.. I naively spent lots of time with her thru the years thinking she was fabulous - she is ! and great for my brother but didnt see her hesitation with me. Im sad and feel stupid that it always takes me so long to understand if something isnt right. looking back the clues were...
almost like a security blanket for social interaction. I feel like I avoid being awkward around people if I look at my phone. I first got a smartphone when I was 16, I feel like it was a rather brash decision tho. I feel like the only reason I got a smartphone was so I wouldn't...
Life should be how I want it and things need to come when I say. Truth be told. I gave my life to Jesus... So I give that mess up and openly say... I'm not my own. I was bought at a price and God is good.
reading some stories with ppl saying how they hate themselves and why when i see they are actually so good and its just that they need to learn to cope and i know what they need..makes me realize i dont really hate myself so much..im like them..if i see myself as an other...
If we just be quiet and lession we will hear lifes lessions
then when bad things happen its what we
do with the lifes lessions we choose diffrent things to do with bad
crises so do i stay a victom or do i learn from it and help others
thats what iam doing with the things ive...
Amazing friends who don't act like they understand me or they don't lie to me... they like me for me and nothing else... My old friends always acted like they understood me and they always lied to me... I'm so glad to have all of my friends that understand me..
.maybe I asked him once, but I don't remember. I know he likes some things I like and his personality is similar to mine, but I think I've spent too much time thinking about how much we fight anytime we talk to really get to ask these things...I talk to him almost not at all for...
I realized people have their own problems to deal with. I learned that some people don't care about as much as it seems they do. I realized you only got yourself. Of course there are people out there who love you but at the end of the day you only have yourself
and I haven't been interested in other people. Now, I believe in authenticity, so I don't want to just pretend I'm super interested when I'm not. But I think asking some questions and really trying to understand THEIR viewpoint is crucial to connection. I'm thinking mainly about...
I'm allowed fo disagree with whoever I want.
If the most popular girl in school has an opinion, I'm allowed to disagree.
If my parents have an opinion, I'm allowed to think they are wrong.
If the news anchor has an opinion, I'm allowed to disagree.
My entire life...
Eternity passes like a breeze. What an enduring passage. What a beautiful melody. What chaotic obstacles which have been put in their place. What small gestures keep me in pace. See me and my smile give me a warm embrace.
This is my first time in experience project.
Out of boredom I tried typing my full name in google's search bar. I saw different results. I try to click on all of them one by one until I came here on this site. I saw my name and it was under a question "Who is the most...
with a big build
-at least partially Mexican
- Smoke weed (one I'm not sure about)
-short and thin boned
- 0% Mexican or even Hispanic
- have never smoked (not counting secondhand)
Guys I like [are]:
- athletic (sometimes)
- into Mexican (Hispanic in...
that I'll just settle for these ****** feelings and being controlled I decided I no longer have the strength or want to fight I'll learn to adapt or I won't screw it and everything I'm shutting down going back to not expressing nothing
Whenever I see children, I wish I would be like their age. Do you know why? because they have lesser problems than me. I have realized whenever we grow up, our problems grow up with us too. So why would I grow up if my problems are going to grow up with me?!
Everything in this physical, as it is out of me, is driven and manifested by my energy.
I already knew this, but in order to experience receiving what I want I must understand this well.
Now I understand.
With my one intention and my one thought, this physical...
this site are under the age of 18, and to make matters worse they all seem to be alone and have had more life scarring experiences than most people my age. I'm sorry but you are too young to be broken. I like sharing my experiences and life advice but these teens only want...
whenever I communicate with my sister. She literally makes me tense up and I clench my jaw hard. My mom keeps saying, "shes the only sister you have, when we are gone thats all you have"...We are extreme opposites of each other, I spent a vacation with her and had a difficult...
...something today after reading a handout my therapist gave me
about "Thinking Errors That Add Stress to Our Lives." It made a lot of sense
and I was immediately able to relate to a lot of the different beliefs or
I realized that I have...
I thought I couldn't face him without feeling hurt or losing my mind but i can now say that I feel... nothing. It took years for me to look at him and say that I feel nothing and its scary all the crying, the fighting, the harsh words we said and for me to not feel anything or...
It's not like I would ever cheat on someone, but I think if I was dating I could never actually stay w/ them. My friendships don't last so long, the max is 4 yrs. Maybe it's due to my childhood? Or just something else?
tale.2.) I thought I can bear shutting people out. 3.) Your jaw will get hurt from laughing too much after a long time of keeping them shut.4.) Loneliness is a harsher feeling that I thought.5.) I am capable of falling in love againWe had a high-school reunion. Not a big...
.. Oh, sure, everything's relative and I suppose I'm a little kinky but I'm not that wild. I like thinking about kinky stuff more than anything but I really don't see myself going wild... and that's okay.