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I Just Want to Be That Happy Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    Once Upon A Time...

    ...wasn't too long ago I used to be a bubbly person.  I never failed to have a smile on my face ...unless someone in the office ****** me off that is! My world change on St Paddy's Nite 2.5 years ago to even better..more smiles..more laughter..more happiness and gone were...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Is That Too Much To Ask???

    It sure seems like I am asking for an impossible task. I only ask for the simple things. I am a very simplistic female, yet I get nothing.   I want love like so many of my friends have. I want someone to spend my weekends with, to go to the movies, dinners, listening...
    snyd46girl snyd46girl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    Just Want To Be Happy

    Im 24 y/o.  Been in two long-term relationship that both started as long distance relationship.  My first bf was in the military, I was in high school. We dated for 2 1/2 years and we had a bad break-up.  I joined the military after high school, but we were...
    mysnickie mysnickie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    I thought he actually wanted to be with me he actually wanted to be those relationships that last for a very long time and that get married have children... but I guess I was wrong...
    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    go forward in a life with a twinkle in your eyes and a smile in your face but with a great and strong purpose in your heart XD AJA! fight fight fight!!!
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Well that's done. He didn't get it at first and probably still dn't get it but I refuse to befriend gossipy ppl. :D I feel better!
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Oct 16

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    I really want to be happy. I have been on and off suicidal for years and not felt happiness in a true manor for all of that time except for half a year. Then there was those 2...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I want to change. I want to be living, really living and not just surviving. I feel like I lost my way at some point and now I feel lost. I wanna find my way back again.. I want to...
    kangaroo02 kangaroo02 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I have had Heart or Wings as part of my email address for the last 10 years. I was going through a rough time in life, my heart had felt like it was ripped to shreds. I thought...
    Wings1969 Wings1969 41-45, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    I just want to be happy again. 7 years ago I had the swine flu vaccine and the flu vaccine at the same time it was the first year of the vaccine for swine flu. The error the nurse...
    weezeey weezeey 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Am I nuts or what? I'm back after a short separation and its not like I came back on my own....the moron I dedicated my life and heart to for too many years led me to believe,once...
    UnbreakableMe2112 UnbreakableMe2112 51-55, F Oct 5

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    Sitting outside work waiting for my shift to start... Thinking about my life choices... Thinking about how all I feel is useless... I'm going to change some things in my life...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 6

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    I wish I could go back to my childhood; back when it was summertime, I could hear people still over visiting my family (the way the voices oscillate in eruptions of laughter), the...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    So I've had this crush on a guy for a little while and we have talked about doing it but whenever we are together I get super nervous and decide I don't want to but then after he...
    ascorby54 ascorby54 16-17, T 1 Response Oct 18

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    I really have no real friends; everyone leaves; especially the ones who promise to stay. I am loosing it again. I can't sleep; I feel like I lost everyone, but I guess you can't...
    aaronryann aaronryann 22-25, T 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I confess that there is some work I would like done, although purely out of vanity. On a plane once some prosperous looking lady told me that the trick with plastic surgery is to...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    At first it was just sexual attraction, yes I'm married, yes it shouldn't have happened, but we'd just met that night, had a few drinks, ended up back at his place with a few...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I am a very fit girl, i go to the gym 6 x a week and about 4 weeks ago this guy started a conversation and we were both talking a bit about fitness and what we do and why we love...
    misssterious misssterious 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    My interests: 1. Minecraft 2. Anime 3. Game in general 4. Trying new things Traits I'd like in a friend: 1. Isn't trying to f*** with me (I mean this both figuratively AND...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 36 mins ago

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    Cancer is back and this is the 3rd time I'm fighting for my life again... Chemo after chemo... I just want to get better..
    silentxxxsuicide silentxxxsuicide 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Understanding the Anger Understanding what anger is. Do we really want to manage our anger...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    Oh, right now. I need this so badly. I'm lonely and just shaky all over. I need to press against someone and be kissed into oblivion. Making love like never before...oh wow. I...
    permafrost21 permafrost21 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I believe emotional walls are not the easiest to break down because it took years to build and they are probably reinforced by past experiences. This protective barrier designed by...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I wish i never had children. When devorced, there mother hid the children from me. I was e-mail blocked, cell phone blocked etc. I did not know where they lived or went to school...
    YimD YimD 46-50, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    So for the last 12 years or so, I've always thought that my family showed signs of favoritism for my brother. Whenever I'd want something as a kid, I'd always have to ask him to...
    tesser4ct tesser4ct 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I should be happy that my husband stays home instead of going out with his "friends". I should be happy that instead of getting wasted, my husband plays video games all night. I...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    Suicide isn't the answer to being happy. Cutting isn't the answer to being happy. Starving isn't the answer to being happy. Doing drugs isn't the answer to being happy...
    burnedmemories burnedmemories 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    i want to sleep forever, never wake up again. In my dream, i dont have to think about my ex, what i did wrong, i can just think about my family. I failed so many times in my...
    cristal92 cristal92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    Okay so there was once this girl. Lets say her name was....Sunny. and sunny was very small and quiet so she got ignored a lot. No one in her family really paid any attention to her...
    bored25123 bored25123 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    Hi, I really need your advice because I'm a bit confused and rattled. I was with my boyfriend for about 6 months when we first met everything was great, we laughed so much and had...
    Rainrebel Rainrebel 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was engaged, with 2 children living in a nice house with a good job. Then I made a mistake and I lost it all. I lost the job and then the family within the space of 7 days. I...
    ScottishTornado ScottishTornado 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    The whispers of solitude - Venting So much has happened, where oh where do I start. I wish there was better news, rather I am here...
    IridescentSkies IridescentSkies 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    ∆ Another Goodbye ∆ I wish she wasn't so upset, when she left me, mad as she was when she left, but it's the only way she knows how leave me, believe me, I know the type, so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 19

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    I want to change the way I talk to people. I want to ask them how they are. I want to make sure they're okay before we enter conversation. I want to change the way I walk. I want...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have some much to give... so much LOVE, and DEVOTION....I want to spend hours just listening to the one I love talk about herself and smile and laugh with her..... I have so...
    Marko48 Marko48 46-50, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Some people want to have a nice car, a big house, to have a good job, to be rich, or want to live near the ocean. But I really want to love someone and be in a happy relationship...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    Wow there are other people out there like me. Thank God - I'm not stupid or crazy. I hate this man and yet my heart hurts when I think about walking away after 17 years. But my...
    Cflo Cflo 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    Everyone always says to do what will make you happy. But I don't really know how to be happy. I guess to understand why I'm not happy I would first need to understand happiness...
    SlothQueen SlothQueen 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I havent even thought about being happy in so long. I like this place because no one i know has any idea i have this. I havent been happy since my grandma got even more sick and...
    leavinginjuly leavinginjuly 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I met my boyfriend in High School fast forward 22 years we met up again. We fell for each other immediately. After a few months we decided to move in together. He lives in another...
    happybutnot happybutnot 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    A lot of people will think it's purely out of sexual desires or something like that but, even before i was aware of anything sexual i've wanted to be a girl. I remember being about...
    stuckinhereforever stuckinhereforever 18-21, M Oct 18

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    So, my problems? I'm having mood problems for quite a while now. I'm seeing a psychologist (started Acceptance and Commitment Therapy), but I am not really heading forward. Better...
    MariaEve MariaEve 18-21, F 5 days ago

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