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I Just Found Out My First Love Died

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    Love Never Dies .....

    My first love passed away from Cystic Fibrosis at age 28 a month and a half ago. I don't want to say "ex boyfriend" because he was more than that. Although we both went on to marry other people, I always had a deep love for him and even kept in touch with his parents. I truly...
    MeganF1981 MeganF1981 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Damian

    Damian was a great guy, I say was because I recently found out that he passed away. We met too young of course, only fourteen...too young to realise the value of each other. He was very much the boy next door type. So sweet, funny and kind. He was my first love and I remember...
    Rory81 Rory81 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    My First True Love

    me and my ex were dating for 8 months he was the sweettest person ive ever met he was out going loving and caring. well he had cancer it had spread through his body he got really sick at the end he was only 26 he died 4 months ago. now i really miss him and just want him back i...
    rose1993 rose1993 18-21 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Miss You

    As you know, if you read my other story, my first love died in October of last year. I have been thinking about him alot lately & it hurts so much. Lastnight I stayed up until 5 am talking to my cousin about my first love & it was hard to not cry. I was telling her about his...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    More Than A High School Crush

    The day I received the news that my first love had passed away I was speechless. His dad had called me to tell me what had happened and I just couldn't believe it. It was a regular Saturday morning we were talking and then all of a sudden my love had stopped texting me. I waited...
    sweetnothings19 sweetnothings19 22-25, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Happy 21st Birthday First Love

    So the 12th was my first loves birthday & I something told me to go on my myspace. So I did & started balling my eyes out when I saw pictures of me & my first love. My cousin told me to calm down b/c he wouldn't want me upset. I just miss him so much. It hurts knowing that he isn...
    daddysgurl92 daddysgurl92 18-21 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    Just Found Out My College Sweetheart Died

    I just found out that my first true love had passed away by accident this weekend. A little background first. I met her shortly after I graduated from high school and decided that I was going to go to college. I wound up choosing the college my aunt and cousin had attended, I...
    drifter2030 drifter2030 46-50, M 13 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    It started back in 2012,

    everything was perfect, barely got into arguments and when we did it always ended just by "I love you you love me, can we get over it?" almost like God sent him to me. Our relationship lasted for a year & a half until distance came in the picture and everything changed which...
    Topangaa Topangaa 16-17, F Oct 17, 2015

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    Tim & A

    I am so glad to have a place to post this.... No one else would understand. Thank you, if you take the time to read our love story. Tim and I met in Avalon, NJ. I was 14 and he was 15. I was visiting my aunt and his house was across the street. Being 14, of course I noticed the...
    LiarLiar LiarLiar 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    I met him in the summer

    after finishing my sophomore year of high school. I was 16 and he was 22. I remember that I was at the 7-11, probably buying a Slurpee or buying cigarettes. I never had a problem buying cigarettes or beer in my youth and frequently did. He pulled up in his cool car which was...
    SacrificeMe SacrificeMe 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    The day I found out my first love died,

    I didn't believe it. We were both still in high school, though he wasn't attending anymore, and it just seemed so unreal to me. It took me a year to believe it, back in 2011, and I'm still kinda going through the stages of grief over it. I was only 15 when we started dating, but...
    MichiganGirl420 MichiganGirl420 22-25, F Mar 25, 2014

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    Joey, I Will Always Love You.

    A few days ago I learned that my first love died. He was 33 years old. He had an 11 year old daughter. As I write this, my heart is a million pieces. I met Joey when I was 12 years old. Back then I was a little overweight, awkward and boys were the last thing I was thinking...
    kimkoziel kimkoziel 31-35 2 Responses Mar 3, 2012

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    I met Ben at an overnight camp

    when we were both 14 years old. We were instantly inseparable! Towards the end of the camp, as luck would have it we learned that we were from the same town and attended the same high school (I was going to be a freshman, he a sophomore). Our relationship grew from summer...
    an4vr an4vr 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2015

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    My First Love

    I met him in the 10th grade. We were both sphomores. He had just moved to our area and he was such a nice quiet but funny guy. We spent the summer together and most of our junior year. We had a off and on relationship that was usually off because of something I was doing or...
    angelatrue angelatrue 46-50, F May 3, 2013

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    Vale D.p.

    On a whim, just wondering what she was doing now, I googled the name of my first serious lover -only to find out that she died a few months ago after a battle with cancer. I am struck numb. It's like a hollow space has opened up inside me, and memories are flooding in to fill it...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    That she has someone new, younger and better looking than me. So now at least I know why I stopped hearing from her.. Well no hard feelings, somewhere is a good woman for me too.
    milkmilklemonadee milkmilklemonadee 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    When I was 10 I wanted to call Santa so I ******* googled him and GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT
    bflyboo14 bflyboo14 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    i still love my first love even though hes been dead for 7 years its still hard getting over it
    aaron4455 aaron4455 18-21, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I've loved you for nearly 20 years, And quite honestly sometimes I wish I didn't. Life might have been easier. Life might have been more fulfilling without feeling like you were...
    whatsthefuckingpoint whatsthefuckingpoint 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    "Why oh why what's wrong with me?" I have never ever been a cuddly person. Lying in bed last night as I could hear my husband gently breath in his sleep. I wanted and yearned to be...
    havethetshirt havethetshirt 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    my parents are divorced, and i live with my mom. im 17 years old and going into university next year. i dont want anyone to know incase they will pity me. i feel alone and the...
    anon069676690 anon069676690 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Like it was yesterday .I remember when I first saw her . I didn't believe she would ever have anything to do with me . I would see her almost everyday on a bus and I would get a...
    irishdaddy59 irishdaddy59 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    And after all these years we are still friends.
    Dirtyoldman1963 Dirtyoldman1963 51-55 2 days ago

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    hey I'm married for 10 years. we have a strained relationship. We have one girl 7. On Saturday night I went out with my best friends. a bunch of friends from years ago came out...
    havethetshirt havethetshirt 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Tiê-A Noite...That's really sad Coz I lost it...
    Mikhail221099 Mikhail221099 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Yes it is a really thing no I did not go to a pro to get diagnosed because I cant afford it I read up on it and it pretty much explains my childhood
    DNDgirl DNDgirl 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    just found out that hitler was not an actor. wow. didn't know he killed that much people.
    Kadalas Kadalas 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I'll Always Love You FORGIVENESS I got the call today, I didn't want to hear but I knew that it would come. An old, true friend of ours was...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    I still think of him quite often ,even though I haven't seen him in 10 years.. I still really care for him and I would like to know how his life turned out.. "PLUS IT'S PRETTY EASY...
    lovelee83 lovelee83 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    How did you find out that santa Claus isn't real?(sorry for any people or little kids who until just now believed in santa Claus) I found out that santa Claus isn't real when I was...
    LittleBroDillion LittleBroDillion 26-30, M a week ago

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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F a week ago

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    When I do, I wish I could have the wasted years back and the money. I think that would be an excellent trade off. lol.
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M Feb 4

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    He's the first person who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't...
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I came here -which was supposed to be an ironic group- to ruin your irony and make it real... Because yeah, I'm a sh¡tty person, so whatever, besides the problem is not even...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I've been around almost 40yrs. And I've never missed anyone before. Never knew who my first real love was. Until December 18, 2014. I ****** up and hurt the only woman I loved more...
    Grimmfk Grimmfk 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I'm drunk and I miss him but I'm drunk because I miss him.
    canadianlex canadianlex 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    If you love somebody, care about them, show interest in their business, say 'I love you' as many time as possible, never be jealous, easily forget the mistakes of the beloved one...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M Jan 30

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    I learned age does not matter if you love them and I also learned don't lie to your boyfriend
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F Jan 30

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    i learned that you cannot make someone return what you feel. that remaining loyal to someone who didn't care about you was not something that gained you anything more than...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 29

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    She is a He and is a lousy pathetic user. Just wish I could post this to all His friends on ep to warn them, so pass it on.
    mydadshorny mydadshorny 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 29

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    never been in touch ! but i guess her qualities are missed..
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    It's been 20 years since we parted ways. I've been married for 19 years. I spent the first 7 years of my marriage not even realizing how much I loved my husband until he came...
    ADixie4You2Know ADixie4You2Know 36-40, F 2 Responses