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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    My ex was my first love. As first loves go, I envisioned marrying this guy and having his kid. It took me years to get over the relationship. It took me forever to get over it...
    LARINgitisEx LARINgitisEx 26-30, F Apr 3

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    I met him when i was twelve by accident on Facebook. Don't remember who spoke to who first but one of us added the other on Facebook by accident and upon answering the typical 'Do...
    darrygyles darrygyles 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I just found out how to spell woah been wondering for a while now
    MyMindHurts01 MyMindHurts01 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    My first love , he was much older then i ,11 years , i was 20 he was 31 , he made me so happy and i have never been attracted to a man like him again in my life not even my...
    Desiredlove Desiredlove 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My first love...i miss not my first love or even my last of the moment, but of the one left undone, unexplored and quite possibly unrequitted as well. JC was in my life at the time...
    ursulaf ursulaf 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Experiencing love that I felt with my first love is truly rare. It has been years since he left but still I can remember the intense impact his love had on me. I dont mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 4

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    I still love my first love. Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    me and my first love would talk on facetime until we fell asleep and then still be connected in the morning... Memories sometimes hurt to think about because we no longer are...
    TheThinkerr TheThinkerr 13-15, F Apr 13

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    I did Marry my first love the second time around. I walked through more stop signs then they have in downtown San Francisco.
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    We were young; I was stupid. At 13, how was I supposed to know that falling in love doesn't always work out? All the fairy tales and stories I heard growing up told me that my...
    PorcelainDoll17 PorcelainDoll17 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with a disease called trichotillomania which is a disease that makes you pull out your hair strand by strand. I've been doing this for almost 3 years now and a lot...
    WinglessSoul WinglessSoul 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    It's more than 5 years now and when ever I think about her I feel sad. She gave me my first kiss and was one of the first girls to ever be interested in me. Sometimes we talk. And...
    Garafan Garafan 22-25, M Apr 4

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    Lately I have been feeling so tired and weak and finding myself wanting to sleep all the time. This is not normal for me because all my life I've been a girl with tons of energy...
    hannahphillips hannahphillips 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I met him in high school, and even though for the most part he treated me like ****, he always gave me just enough 'love' or kindness to keep me holding on. Once we were older...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    "Don't believe the bridge between you and me could ever be washed away. . ." She is Home. She's my heart. My life, my love, and my one and only. Now, if only we could be...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 30

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    One of my biggest regrets so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right...
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer, checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    It was so in love with her....and i miss her so much. biggest mistake ever, letting her go.
    TopNotchGuy TopNotchGuy 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    my ex boyfriend and i were bestfriends for years after we broke up. in fact it was like we never broke up although we moved on with separate partners. truth is we still love each...
    evasweet evasweet 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Passionate, 'can't live without you' love, we have that and just want each other, to have and to hold
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    I want things to go back to the way they were
    SupermansLoisLane SupermansLoisLane 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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