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I Just Hate Trying and Getting Nowwhere

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    Saving For What?

    I try to save in my savings but I end up needing to spend it.  I been trying to save to do some body work on my self . I am not doing well with my finances and it is getting me nowhere . Also I have been sometimes depressed on some occasions when I am late to work becuz I...
    TheStray TheStray 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2008

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    I'm So Sick to Death of This

    .... what more can I say? we're fu*ked. i should have stashed away a couple thousand when i had the chance. but life got fu**ing expensive while my arm was broken and I was our of painkillers and we moved and the movers fu**ed us over.
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F Nov 20, 2007

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    Reminds Me of Maths..

    writing pages and pages.. and in the end crossing all out because it was completely wrong. in the end it's about one line and I was just too dumb/not concentrated/whatever to come up with an idea like that..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2007

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    No Matter How Hard I Try

    Sometimes it doesn't matter how hard I try I never get anywhere. It's such a downer - makes me feel like I shouldn't have bothered trying at all!! Then if I didn't try I wouldn't know if I could get somewhere or not (does that make sense)! I jsut wish sometimes that I would get...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 4, 2007

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    I do hate when I already know that a person is lying to me and when I confront that person they still lie, and that makes me hate them.
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    So today marks a month that I have been in college and I'm dreading every day of it. Going into college, I expected it to be a fun and amazing experience because of all the stories...
    smsco smsco 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I hate my brothers immature girlfriend so much that it has now caused a hole in my own family. Let explain why: My little brother ( almost 3 years younger) has this girlfriend...
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    Need to hide this here a while - lending ou my laptop (basic summary of my life from my point of view) I was bullied in school. Every single one. The first by a teacher which of...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F Sep 1

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    Life is too strange, ironic, and unfair. Life is strange because everything has a deeper meaning that we can't see, but it's always around us in every step we take. Life is ironic...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    so by posting this some of you may think I'm stuck up or conceded but I promise you I'm definitely not. this is one of many many insecurities I have... so, I'm 17 and I have a...
    Itschan Itschan 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I lived my whole life in the same house in West Seattle until I moved down to LA for job reasons. I now have a lot of user experience experience (hehe) and will be trying to apply...
    ttflop ttflop 26-30 Aug 31

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
    alyssagrey14 alyssagrey14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    im going through that as well. I love my fiancé and his two boys but, his baby momma is such a nut case, I really let him handle it but im getting irritated cause she is just pure...
    Destiny199221 Destiny199221 22-25, F Sep 11

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    I don't hate my job. I hate who I work with. I am in school and I also work. I work as a petcare guy at PetSmart. I've been there for 2.5 years and in that time I really started...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Brother Must Leave Or Die (part 2 update): Part 1 --> EP Link I finally got a job. There are some changes between me and my brother...but for the worst. Now it's a battle about...
    bittersweethermit bittersweethermit 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    i'm addicted, i was off it for 4 months and feeling good about myself,but now iv'e relapsed,and i'm feeling miserable!! i ruined my life through gambling.i dont know what to do...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M Sep 9

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    Hi Guys, I am new to this space and really am anxious on sharing my experience with you buddies on my first day here. So to begin with I would like to give you guys a background...
    troubledDIL2012 troubledDIL2012 22-25, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    I was miserable all throughout childhood and I thought maybe my life would get better when I was a teenager and looked forward to that. I was depressed and had anxiety all...
    chilipeppasforever chilipeppasforever 18-21, F Sep 10

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    Thanks, Taylor. That sounds like a great idea! "Shake It Off" "I stay out too late Got nothing in my brain That's what people say, mmm-mmm That's what people say, mmm-mmm I go on...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Today I just need to vent. I know that I shouldn't hate her, and that honestly, love - not romantic- but agape or unconditional love is the only way ahead. I honestly don't know if...
    Boredonline4discovery Boredonline4discovery 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    It's an odd situation that I really don't know how to handle fully. My Amish side of my family is opening back up a bit and I've been able to have some contact lately,a thing I've...
    TheWomanYouHate TheWomanYouHate 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I'm tired of being looked at as less then human. I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm sick of pouring my heart out to people and them not giving a flying ****. I'm tired of...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am so very afraid of my boyfriend. It all started when I met him. I met him online. Yeah there is a lot of stigma against meeting people online but I had met other people and...
    naturlista10 naturlista10 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Please excuse my rant as this will be a long story. It was a given...all people lie. There are white lies that are harmless and real lies that can harm. White lies, I can tolerate...
    bittersweethermit bittersweethermit 26-30, F Aug 29

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    Im not really sure how I’m supposed to start one of these vents, but here I go. I hate myself. I hate and loathe every cell in my body, but even more than that I hate how I look...
    bluestripes421 bluestripes421 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    It's funny how looking through old photos can really put your life into perspective....how clearly you can see your life in chapters. I'm in a weird chapter of my life right now...
    SupernovaxGirl SupernovaxGirl 26-30 2 Responses Sep 2

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    There are days when I won't be able to do anything but feel. (I say only "feel" because I can't quite find the words. I feel bad about myself and everything else, but not really...
    TwoWastedCigarettes TwoWastedCigarettes 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I am going mad. I try to love myself, I really do. People tell me I am intelligent and people tell me that I am beautiful but I just can't see it personally. I try to act...
    teenagefrustration teenagefrustration 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 4

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    As much as I hate getting my butt whooped I am thinking a belt whooping might be worth getting just to yelled at my mama and tell her how fkn stupid she is. Only problem I know...
    derrekduller derrekduller 18-21 10 Responses Aug 23

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    Over a year and half ago I met my boyfriend. Before I even met him I knew that he had a daughter and that the mother was diseased. I had always told myself that I'd never date...
    formerwildchild formerwildchild 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    For all those searching for relaxation and leisure, the Spa by Clarins offers a haven of tranquility overlooking the comforting waters on the lagoon plus a rainbow of coral reefs...
    Jenipe Jenipe 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    (((((((~I'M SORRY THIS IS JUST A RANT I NEEDED TO PUT IT OUT THERE SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE UR TIME READING THIS EXPECTING ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE A DEPRESSED WHINY TEEN SO...
    Darkerthanlightash Darkerthanlightash 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Lately i have been feeling pretty empty. Im a 3rd year uni student and am feeling really worried about my future. I want to do this and that, study and work overseas, have dreams...
    emzem emzem 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I hate myself for all the lies and deception I inflicted on my current boyfriend. I blame my family particularly. I am a cheater and this means I have broken my own value system. I...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I married my husband because I was ready. I was ready for a family. My parents are both deceased and my window of time for having a baby was coming down. We dated for a year...
    silentla silentla 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I think the reason I cry so much when my mum says horrible and filthy things to me is because I love her so much. She will verbally abuse me daily and it will effect me because I...
    Aishcc Aishcc 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    My husband moved out exactly 2 months ago and I found out last week that he has had a girlfriend ever science he moved out!! I was soooooo angry! He doesn't think he is doing...
    kelkel09 kelkel09 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 4

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    Like many people, I have lost a lot - my marriage (which was really a blessing as I was abused for years before I got the courage to leave), friends and family have passed. And in...
    WendyAnnF WendyAnnF 51-55, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I ******* hate my self so much. I hate everything about me nothing I ever do is good enough or how I look is horrid all the ******* time. I always look gross and ugly everyday. I...
    mymindsalivingnightmare mymindsalivingnightmare 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I just do. He's a ****** *******. I finally opened up to him about a problem in my life and he ended up getting me into an even more humiliating situation. He doesn't ****** listen...
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I have a friend at my new college she is 26 and she is 5 years older than me. One of my lecturer have told me and my other friends that she is into a man who is getting married to...
    oceanend oceanend 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    I tried to overdose myself in a dark room with a dark consciousness. Something in my head said " Just do it, why should you be a sister to a family that don't even love you". I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is a response I posted earlier. But I need to get my number of stories up so here it is! Hi. I can only give you advice from my own experience. I was in a sexless marriage...
    scooper50 scooper50 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    So... I've been reading some of the post and comments on here in this "experience"... In some of the comments there where racist comment... ( it's so ignorant) I hope most of you...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Starting to feel like a horrible person! A little info on my situation - I am not married. I couldn't actually.. When he proposed I said that we need to do what's best for the...
    patientlove patientlove 22-25 5 Responses 1 day ago

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