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I Just Need To Suck It Up And Get Over It

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    Drowning

    It knocks and I ignore. It whispers and I turn my head away I feel it touch me and I shove it's hand away I feel it nibble at the edges of my heart, I swallow and turn the music up But no amount of attention from the meaningless men No matter how loud I turn the music up No...
    4purrfectdarkness 4purrfectdarkness 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I Have A Pride To Watch Over

    When I say pride, I am always talking about my circle, but I like the image of lions and tigers and wolves and sheep and every other representation of personality. I can't waste my time on people who don't mean anything to me or my cause, nor can I allow the things in my offline...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 7, 2011

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    Numbing,.

    In my group therapy a few days ago, this girl was asked "Whats the best advice you've ever recieved?" She just simply replied, "To suck it up." If only if were that easy to just forget about things in a healthy way, I don't eat & just listen to music and get lost in that and...
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F Apr 11, 2010

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    First Day Of Lpn Program

    So last night, we got home late and I walk into the office to get my things ready for my first day of school. There on the desk is the remainder of his roll paper to make a blunt. Before I could just smell it on him, but now you're comfortable enough to have this crap in the...
    4purrfectdarkness 4purrfectdarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    I'm Still Stuck

    I loved him He left He came back I loved more He left again It hurt worse In my arms he gone But my heart and soul still holding on
    Pure712 Pure712 18-21, F Dec 10, 2012

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    I'm Going To......

    I've just got to suck it up and get over it.    If I could only stop the flow of tears...then maybe I could....but I've only got an hour to get it all out of my system.... 
    tks tks 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    Pitiful

    So, the main object of my affections for the past year-and my knight in shining armor who valiantly rescued me (or so I thought) from the confines of a life and love lost on one another broke up with me (again) today. I'm not surprised. Honestly, we were kind of racing to it...
    unobserver unobserver 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    A Break Up I Should Be Happy For

    For over a year now I've been in a relationship with someone I had no intention of even being with. We've had so many problems we've been more off than on but for some reason I fell in love with her and am greatful for the times that were good. I should be happy she's moved on...
    AdamFTM AdamFTM 22-25, T May 7, 2010

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    This Is Me

    I dont ******* want to live like this anymore i want it to end but i am so powerless. I was abuse ,abandon and my mom who abuse bought me to american. I am 21 yo i barely surive my childhood. I dont have any1 and i dont have a life. All i am w8ing for it my ID to come out in a...
    alanfate09 alanfate09 18-21, M Dec 10, 2012

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    Tonight's Tears

    He kissed me and I saw your face He touched me and I saw your silhouette Imagined your body against mine again Listened to your breathing change as our bodies became one He spoke and you floated away "Look at me..." But as much as I tried to focus on him My eyes closed and there...
    4purrfectdarkness 4purrfectdarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    The Woman I Fell Inlove With Is With Someone Else But All I Can Do Is Forget About Her And Everything I Felt For Her

    When I fell inlove with this woman well she wasnt a woman at the time but a teenage girl when I was a teenage boy and now she is all grown up and with someone else and its serious between those two I think that they might even get married but I cant do anything about it part of...
    angelus1988 angelus1988 22-25, M May 21, 2011

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    Lilac Lily Pads: Retribution

    Six months and counting. People tell you things will be ok, they tell you the hurt will stop and they tell you a young heart will forget and forgive. I’m not too sure if they speak out of experience or sightless sympathy. Some glimpse right through your smile and give you a...
    lowkeygonenutz lowkeygonenutz 22-25, M Oct 11, 2012

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    Airing Out The Laundry

    If I'm going to pretend like he doesn't phase me when he gets here, then I have to pause from studying and get it out now. This dude...sigh. There is nothing new I can say. I have an exam tomorrow and he's supposed to be here to watch the kids and he isn't. I'm trying to...
    4purrfectdarkness 4purrfectdarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    Stuck In A Rut

    I've let anxiety and depression control my life for the past 2 years. I have been unemployed but havent really been putting the effort forth to find a job. I almost feel like its not worth my time. I also now developed a fear or people and interacting with them in social...
    AdamFTM AdamFTM 22-25, T 1 Response Apr 11, 2010

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