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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    I had my first boyfriend at 13 and I fell deeply in love with him, but my family moved across country and we couldn't see each other anymore. We kept in contact through High School...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 1 Response May 8

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    I only found out last year of my feelings,we are both in loveless marriages!
    Devestatedhurtandshame Devestatedhurtandshame 51-55, F May 19

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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
    ApplePamilar ApplePamilar 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I'm 22. My first love was when I was 18. I am currently with a man who would do anything in his power to make me happy. What's the problem, you ask? Well, I sometimes start missing...
    axclowngirl axclowngirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    I have been reunited with my first love.... We met in Job Corps in the early 90. At the time I had a boyfriend. But he was always around making me laugh. Till one day he ask me to...
    alwayshisbaby73 alwayshisbaby73 41-45, F 2 Responses May 18

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    I remember my first love as if it were yesterday. Her and I used to skip school in my old 56 Ford Victoria. We'd just go out in the country and spend the day together. She and I...
    Chuckr6 Chuckr6 66-70, M 8 hrs ago

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    Please help!!! We were together for 10 years. I was 25 when we broke up so we were just kids when we met and fell in love. Almost 2 years ago and I am still hurting. He was my...
    1loveNYC21 1loveNYC21 26-30, F 1 Response May 16

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    A few years ago, at age 45, I found out I was adopted. My adoptive parents never told me and told my birth mom they had no intention of telling me. I consider this total betrayal...
    reallymessedup2 reallymessedup2 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    The first feeling you felt that could not be identified, what was not logical made the perfect sense right then. We tend to compare all of our experiences to the first love and...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I first met my first love when I was 12 and we both get well together .. But we never start dating or confirmed our relationship which make me so sad until now . He's popular at...
    Samnesiaa Samnesiaa 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    My first love was a sweet young lady and i was a stupid shy teenager we dated and hugged and kissed and enjoyed each others company no sex it was always on my mind but during the...
    fire1a fire1a 66-70, M May 9

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    I have a wonderful husband, amazing children and a semi charmed life yet I always wonder what could have been. This first love of mine, we were ripped part because his family moved...
    rowtohoe rowtohoe 41-45, F 1 Response May 10

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    I saw him today. My first love. It was a short visit, we only had about 45 minutes. Just seeing him was wonderful!!! It's crazy to think that he probably knows me better than...
    curioussoutherngirl38 curioussoutherngirl38 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I still think about the girl I thought I fell in love with in 4th grade. I liked her starting then and kept an eye on her until the end of 7th grade - literally the last day of...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 1 Response May 8

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    Pounding hearts. Unexplainable joy. Rearing jealousy. Fogging uncertainty. These are the feelings that portrayed my first love. My heart was like a little marshmallow, and you...
    Creampuffs Creampuffs 18-21 May 16

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    I miss the heaven but not the hell. He gave me the most pleasure and pain out of everyone in my life!
    Magicalcarebear Magicalcarebear 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    So, i don't really know how to deal. This is actually the first time i've ever spoken about it... so it's kinda hard. I usually always refer to myself as the only child. But still...
    MayaTheBlue MayaTheBlue 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    She moved out in November, stopped making love with me in January, and now gives me an occasional deep hug and long, tongueless kiss. If I try to check in with her, see where she...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M May 12

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    I am still in love with tammy keys. I miss her very much, she was the first girl I actually got to fall in love with. l ended up in prison, and she wrote me to say that she could...
    weadkeys weadkeys 46-50, M May 10

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    I miss my girl friend with whom I fall in love at first sight ..first time I saw her when I went to see my friend and she opened the door and then I was mesmerized by her beauty...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M May 5

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    My first true love was my ex fiancé, RD. He was the first guy I got to have a real relationship with and we talked about so much and got to know each other so well while he was...
    Rhisk89 Rhisk89 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    married from 4 yrs n caught him cheating frm first day. he made promise he won't do it again but once a cheater is always a cheater. he uses me n my money. He's selfish. he won't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 2

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    And she's STILL my first and last love :)
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Been a few months since he broke up with me and I can't get him out of my damn mind. I just want us to be friends again so at least things would be like they used to.
    joeyc773 joeyc773 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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    I miss my first long relationship with my ex girlfriend and we are still going to be friends and all but I miss talking to her and all so I am just going to text her next week...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M May 1

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    i miss her so much she was my everything no she doesn't even think about me or maybe she does she left me for some one else she doesn't relise how much i have fallen apart with out...
    Jamison96 Jamison96 18-21, M 2 Responses May 18

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    today I was called my first luv after 1 month she didn't pick my call, I called her in every 2 hrs. she can't picked up my call... iam missing her a lot.. :(
    prashuk1996 prashuk1996 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    how is it possible I still dream about my first crush. I was only 11 years old?
    patty78roman patty78roman 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I often think about him it's stupid but I was young and In love it's been about 1 or more that we broke up but I still remember all plans we had for eachother turn 18 and move to...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F May 3

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    I don't know how to forget her, she was annoyed and stupid but still I love her...
    prashuk1996 prashuk1996 18-21, M 1 Response May 6

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