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I Just Realized

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    Eureka

    You ever have one of those 'eureka' moments where the lightbulb above your head suddenly turns on? I had one of those a few minutes ago in which I realized I have no-one to 'blame' for 7 years of celibacy but myself. For years I've known I wasn't like everyone else. Where the...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M May 17, 2011

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    I Know Am Becoming Middle Aged

    it has finally happened.i am getting old.i am ok with it though.i now have all the aches,pains that go with it.but i also have the joy.seeing my kids do well,being able to be myself.and be happy.only thing is watching love ones go.it has taken years off my life.i just need to...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Sep 26, 2009

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    Have You Seen the Movie a Fish Called Wanda?

    I get the feeling that I am like the character that Kevin Kline plays, Otto, that likes to use big words, thinks he is an intellectual, but really is a blockhead LOL
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 19, 2007

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    I just realized...We all live to die, so what's the point.
    Anon412 Anon412 13-15 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    Oops. I'm not gay OR bisexual.

    I asked out this girl today and when we were talking and ****, I got wet. Soooo...yea.
    Thatmixedchild Thatmixedchild 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Hot Hot Heat

    I just realized... ...that my heatsink fan was not plugged in and my processor was running at a hundred degrees Celsius. @__@
    KewlioMZX KewlioMZX 26-30, M Sep 25, 2010

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    I Just Realized

    if I died people would remember me by my profile here and on facebook crazy its allot but still weird been thinking bout death alot I can hear the knocking at my door step and debating if im gunna answer ...im not afraid just not quite ready i used to chase the dark now im in the...
    AngelTrey AngelTrey 22-25, M Nov 17, 2012

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    That I Have

     Amazing friends who don't act like they understand me or they don't lie to me... they like me for me and nothing else... My old friends always acted like they understood me and they always lied to me... I'm so glad to have all of my friends that understand me.. 
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Sep 3, 2008

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    Socks are underwear..

    .for your feet. #mindplosion
    samhaha samhaha 22-25, M Jan 20

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    I Hate To Grow Up

    Whenever I see children, I wish I would be like their age. Do you know why? because they have lesser problems than me. I have realized whenever we grow up, our problems grow up with us too. So why would I grow up if my problems are going to grow up with me?!
    Cashiiib Cashiiib 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 9, 2013

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    I Have Not Yet Hit Bottom

    My wife could get tired of my immaturity and decide to leave me. I could also lose my job, as I´m not very good at it and skip work very often. I´m a bit scared.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2008

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    That This Is The Time For Me To Make Mistakes...

    I'm 19 years old, this is the perfect time for me to learn about life, to make the choices I'm so afraid of making because I can only learn from this. To stop being so shy, because in 5 years, those people aren't going to remember who I was, or the total fool I made of myself...
    DU7CH13 DU7CH13 18-21, M Mar 23, 2010

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    I Just Realaized That I Can Help Women

    I am just realizing that I have a talent that i never really used . I have the ability to not only listen to women . But to reach out  and connect with them. I always thought that my ability to pick out an outfit that made a person shine was a frivolous talent. But I'm...
    redfirefox redfirefox 29, F Oct 15, 2009

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    lilacgalaxy lilacgalaxy 16-17, F Jan 21

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    That I'm mediocre

    My life amounts to nothing. What I do at work is useful, but is not the sort of stuff that gives meaning to an existence. I mean "I kept the frozen goods well stocked" is not a very inspiring epitaph. I have in me something to give, but it appears that not in the right...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 25, 2008

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    That

    Life is so random and so huge that we can't just be going through it in one step. There's no fixed guidelines for it and thats what makes it interesting. We have to focus on one little part rather than looking at it as a whole. As we take little steps, bigger problems...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Jun 10, 2010

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    I just realised ( s instead of z

    because I'm Australian) that I like both archery and sex a lot on my profile... I think this makes me Cupid :/
    Bjag1995 Bjag1995 18-21 1 Response Feb 22

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    I Realized...

    ...something today after reading a handout my therapist gave me about "Thinking Errors That Add Stress to Our Lives." It made a lot of sense and I was immediately able to relate to a lot of the different beliefs or thought process. I realized that I have...
    livefreeloveall livefreeloveall 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2009

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    The Song Takes On a Whole New Meaning

    To get the entire gist of this story, please read the following lyrics from one of the coolest women-fronted bands ever, Heart: "It was a rainy night When he came into sight, Standing by the road, No umbrella, no coat. So I pulled up alongside And I offered him a ride...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 9 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    What This Phrase Means...

    If you seek Amy. I never knew what that phrase meant.  Until I said it fast.  LOL!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19, 2009

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    I Realized How Different I Am Now Compared To Five Years Ago And It's For The Better I Am Glad ;)

    As I was doing housekeeping in my room this morning, I chanced upon my diary with records of my feelings written five years back. I was a very much more sensitive person than I am now and remarks which friends said then which pissed me off greatly to the extent that I ignored...
    Amerie Amerie 31-35, F Sep 23, 2010

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    It Just Occurred To Me

    God doesn't have a religion. How ironic!
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Profound Introspection

    A mind-blowing realization that nearly gave me a physical ******. Not more than 10 minutes ago I was writing a story for another EP group called " I wish we stayed just friends."  The story that I was writing was about my marriage and our 6 month...
    DomestiqueGoddess DomestiqueGoddess 31-35, F Jul 17, 2009

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    That My Teacher Wasn't Who I Thought She Was

    Today, I wanted to study history. But I wanted to study history for a long time, just so not only would I be ahead of my peers, but also to understand the world I live in and my teacher, who seems to be emphasizing points that didn't really get to me. But that is now. Or the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 20, 2012

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    I knew at last that because i have been abused

    from both women and men all of my whole life...mom and one sister were only women who never abused me ever and been a real gentle human towards me...i never ever been loved as even whoever said i love you...they were saying it to manipulate my mind and keep me attached with...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Feb 7

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    People talk a lot. Shamelessly,

    boisterously, and endlessly. I need a break from this. My ears hurt, my head feels like it's being squished between two huge boulders, and I want to hurl.
    MariaRina MariaRina 13-15, F Jan 26

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    I Just Realized..

    This is my first time in experience project. Out of boredom I tried typing my full name in google's search bar. I saw different results. I try to click on all of them one by one until I came here on this site. I saw my name and it was under a question "Who is the most...
    thelivingdoll9 thelivingdoll9 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Something That Made Me Angry.

    Umm, well, lets just start by saying my family doesn't respect me or my belongings AT ALL! I went shopping back in December and bought $100 worth of clothes from Charlotte Russe. Well, we moved out of our old house about a month ago and the day we were supposed to go back...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 23, 2009

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    Critical

    I just realized the quandary with my CRR friend: as much as I want to be a source of critical mass in her life or at least be the one she comes to for a number of needs. You know how it goes when you are single, you have different friends to fill the sudden gap. Of course, it can...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Jul 6, 2011

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    My Grandads Birthday

    It will be my grandads birthday on the 29th Feb - which will make him 20 years old, he's catching up with me now LOL!
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    Why Peeps Started In The Form Of Ducks

    They are sitting ducks.  I answered a question about them....and as I was typing out how they just sit there....it hit me.  They started them in duck form because they are sitting ducks.  
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Jan 5, 2012

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    There Is No Such Thing As A "good" Or "bad" Christian

    I've been so irritated lately with religion. Let me make something clear, I am a "Christian" but I prefer to use the term Believer, simply because I believe. I believe that Christ is the Messiah. I believe that He died on the cross to take my sins. I have issues with separating...
    ComingClean ComingClean 18-21, F Nov 4, 2010

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    That I'm Very Lucky

    I have written about my dead end job and my lack of satisfaction  with it. But I've talked with a couple of persons today that are having problems with their relationship. That made me value the fact that I have a wife that loves me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2008

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    That In Some Way I Dont Hate Myself

    reading some stories with ppl saying how they hate themselves and why when i see they are actually so good and its just that they need to learn to cope and i know what they need..makes me realize i dont really hate myself so much..im like them..if i see myself as an other...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 22, 2010

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    ...How Little I Mean To My Mother

    Earlier today I learned the results from the tests I'd had done as a followup to surgery I had ten days ago. The results were good, nothing was cancerous or at all out of the ordinary. I started to call my mother to let her know the good news, but as I grabbed my phone, I...
    booradley booradley 22-25 5 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    I Kissed A Girl And I Liked It

    i just realized, when she got a new boyfriend, after... two? three? years of mourning over her relationship with the last one that maybe my relationship with her wasn't healthy. i've been in love with that stupid pale skinned girl since the day i met her. i've wanted nothing more...
    anthychan anthychan 18-21 Nov 20, 2009

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    Sudden Revelation

    So as MQ informed me that she was being texted by the husband of one of her coworkers; I had a sudden revelation or epiphany I suppose you might say. It's not a matter of me not trusting MQ in a relationship, it's more a matter of of her having spent a year on sexual lockdown yet...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Oct 16, 2013

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    My Family

    i just realized my family is the most important thing anyone could ever ask for even though sometimes we regret this feeling it is 100% true
    theunrealized theunrealized 13-15, F Apr 1, 2012

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    Some Stuff.

    Sometimes things slip past my radar.  Especially lately that I've been very overwhelmed.  Today, I just found out some stuff that really hurt me.  I started puttign things together and I am not happy.  The worst part is I had no idea this stuff was...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F Dec 10, 2009

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    Progressing.

    I just realized (well not just) but i realized that in order for me to be able to progress in life,  i must learn to let go of the things that tear me apart inside. All the traumatic things I've experienced should not be forgotten, but stored away the back of my brain...
    JEZZAB3LL JEZZAB3LL 22-25, F Mar 20, 2009

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    Life Teaches Us

    If we just be quiet and lession we will hear lifes lessions then when bad things happen its what we do with the lifes lessions we choose diffrent things to do with bad crises so do i stay a victom or do i learn from it and help others thats what iam doing with the things ive...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    Rbc

    I just realized that the person to blame for my circumstance of having little to life outside of work is me. I'm a recluse by choice, I guess because it got tiresome having to come up with different scripts or acts for various people to be touched or entertained by. it used to be...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Oct 5, 2012

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    I Am Here To Tell You I Realized I Am Changing The World Right Now...

    I am on this Earth to change the world. I do not want anything from you I just want you to remember you read this; Smurf is going to change the world. Whatever your judgment is just remember because I am ready to tell the entire world the meaning to life. The meaning to life is...
    oxygenhasflaws oxygenhasflaws 18-21, F Oct 15, 2009

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    My Energy, My Intention And Therefor What Is. (just Wanted To Share )

    Everything in this physical, as it is out of me, is driven and manifested by my energy. I already knew this, but in order to experience receiving what I want I must understand this well.  Now I understand.  With my one intention and my one thought, this physical...
    LuckymeIshouldsee LuckymeIshouldsee 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2010

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    Its true, I hate everything.All the passtimes that used to tide me over, I am now disgus5ed by.Women sicken me, so do all men.When I see anything alive, I fantasize about it dying...
    CrunchyWafer CrunchyWafer 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    My user name is TubaAtheist. TubaAtheist Tuba Atheist Tu Ba Atheist Tu B A Atheist To be a atheist Weird. lol.
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    That I will always be without true friends. I guess I just wasn't meant to have real friends.
    SeaunAtchison SeaunAtchison 18-21, M Mar 29

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    I found his facebook page. I know I shouldn't have looked but I did. He shared the story about how he met his wife. It reminded me a lot of how I met my husband. I let go and...
    Cledwidge Cledwidge 41-45, F Mar 30

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    Is my cover photo mean ? ??????
    lilcuteyaye lilcuteyaye 16-17, F Apr 5

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    Being at 23, I had gone through a draining emotional relationship from the time i was 17-20. I swore not to love again. I accidentally met my MM on facebook. we started talking and...
    linkie1990 linkie1990 22-25, F Apr 10

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    "Weakness is living in denial. Only the strongest people ask for help."
    KaylenG2121 KaylenG2121 18-21, F Apr 10

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    My sister just graduated from law school and she's now moving out to start her review for bar exams, my other sister has a family of her own and is busy doing their thing, my...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Bonnie and Clyde 2005- There is something so ******* sexy about a woman willing to ride or die for her man. I am extremely lucky to be married to a woman willing to stick by me...
    ArgentineJailbird ArgentineJailbird 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    A lot of my life I was a rich kid that got what I wanted when I wanted but when my father past away in afghan on my birthday I realized that stuff was going to continue more bad...
    jpr606361 jpr606361 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    Just 2.5 weeks ago I saw my first UFO. It was while driving my brother home from my place 45 mins away. On this drive there is mostly nothing but valleys hills and farmlands, and...
    ashalew ashalew 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Realization on the identical state of life and death 252) 20th, August, 1977, Saturday. Early morning dream: My father (Amrita by name) had expired . But I...
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