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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    i just found out days ago that my husband cheated on me. he didn't even denied it in fact he told me he's got nothing to say about it. seeing their pictures together is killing me...
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    The words he spoke to me are forever etched in my memory. Today, for completely unrelated reasons, those words are haunting me. My first love and I met in elementary school. In...
    lostit77 lostit77 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I found out Santa was not real when I was 7 but then I asked my mam I said "Santa isn't real is he " and she just says "I thought u already knew " how would I have known at 7 I was...
    Alisha5751 Alisha5751 18-21 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yesterday my MM found out his W was having an affair and he never suspected it. Right now he is not going to say anything to her about him knowing and he isn't upset about it at...
    KathyJ304 KathyJ304 26-30, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Recently I have reconnected with the man that was my first love. He left his girlfriend in the meantime, and I am in, (was already) in the process of separating from my husband...
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    It's been almost two years since we've broken up and almost three since we started talking and dating. I'm in a happy relationship that has lasted longer than my previous one, and...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    The A Team- Ed Sheeran After I bought the + album, my first love came over to my house and we listened to it all afternoon. This was his favourite song on the album. Scary...
    ijustwantahug ijustwantahug 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Love The Way You lie by Eminem and Rihanna. That pretty much explains our relationship. he was awful and always had multiple girlfriends while he had me and lied to me about...
    taylormorgan2113 taylormorgan2113 18-21, F Dec 10

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    A new survey has revealed that one 25% of women prefer to be with men 10+ years older than they are, while one third of men prefer to be with women 10+ years younger than them.The...
    Katycc11 Katycc11 26-30, F Nov 27

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    A new survey has revealed that one 25% of women prefer to be with men 10+ years older than they are, while one third of men prefer to be with women 10+ years younger than them.The...
    Katycc11 Katycc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F Nov 26

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    Donnacc12 Donnacc12 26-30, F Dec 3

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    I remember my first and it sure was not the guy I am about to tell you about! When I was in high school, I worked every weekend at a local hang out, hamburger dive! All of the...
    dreamerintexas dreamerintexas 51-55, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Soooo I don't love him anymore. Not for awhile now. My main concern is that he spends his time and money on her....not his kids. We aren't divorced yet though. He asked me if I'd...
    Cinderfire Cinderfire 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Wow!!!! seems like am flying..... maybe i am not SO god to everyone but am glad am AWESOME to her..... Thanks God you made my life.... After all i found her ... Am blessed (:
    MuhammadyawarSiddiqui MuhammadyawarSiddiqui 18-21, M Dec 12

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    It's been years since I left you, But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F Nov 28

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    mrDisexperiencing mrDisexperiencing 26-30, T Dec 5

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    I was prepared to hear him tell me he was cheating on me but instead he confessed through stupid text one morning that he has a 1 year old daughter and that his baby momma (ex gf...
    ruizr302 ruizr302 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I am freaking out a little, but I'm excited. I am only 8 weeks. I'm only 19 and I'm just really nervous. Any advice on how to take all of this in? I don't knoww where to start
    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel so lonely. Each & every moment she is in my thoughts. That was memorable moment when I Proposed her. She holded me first time. I not met for about 2 years Every moment every...
    lonely19M lonely19M 18-21, M Nov 26

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    I just had a baby, who is now 8 weeks old. It started off with the first big fight when I was under confinement at my mother's house. He tried to take me away from my mother's...
    lilithgarcia lilithgarcia 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I miss him. I saw him just last week, but my problem is that we are 3 states apart. I wish I could say that is the most painful part, but when we hung out last week it went great...
    jsavan17 jsavan17 46-50, F Dec 3

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    Hah well actually it's demons by imagine dragons... Not that he's anything like a demon!! No because when I was still with him we shared our first kiss and that song was playing in...
    alisyn1299 alisyn1299 13-15, F Dec 11

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    It's okay if you don't love me anymore, it's ok if you don't miss me anymore. Just please don't forget about me. Don't forget what we once had. Don't forget me....
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I thought I was over you. Seems like I'm not at that point yet.. I still love you and it's torturing me.
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    I don't know why I ended it.. I know that he said things that he shouldn't have but I miss him. I made the mistake of leaving him and "moving on" I'm now with somebody else who...
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