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I Just Want to Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 36 People

    I'm sitting here at 4 in the morning listening

    to the smiths and I just want to blow my brains out. I can't escape unless I die. **** I ****** up the only thing I ever loved. Everything I love is dead.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 2, 2015

    Tmj Destroyed My Life!

    I want to die. I have had TMJ since January 13, 1980...........I'm now getting a total jaw joint replacement on February 11 2010..............30 years of suffering man!.........I still just want to die..........my husband has threatened to leave me after 25 years. and I'm totally...
    DALG DALG
    46-50, F
    Jan 15, 2010

    I Cant Live Like This Anymore.

    I just hate it. I hate my life, and myself. I'm so done with everything, including, me. Nobody likes me, and what hurts the most, is nobody cares. I hate it. I'm ugly, stupid, fat, and a loser. I have to much drama in my life, and i just want it to stop. Over simply little things...
    LooveSosaa LooveSosaa
    18-21, F
    May 23, 2013

    Since March 25th 2013,

    I've been self harming. it started off small.. just being clumsy, but on purpose.. then as time went on, things didn't get better like everyone said... It got worse.. I began to sit alone at nights scratching my legs until one night I got a sharpener blade, and I sliced my skin...
    crazygirlpoet crazygirlpoet
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2015

    I plan to burn charcoal.

    .anyone here determined to commit suicide and wants to join me?
    LostFay LostFay
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2015

    I used to think that there was something

    for me, but after I hit the age of 30 and things still wasn't looking any better I began to worry that I was wrong, still I held on to the idea that there had to be something for me. I am now 35 and theres been no change. My entire adult life has been horrible and I feel like I...
    refusetolose refusetolose
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 27, 2014

    Is it such a bad thing?

    If we are all free to choose, then being able to chose our own life or death must be the easiest one.
    12000mg 12000mg
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2015

    The person I'm in love with wants nothing to do

    with me. It's been 6 months of crying myself to sleep and dragging myself through the day, losing weight, and everything. I've tried everything to get over it.
    Vspell Vspell
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

    Everyday I try to find a reason,

    to leave. I tell myself, just a bit, tomorrow will be better. I never wanted to be selfish, I wanted to make everyone satisfied, by doing thing, smiling, but through this, I lost my self-confidence, I stopped be living myself and lived like a dumb chell. I was the only child to...
    Drocell Drocell
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2014
    PureBlueLight PureBlueLight
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 22, 2015

    I just wanna die... that would be amazing leave

    this world behind but don't have courage. he has shattered me, please pray for me that God give me strength :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    So... This is not temporary.

    .. I have wanted this for a very long time, but I am a coward, I am afraid to kill myself. I am afraid of pain, of staying alive or hurting my parents. I don't know how to cope with this life anymore. Everytime I try to be optimistic and look on a bright side of life, that same...
    FadeIntoDarkness FadeIntoDarkness
    18-21, F
    Dec 26, 2014

    Empty

    I want to die, I don't want to prove no one wrong, I don't want anyone to miss me, I just want to die, I wish I could die without anyone knowing it was a suicide, I just want to die, I am tired, oh so tired, I see no future for myself, not different from this  present, where i...
    departed departed
    31-35
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2012

    My affair is over. Since he got kicked out by

    his gf over speculation he has been walkingon eggshells. She started monitoring his phone so we quit texting and talking. He was emailing me and seeing me most every week. Last Tuesday something changed...he cancelled plans on Thursday then had no contact until sun night...
    nitrolove nitrolove
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Oct 1, 2014
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