I Just Want to Give Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 139 People

    All I think about is self harm,

    cutting and suicide which is really messed up. I wish things were better. I'm not trying to be back in the mental facility. I really hate life
    teenprobs66 teenprobs66
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2014

    I'm starting to feel myself living of small

    amounts of happiness. Just simple things, like going to a friends house for a night. I sometimes think to myself 'I'll end it all after I go to my friends house' then something else comes up, for example, Easter. Easter is something that makes me happy, and that is what I feel...
    AshCutten AshCutten
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Apr 18, 2014

    I feel like my life is falling apart a person I

    acre about will possibly never talk to me again I hate it some things go so wrong sometimes I just want to give up and end everything :(
    herealways2017 herealways2017
    13-15, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    Every day just sucks.

    There are less and less good things in a day for me and the bad things are just devouring everything. I have lost hope for everything and I'm just about done. Im so drained, so sad, so angry, and quite frankly I'm just so alone. I'm too young to be hurting this bad and too young...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2014

    I told my best friend I was raped.

    In 14 years he is the first person I have ever told. He thought I was making it up for attention and that he didn't really want to be the one to hear about it because it made him feel like I was emotionally manipulating him into listening to me. I am afraid nobody will ever...
    coffeebean725 coffeebean725
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    Like seriously... Fml.

    .. Like what have i ever done wrong... :( I hate myself so much
    Alisonsmith2014 Alisonsmith2014
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 20, 2014

    I'm being accused of not trying hard enough.

    .. In November I agreed to do counseling. Three months later, I still feel the same way - I don't want to be married any more. My husband feels better. He says, "give me some credit, I've changed a lot!" But a week ago he went searching for, and found, my blog. It's been a...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2014

    I feel like sadness leaks from my body like oil,

    covering everything it touches with sludge. I cry the kindness right out of me, leaving behind a growing hatred that feeds off fear. I am a puzzle that even I am tired of trying to piece together. The overall picture seems beautiful, but after handling the individual pieces...
    cmyk323 cmyk323
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2015

    I've tried to keep going; I've tried to be

    hopeful. I just want to give up. I feel like I'm slipping away and I can't hold on anymore
    TwistedImperfectPerfection TwistedImperfectPerfection
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2014

    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight
    31-35, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    I am so discouraged with aspects of my life.

    I just don't understand why I must live in this pain. I am so tired of people not looking out for me or even caring at all about me and my well being. I feel so trapped, hurt, stressed, ect. I just want to give up on everything sooo bad!
    secretdestiny secretdestiny
    18-21, F
    May 1, 2015

    I have struggled to improve.

    .. I'm trying so hard to make things right, be comfortable in my own skin, and it doesn't seem to matter. My wife gave her love to someone else and even though the affair is over I don't think she has moved on. We committed to working things out, but I hear about this man all...
    Itsalwaysdarkbeforedawn Itsalwaysdarkbeforedawn
    36-40, M
    Apr 5, 2014

    I'm done! What's the point no matter what I do

    I'm going back to treatment! I was told I wasn't going back to treatment....WELL THEY LIED TO ME!!! **** EVERYONE WHO IS SENDING ME BACK!!! I HOPE THEY ALL DIE! I am not going back to that hell, I'm not leaving behind my happy life outside the house. After a year of being out of...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2014

    I relapsed and cut on my legs

    and wrist so many times . Why did it have to be like this ?
    teenprobs66 teenprobs66
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    It's so unfair that I can't

    even be I'm my room for a certain amount of time before my mo comes in. She is so ignorant about depression, my feelings and my meds. I really jus wanna be done with everything I life.
    teenprobs66 teenprobs66
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    I have had enough waking up

    and forcing myself to fake being happy this mask is getting old and worn and people are starting to see through the cracks not sure how long the tape is going to hold but I will keep it up till I/it breaks right!
    rugz rugz
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 30, 2015
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