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I Just Have No Idea Of What Is Goin On

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    Pleading Pleading Pleading I need hel M just sorta crashing As if my world is falling apart All hopes dead Everythin gone Nothin that there is for me Nowhere that i belong to Who am i ..i don't know What m i doin ..no idea Take me to a ride to my past Will you? ok no probs...
    Jan 13, 2013

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