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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 2 Responses Mar 3, 2012

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    So my first love is amazing. she is the type of girl that goes well with me... the only thing is she refuses to see it. the first time we only were able to talk through texting. i...
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    "In Case" Pictures in my pocket Are faded from the washer I can barely just make out your face Food you saved for later In my refrigerator It's been too long since later never...
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    I have been battling the lack of intimacy and sex with my husband since before we married.... He is an amazing man and loves me dearly... I fault him at times for being distant...
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    my dad told my mom he wanted a divorce 5 days ago and basically blamed her for everything. he said he wasn´t happy. today i found out that he has been cheating on her. i don´t...
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    Today (July 30th) my boyfriend called me and told me he's is leaving for 6 months for deployment two days before my birthday ( Leaves August 11th) he's in submarine. I just do not...
    xtwainx13 xtwainx13 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend died on the 19th of July. He was murdered and every day since I found out I wish it were me instead. I feel robbed of the future we planned together. He was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had about two dreams in which I died and even when I woke up I still thought that I actually died. I did some research on dream meanings and found out that when you die in a...
    NeoNeko NeoNeko 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Be yourself and not something they want you to be
    civix22 civix22 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I cannot hold these thoughts on my own so I'm setting the weight of our dysfunction in the hands of strangers. I have been writing the letters I'll never ever send to you, l.i.n.e...
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    When I was 8 years old at summer camp, I met this girl named Gwen. She was my first true love. You see, I never found girls gross. For as long as I remember, I have always liked...
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    My thoughts strayed from the burdensome weight on my chest and looked back stealing glances at me memories I hate to have unpacked. I sense your judgment as though you must know...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I miss you for the first time in a long time. I don't miss the idea of us and the many idle day dreams and lose pages of thoughts I call our story. I do not miss the man I wanted...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am completely head over heels for him, but he's getting a little boring. Take me to the times when we had fun...
    SeeksSerendipity SeeksSerendipity 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    My dad has been cheated on my mom 3 times or maybe more. My mom knew it too. They almost got a divorce back then, but they didn't. They chose to try it again and stay together...
    stargirlpaddy stargirlpaddy 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I am 62 and just found out that my father was not my biological father. The man I thought was my father died when I was four years old I always grieved loved and yearned for the...
    jjames7118 jjames7118 61-65, F 6 days ago

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    I was on here before, made friends, and got hurt. It was quite a few years. When I first came on this site it was just another place to write. I soon learned there were some very...
    onlyhere2write onlyhere2write 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    My story begins Mexico I was 7 when I saw him for the first time he was 11,I didn't talk to him much because I didn't know him but once I got comfortable with him we played and...
    alexism2415 alexism2415 18-21, F a week ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17. We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F a week ago

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    Soul mates aren't the ones who make you happiest. No. They're instead the ones who make you "feel" the most. Burning edges and scars and stars! Old pains and pangs. Captivating and...
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    He's my first love because he actually loved me and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F Jul 24

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan. She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where...
    Lloydd111 Lloydd111 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm realising that 30 years mean nothing against the spirit of a great heart. He loves me. I need to educate my soul to accept him utterly and completely into my mind. My heart is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    afer pretending to be a bi girll and sharing some fb pics he let me know he was a MAN
    amylynne17 amylynne17 22-25, F 26 Responses Jul 23

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    Last year i found out my cousin has cancer, i hate knowing i cant do anything about it, my granddad died of cancer, I'm sick of losing people, in 2011 alone i lost 5 people, and i...
    KillaSparks KillaSparks 16-17, F Jul 23

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    I want nothing more than to see your face again, to have your arms wrapped tight around my waist and to have you look into my eyes again, to look into your eyes again. What we had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 23

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