I Just Want to Cry

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    last night I got my Facebook back up

    and running I just got really really emotional and feel like I want it best and crying I got locked out on the 17th December last year I just could not cope when I lost it
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 8
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2015

    My uncle has a brain tumour- the most aggressive

    and has 14 months to live My grandad recently passed away My other grandad is currently in hospital- not long left to live My grandma has lung cancer- has a couple weeks / months that's it And on top of school/ wanting to come out to people at school but can't because they're...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    It's been building up

    for a few weeks now. I just need to cry and let it out, but I can't, I don't know why. I just want to hug someone and cry for a while
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    Been fighting with my bf a lot lately

    and the distance is making things worse. Before it was only a six hour difference, but now it's 13 hours (since he decided to get an internship in hk). I'm not sure how long we can last. We rarely talk and when we do talk it's usually just arguing. He doesn't even have time to...
    AppleGirl16 AppleGirl16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 21

    Sometimes there's just an overflowing sadness

    and nothing can make you feel better than letting it all out thru tears :,( Every time i contemplate and reflect on my life, I feel sad and weird. Every. Single. Time.
    itcheru itcheru
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2015

    Very very soon, I'll be 18

    and I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't feel ready to be an adult yet. My parents expect me to know everything when they haven't taught me anything. My mom already threatened to kick me out once I'm 18. My parents and their friends make jokes about having a...
    MeeeKazz MeeeKazz
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    my nasty Brothers daughter locked me out of

    Facebook last year, I got help from my friends in Rochester library UK
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 8

    urgh... so I let you back into my life.

    .. just to see if what people were saying is true, and it is... I think I've made a mistake though... I'm waiting for you to **** me over again and hurt me like every other time you have.. You and I both know our relationship is toxic.. yet we both know how much we can't not...
    Catho Catho
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2015

    That moment you were on a sleepover by a friend

    and you come home finding out your bird flew away
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    But I can't I deal with severe anxiety

    and depression and feel like crying all the time . I have been told to just get over it and to stop crying when I have actually cried . I have been abused most of my life, been in an abusive relationship for 9 yrs.I'm unhappily married to someone who does not accept me for who...
    RedsSaphire RedsSaphire
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    Aug 7, 2014

    -sighs sad holding back tears- I'm not having a

    good week :'(. It's 2:42 am and I'm not feeling any better. I'm coughing and sneezing and totally having trouble keeping my bladder under control! Since I went to bed I've had a few accidents *blushes with tears falling down my cheeks*
    MysteriousWomen MysteriousWomen
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 1, 2015

    Another year has started

    and I am just feeling like in a nightmare. Those unloving life and those loneliness round me is killing me.
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2015

    I already miss the goodnight

    and good morning messages. :( Why can't people just be faithful to one another? All I want is a man to treat me well and be all mine. Not mine and other women here and there. I guess that's too much to ask for.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 21

    If love had a colour.

    .. What would it be? Transparent. ...why? Colours, my friend, are like masks. Beyond the mask, there is truth. Truth is what love is supposed to be. Supposed to be? Does love not exist? No. Can't you see? Anywhere you turn you see a wall. Or a tree. Or even a bush. Something's...
    physatics physatics
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 9, 2015

    The feeling that I just wanna cry

    and cry until it doesn't hurt anymore. :'(
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 24, 2015

    He thinks I'm cheating lol.

    That's really good to know. I'm just really disappointed in him right now. I thought he knew me better than that. I'm loyal and he knows I would never do that. I honestly take that as an insult considering how long he's known me.
    AppleGirl16 AppleGirl16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 24

    I bottle up my feelings pretty ******* good,

    to this day I have never cracked never told a soul how I feel and why I feel that way. Because I know that every time I try to I'm ignored or there just simply not interested so they start talking about them self. Just to know that I simply feel like dying and there's literally...
    whenwherewhat whenwherewhat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015
    dragoncub dragoncub
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    Just broke up.Sucks..

    ............
    Randomdude1012 Randomdude1012
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    I just want to cry and cry

    until it doesn't hurt anymore. ;-(
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 28

    I'm never good enough.

    I just want to give up. Ugh.
    uselessperson64 uselessperson64
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2014
    marcuscent marcuscent
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 4

    I tried so hard, i know my capability

    so I push myself to pass the standard, i m trying and pushing myself to be positive, to imagine myself not as a loser, I tried ... but here it is.. I'm nothing... it seem what I do is not enough . I died inside. I know this is not the end, there are so much finish line that I...
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    Dec 11, 2015
    Alittlebitofsomething Alittlebitofsomething
    18-21, F
    Dec 10, 2015

    for once I want to cry

    for a good reason I'm actually happy for the first time in a very long time
    JClove33 JClove33
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 31

    Today I went to a "party"

    for a friend of my Mum's birthday. A man named Larry was there. Larry knew me when I was very young, but hasn't seen me in a LONG time. I was telling Larry about my special effects and such and he was so happy for me. He was so proud of me. This feeling....its just...
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446
    13-15, T
    1 Response Mar 7, 2015

    For the very first time in 25 years I was away ,

    alone, without H. I was even Alone with my Mom and much older siblings which I really had never been. With them, I actually started to develop a relationship. And then for 3 days that I was truly alone in a hotel, in a big comfy bed, in a huge suite where I could walk around...
    0intimacy 0intimacy
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 21

    I can't ever be happy.

    I can't ever be myself. And it really sucks!! My parents can't know the real me. So I have to hide. Hide forever... I can't ever come out and say it... bad things would happen... the thing that I don't get is why love can't just be love. Why all of these closeted gays and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    My boyfriend just graduated high school.

    I'm so worried that when he goes off to college he'll forget about me and we never speak again or he finds another girl and it's basically over for us. He doesn't text, call, or anything like that so communication is basically impossible. We've been together for almost 2 years...
    makailafish makailafish
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2015

    tonight I managed to get into my old Facebook

    account I've got really emotional & upset nearly end up crying I got locked out of my Facebook it on the 17th December last year
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 8

    I'm sorry but I need to vent here.

    A few days ago a man on this site posted a response to one of my messages about me losing my mom. He accused me of doing it for attention and not taking anyone's advice. Ever since I have been feeling really low. Thinking that something is wrong with me because I posted about...
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 9, 2015

    My family is commenting

    that I'm better towards my friends than I am towards my brother and mother. well I know why. My friends don't f*cking judge me. They don't put everyone else in front of me! They actually try to freakin understand me. They listen to me, they tells the truth, they are real. They...
    RebelFighter RebelFighter
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2015

    its just another regular night.

    . looking out the window and seeing the moon and stars. just thinking. and love is.. idk what love is anymore. someone always ends up hurt. the reality is that love hurts. it sucks. i rather be single. I'm done. I always fall in love with people i cant have. idk i guess no love...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Feb 3, 2015

    My girlfriend broke up with me awhile ago,

    with the classic, it's not you its me, but she said we would get back together... That was when I was happy. After a while, I started to think she doesn't want that, and I'm not sure either. She singles me out in a bad way around my friends now, plus people have seen her...
    Crossdress4life Crossdress4life
    18-21, T
    1 Response Dec 10, 2015

    It's sad when you I have no friends

    and I want to hang out with my boyfriend but he didn't want to do anything when I asked him to hang out with me he just wanted to sleep than his friends come over and he goes out and forgets about me like I'm nothing like I'm not even a person or anything to him , his friends...
    Always4ForeverHappy Always4ForeverHappy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 31

    What did I do that was

    so wrong to deserve this
    SlimsB SlimsB
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 20, 2014

    Nothing to be thankful

    for when your mom is gone. Can I fast forward to Jan already? I can't deal with the holiday bull s**t.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    My feelings are : The feeling I want to rip my

    face off cos I'm ugly the feeling that I'm not good enough for anyone never have been never will be the feeling that I'm useless at doing everything I try and do the feeling that no matter what I try and do it'll never be right the feeling that no one would miss me if I wasn't...
    dragoncub dragoncub
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 12

    I met a person on EP

    who started up adult baby relationship with me but he decided to take advantage of my disability what I got . we sent one another hundreds of messages to one another he lend money off me and not pay me back got a mobile phone at me and today Wednesday the 24th he decided...
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 24

    Whenever I look at them,

    I want to cry. My friends are all fake. They don't care about me and I know it. I stick around them because I use them like they use me. I may force a smile around them and call them my friends but inside I'm screaming from the loneliness I feel.
    SecretPulse SecretPulse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2015

    Sometimes I feel like I could cry forever

    so long as I'm alone and no one watches. The last person I trusted cheated on me after swearing up and down he never would. The rest is family mostly. Strangers are easiest to cry around. You know they have no stake in your problems lol Tonight I'm just gonna cry myself...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 3

    Cradle I want to cry,

    I miss weeping in my cradle My cradle, the only place that I had real and true safety I want my small world Inside my cradle Don't tell me that I am grown up now Don't tell me that I don't need cradle Don't tell me I should not cry anymore Don't say crying does not suit me...
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    Dec 13, 2015

    I'm so tired of being alone.

    I'm just getting so used to it that I started hating being around people. I write to myself and text my self explaining my problems because there's no one else to tell. It's just such a horrible feeling.
    Rheaghx Rheaghx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    I lost my mom in Aug

    and I can't function anymore. I need help. Nothing anyone is saying will bring her back so I don't know what to do.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    A few months ago, I stopped talking to my

    father. Like always, his wife, my stepmother, was talking bad about me. I have asked my father to put a stop to it before but he never did. So usually I just ignore her petty comments and try to rise above her. But a few months ago, she took it too far. She told our relatives I...
    SecretPulse SecretPulse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2015

    I want to cry about my aunt

    and how much I am miserable because of school but I can't cry! Its not fair!
    Lou0409 Lou0409
    13-15, F
    Mar 17

    after that Paris attack,

    he changed his mind and he gave up on us. he need me but I'm unable to be there for him. I was speechless and unable to speak my feeling while I have to be mature and deal with it. I pretend to take it lightly and smile for him because I know if I snap, it would ruin us. he...
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    I wake up in the middle of the night

    and the only thing I can think about is your absence. I want to cry but I can't. I would like to fall in love with someone else, but I can't. You're dead and I can't do anything for bring you to life. And I'm crying again. I wake up in the middle of night and I'm dead.
    writerofwhitepages writerofwhitepages
    18-21, F
    Nov 21, 2015

    Need anyone to talk to.

    ... anyone I feel so alone.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    I'm a very sensitive person

    and I can start to cry very easily......I just can't help it sometimes....when I'm stressed out at work I will start to tear up it's awful :(
    Court24 Court24
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 16, 2014
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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