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I Just Want to Be That Happy Again

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    Just Want To Be Happy

    Im 24 y/o.  Been in two long-term relationship that both started as long distance relationship.  My first bf was in the military, I was in high school. We dated for 2 1/2 years and we had a bad break-up.  I joined the military after high school, but we were...
    mysnickie mysnickie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2009

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    Once Upon A Time...

    ...wasn't too long ago I used to be a bubbly person.  I never failed to have a smile on my face ...unless someone in the office ****** me off that is! My world change on St Paddy's Nite 2.5 years ago to even better..more smiles..more laughter..more happiness and gone were...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Is That Too Much To Ask???

    It sure seems like I am asking for an impossible task. I only ask for the simple things. I am a very simplistic female, yet I get nothing.   I want love like so many of my friends have. I want someone to spend my weekends with, to go to the movies, dinners, listening...
    snyd46girl snyd46girl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    One day ill be truly happy again. I will no longer feel like Jay Gatsby; living eternally in hope and staring into the distance to the green light - eternally just out of reach...
    CoirstaidhNicAnToisich CoirstaidhNicAnToisich 16-17, F a week ago

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    I know it will come back soon
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I've had a crush on one of my guy friends since about the 4th grade. I'm in 10th grade now. Anyway, I have been suffering depression and anxiety for the past 3 years now, and he's...
    shaneyboy234 shaneyboy234 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Over the past couple of years I went through some major changes in my life and used to feel very unhappy, until I decided that I had to do something. I took the following two...
    mattomnipositive mattomnipositive 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want everyone to be happy because I know what it's like not to be. I'll be like your best friend and help you through it in tell your happy again. Just message me and I'll try to...
    Wantu2behappy Wantu2behappy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    When will it stop. When can we go back to being happy again.When did things change so much. You are supposed to be my partner and respect me not treat me like garbage. I need it to...
    stephbloch81 stephbloch81 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 4

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    Never Tolerate Bring Hit!!! Does the abuser your with call it domestic discipline or refer to themselves as the head of the household? Are they using any church or social group...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    What if I will never find my happy again? Today is my birthday and I am miserable. I want to go out and have a good time but I forgot how. I just lay in bed pissed at myself for...
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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    Loosing weight is difficult having Lupus, I am very limited to what I am able to do workout wise!! This really sucks, considering I was a soccer player and had a scholarship...
    Lo2011 Lo2011 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    Right now, I feel very happy. First completely and voluntarily sober weekend I've had. Been sober for 11 days now! I'm so proud of myself. Small step but great progress <3 I...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 18-21, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am in an amazing relationship. I love him more than anything and I never thought that I would fall in love. The problem is, he's the only person I feel I have and I am terrified...
    UncannyPlane21 UncannyPlane21 18-21, F 8 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    It's what I learned when I started working and meeting people after R's death. "AS CLEAR AS MUD." As long as you know you are on the right track, people can only talk and do so...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 21 hrs ago

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    on second thought, id rather have a career that made me happy. I wouldnt want to go to a job that made me smile, as if that was one of the requirements needed to hold that position...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I can't accept that life is short. I can't accept that... It's hard. You just want to grab someone you love and tell them how much you love them and how much they mean to you...
    undeadsuperhero undeadsuperhero 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I can't accept that life is short. I can't accept that... It's hard. You just want to grab someone you love and tell them how much you love them and how much they mean to you...
    undeadsuperhero undeadsuperhero 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I grew up in a home where I never felt short of love. My dad passed when I was younger so my mom showed my brother and me more love than I can put into words. She taught me that...
    Dolor1312 Dolor1312 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    I've been in love with the same man for 11 years... he's been in a tumultuous relationship for 10 of those. They've split up again and he's turned to me for strength and comfort...
    NirvanaBelle NirvanaBelle 36-40, F 16 hrs ago

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    So I'm 13 and an 8th grader in NYC. I've never ever been concerned with looks. But last year, I dont know why, I just got more concerned with looks. Being pretty isn't on my life...
    skittlesandanimals skittlesandanimals 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm 32 and very happily married. My husband and I had thought we would have kids, but when the time we had planned to start trying (near when I would get tenure at work), I found...
    maryz564 maryz564 31-35, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Happy Monday morning darlings!!!! LOL X
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    that is...until I found this site...I've met a lot of truly sincere, funny, and kind people here. and I guess I just want to say thanks to those people and let you know that all of...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    SadFacedDork SadFacedDork 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I am happy because the guy I like wants to hang out again! A little short notice He said he really misses me and wants to see me thursday or Friday today was Thursday and sadly I...
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    it definitely isnt easy. just seeing you message me. i could see my heart beating through my chest. i dont know how to feel, what to say. because i love you. but i feel as though...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    Lesson from first-hand life's experience that I have finally come to arrive, now living on my own. I used to measure my state of happiness in accordance to other people's reaction...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I remember .... Thanksgiving day.... Our walk through the woods... You taking me by the hand and guiding me... Making sure I was ok... Stopping to kiss for a moment... Such a...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    The Place of Truth If only to leave others expectations behind for one moment, and be completely and honestly blunt and truthful about who you are. You're needs and expectations...
    veronicadu veronicadu 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I had lived in the uk since I was 13 and sadly I have been very unlucky and I had encountered lots of racial abuse and hatred I feel that 99% of white people and especially...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    She was only thirteen when she took her life Brought her daddy's magnum to her head Closed her eyes tightly and curled her finger in “She was so pretty” “This isn't right...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I have a LOT to reveal about my relationship with my long distance boyfriend. I need ADVICE!!! So if you can, please read this. Thank you for your time. My boyfriend gave me the...
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    theylovintee theylovintee 18-21, F Jan 7

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    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 42 Responses Jan 7

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    I had a mental breakdown last night. One which made me come to my senses. It opened me up to the solid truth about my life. I’ve been lying to myself. I am not cured. I am not...
    TheCoffeeGuy TheCoffeeGuy 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Most people think that the reason I smile is cause Im happy. Little did they know, my smile wasn't cause of happiness. Its because I try hard not to show them what I fear of...
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    I've been doing well. I quit just before the year ended so in two days it will be a full month smoke free. It wasn't easy,Lord knows it wasn't but it's definitely been rewarding. I...