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I Just Want to Be That Happy Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 27 People

    Once Upon A Time...

    ...wasn't too long ago I used to be a bubbly person.  I never failed to have a smile on my face ...unless someone in the office ****** me off that is! My world change on St Paddy's Nite 2.5 years ago to even better..more smiles..more laughter..more happiness and gone were...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Is That Too Much To Ask???

    It sure seems like I am asking for an impossible task. I only ask for the simple things. I am a very simplistic female, yet I get nothing.   I want love like so many of my friends have. I want someone to spend my weekends with, to go to the movies, dinners, listening...
    snyd46girl snyd46girl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    Just Want To Be Happy

    Im 24 y/o.  Been in two long-term relationship that both started as long distance relationship.  My first bf was in the military, I was in high school. We dated for 2 1/2 years and we had a bad break-up.  I joined the military after high school, but we were...
    mysnickie mysnickie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    HisTrapQueen HisTrapQueen 16-17, F Feb 15

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    2 months ago everything was fine.. everything seems perfect.. i was happy with him and he was happy with me.. i just didn't know what happened to us.. he forgot about me.. he just...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    so i got a new high carreer job and still feeling like ****. nothing makes me happy anymore. only love I think will make me happy again. but love you cannot find , comes to you
    thejoyprovider thejoyprovider 26-30, M Feb 2

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    I've had depression and it sucks so much. And crazy things is I had it because of one person! Just one person was enough to make me feel like absolute and total trash, that I wasn...
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M Jan 27

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    that everything will be okay that things will turn out that maybe one day I can finally be happy again
    Mysterygirl2129 Mysterygirl2129 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Everyone has a life, I understand that. Most of us here are lonely and bored, I understand that too. But after I give my 2 days to you, to know you, to make you feel better, to...
    LoganManish LoganManish 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I can't be someone other than me so why should i try. I'm not a bad person i help others as much as i can and don't ask for anything in return. I respect others and except there...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M Feb 7

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    When i was in grade school there was one book that i would read over and over again. I knew it backwards and forwards, page by page. I even wore out the binding from opening it up...
    violet1698 violet1698 31-35, F 14 hrs ago

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    I got a call from my ex last night. Since he dumped me via text on Christmas morning he started dating another girl who we proposed to and she rejected him. And now he is lonely...
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Everyday your there for me. Everyday you have made me laugh, you have made me laugh when ive been at my lowest! Everyday you call me beautiful and everyday you tell me you love me...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Problem with us will always be our ego. We are very sensitive about our manhood and in today's society, the "hunter" is just not needed. Sure, you might ask for something on the...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78 36-40, M 9 hrs ago

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    I always want to be father a daughter as our first baby. It always excite me thinking of being her first hero. I have idealize my father and would be happy to be like him.
    Rightherenow Rightherenow 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Stability of mass austerity 334). 1st February, 1979. Thursday. Late night dream: I had gone to the residence of Sri Sushil Bandyopadhyaya, an old devotee of...
    Dipakda Dipakda 70+, M 13 hrs ago

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    I'm going to Los Angeles again soon, probably after about 1 week. But this time I will be staying there longer than 2 or 3 days, I'm thinking a week or two, but that depends on...
    AnnRowland AnnRowland 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    1. I love music (MCR, P!ATD, BVB, FOB, etc etc) 2. I want to make internet friends 3. I am a VERY shy person (i have really bad social anxiety) 4. I am afraid of needles, yet I...
    EverySnowflakeisDifferent EverySnowflakeisDifferent 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    My Happy Word ... is "Hope". "You refuse to give up on anyone, including yourself. You see the best in others. You think happiness should be shared. You spread your message of...
    TheDarkVerse TheDarkVerse 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I lost my razor and was about a good 2 month since I have cut myself. I felt like part of myself was missing when I lost it. I sometimes have this urge to cut myself. Then I don...
    NocturnalMiss23 NocturnalMiss23 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have always looked up to you when i was little and i thought you were a great dad, but not anymore i don't. Why? Because I hate you. You may have made sure that your family was...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Feb 14

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    So many years of my life I have been so suicidal. Bravest thing I did was take so many pills to kill myself (sort of...) which was a mistake and I suffered the after after effects...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I used to cut myself for the feeling of relief, i used to sit on top of the roof at night to see the moon and stars light up the sky, i used to cry over nothing because i have that...
    annaambrose annaambrose 16-17 1 day ago

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    everyday is a deep torture for me. its getting harder each day trying to forget and hate you so as i can move on and dispersed all memories between us. 6 years together how was...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F Feb 2

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    that reminds me of a song by alicia keys, called like you'll never see me again, love that song!
    tonia3 tonia3 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

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    I wrote this when thinking about the words i wish i could hear someone say to me one day... How are you? she said tell me how you are baby don't you know i'm yours tell me how you...
    ashamedofself ashamedofself 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Given time, people become my enemies. I don't know why. But that's the truth. It happened before, many times, and it will happen again. It can't be helped, I guess.
    TheDarkVerse TheDarkVerse 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    She has that "look" in her eyes again.... Watch out!!!!
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 19

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    1 Listening to my children laugh 2 Talking to my son about his views of the world 3 Watching my daughter dance 4 When either of my kids wants a hug and cuddle as most of the time...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Hey everyone! Happy Valentine's day to all our friends and loved ones! Since its Valentine's day today, I've decided to post a poem WITH the translation! Many people on here have...
    IloveAllah90 IloveAllah90 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 14

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    I Was A False Convert I was born and raised in Asheville, North Carolina, just as was my mother. My father was from a small town in Georgia. I have often joked that I am the...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I just called a friend (can be considered as my ex) to greet him happy valentine's day. He told me he's meeting someone this evening and even asked me if he should come or not...
    hastycrew hastycrew 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    The speed Thieve In the Streets of North Salem Lorelie was enjoying a beautiful day after eating some double cheeseburger from his favorite burger joint. Something that Lorelie...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 27

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    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 5

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    I’m Gay!.................Wow, okay that was easy. If only coming out were really easy. I wonder how straight people come out. Oh wait, they are just born that way. So are the...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 15

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    secretsarefun0987 secretsarefun0987 18-21, F Feb 6

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    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F Jan 28

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Jan 29

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    The truth is that I do not think life is poetic or beautiful. I am not referring to life itself, which I consider an inexplicable miracle and an immeasurable gift. I'm referring to...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    The truth is that I do not think life is poetic or beautiful. I am not referring to life itself, which I consider an inexplicable miracle and an immeasurable gift. I'm referring to...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I struggle with this kind of thing but oh well, let's give it a shot 1. my name is emma, though my parents wanted to name me grace, holly or chloe 2. if I were a boy, I was to be...
    emjagrace emjagrace 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    I haven't been on EP much lately but today I'll just write something down before I go to bed. The last 3 months have been hell for me. I did everything I can to get over my ex...
    TwingleLittleStar TwingleLittleStar 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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