I Just Want to Be Happy Again

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    Frustrated With the Way Life Is Going

    Hi all, I was married for 24 years...he died...and 2 years later I met a man that I thought we could have a pretty nice life together...he asked me to marry him...I did....now 13 years later I am so miserable and unhappy and wish to heck I never did this. All I want is to...
    katanina katanina
    3 Responses Aug 25, 2009

    Im Alone Already

    He go out of jail today. Ive been dealing with his family blaming me for wha he did and didnt have so much as toilet paper untill thursday. It was me and the kids. He has already gone out. He wined that he had been in jail for ten days. I feel like Ive been in prison for months...
    longfromhome22 longfromhome22
    26-30, F
    Feb 25, 2013

    You think youve felt everything,

    then you feel this. And suddenly, you realise youve barely scraped the surface of what emotion is until now, and thats terrifying. How much deeper can a person fall? I can't handle having another day of suffering like this. When does it stop and when will happiness come back to...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    I wonder how many people in the world are

    running away right now and how many are coming home. I think about how somebody's worst day is just another persons typical Thursday. Mostly, I like to think about happiness. I like to see people smile and I enjoy hearing laughter. I love to see two people in love (even if it...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 18, 2015


    I have given my life for the past 4 years to a man who has shattered my being. we have 2 beautiful children together and about 2 months ago due to marital counseling he told me he was unfaithful to me. for over half of our relationship. after we got married, during my pregnancy...
    gmlove gmlove
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2010

    Finding My Way Through Confusion..

    im a very young women. and iv been through a lot in my teenage years,iv been treated very badly as  a teen, in school ive been bullied ive been severly deppresed, and i got help by being in programs, and i was diagnosed by a mental disorder because ive been severly deppresed...
    julissa21 julissa21
    1 Response Feb 14, 2012

    How I Got To The Current Place In My Life

    Ok Im new here. I quess Ill try highlighting the major events and lead up to where I am now. Well I was neve very popular growing up. I didnt date while i was in school. I didnt go to parties. Not because I didnt want to. I wasnt invited. I dropped ot at 16. At 17 I joined the...
    longfromhome22 longfromhome22
    26-30, F
    Feb 24, 2013


    I don't feel the need to be repeditive, I posted my story under unhappy marriage and I just want to be happy again, it's been so long, honnestly not sure if it will happen.
    ccrew ccrew
    46-50, F
    Oct 17, 2010

    I haven't felt like myself these past two years

    since ive graduated from high school. I miss not having as much responsibilities as I do now im stressed, overwhelmed, kinda depressed, and very lonely. Ive pushed so many people away from me and thats my fault I understand but shouldn't they know thats when I need them the...
    Jamila94 Jamila94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2014

    Have you ever hurt so bad?

    Deep down within, something so sad.. Physically you feel it, ripping slowly.. Theres nothing you can do, no controlling it.. With each tear it rips a little more.. So intense, right at the core.. It feels so dramatic.. So real ripping like fabric.. Screaming doesnt help, only...
    forevermyalways forevermyalways
    18-21, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    To my mother who told me it was just a phase.

    To my mother who told me I was only pissed because I wasn't getting attention for 'once'. To my mother who told me to just get over it. To my mother who told me she had it worse. To my mother who calls me a *****. To my mother who puts my brother before me for everything...
    AzazelLune AzazelLune
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Dec 20, 2014

    I feel like I'm that sad pathetic girl in the

    corner at school. Even at home, I feel like there is no way I will be able to hide my sadness 100% of the time with every single person I meet. I just want to be able to laugh and smile like everybody else. Is that too much to ask?
    Tina443 Tina443
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2014
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