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I Just Want to Be That Happy Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    Once Upon A Time...

    ...wasn't too long ago I used to be a bubbly person.  I never failed to have a smile on my face ...unless someone in the office ****** me off that is! My world change on St Paddy's Nite 2.5 years ago to even better..more smiles..more laughter..more happiness and gone were...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Is That Too Much To Ask???

    It sure seems like I am asking for an impossible task. I only ask for the simple things. I am a very simplistic female, yet I get nothing.   I want love like so many of my friends have. I want someone to spend my weekends with, to go to the movies, dinners, listening...
    snyd46girl snyd46girl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    Just Want To Be Happy

    Im 24 y/o.  Been in two long-term relationship that both started as long distance relationship.  My first bf was in the military, I was in high school. We dated for 2 1/2 years and we had a bad break-up.  I joined the military after high school, but we were...
    mysnickie mysnickie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    I thought he actually wanted to be with me he actually wanted to be those relationships that last for a very long time and that get married have children... but I guess I was wrong...
    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    go forward in a life with a twinkle in your eyes and a smile in your face but with a great and strong purpose in your heart XD AJA! fight fight fight!!!
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Well that's done. He didn't get it at first and probably still dn't get it but I refuse to befriend gossipy ppl. :D I feel better!
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Oct 16

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    I really want to be happy. I have been on and off suicidal for years and not felt happiness in a true manor for all of that time except for half a year. Then there was those 2...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I seriously need a father figure in my life. It's a void that has been in my heart for a very long time, and I seriously can't take the pain. I've lived my entire life up to this...
    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard 18-21, M Sep 27

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    I have had Heart or Wings as part of my email address for the last 10 years. I was going through a rough time in life, my heart had felt like it was ripped to shreds. I thought...
    Wings1969 Wings1969 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    Am I nuts or what? I'm back after a short separation and its not like I came back on my own....the moron I dedicated my life and heart to for too many years led me to believe,once...
    UnbreakableMe2112 UnbreakableMe2112 51-55, F Oct 5

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    Sitting outside work waiting for my shift to start... Thinking about my life choices... Thinking about how all I feel is useless... I'm going to change some things in my life...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 6

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    I want to be breast feed.I did it years ago and want it again
    vlminc vlminc 56-60, M Sep 26

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    I wish I could go back to my childhood; back when it was summertime, I could hear people still over visiting my family (the way the voices oscillate in eruptions of laughter), the...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    So I've had this crush on a guy for a little while and we have talked about doing it but whenever we are together I get super nervous and decide I don't want to but then after he...
    ascorby54 ascorby54 16-17, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I miss having someone who I could feel safe and open with. Someone who my gestures and affections are not always seen as sexual. When I was in my late 20's I found the love of my...
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 27

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    So, my problems? I'm having mood problems for quite a while now. I'm seeing a psychologist (started Acceptance and Commitment Therapy), but I am not really heading forward. Better...
    MariaEve MariaEve 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I'm using the depression as a shield. And although it has made me not want to be here You don't need to fear me trying to take my life away Because there is no point I will fail...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    Can anyone help me with this? So I have projected a few times. When I was young, it was involuntary. I was abused terribly as a child, and sometimes during moments of severe trauma...
    weirdestpersonyoullevermeet weirdestpersonyoullevermeet 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have been happy ever since I entered high school. I have amazing friends and I'm doing very well. When I was younger I was sad about a lot and I don't know why. I didn't really...
    StarFishAndDangos StarFishAndDangos 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I want to travel. It is an on going goal in my life. I am really tired of being in this country for over a year without leaving. I just want to meet new people, eat great food...
    simple04 simple04 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    What would make me happiest right now? I suppose money would help, immensely. I'd love to suddenly be flush with millions, and finally be able to explore the world and do things...
    9Fan 9Fan 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I gone to get my drivers license and I didn't pass I've studied for it too. I was planing on going for them again but I ended up having a house fire and I haven't been into doing...
    FallingAngel2003 FallingAngel2003 26-30, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Hello my darling When you want to cut again, please look back at how scared you were. You knew damn well that cut was infected, you did everything you could, but your hands were...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    Their is only one person that I would do ANYTHING to make her happy. Except for like murder and stuff lol
    Matthews14 Matthews14 13-15, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Omg sooo happy c': had a realllyyy good day!! eek ^.^
    MrsOliSykess MrsOliSykess 13-15, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I Love Happy Tree Friends Sooo Much!!! I love Flippy/Flipqy, he is my favorite character!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🔪🔪🔪
    TheDyingButterfly TheDyingButterfly 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Stop thinking about anything that would disappoint you! Move on its just one life and you don't really know what might happen tomorrow, or after tomorrow or million years from now...
    Lummaa Lummaa 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Happy/ Putin/ fool/ sleepy /homework
    Chinrussian Chinrussian 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    One of the many poems I have memorized. I think it is suitable, only I didn't live 35 years with someone who loved me. While her pain is terrible, at least there was always love. I...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I spend so much time thinking about how I've screwed up, about how things can't possibly go well for me since they haven't in the past. When I get into a certain mood, I decide it...
    Holdontothefire Holdontothefire 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I've never understood how anyone could look at people with kids or babies and say to themselves, "Yeah, that looks like fun. That would make my life better." How HIGH would you...
    lillydontcare lillydontcare 26-30 3 hrs ago

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    Having never wanted a child, i found that at the age of 35... I was pregnant. By someone I really would not have chosen to be pregnant by. That was MY mistake. When it was...
    SKiesterly SKiesterly 36-40, F 13 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I wish i never had children. When devorced, there mother hid the children from me. I was e-mail blocked, cell phone blocked etc. I did not know where they lived or went to school...
    YimD YimD 46-50, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Starving for Beauty.. Dying to be thin. Wake up tomorrow and do it all again. I want an ana partner who can text or call back and fourth for tight friendship and support PRO Ana...
    ThePaperFlower ThePaperFlower 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I have zero friends. I have people I talk to and hangout with, but no one that I can really open up to and let my walls down for, and be myself with. I think there's something...
    quiltedbathwater quiltedbathwater 18-21, M 15 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Having one of those... months where everything just seems to be against me. The people I thought I could talk to and rely on don't want to know and I'm just stuck in my own head.
    justagirl92 justagirl92 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have lived in Europe before, Germany to be exact, when I was little so I have gone to visit so many places, back then and within the last 10 years of my life, and I want to go...
    HappyHart5 HappyHart5 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    My boyfriend has challenged me to stay nude the entire time I'm over here (his mom's gone for the weekend again). So we started the naked clock this evening when I got naked as...
    emmsbody emmsbody 18-21, F 2 Responses 33 mins ago

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    So for the last 12 years or so, I've always thought that my family showed signs of favoritism for my brother. Whenever I'd want something as a kid, I'd always have to ask him to...
    tesser4ct tesser4ct 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I should be happy that my husband stays home instead of going out with his "friends". I should be happy that instead of getting wasted, my husband plays video games all night. I...
    2O5E4 2O5E4 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There's this funny thing in life. People needed people. You, me, everyone else relies on someone for comfort and to be happy with life. I don't really know about anything that...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    Suicide isn't the answer to being happy. Cutting isn't the answer to being happy. Starving isn't the answer to being happy. Doing drugs isn't the answer to being happy...
    burnedmemories burnedmemories 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i want to sleep forever, never wake up again. In my dream, i dont have to think about my ex, what i did wrong, i can just think about my family. I failed so many times in my...
    cristal92 cristal92 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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