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I Just Hate Trying and Getting Nowwhere

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    I'm So Sick to Death of This

    .... what more can I say? we're fu*ked. i should have stashed away a couple thousand when i had the chance. but life got fu**ing expensive while my arm was broken and I was our of painkillers and we moved and the movers fu**ed us over.
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F Nov 20, 2007

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    Saving For What?

    I try to save in my savings but I end up needing to spend it.  I been trying to save to do some body work on my self . I am not doing well with my finances and it is getting me nowhere . Also I have been sometimes depressed on some occasions when I am late to work becuz I...
    TheStray TheStray 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2008

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    But have learned niches.

    Life has many doors. That hide. Until i cant get one open.
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 4, 2015

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    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat 41-45, F Sep 1, 2015

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    Reminds Me of Maths..

    writing pages and pages.. and in the end crossing all out because it was completely wrong. in the end it's about one line and I was just too dumb/not concentrated/whatever to come up with an idea like that..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 14, 2007

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    **** trying. It just gets you nowhere

    and embarrassing yourself.
    Headlights Headlights 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2015

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