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I Just Want to Cry

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    Until My Friend Comes Back

    I haven't seen my best friend at school now since Thursday, so...4 days now. It absolutely sucks! I miss her so badly, and I really want to see her again! I miss her like crazy!! She is the whole world to me, and when she's gone, it's like my world is gone. Nothing is the same...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F May 8, 2012

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    its just another regular night.

    . looking out the window and seeing the moon and stars. just thinking. and love is.. idk what love is anymore. someone always ends up hurt. the reality is that love hurts. it sucks. i rather be single. I'm done. I always fall in love with people i cant have. idk i guess no love...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 3

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    I battle depression and anxiety,

    I have since I was diagnosed when I was nine. My medicine for my anxiety and depression no longer work. I tell my psychiatrist and all she does is raise the dosage, but I'm not seeing results. I'm so lonely. I feel so disconnected from myself and the world around me, like I'm...
    raemakz raemakz 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    Things were going well,

    THINGS WERE GOING WELL! I was crawling out of my hole, I was having better days, I was improving... but I just had to do something extremely stupid. Yeah, because that's what I'm good at. I'm really the stupidity-******'-master around. I'm such a piece of ****. I am such a...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I regret smoking weed

    so much! I used to smoke weed everyday for months and i have stopped a few times in between. This time it has been about a month and i have finally come to the realisation that i will never get back to normal, maybe the paranoia and anxiety will get better as it has done by me...
    Fsfl Fsfl 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Tonight..

    Not sure.... no imparticular reason as to why.. Ive just been thinking bout life.. the way it is back home... even going to my grandparents thinkin bout that stuff has flooded me with emotion.. Started having almost mini flash backs as to life as it was, and why i ran so hard and...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 5 Responses Mar 21, 2008

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    artandtravel artandtravel 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    I dont know what to think right now Where did

    these feelings come from?! I was fine this morning...... Then I started 'googling'... That was a mistake So many others I cant be the only one But I cant talk to you about it :( Im just going to dissapear.... You wont have any trouble replacing me Im sure...
    SingItForTheKids SingItForTheKids 18-21, F Jul 21, 2014

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    Sometimes there's just an overflowing sadness

    and nothing can make you feel better than letting it all out thru tears :,( Every time i contemplate and reflect on my life, I feel sad and weird. Every. Single. Time.
    itcheru itcheru 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I feel like **** right now

    and I don't know why. I feel like crying myself to sleep. I wish all these horrible feelings would just go away.
    AfraidOfMyOwnMind AfraidOfMyOwnMind 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2014

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    What did I do that was

    so wrong to deserve this
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    urgh... so I let you back into my life.

    .. just to see if what people were saying is true, and it is... I think I've made a mistake though... I'm waiting for you to **** me over again and hurt me like every other time you have.. You and I both know our relationship is toxic.. yet we both know how much we can't not...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 4

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    That moment you were on a sleepover by a friend

    and you come home finding out your bird flew away
    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't understand why people treat me like

    they do. I can just cry. sometimes I just want to ball up into a ball in a corner and ?? until one can't cry anymore.
    Cscott41813 Cscott41813 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I don't even know what's going on right now.

    I just want to cry and cry and cry.
    ForeverLostPoet ForeverLostPoet 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    If love had a colour.

    .. What would it be? Transparent. ...why? Colours, my friend, are like masks. Beyond the mask, there is truth. Truth is what love is supposed to be. Supposed to be? Does love not exist? No. Can't you see? Anywhere you turn you see a wall. Or a tree. Or even a bush. Something's...
    physatics physatics 18-21 1 Response Jan 9

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    I Love Him But...

    i love my panda so much. we have been together for a long time but i just feel like somethings missing or something is hurting me. i don't know whats hurting me, but when i think of him i cry. he gives me his time and talks to me. he shows he cares. but he flirts with other girls...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2013

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    redtigerhood911 redtigerhood911 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    I still have knats flying in my room.

    Its like a plague of flies.I have to keep the fan on to keep them away. I went away and left food in my garbage and then there were like thousands of flies.I'm in tears. I sucked a lot of them up in my vacuum but they are still here!! How can I sleep? Bwahaaa!! :*wipes tears*
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2014

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    My Valentine's date would a bottle of red wine,

    m & m's and maybe some cheese if it shows up.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    My Emptyness

    So up until a week ago i still felt joy, humor, happiness.....but now i only feel depression, self hate, and pure absolute misery.....i want to cry....yet i shed no tears but those of crimson extracted by a blade so cold and steel.....
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 3 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I Don't Talk To My Best Friend About Personal Issuses

    I have a best friend. We have been best friends for 3 years now. We have only fought twice. I used to tell her everything. What was happening with my family, friend drama, Relationship status. Recently a guy really hurt me and he left me crying for 3 days straight. But I haven't...
    Jarofhearts8 Jarofhearts8 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2011

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    I Learn To Cry On The Inside

    Growing up, my childhood was tough. With parents constantly at each other's throat, me stuck in the middle, and always be the sorry excuse to be blame for every single thing that is not going right. *sigh* Home was hell of emotional battlefield. I used to cry a lot when i was a...
    mistfox mistfox 22-25, F 1 Response May 16, 2013

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    Ugh not how I wanted to start my birthday

    but like always...I screw things up.. :( ehh
    sela1095 sela1095 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    I Just Want To Cry :'(

    Yesterday (15.052013) after coming home from my office, i was little bit tired so after putting my beg down on bed and laid there to get relax,,,, but after 30 minutes i received a message.. it was about importance of friendship".. but the number was unknown so i decided to call...
    PRIshi PRIshi 22-25, M 2 Responses May 16, 2013

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    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    My uncle has a brain tumour- the most aggressive

    and has 14 months to live My grandad recently passed away My other grandad is currently in hospital- not long left to live My grandma has lung cancer- has a couple weeks / months that's it And on top of school/ wanting to come out to people at school but can't because they're...
    ParisMaisie ParisMaisie 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    It's so frustrating I think she like me there's

    another guy trying to get her and it bugs me not in you mine kinda way we just have fun with it she tells me times when he said he thinks she pretty and stuff and she laughs and she hangs around me and we laugh and have fun talking but in the back of my mind I wonder how she...
    SeriousSquirrel SeriousSquirrel 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just really want to cry over something

    that I don't know is even worth crying over it just makes me so very sad and I feel like it's never going to happen the way I want it to and it's hard to understand but I just want someone to be there when I need them and I just wanna cry :,( 😿😐πŸ˜ͺ
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    This thing is breaking us apart.

    .. It's the worst feeling. An aching heart. Knowing that she is crying and doing a thing about it just breaks me down. With her I knew what LOVE is. And I'll never love anyone as much as I love her. Distance did it's best to break us. I always wanted her. Her and only her...
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Cast Aside

    Well, two weeks before I retired from a 22 year military career, my wife of 15 years decided to leave me for another. We have three kids. I retired with no ceremony, party or gifts. My soon to be X-wife gets me a T-shirt; 22 years in the military and I get is a T-shirt. She...
    TheBlacksmith TheBlacksmith 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    i just want to cry for relieve my pain

    and fear. but i forgot how to cry. it's too much..too much and overwelming. wish i could cry easily...sign
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I just want to bawl my eyes out right now

    but I cant. The whole family is home and I hate letting someone know I am crying.
    L1aW L1aW 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yesterday I went to an astronomical camp ,

    it was sooooooooooooo amazing !!! The teacher who was leading us is amazing too !! I sit with him and we had a chat , I really dunno what to say or describe how much amazing and knowledge-Rich his brain is ! I really like people who are like this , who are modest...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M Apr 13, 2014

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    I'm never good enough.

    I just want to give up. Ugh.
    uselessperson64 uselessperson64 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    I have a very very good friend

    but we are in different countries now and since ive never met anyone like this person, so unfortunate i dont have a reliable good friend :(
    Feelingonedge Feelingonedge 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2014

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    I usually just silently cry

    and go on, but today I want to wail. I want to go in my room and let out all my frustration and stress through my tear ducts. I don't want anyone to disturb me or hear and I don't want to have to worry about stopping. But I can't have that. So I will have to settle with the...
    Jazmine453 Jazmine453 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    I just want to feel okay.

    I'm tired of wanting to cry everytime I'm by myself. I don't even know why I'm sad anymore. I am just consistently sad. I just want to die.
    iwanttofeelbetter333 iwanttofeelbetter333 18-21, F Dec 2, 2014

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    So People Do Really Care........

    Ok 2 nights ago i had a razor on me, i lost control, had a breakdown too. my freind was staying the night....he wouldnt leave me alone till i talked....i tried to leave, to kill myself, i was gonna jump off the hells gate bridge.....he came out side, no words were said, the look...
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 2 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Aug 7, 2014

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    I just can't get myself right.

    It's just one thing after another :( I'm literally wasting away, and I didn't even know it :(
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I like to run,be playful,

    to smile, be fun basically everything that makes a person happy but it doesnt last long a heavy cloud comes and squeeze it all up, like i have to keep everything in , sometimes life is hard to understand :(
    Feelingonedge Feelingonedge 41-45, F Oct 25, 2014

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    I'm a very sensitive person

    and I can start to cry very easily......I just can't help it sometimes....when I'm stressed out at work I will start to tear up it's awful :(
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    The worst feeling is

    when you've been holding in a cry for weeks and you just need to get it out but no tears will come out so you lay in bed staring at the ceiling until 4:30am wondering where you went wrong. Was that a run on sentence? It was really long.
    gjf112 gjf112 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    My mother disapproves mi relation ship with my

    boyfriend (she doesn't know he is my boyfriend) she thinks he's a rapper or a murder
    beatrice14 beatrice14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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