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I Just Want This Damned War To End

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    Three years ago I never could have imagined that I'd then be spending three ******* years in an ugly war with MY OWN KIND. It's not like I get some pleasure out of hurting them back. I don't want to be fighting with ANYONE, least of all them. But they are making my life...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jul 19, 2011

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    Three years ago I never could have imagined that I'd then be spending three ******* years in an ugly war with MY OWN KIND. It's not like I get some pleasure out of hurting them back. I don't want to be fighting with ANYONE, least of all them. But they are making my life...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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