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I Just Want to Be That Happy Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    Once Upon A Time...

    ...wasn't too long ago I used to be a bubbly person.  I never failed to have a smile on my face ...unless someone in the office ****** me off that is! My world change on St Paddy's Nite 2.5 years ago to even better..more smiles..more laughter..more happiness and gone were...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Just Want To Be Happy

    Im 24 y/o.  Been in two long-term relationship that both started as long distance relationship.  My first bf was in the military, I was in high school. We dated for 2 1/2 years and we had a bad break-up.  I joined the military after high school, but we were...
    mysnickie mysnickie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    Is That Too Much To Ask???

    It sure seems like I am asking for an impossible task. I only ask for the simple things. I am a very simplistic female, yet I get nothing.   I want love like so many of my friends have. I want someone to spend my weekends with, to go to the movies, dinners, listening...
    snyd46girl snyd46girl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    I have learned a lot about myself and other people and have enjoyed sharing stories. i came here after looking up bicuriosity articles or forums on google, or the like...and a...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I met someone like that once. His name was Randy. He knew I struggled with mental illnesses and rook advantage of it every moment I spent with him. He would always say I was the...
    Nmetb Nmetb 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I apologize for the long bible I wrote here haha. I just need to write it all down somewhere. So.. most of my life and my childhood, I had no parents or family, like a lot another...
    ninacu ninacu 18-21, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I have decided to be happy again. After starting the experience project I ousted an experience about me ex wife and me being lab partners. We started talking again and we have...
    justanormaguy justanormaguy 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    Random topic here but while I was doing my makeup this morning I just had the urge to want to go buy more an try different products. I've been looking up some really good products...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I fee like a bit%#, I've broken someone's else hearts a couple of time, but it was never my intention, I just stop feeling love, passion , and its not my fault I think...
    sweeter944 sweeter944 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    is it right for me to break up with my bf? cos most of the time we dont get along. i think hes with me bcos of our daugther, bcos i dont feel love by him,he always says stuff to...
    flipinagirl flipinagirl 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I never want to have children. For some people it seems like an impossible concept that a female does not to mother children. It is an individual choice, some women want to have...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I would like to life simple, I feel like a prisoner living in a cage of rules and monkeybussines. I can't stand college, it's all an image, showing how rich you are, how much money...
    Spacekeez Spacekeez 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I wish I could grow up with my daddy. I want to make him happy as his little girl. He would have bought me toys and watch me playing with them. He would have kissed me before going...
    natalypetrvicki natalypetrvicki 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been through loads in my life & trumped through all of it (abused by dad at 5, sobered up at 19, abusive husband for 5 years, watched BFF die next to me in wreck, left ex...
    KeepYourHappy KeepYourHappy 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    "Be happy with yourself." Right..how can I be happy with myself if I am not really. I've been truggling to lose weight but I might as well give up. I've failed too many times and...
    PassionForCreativity PassionForCreativity 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    1. I'm not a feminist. I'm not a meninist. I support "human rights". -What does this means? That I do not follow feminist ideology, nor this frankenstein online joke of meninism...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I know this might be TMI for some viewers. but I just feel like writing my dreams and sharing them with you all. me and my boyfriend have done it before and we were talking about...
    EastAfricanQueen EastAfricanQueen 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I push people away. And I try figure out what to do about it. I can't really decide who was hurting me. So I began to push people away... It could be my dad who lived far away and...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I found this silly personality test on Rutterman's profile and thought it was kind of interesting...and just fun to do, since I found myself answering the questions for myself...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Rite now im 19, and my gf is 15. We are deeply in loveee, it seems like we been dating forr years. Wen we first, she had a bf but I liked her wanted her. We still kinda but then...
    Legend1boyy Legend1boyy 18-21 1 Response Jan 26

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    I feel free. I no longer feel pain when I hear his name. I no longer cry myself to sleep. The memories no longer haunt my heart. I remember the days I'd wake up feeling empty and...
    homeskilletx homeskilletx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    without the help of meds. i want to get out of the hole im in, not dig it deeper, despite what neurotypicals may say
    kaliforniadreamin kaliforniadreamin 16-17, T Jan 24

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    I found this article on the internet and i found it very useful. I can never understand if I love myself enough, even if I am a very self confident woman (yes, the two things can...
    ellaison ellaison 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I crave the feeling. But at the same time, if I'm happy for too long I feel annoyed and exhausted. It's quite the tiring cycle.
    FlowerWarrior FlowerWarrior 13-15, T 1 Response Jan 24

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    I want to be happy again I want to get rid of this pain people may think i am lame but they are the one i would blame. Why do they come to your life? Why do they just speak the...
    uniqueguy91 uniqueguy91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    we would like to be out but its not possible and we are still happy. This place is so catholic it out does the vatican. school would be hell. theres so much bullying and...
    BrunoAndSammy BrunoAndSammy 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    i wish when i'd never let them in, i wish i didn't let them **** with my head
    brookecarter brookecarter 13-15, M Jan 23

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    I wanna feel something... I wanna feel something..... I feel something... ****.
    kuronekko kuronekko 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 23

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    I may not have everything that I want, but I do have everything that I need. I just feel like I should be happy and content with my life, but I'm not. Hoping for the day that I...
    Tutu7 Tutu7 61-65, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    Only realized why I don't know how to be happy again. Why Im so confused. Its because my Happiness is my Sorrow. It's the way that I be happy. Only realized that depression has a...
    CallMeBuddy CallMeBuddy 13-15, M Jan 20

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    Today was.....weird....most of the day I felt warm (not physically lol inwardly) and happy.....peaceful. But I guess I've been pushed into some sort of bizarre fragile state...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    i need someone to talk to ...
    flipinagirl flipinagirl 22-25, F Jan 20

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    I was 20 years old in college when I found out I was pregnant with my emotionally, physically, and sexually abusive boyfriend of 2 and 1/2 years. I was terrified and didn't know...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 19

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    Every day, these days. And it's been going on since our last crisis in may 2015. Feels like we both trew all fear overboard and just rely on eachother both ways. My wife dresses...
    AdBlue AdBlue 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I just want to go far away. where no one will notice me where nobody will criticize me for what I do where life is simple and happy where nobody's gonna hate where I can...
    letthetruthprevails letthetruthprevails 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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