping upstairs. These...
    MrsElizabeth MrsElizabeth 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    He helped me when I needed it most and held me when I was weak, but I guess I turned out to be a lie. I took a chance, I was scared, and lonely. He was all I had. Then one day I...
    Marielights Marielights 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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