I Just Lost My Best Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 162 People

    All Alone

    My best friend in the entire world just decided to cut me out of his life. We know every single thing there is about each other. We're so close it hurts. Nothing is awkward between us. We helped each other through severe depression. He's the reason I'm still alive today because...
    CassidyLynne CassidyLynne
    1 Response Nov 29, 2011

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    Siqo423 Siqo423
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2014
    ConnerC123 ConnerC123
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    Now I'm left with one friend

    who I can't even talk to for another week :'( I'm officially at my breaking point... Idk what to do anymore
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1
    18-21, M
    Aug 11, 2014

    Damien I miss and love you

    so much. Why did you leave us? my heart is so broken D. The grief is consuming me. Our kids miss you too Why is life so cruel
    certifiable certifiable
    70+, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    Now I'm left with one friend

    who I can't even talk to for another week :'( I'm officially at my breaking point... Idk what to do anymore
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 11, 2014

    Isn't Blood Thicker Than Water??

    I just lost my best friend.This hurts more because my best friend is my brother.You know how the old saying goes blood is thicker than water.Not in our case.My dear brother still thinks it is ok to be friendly with my abuser aka my husband.If you have been keeping up with my...
    gwenb gwenb
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 21, 2009


    hello world, my name is Desiree and since sophomore year (i'm now a senior) i had a best friend named Kaitlin. she was a bit quiet but hyper and basically we were like sisters. (also let me tell you im not popular at all... so yea) last year my best friend became a pom from a...
    ASkyBlueColor ASkyBlueColor
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 13, 2010

    Sometimes Its Not Worth It Anymore...

    Sometimes i wonder what's wrong wit me, Whyy did my friendship have to end and go so wrong. What have i done and who have i become in this lifetime. I had the most amazing best friend alive, he would call me every single morining and every single night. On weekends we would talk...
    JazzyFresh JazzyFresh
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2012

    I just lost two of my best friends who've been

    with me thick and thin. The though I was just saying I wanted to kill myself for attention. 2015 officially is the start of my own personal hell. 😭😭😭😭
    Spankmeimnaughtyy Spankmeimnaughtyy
    16-17, F
    Jan 1, 2015

    Could Not Do Anything To Save My Best Friend Purvi

     am staying in india i had a best friend name purvi .WE were frnds from childhood due to my studies i had to leave and come to mumbai i was only eight yrs old when i left her. even though i was staying in mumbai we still maintained our frndship .every summer i use to go to...
    kagome30 kagome30
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2010

    We'll I just lost my best Friend we have been

    friends for like 3 years and it's over now I don't know what to do know we did everything together we went ever were with each other we were never separated and now it's gone:(
    Graciemorgan23 Graciemorgan23
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    Best Friend Of Six Years 'dumped' Me

    My name is Laikyn. I am 15-years-old and this is my experience losing my best friend. On January 31st of this year, just two days ago, my best friend and I got into a small, minuscule even, argument over something that is completely irrelevant to the reason we're not friends...
    LaikVictoria49 LaikVictoria49
    13-15, F
    Feb 2, 2010

    When Did It Go Wrong?

    I don't know where to start... This happened to me over a period of two years, and it's difficult to explain all at once. I guess i'll start with the beginning. I changed schools in the middle of seventh grade. I've never been good at making friends, so when Anna first spoke to...
    Kedah Kedah
    Apr 28, 2012


    life is a ***** it throws you someone who you love who you care about and then throws that person at you like a weapon **** you life im outa here
    mindinthesky mindinthesky
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jun 7, 2013

    I just found out one of my best friends/ex

    roommate just passed away. I am in Dallas and the service is in Phoenix would anyone donate to help me get there
    ChandraJade ChandraJade
    26-30, F
    Feb 17, 2014

    I Lost Something That Was Already Gone

    I was friends with her for almost 12 years.  it was actually getting to the point where she was getting married and I was gonna walk down the aisle as her maid of honor.  I felt unappreciated and taken advantage of.  When I talked to her about it, instead of...
    jaytyeah jaytyeah
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Aug 2, 2008

    Losing The Friend That You Always Loved The Most

    Obviously I've lost my most best friend in the entire world. Here's my story. Well my best friend Taylor has always cared about herself a little more than me and had always talked on and on about her stories instead of taking her time and asking me some things. I told her this...
    DramaGal13 DramaGal13
    Mar 16, 2012

    So I'm in a new school now

    but sadly not with my bestfriend! I am kinda scared that our friendship won't last that long! Been thinking bout him lately & to be honest I'm bad at maintaining friendship!
    Maktoum29 Maktoum29
    22-25, M
    Apr 26, 2014

    15 months of my life were completely wasted.

    I put all of my heart and dedication for my ex-boyfriend into our relationship. and poof, it just ended. I don't understand it though, but hey, who does? i stayed faithful to him, i just don't understand why he couldn't to me. It happens for a reason though. I was the best he...
    KaityLove99 KaityLove99
    13-15, F
    Sep 4, 2014

    So my friend said that she was always gonna be

    there for me but just the other day, she tried to shove drugs down my throat. literally. She kept saying, "Its not dangerous! Just do it!" I said no again and again but she grabbed my hair and and forced two down. I couldn't be around her anymore. She started bullying me and she...
    briguerr18 briguerr18
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2015

    Worlds Apart

    I found my bestfriend in 9th grade, whilst he was in 10th. It's been 7 years without a single argument. During my senior year he moved 4 hours away for college but I still managed to drive to his house on weekends and vice Versa. Come my graduation I left for the Marine corps. We...
    Waltersusmc Waltersusmc
    Feb 19, 2013

    I met her a few days ago here

    and she was so amazing like she made me happy and still does but I guess I'm moody and I lost her. I actually I think I love her. I lost something so good .
    fallenwings fallenwings
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 7, 2014

    Freshman Friends

    I am 15 and a freshman in highschool. Me and my bestfriend were Always the closest out of our group of friends. sleepovers everyweekend on the phone everynight and always hungout. going into freshman year we always talked about how we where gonna staay this close no matter what...
    chrissy5111 chrissy5111
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2011

    When Will the Pain Go Away??

    I just lost my best friend of 15 years... We were actually married for some of that time and then became better friends then we were husband and wife. I have remarried and have had two kids since, but we always remained friends not matter what was going on in the other...
    jenala8 jenala8
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 25, 2009

    I just lost my best friend.

    He was my everything. My soulmate, my protector. Without him I am lost. Without him I dont know who I am anymore.
    vamptreat vamptreat
    36-40, F
    Mar 1, 2014

    Realizing We Have Different Values

    Well, I MAY have lost my best friend I should say.  Right now we're just not speaking to each other. . . But I'm not angry with her, it is just that recent events have shown me that she isn't the person that I thought that she was and we really do not share the same...
    Anna2 Anna2
    41-45, F
    30 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    Anticlimatic End To Such A Dramatic Begining

    My best friend ismael came along when i was battling depression and suicidal thoughts. he was the first person to see through my fake smile. We became inseparable we learned everything about each other. He learned about the abuse id suffered in the past and bullying from so...
    gummybear13 gummybear13
    18-21, F
    May 26, 2013

    Well I made a mistake

    that caused me to lose my bestfriend and Idk how to apologize because she won't accept it and she hold a grudge for eternity! Someone please help me on what I should do!!!!
    jessicarose8 jessicarose8
    18-21, F
    Jul 1, 2014

    "some Space"

    me and my best friend have been friends since we were in kindergarden. of course we have had some disputes like all friendships do, but we get over them. this time is much different. we just started high school this year and she started hanging out with different people, which...
    somespaceannabitch somespaceannabitch
    3 Responses Jan 7, 2013

    this can be taken emotionally

    or physically but tonight i just lost her emotionally. i only have a few close friends, including some dudes & chicks, but this girlie was my closest chick outta all of the girls. she has been my best friend for over a year and even saved me from suicide. but tonight we had a...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 10, 2014

    The Wind Has Taken Away The World I Knew

    I cant talk properly with my best friend anymore, we rarely see one another because we're miles apart, also the fact that whenever I try and talk to him he often replies with an answer that leaves no room to question... The first person I ever called bestfriend is slowly...
    Efoile Efoile
    22-25, M
    Mar 23, 2013

    So my friend said that she was always gonna be

    there for me but just the other day, she tried to shove drugs down my throat. literally. She kept saying, "Its not dangerous! Just do it!" I said no again and again but she grabbed my hair and and forced two down. I couldn't be around her anymore. She started bullying me and she...
    briguerr18 briguerr18
    16-17, F
    Mar 14, 2015

    My Dearest Friend Died... Why Is Life So Unfair!?

    She drowned on Sunday in what was apparently an accident whilst swimming on a beach. I don't know how it could have happened because she was supposed to be with colleagues, and she is also one of the best swimmers I know. I am in shock and I can't sleep. We first met when...
    LostGuy1988 LostGuy1988
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2013
    soxman97 soxman97
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2015

    Yesterday evening I lost my best mate he died

    and left a hole in my heart so I won't be on this site for a long time
    Persiannipples Persiannipples
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    I lost two of them, actually.

    They were mean to me and when I was upset they never helped me. I told another friend about this and she went and told my best friends that I hate them (not true). They called me and told me that they hated me too and that was that. Now I barely have any friends at all.
    clairexo clairexo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014

    I just wanna take the time to say R.

    I.P Isaiah. You're gone, but you'll never be forgotten. You were an amazing person, and you've made an impact on a lot of lives. You were a great role model, and I'll always remember you. We all miss you<3 it's hard to believe you're gone, but will never forget you. We'll see...
    drs0307 drs0307
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2014

    Second loss in less then two weeks.

    My wonderful dog, Phoenix, died in the middle of the night. We were there for each other for years.
    bikegenius1 bikegenius1
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2015


    He's been my best friend since i was 3... he was the one i could always depend on, he would always be there. almost everynight we would sleep together, keeping each other warm,.. he would always cuddle me when i needed it, and listen to me when noone else had time.. when i had...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 28, 2010
    bikegenius1 bikegenius1
    56-60, M
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015

    Today my best friend was killed in a car

    accident. I've known her my entire life. My sister from a different set of parents. My sidekick. My rock to lean on, the one to make me smile and laugh when I had no reason to. Now she's gone. I don't know what to do. She is normally the person I call to talk to in times like...
    agirlalone1 agirlalone1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2014

    I'm Lost And Not To Be Found

          It's the end of the school year and with that comes the usual stresses which is no big deal. However, with the end of this semester, my teacher who has become so much more than a teacher: a mentor, an inspiring person, is leaving our school. In fact he's moving...
    Flute0494 Flute0494
    4 Responses Jun 6, 2011

    I Think I Just Lost My Best Friend...

     My friend and I have been best friends for about three or four years now. I moved from Ohio to Massachusetts at this time. Back in Ohio, I hadn't really had too many close friends. They soon kept out of contact with me after I left. Anyway, I helped her deal with...
    cantgoonmuchlonger cantgoonmuchlonger
    13-15, F
    Oct 20, 2009

    My Selfishness Cost Me A Dear Sister Of A Friend

    It all happened so quickly! We had about one conflict a year, and I think that's probably common for best friends, especially as close as we were. We talked it through and mended our differences. I often told her she was my emotionally adopted sister. I really felt that way. I...
    Tulip24 Tulip24
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2013

    Okay so I friend got pregnant at 17 I'm a year

    younger then her and you know she went through a really bad time with people being so mean to her about this pregnancy i was there for her the entire time. She was my best friend but I wasn't here's and through out the pregnancy her best friend wasn't there for her and I did so...
    hollaout hollaout
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2014
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