This is my first time in experience project.
Out of boredom I tried typing my full name in google's search bar. I saw different results. I try to click on all of them one by one until I came here on this site. I saw my name and it was under a question "Who is the most...
for me. Yeah yeah - I know. Not news really, but it goes a bit further than I had thought. Just a place to air out the attic so to speak, I thought, and invaluable at that. A place where lovely people reside whom I care about sincerely. Yes, all that. But he calls this morning...
tale.2.) I thought I can bear shutting people out. 3.) Your jaw will get hurt from laughing too much after a long time of keeping them shut.4.) Loneliness is a harsher feeling that I thought.5.) I am capable of falling in love againWe had a high-school reunion. Not a big...
It's not like I would ever cheat on someone, but I think if I was dating I could never actually stay w/ them. My friendships don't last so long, the max is 4 yrs. Maybe it's due to my childhood? Or just something else?
with a big build
-at least partially Mexican
- Smoke weed (one I'm not sure about)
-short and thin boned
- 0% Mexican or even Hispanic
- have never smoked (not counting secondhand)
Guys I like [are]:
- athletic (sometimes)
- into Mexican (Hispanic in...
Take a drink of this or a bite of that and either grow tall as a giant or shrink down to bug size? I was sitting here feeling kinda sorry for myself - yes I admit it lol - because I can't take anymore medication to help with the pain. After a couple days the side effects just...
and dislike.. It is a maddening strange world at times.
Whatever I may think of someone, stereotype or whatever, gender role, there will something that dont quite fit it..
We truly are very different, while still being very much alike.
reading some stories with ppl saying how they hate themselves and why when i see they are actually so good and its just that they need to learn to cope and i know what they need..makes me realize i dont really hate myself so much..im like them..if i see myself as an other...
Everything in this physical, as it is out of me, is driven and manifested by my energy.
I already knew this, but in order to experience receiving what I want I must understand this well.
Now I understand.
With my one intention and my one thought, this physical...
and I haven't been interested in other people. Now, I believe in authenticity, so I don't want to just pretend I'm super interested when I'm not. But I think asking some questions and really trying to understand THEIR viewpoint is crucial to connection. I'm thinking mainly about...
when you let it wander. I was reading a nice comment...people are so nice here. So kind, encouraging, supportive. And it always feels strange. To be honest, I don't know how much of it is sincere, but even if it's not, it still takes kindness to express such things. I began to...
.maybe I asked him once, but I don't remember. I know he likes some things I like and his personality is similar to mine, but I think I've spent too much time thinking about how much we fight anytime we talk to really get to ask these things...I talk to him almost not at all for...
whenever I communicate with my sister. She literally makes me tense up and I clench my jaw hard. My mom keeps saying, "shes the only sister you have, when we are gone thats all you have"...We are extreme opposites of each other, I spent a vacation with her and had a difficult...
...something today after reading a handout my therapist gave me
about "Thinking Errors That Add Stress to Our Lives." It made a lot of sense
and I was immediately able to relate to a lot of the different beliefs or
I realized that I have...
1. As much as an therapist does not have all the answers to life, then an math teacher dont always have all the answers either. etc.
2. I forever try to keep an tight balance where i want to behave myself, but also do good to others..
I constantly tell when i...
this site are under the age of 18, and to make matters worse they all seem to be alone and have had more life scarring experiences than most people my age. I'm sorry but you are too young to be broken. I like sharing my experiences and life advice but these teens only want...
If we just be quiet and lession we will hear lifes lessions
then when bad things happen its what we
do with the lifes lessions we choose diffrent things to do with bad
crises so do i stay a victom or do i learn from it and help others
thats what iam doing with the things ive...
Amazing friends who don't act like they understand me or they don't lie to me... they like me for me and nothing else... My old friends always acted like they understood me and they always lied to me... I'm so glad to have all of my friends that understand me..
I get what I want, but the prospect of change still makes me feel like throwing up. LOL First big change of many starts with a new schedule next Monday.
I guess if you're going to have something wrong with you at least that promises to be a relatively short-lived malady. I...
would think of me, I made careful decisions and always ended up being the 'good' one in groups. It's not who I am at all. I always tried to avoid drama but i'm at the point where I could care less. I used drinking as a way to vent out my feelings about everything negative in my...
.. Oh, sure, everything's relative and I suppose I'm a little kinky but I'm not that wild. I like thinking about kinky stuff more than anything but I really don't see myself going wild... and that's okay.
that I did not just realize).
I could make many of them experiences.. "I just realized ......"
Sometimes tho, something i keep realizing over and over.
Maybe I read something, and im like.. "Really?" but then I may come to see the truth myself in it myself.
I realized people have their own problems to deal with. I learned that some people don't care about as much as it seems they do. I realized you only got yourself. Of course there are people out there who love you but at the end of the day you only have yourself
I'm allowed fo disagree with whoever I want.
If the most popular girl in school has an opinion, I'm allowed to disagree.
If my parents have an opinion, I'm allowed to think they are wrong.
If the news anchor has an opinion, I'm allowed to disagree.
My entire life...
all these wonderful things on it that have gone unacknowledged! Please forgive me for rudely ignoring your thoughtful gestures! I usually use the app and didn't know that was there! Thank you everyone!
Whenever I see children, I wish I would be like their age. Do you know why? because they have lesser problems than me. I have realized whenever we grow up, our problems grow up with us too. So why would I grow up if my problems are going to grow up with me?!