I Just Want to Be Thin

"Fighting for the smallest goal, to gain a little self control" 241 People

    Everytime I try to eat I get this feeling 'oh

    why would you wanna do that? So you can get even fatter?' And sometimes something even happens that makes me feel as though I don't deserve to eat. Like for example, my friend begging for my lunch and calling 'dibs' on my food before I even know what it is. She gets really upset...
    underageloner underageloner
    16-17, F
    Mar 25, 2014

    I Do

    I want to be thin so bad. I have never been thin, I have never even been normal. I have either been underweight, when I was younger, and sick, and since I have started my menstrual cycle, I have been overweight. I suffer form PCOS, and it makes it almost impossible for me to lose...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

    Lets Be Honest Fat Is Not Acceptable....ever....

    People lie and say "nothing matters as long as you love yourself." Lies all lies. I've loved myself before but this world has shown me that if you're not skinny and pretty you might as well be dead. You will always get picked last, you will always be the butt of everyone's...
    Serabi Serabi
    18-21, F
    14 Responses Sep 6, 2012

    It Kills Me....

    but there is nothing else I want any more.....     every day my love for everything else just sinks..... drifts further away.....   there is no one and no thing in the world I want as much as this.         because this promises so much...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2009

    Holidays are over and you get a slap on the face

    when you realise how fat you've become. Perfect. Now you can flaunt those flabs to everyone at work or in class. Hearing the words "You've gained weight haven't you?" -Ana talks There goes my self esteem...
    Zhifa Zhifa
    22-25, F
    Dec 31, 2015

    I Will Be Thin Again.

    I used to be thin. I want to be thin again. I miss running my fingers along my abdomen and feeling my bones. Seeing quite a few sticking out used to make me smile. I thought I could be happy with just being 'average'...but that's not going to happen. I have a tendency to...
    JaneyS JaneyS
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2013

    The Long Road

    Im 37 and at 5'4" Im FAT at like 190!! Oh it kills me to see the number. Ive had 5 children and now im ready to be my former thin self. I want it so bad I can taste it. I am running on the treadmill daily and have cut my calories to 1500, but Im HUNGRY.. I have been taking...
    spiderweb1832 spiderweb1832
    36-40
    Feb 20, 2012

    I Just Want To Me Skinny Again

    I use to be so perfectly thin I was 89lbs now I'm 135 or possible more. I haven't weighed myself since the doctors 4 months ago. I'm terrified of what I'll be. I miss be so skinny and not having to worry about showing my fat through a shirt or something it's so horrible I just...
    Moonrange21 Moonrange21
    13-15
    Nov 18, 2013

    I Just Want To Feel Attractive

    Even if just for one day, by some random chance, I would love to be thin. To feel like a man can be attracted to me. To feel normal. To feel like I can be Prom Queen or Mrs. America. To not feel invisible or ignored by men. To feel sexy, trendy clothing.
    FatJeckylChubbyHyde FatJeckylChubbyHyde
    22-25
    1 Response May 26, 2012

    My Unhealthiest Obsession

    You know you've become obsessed with your goal to be thin when your roommates bring back huge containers of some kind of cheesy pasta from home and all you can think is, "haha, they're going to get SO FAT". I used to be the roommate that would sneak a bite...
    californiadream californiadream
    22-25
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

    I Just Wanna Make MySelf Feel Good So Is There

    Anyone that Can Help Or Give Me Some Tips And Tricks On Getting Thinner 🙌
    JustASkinnyDream JustASkinnyDream
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 7, 2014

    I'Ll Never Be The Same

    A few months ago I got the flu and couldn't eat much it was then I started to loose weight. I lost over 20lbs. I was 5"2 and 89 pounds. It was bad but I felt so good! I wasn't embarrassed to put on a bathing suit or wear a belly shirt. Things fit that didn't before. But if I was...
    Moonrange21 Moonrange21
    13-15
    1 Response Feb 14, 2013

    It's so hard to love the way you look

    when every time you look in the mirror you find so many things you want to edit. If only I could photoshop my body and it would stay like that in real life! And finding the motivation to go to the gym is so hard when I've got such big boobs and really bad back pain that I've had...
    AlwayssThinking AlwayssThinking
    18-21, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    I am so fat. 5'4 and 140 pounds wtf.

    I have muscle because I've been sound sports since I was 4 but I just wanna be thin and not look like I do in this the cover image.
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15
    16-17, F
    Sep 11, 2014

    Just 5 Pounds Less And Everything Will Be Better!

    I've always thought that losing the weight would help me. I would be a better dancer. I would have more friends. I would be prettier. I would be happier. This past winter, I decided you know what I can do this. I can lose this weight and it will make everything better! After a...
    rachelli rachelli
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 21, 2014

    I'm 5'5'' 109.8lb And Freaking Out! Oh Yeah I'm Also Bulimic

    I'm 5'5'' 109.8lb and freaking out! oh yeah i'm also bulimic. I was down to 107 and this morning i am 109.8 ahhh!! I hate being a slave to my weight, i look in the mirrow and all i can see is my flabs (even though everyone says i don't have any) I'm down to a size 0-1. I also...
    underscore8 underscore8
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2011

    My Amazing Journey

    So excited, I lost 6.5 lbs this week! I wake up every morning and feel a total high when I see the number on the scale go down. I have a way to go till I reach my goal. I need peole who understand and are on the same journey. I'm so determined to see my goal.
    Skinnylex Skinnylex
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2011

    I Class As Ednos

    Hi :) I'm a girl, 5"3 and 112lbs. I'm a teen and have an undiagnosed eating disorder. I just want to be thin. thats it. 100lbs will do me fine. I'm sick of being fat and having a stomach. I want a thigh gap. and the only way i can do this is by starving myself. the diet's dont...
    starvationistheway starvationistheway
    13-15
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2012

    I Sound Shallow, But It's True.

    I'm happier when I'm thinner. I know it's unhealthy to feel that way, but it's true. When I was sixteen, I got this terrible middle ear infection that made it impossible to eat or swallow anything for three days. It took a month and a half to fully get...
    ArabellaBlythe ArabellaBlythe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2009

    Someone please pm me

    and help me become thin and beautiful. Want to talk to someone
    justfuckoffdude justfuckoffdude
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2014

    When I Was Young

    When I was 16, I was 5'5" and I weight 98 pounds.  I guess I was supposed to at that age.  I'm now 22, almost 23, and in the middle of this past winter, I hit a wopping 152.  My current weight is 134, so I have lost weight, 2 inches around my waist, 3 around...
    satellitesafire satellitesafire
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 24, 2009
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