I Just Want It All To Stop

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    I was people to leave me alone

    and stop harassing me, I want them to do as I said and act like I don't exists but it hasn't stopped and it hurts! Just wish my school would actually do something.
    kvallieres0831 kvallieres0831
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2015

    Just, please. Stop. I know it's not my fault

    you do it, so why? Why do you need to hurt me for your stupid pleasure... But, it is my fault, isn't it? I could tell someone but my pathetic body freezes everytime I try. What kind of a life am I supposed to lead with being scared of crossing the road, coming out my room...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 11, 2014

    I don't know how to live anymore.

    Sure, I have a couple of happy moments every now and then, but they're always gone before I even realise they're there. I just can't do this 'living' rubbish anymore. It's not how I want to be - scared constantly, terrified every time the door opens, or I get a visitor. And yeah...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    Feb 20, 2015
    lowkeyveto lowkeyveto
    22-25, M
    Feb 22, 2015

    Flashbacks are horrific.

    It's like I was there all over again..I could feel him touching me, I could sense my fear, and his anger. I could feel the tenderness of my bruises as he gripped me yet again. I f*cking hate them. I hate them. I just hate them. I take medication and it does happen less often now...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2014
    slimiskey slimiskey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2015

    Band aid. Amnesia. Heroin.

    Something. Make it stop.
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill
    41-45, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    I just..I don't even know how to describe how I

    feel. It's just a mess, a big f*cked up jumble of thoughts, feelings, secrets, lies.
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    Sometimes The Urge Is Nearly Too Much To Bear

    I have told a few of you about my loss... many years ago of "the one". Everytime I do I have to seperate myself for a while.... the urge to end my life increases....a curtain falls across everything I am I wipe my eyes a lot.....I hurt inside The feelings feel fresh and...
    ELFINSONG ELFINSONG
    56-60, M
    9 Responses Apr 23, 2010
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2015

    Right now, my mom is asleep.

    Normal, right? No. She did took some sleeping pills just now. She took them so she could sleep her headache away. The case is: I HATE it when she takes them, she looks like a zombie, she falls asleep for five minutes, wakes up, blabbers useless nothings and goes back to sleep...
    EdithLumon EdithLumon
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2015

    This is horrible. For the first couple days I

    felt safe, free. But now I've been getting texts from my aunt saying what a sl.ut I am, how I disgrace this family. She's saying I seduced him..how the hell is that true?! The police have fricking evidence from the first time. When I was 11. I didn't know what love or lust was...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2014
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