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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Ryan09081992 Ryan09081992 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 13

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
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    I found out 2 weeks ago my girlfriend of 3 years is pregnant with another mans baby, I really don't know what to do, she wasn't drunk or under drugs, she slept with him and found...
    dragonninja dragonninja 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 11

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    She's a good friend of mine. I've known her for years. For much of the time, I've been trying to hook up with her. It never happened and I settled into just playing the role of...
    OhDaddyMmm OhDaddyMmm 36-40, M Aug 29

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    We weren't trying to have a baby yet but we know we want to be together and we couldn't be anymore excited! Are there anymore mommies to be who have just found out they're...
    brianajay brianajay 22-25, F a week ago

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    During my early teenage years, I met someone at a summer camp and pretty early on fell in love with him. I was attracted by his accent, sense of humour and caring attitude. Being...
    chestnutpuree chestnutpuree 31-35, F 1 min ago

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    After 5 long year I reunited with that guy who made my heart skips the first time... I was in 8 grade and he was in 6. Now I am working on my career and he's in 11 grade... Live...
    jasou31 jasou31 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My really amazing friend just told me that she was bi. I was surprised but I am so happy for her. I'm so proud that she came out and I just am so happy for her. I am the first and...
    truthtobetold truthtobetold 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    Ok I found a photo of them on my laptop. They must have sent it so I can print it but I'm not sure. My girlfriend is on the left. And my on the right. There best friends.
    RichardEmoBoy RichardEmoBoy 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 6

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    I never experience love until I turned 23. I had plenty of girlfriends throughout the years...but never love. I would say it but I didn't feel it till she came into my life. I met...
    ebah22 ebah22 22-25, M Aug 26

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    to the world a message my future is unknown i live or die what i learnt currently i am proud i fell in love and i said to her love her she doesnt but i have no regrets...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 5

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    My partner of 4 years broke up with me a week ago. We were planning to be married next year. We are originally from India but currently live in the US. When I first met him, I was...
    mkist mkist 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    On EP at night.. the bitter mean drunk men and women come out and attack you for it. For the record.. I still got respect for you drunk MILF's and appreciate your importance in...
    HeFeedee HeFeedee 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I met a boy my freshman year of high school. We spent a lot of time together, not really doing much of anything. I felt butterflies when he said sweet things but I wasn't until...
    whocanibe whocanibe 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F Aug 31

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I forgot about you last night.. ..for the first time in a long time I did I was caught up in these drinks they keep Making a amazing conversation with this guy named Tremaine...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4 18-21, F Aug 24

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    My husband and I are growing apart and I don't know what to do about it. I shouldn't have married him in the first place although he's a lovely guy. He's just not the right person...
    missraspberryberet missraspberryberet 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    So my ex girlfriend is back in my life. We have a college class together. We've been talking and it's been real nice catching up. I secretly miss her, but I don't know if she feels...
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    You'll always be a fire I can't put out and endless love
    steelergirl43 steelergirl43 46-50, F Sep 10

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    That's not love that's something beyond my understanding love dosent hurt
    lastcall33 lastcall33 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I could never admit to anyone how much I miss him, especially after all the pain he put me through. But now and then I can't help but think of what it would be like if we had never...
    Bonamie22 Bonamie22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I don't think I'm still in love with her but... Gah I don't know! The reason I'm missing our relationship more than usual is because I'm going through our old messages from when we...
    Parker33 Parker33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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