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I Just Hate Trying and Getting Nowwhere

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    No Matter How Hard I Try

    Sometimes it doesn't matter how hard I try I never get anywhere. It's such a downer - makes me feel like I shouldn't have bothered trying at all!! Then if I didn't try I wouldn't know if I could get somewhere or not (does that make sense)! I jsut wish sometimes that I would get...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 4, 2007

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    Reminds Me of Maths..

    writing pages and pages.. and in the end crossing all out because it was completely wrong. in the end it's about one line and I was just too dumb/not concentrated/whatever to come up with an idea like that..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2007

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    Saving For What?

    I try to save in my savings but I end up needing to spend it.  I been trying to save to do some body work on my self . I am not doing well with my finances and it is getting me nowhere . Also I have been sometimes depressed on some occasions when I am late to work becuz I...
    TheStray TheStray 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2008

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    I'm So Sick to Death of This

    .... what more can I say? we're fu*ked. i should have stashed away a couple thousand when i had the chance. but life got fu**ing expensive while my arm was broken and I was our of painkillers and we moved and the movers fu**ed us over.
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F Nov 20, 2007

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