I Just Hate Myself

I hate the way I act and treat people that I love with all my heart. 194 People

    Why do I **** everything up?

    Had a great friend. Known her for 15 yrs. then I tell her I'm falling for her. Now she won't talk to me. Why would I think such an amazing woman would ever be interested in a piece of **** like me? **** it all I'm done. Just not gonna try anymore. I'd just **** it up anyways.
    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi
    36-40, M
    Sep 13, 2014

    .............Enough said.

    ...............
    bubblebubba bubblebubba
    16-17, F
    May 21, 2015

    I think everything bought me is nasty

    and icky Iv never really been told I'm ugly I just feel like it and I know I am
    IAmHatedForWhoIAm IAmHatedForWhoIAm
    13-15, T
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    I have a really good boyfriend he always says

    I'm pretty,smart and every but I think he is just saying that because I'm his girlfriend but when I look in the mirror I see a ugly girl that knows nothing. All this other girls at school are pretty but I'm ugly. I need help I need to stop thinking I'm ugly it's no good from me...
    ninaziebarth02 ninaziebarth02
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 19, 2014

    The torture and pain I cause my self the things

    i drag people into the things i do to them willing or not I hate myself
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 2, 2015
    ninaziebarth02 ninaziebarth02
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    Why be so happy when you can be like me :D .

    ..,, no don't be like me, me sucks
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 5, 2014

    The Way I Feel...

    Sometimes I hate the way I am. Like my girlfriend, yes girlfriend, and me always fight, and its usually my fault. I purposely hurt her and myself and I hate it. I can't stop though... Its emotional pain, not physical... I could never hit her or beat her... And she wouldn't...
    LostxInxPain LostxInxPain
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2009

    I'm stupid, I'm ugly.

    I'm not hardworking. I'm a perfectionist. And I hate myself. I'm gonna be alone forever at this rate.
    theescapee theescapee
    13-15, F
    Jul 7, 2014

    I have an amazing boyfriend

    and he tells me how amazing I am and beautiful but I'm not I'm ugly and fat everyone else isn't i need to stop
    karlyx karlyx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 21, 2014
    Empress14 Empress14
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014
    misanthropicpessimist misanthropicpessimist
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2015

    I'm so sick of me. My body,

    my personality and every decision I make. I feel like everyone else is normal and better than me, and I feel like such am outcast. Wish I could be someone else...
    georgia5656 georgia5656
    16-17, F
    Sep 5, 2015

    On Christmas Eve two years ago my Mother was

    combing my hair and realised that I had two bald patches that were no larger than a 2p. After worrying and being very dark all Christmas, I had an appointment and was told I had alopecia. This led to lots of other tests and it was disvovered that I have an undersctive thyroid. I...
    elanawaite elanawaite
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2014

    I just realized how much I hate myself I cant

    even look at myself in the mirror without crying I hate my personality I cant even talk to people im pathetic and weak and I just want to disappear from this world and never come back I try to love myself but its hard when you dont even like anything about yourself
    bloodyscreams bloodyscreams
    16-17, F
    13 Responses Feb 7, 2015

    Hate myself I feel so ****** everyone around me

    sucks and are so negative my mom makes me feel like **** daily
    lazy13 lazy13
    18-21, M
    Aug 1, 2014

    I don't think I deserve to be happy,

    feel like I shouldn't have anything that would give you pleasure. I'm fat and don't deserve anything.
    karlyx karlyx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    I remember in sixth grade I wished with all my

    heart that I was fat, because I could just lose the weight. You can't fix ugly
    Annapie Annapie
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jun 21, 2014

    Do you ever look in the mirror

    and hate the reflection. Not just dislike not just mildly unhappy but you hate it. You want to change everything about you. You want to wake up in a different body as somebody completlu different but you no you can't and your so discusted that you just start bawling. You punch...
    alicepulkin alicepulkin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    I hate that I can't make friends.

    I can't get people to stay. I can't hold a conversation or give people what they want. I'm very boring. I'm afraid to ask questions or start a conversation because I'm afraid I might annoy them. I'm afraid to say things because I don't want to scare them off. I don't know how...
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog
    70+, F
    Sep 26, 2014

    I'm hitting breaking point,

    I have been throwing up after I eat dinner, other than that I don't eat at all, I have started cutting myself again and I can't help but stare at the sleeping pills everytime I walk into the bathroom.. Not looking for sympathy, just need to vent, I don't know if I can take...
    sarrahhh33 sarrahhh33
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2014

    When I was younger I used to be a really

    outgoing kid. My dad always tells me I would go to the playground knowing no one, and I would come out with ten new friends. I remember being outgoing. I used to go and ask other girls that I had never met before to play with me and after an hour we'd be best friends. But that...
    colleencassidy colleencassidy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2014
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