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I Just Want to Be "First"

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    Hmmm

    You know... number one... numero uno.... your choice.... the winner.... the chosen one.  I am not used to being second best and I won't accept it. I always come out on top and this is no different. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    My Little Situation, So to Speak.

    Over the last year and a half, I have gone through a lot of inner struggles trying to uphold a "relationship" with someone who would want to be with me, and only me. I know I have made some stupid decisions in the past, in a sense which I knew I was being used (as...
    bloodpromise bloodpromise 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27, 2009

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    But first off I'mma start by saying this : Better get your man 'cause he keep likin my pics (Aye) lol
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    No I dont want to live there. People say that there is more Ice, Snow, chilly and Heavenly in Kashmir. I am just Perplexed to see the beauty of Kashmir!! 0_0 and that is just on...
    Pianist1090 Pianist1090 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I want a girl to make me wear a shock collar to which only she has the keys to and has a tag on it showing I belong to her =)
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Hi! I'm new here... so if anyone 16-17 wants to talk then that would be suuuuuper kawaii! xD
    NerdyGurl04 NerdyGurl04 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Feeling really positive about my choice to try and gain weight. My boyfriend is being really supportive and wants to help me every step of the way. He likes the idea of me growing...
    Makemefat123 Makemefat123 16-17, F 27 mins ago

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Apr 29

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    100.) I woke today very bored. Sitting in my house with nothing to do and found this experience and thought it will kill sometime. 99.) I grew in a small town just outside of...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 6 Responses Apr 26

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    I heard a song Sunday night on the radio and I really liked it. Typically, when I hear a song on the radio that I like, I will take note of the radio station and the time - down to...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
    ApplePamilar ApplePamilar 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I have recently voiced myself for a large while on the Duggar scandals. I have stayed away over the years from the show for various reasons of feeling like they're only acting...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    1. Do you get excited when you learn you have to dress up? Well, considering I dress up every time I leave the house, yeah I do 2. What brand of hair spray do you use? None, I don...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F Apr 28

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    It's been years since my first breakup. She was my highschool girlfriend, we started dating near the end of my Junior year. She was one year behind me. We dated for almost three...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25

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    i met this girl back in highschool i felt like she all ways had a crush on me and so did i but thought it was just lust.... so i annoyed it said theirs no such thing as love till...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    So Friday night, and I'm going out with my friends and I had just planned it to be us and then my friend invites this guy that she's trying to set me up with which I wasn't too...
    yungrochelle yungrochelle 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    I've noticed that many people have different priorities when it comes to managing their funds. I just want to share how I spent my first salary before I forget it again. In short...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 Apr 26

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    I have been reunited with my first love.... We met in Job Corps in the early 90. At the time I had a boyfriend. But he was always around making me laugh. Till one day he ask me to...
    alwayshisbaby73 alwayshisbaby73 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When ij was 14 my parents was out of town visiting my sister they would be gone for a week.When my sister moved out of state she left a box of clothes to be taken to goodwill.I was...
    Jazonx Jazonx 36-40 1 Response May 5

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    1. I'm a girl, but sometimes I forget. I'm not transgender or anything but I'm completely fine with dressing like/acting like/being a boy. 2. I like acting. ^_^ I participate at...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response May 16

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    I'm 22. My first love was when I was 18. I am currently with a man who would do anything in his power to make me happy. What's the problem, you ask? Well, I sometimes start missing...
    axclowngirl axclowngirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    1) favorite color is black 2) I like to watch YouTube 3) I love animals 4) my favorite animals are puppies 5) I'm a Leo 6) my name is tori 7) I want to change my name to Jemma 8...
    LiveOnYourRadio LiveOnYourRadio 13-15, F Apr 30

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    I never message people first. Most of my circle added me before I added them. There are just a few I added first just a very few. I don't want to seem like a creeper or a perve so...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M May 1

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    1. Not sure I can finish this list lol 2. I have a birthmark 3. I love running 4. I do cross country running and track 5. I love to sing 6. Sometimes I feel like my brother hates...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses May 1

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    It was summer gap when I had completed my board exams for school...and enjoying my holidays...my dad is a surgery specialist....so obviously watching him I too wanted to become a...
    shiwangee shiwangee 18-21, F May 6

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    Who is Allah? Ibn al-Qayyim (رحمه الله) described the greatness of Allah in the most beautiful way: “He is controlling the affairs of all the kingdoms. He commands and...
    Shangem Shangem 41-45, F 1 Response May 8

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    Lately I've been making an observation about people and their behaviors. It's a Social norm I've become sort of annoyed by but it demonstrates what I'm referring to. So some of...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response May 12

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    I just think that it would be easier to be completely honest with one's significant other if they were friends, at least in my case. I don't know why most guys don't like being...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    So I met this guy when we were 18. I kinda liked him, but I was on the fence about it, and in my snobby 18 year old wisdom, decided he wasn't worth another thought when he ditched...
    Supersyncsteph Supersyncsteph 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Favorite movies (Let's see if I can limit ten per theme) 1. ANIMATED 1. Fern Gully 2. Phineas And Ferb The Movie: Across The Second Dimension 3. The Little Mermaid 4. Beauty And...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F Apr 25

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    Okay so I'm going to tell you my story. So in my last post I shared my experience about me thinking I might be falling in love with someone I met online. So in that experience I...
    NotHisGirl NotHisGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    My life's situation is very different from most. I was taken from my real family when I was a baby and made to believe the one's I had to live with were mine. Because of this I was...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I think it's just disgusting what the western world is doing to the rest of the world, and middle east especially. This absurd is getting so ridiculous, first the USA created Al...
    Vrime Vrime 22-25, M 4 Responses May 6

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    I'm ready. I really think I am. I just want a normal relationship... even if it ends. I want to have a crush, and have it reciprocated. I want a guy to ask me out, I want to go to...
    sunInverness sunInverness 18-21, M May 6

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    1. Name? - K 2. Male or female? Female, or as my husband claims, gnome. 3. Were you named after anyone? Nope! Not even Christ. 4. Does your name mean anything? "Christian." I...
    GeorgeSands GeorgeSands 31-35, F 2 Responses May 13

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    I hate how much pain my friends are going through.... But they never tell me when they are. So there I go, all insensitive like, and load my issues into them, clueless to the fact...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    What is Life? Life is complex Life is beautiful It's beautiful Life is rich and amazing Life was given to us by God Life is limited So why waste time? Each and everyday is a...
    LeahLoveeU LeahLoveeU 13-15, F 2 Responses May 14

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    Here’s my 50. Don’t take me too seriously. I sure don’t. 1. I am nobody you know, which means I’m not really pretending to be a really hot lesbian. 2. Don’t get me wrong...
    azenithapproaches azenithapproaches 70+, M May 15

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    Please help!!! We were together for 10 years. I was 25 when we broke up so we were just kids when we met and fell in love. Almost 2 years ago and I am still hurting. He was my...
    1loveNYC21 1loveNYC21 26-30, F 1 Response May 16

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    I feel like events from my past are consuming me and most of the time I feel like I'm going crazy. I've been depressed for a while,it started two years ago. For Middle School I...
    YOdawgaga YOdawgaga 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I was at the fair with my boyfriend, and of course it was an amazing time due to the fact we were each others first date to the fair, well okay back to the embarrassing moment. I...
    heavenmescud heavenmescud 18-21, F Apr 26

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