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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 41-45, F May 3, 2013

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    Just over 1 week ago I found out that my best school friend died. He was found alone. It is unclear at the moment whether his death was suspicious or not. I feel so stressed at...
    Elses Elses 36-40, M Jul 7

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    I think I've finally found my true love. His name is Paul and we first met in 8th grade which was about 8 years ago. When we first met he was a real jerk, he constantly teased me...
    unexplainedfeelings unexplainedfeelings 18-21, F Jul 1

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    3 months ago I met this amazing man. He's absolutely the greatest love of my life. But soon after meeting, he told me he had a "problem" talking to other women bc it makes him feel...
    Dazed0125 Dazed0125 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    I wouldnt say he was my boyfriend.. We never dated. But had been friends from little kids on. Always did everything together. We were each other's first kiss but then stayed just...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    My high school sweetheart. We were together always. In the summer of our junior-senior year, her family moved from Illinois to somewhere in the West. I joined the army and went to...
    raysmith344 raysmith344 66-70, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    i had a tough year in college and when i visited my family during summer ,my whole world gets upside down because i endured alot of verbal abuses from my family my sister ,my dad...
    farfar1984 farfar1984 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Well a year has come and it has also passed , since I've found out my wife was having an affair , yes we talked and tried to make it through everything together but a lot can and...
    juniorjohn juniorjohn 31-35 Jul 12

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    My dad went to jail because he sexually assaulted some woman. I have no i sea why he would do this , he is my best friend and love him with all of my heart. But i found out because...
    kayani1997 kayani1997 16-17, F Jul 10

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    I found out today, his 4 day fling 2 years ago was actually a year long ordeal. I got cursed bc of her, hit, held at gunpoint bc I wouldn't let him leave in my car, abandoned...
    50freenflirty 50freenflirty 26-30, F Jul 8

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    It all started when I got really bad pains in my joints every day it was a new pain somewhere else. To be honest everyone thought I was crazy I knew something was wrong. So a few...
    HannahdawnK HannahdawnK 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday. My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    You were my very first love. You came to me during a bad period of my life, and changed me forever. You showed me that I need to have respect for myself, and to not put others on a...
    blossomforth blossomforth 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    after a lot of stories and experiments I've found my true Love finally .. she's my Wife ... I love my wife a lot ,,,
    AhmedWagieh AhmedWagieh 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think of her each day and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm with my first love, but we are in such a rocky stage. I don't know if I should continue being with him. But right now I love him so much. He is my best friend. I don't WANT to...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Even though it was over 2 years ago, and I have another man that I love very much, I still think about my first love all the time. He was emotionally and physically abusive but I...
    Kaylamarie9413 Kaylamarie9413 16-17, F Jul 6

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love. I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I remember him. I was in sixth grade. I was stupid. Too naïve. He moved away in seventh grade. But I remember him. I always will. "My first love broke my heart for the first time...
    PartyingWithEllie PartyingWithEllie 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I do think first love is the deepest... it resides deep in the brain far away from the things that destroy the memories later in life.
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Everybody misses their first love! They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    My first love...for 10 years the thought of him used to make me melt but now when I think of him. He just someone I used to know
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I have been with my first love and best friend for over 2 years now. We are in high school. He has broken my trust in 2 ways now and he has a lying issue. Ugh. I don't know if I...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Wow. I was reading my diary earlier, reminiscing when a name came up and I had mentioned that I very much liked said person but he was moving. So I was on facebook when I recalled...
    AmarieSkyFlower AmarieSkyFlower 22-25 3 days ago

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    I grew up believing my parents had the best relationship. Sure, they hurled verbal abuse at each other but they always managed to resolve their issues. They love me and my my...
    StephFred StephFred 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    So I was out a few weeks back for my cousins birthday. My mum stayed at mine so i didn't have to rush home for my twins. Anyway it waa about 1am i was in a club having a dance and...
    sammyjo963 sammyjo963 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have been divorced for a little over a year from a man who had a destructive personality disorder and who had had an affair...and recently got the courage to start putting myself...
    hometowngirl211 hometowngirl211 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    My Dearest Virginia, I realize that as I write this that the possibility of your ever reading it is virtually non-existent. Though I only knew you for a few short years when we...
    memdump memdump 70+, M Jul 11

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    Last Friday, the 7/18/14. I'm 8 weeks along. This will be my first, I am very excited & very nervous! It'll be an amazing adventure though. I have such a great & loving partner to...
    alrightsprite alrightsprite 22-25, F Jul 21

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    damn.. but it wasnt just one guy ... it were 3 guys!!! i feel like its harming me even after an year... :( even though i found another great woman... i feel like i cant trust to...
    lesterburnhamisdabest lesterburnhamisdabest 18-21, M Jul 20

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    Just found an interview confirmation letter for my younger brother to talk to someone about feeling gender misplaced. I have gay and transgender friends and plan to be supportive...
    tinysnafu tinysnafu 22-25, M Jul 3

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    Sitting at the table with my mother alone eating different meals. She says "I have some bad news" I said "like always" She said "this is a different kind of bad news" I...
    SaraSunshinePeaceLover SaraSunshinePeaceLover 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I am an old lady.plz don't take offense, I'm proud of my age,don't act it,but sometimes feel it. I have a menagerie of animals,6 dogs, 3 cats, 27 chickens, 2 pot bellied pigs...
    50freenflirty 50freenflirty 26-30, F Jul 12

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