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I Just Want to Cry

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    for once I want to cry

    for a good reason I'm actually happy for the first time in a very long time
    JClove33 JClove33 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    A few months ago, I stopped talking to my

    father. Like always, his wife, my stepmother, was talking bad about me. I have asked my father to put a stop to it before but he never did. So usually I just ignore her petty comments and try to rise above her. But a few months ago, she took it too far. She told our relatives I...
    SecretPulse SecretPulse 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2015

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    -sighs sad holding back tears- I'm not having a

    good week :'(. It's 2:42 am and I'm not feeling any better. I'm coughing and sneezing and totally having trouble keeping my bladder under control! Since I went to bed I've had a few accidents *blushes with tears falling down my cheeks*
    MysteriousWomen MysteriousWomen 22-25, F 3 Responses May 1, 2015

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    I bottle up my feelings pretty ******* good,

    to this day I have never cracked never told a soul how I feel and why I feel that way. Because I know that every time I try to I'm ignored or there just simply not interested so they start talking about them self. Just to know that I simply feel like dying and there's literally...
    whenwherewhat whenwherewhat 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2015

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    But I can't I deal with severe anxiety

    and depression and feel like crying all the time . I have been told to just get over it and to stop crying when I have actually cried . I have been abused most of my life, been in an abusive relationship for 9 yrs.I'm unhappily married to someone who does not accept me for who...
    RedsSaphire RedsSaphire 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2015

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    My family is commenting

    that I'm better towards my friends than I am towards my brother and mother. well I know why. My friends don't f*cking judge me. They don't put everyone else in front of me! They actually try to freakin understand me. They listen to me, they tells the truth, they are real. They...
    RebelFighter RebelFighter 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2015

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    I can't ever be happy.

    I can't ever be myself. And it really sucks!! My parents can't know the real me. So I have to hide. Hide forever... I can't ever come out and say it... bad things would happen... the thing that I don't get is why love can't just be love. Why all of these closeted gays and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 25, 2015

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    School's been hard and I'm trying my best.

    I got 65% on English and all my friends care more about Facebook and their hair than me...and other personal stuff. I feel like giving up.
    Music4Us Music4Us 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    It has been a really tough year

    and now I think I might be getting a divorce. I don't know what to do everything is just going to ****.
    Molly543 Molly543 18-21 1 Response Nov 17, 2015

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    Cradle I want to cry,

    I miss weeping in my cradle My cradle, the only place that I had real and true safety I want my small world Inside my cradle Don't tell me that I am grown up now Don't tell me that I don't need cradle Don't tell me I should not cry anymore Don't say crying does not suit me...
    Sahel170 Sahel170 36-40, F Dec 13, 2015

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    My uncle has a brain tumour- the most aggressive

    and has 14 months to live My grandad recently passed away My other grandad is currently in hospital- not long left to live My grandma has lung cancer- has a couple weeks / months that's it And on top of school/ wanting to come out to people at school but can't because they're...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 4, 2015

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    urgh... so I let you back into my life.

    .. just to see if what people were saying is true, and it is... I think I've made a mistake though... I'm waiting for you to **** me over again and hurt me like every other time you have.. You and I both know our relationship is toxic.. yet we both know how much we can't not...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Feb 4, 2015

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    um yeah... this pretty much how I feel about

    everything today and lastnight :'(
    Sharebear8466 Sharebear8466 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    The feeling that I just wanna cry

    and cry until it doesn't hurt anymore. :'(
    mabuhayka mabuhayka 31-35, F 1 Response May 24, 2015

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    I lost my mom in Aug

    and I can't function anymore. I need help. Nothing anyone is saying will bring her back so I don't know what to do.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2015

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    I'm a very sensitive person

    and I can start to cry very easily......I just can't help it sometimes....when I'm stressed out at work I will start to tear up it's awful :(
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    Whenever I look at them,

    I want to cry. My friends are all fake. They don't care about me and I know it. I stick around them because I use them like they use me. I may force a smile around them and call them my friends but inside I'm screaming from the loneliness I feel.
    SecretPulse SecretPulse 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2015

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    after that Paris attack,

    he changed his mind and he gave up on us. he need me but I'm unable to be there for him. I was speechless and unable to speak my feeling while I have to be mature and deal with it. I pretend to take it lightly and smile for him because I know if I snap, it would ruin us. he...
    Gina1993 Gina1993 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2015

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    My boyfriend just graduated high school.

    I'm so worried that when he goes off to college he'll forget about me and we never speak again or he finds another girl and it's basically over for us. He doesn't text, call, or anything like that so communication is basically impossible. We've been together for almost 2 years...
    makailafish makailafish 16-17, F 4 Responses May 25, 2015

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    Very very soon, I'll be 18

    and I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't feel ready to be an adult yet. My parents expect me to know everything when they haven't taught me anything. My mom already threatened to kick me out once I'm 18. My parents and their friends make jokes about having a...
    MeeeKazz MeeeKazz 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    Just broke up.Sucks..

    ............
    Randomdude1012 Randomdude1012 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 5, 2015

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    I'm so tired of being alone.

    I'm just getting so used to it that I started hating being around people. I write to myself and text my self explaining my problems because there's no one else to tell. It's just such a horrible feeling.
    Rheaghx Rheaghx 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2015

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    Today I went to a "party"

    for a friend of my Mum's birthday. A man named Larry was there. Larry knew me when I was very young, but hasn't seen me in a LONG time. I was telling Larry about my special effects and such and he was so happy for me. He was so proud of me. This feeling....its just...
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 7, 2015

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    I'm sorry but I need to vent here.

    A few days ago a man on this site posted a response to one of my messages about me losing my mom. He accused me of doing it for attention and not taking anyone's advice. Ever since I have been feeling really low. Thinking that something is wrong with me because I posted about...
    batcatgirl batcatgirl 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 9, 2015

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    This is the first time I've posted

    so bear with me guys, lol. I'm just curious how many of you just feel a little dead on the inside. Have any of you ever had a love you felt so strongly about? I did, she made me not want to love again. Just ruined my love and trust for others 😕. I'm probably overreacting but...
    TheEndlessWander TheEndlessWander 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    I tried so hard, i know my capability

    so I push myself to pass the standard, i m trying and pushing myself to be positive, to imagine myself not as a loser, I tried ... but here it is.. I'm nothing... it seem what I do is not enough . I died inside. I know this is not the end, there are so much finish line that I...
    Gina1993 Gina1993 22-25, F Dec 11, 2015

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    marcuscent marcuscent 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I already miss the goodnight

    and good morning messages. :( Why can't people just be faithful to one another? All I want is a man to treat me well and be all mine. Not mine and other women here and there. I guess that's too much to ask for.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21

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    last night I got my Facebook back up

    and running I just got really really emotional and feel like I want it best and crying I got locked out on the 17th December last year I just could not cope when I lost it
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    Need anyone to talk to.

    ... anyone I feel so alone.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    That moment you were on a sleepover by a friend

    and you come home finding out your bird flew away
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 26, 2015

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    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    my nasty Brothers daughter locked me out of

    Facebook last year, I got help from my friends in Rochester library UK
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    its just another regular night.

    . looking out the window and seeing the moon and stars. just thinking. and love is.. idk what love is anymore. someone always ends up hurt. the reality is that love hurts. it sucks. i rather be single. I'm done. I always fall in love with people i cant have. idk i guess no love...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2015

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    batcatgirl batcatgirl 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 28, 2015

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    I wake up in the middle of the night

    and the only thing I can think about is your absence. I want to cry but I can't. I would like to fall in love with someone else, but I can't. You're dead and I can't do anything for bring you to life. And I'm crying again. I wake up in the middle of night and I'm dead.
    writerofwhitepages writerofwhitepages 16-17, F Nov 21, 2015

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    It's been building up

    for a few weeks now. I just need to cry and let it out, but I can't, I don't know why. I just want to hug someone and cry for a while
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 2, 2015

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    I'm never good enough.

    I just want to give up. Ugh.
    uselessperson64 uselessperson64 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    My girlfriend broke up with me awhile ago,

    with the classic, it's not you its me, but she said we would get back together... That was when I was happy. After a while, I started to think she doesn't want that, and I'm not sure either. She singles me out in a bad way around my friends now, plus people have seen her...
    Crossdress4life Crossdress4life 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    I just want to cry and cry

    until it doesn't hurt anymore. ;-(
    mabuhayka mabuhayka 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    If love had a colour.

    .. What would it be? Transparent. ...why? Colours, my friend, are like masks. Beyond the mask, there is truth. Truth is what love is supposed to be. Supposed to be? Does love not exist? No. Can't you see? Anywhere you turn you see a wall. Or a tree. Or even a bush. Something's...
    physatics physatics 18-21 1 Response Jan 9, 2015

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    Sometimes I feel like I could cry forever

    so long as I'm alone and no one watches. The last person I trusted cheated on me after swearing up and down he never would. The rest is family mostly. Strangers are easiest to cry around. You know they have no stake in your problems lol Tonight I'm just gonna cry myself...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    tonight I managed to get into my old Facebook

    account I've got really emotional & upset nearly end up crying I got locked out of my Facebook it on the 17th December last year
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    What did I do that was

    so wrong to deserve this
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    We will make it through my love.

    I just have to learn to live like this. Imagining you.
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F Dec 5, 2015

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