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I Just Want To Lay Down On The Cold Floor, And Cry Forever

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    It'S How I Feel Sometimes

    The emotions - the fear - the uncertainty of it all - it builds inside - a pressure, inside - and sometimes - even crying don't help - so I write - and that don't alway help - so I go to bed - but then - I wake up in the morning - and it's still there - all of it - still there...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Feb 11, 2013

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    I want to be able to say I'm recovered, that the days of depression and anxiety are all but a stream of young thoughts in old note books, placed neatly away in the corner of my cupboard. To be perfectly honest, I forget what recovered looks like, feels like. I thought when it...
    Jessekk Jessekk 26-30, F Nov 14, 2013

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    I Want To Get Up

    I want to lay down and cry. I'll do this until someone i can truly trust comes along and picks me up. Someone who I know won't drop me half way to the top just because I'm too negative for them. Someone to be there until this predicament is finally over :P
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown 13-15, F Aug 18, 2012

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    Somedays

    Somedays...I stare at my coffee cup, and realize I'm sitting at the table alone. That there won't be that smile and quiet manner across from me, never again. And the tears come. But I have things to do...so I get on with them.There are moments, when I pick up my phone to text...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    A day like today, that is all i really want to do. Lay down and ******* cry, and let all my pain out. I just can't handle it. I am trying to keep everything inside, but its not working.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 15, 2009

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    Many Days I Feel Like That

    the pain of the loss even so many years later just sometimes gets to me then i think we would have been man and wife 50 years this year people talk so much about soul mates the how they make you feel and the love connection between you both the side effect is when they are riped...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 16, 2011

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    everyday it's "why can't you get better grades??" or "why can't you do thing like your smart sisters" i'm fed up with not being good enough for my high moral valued family. I want...
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    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I heard a two songs back to back yesterday. They both made me drop to the floor and cry my eyes out. The first one was Sam Smith's "I know I'm not the only one" and it was followed...
    Babygirl872901 Babygirl872901 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I want to cry i dont know what to do there is no one no happiness nothing to look forward to its all barren quite and i want to cry i dont know what to do who to go to who to Ask...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I am ok for now. But at times when something is on my mind, I really need a nice woman to have next to me and her hold me in her arms, and I cry on her until I feel better even if...
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    PRAYER TO POMBA GIRA MY QUEEN POMBA GIRA MARIA PADILHA OF THE 7 CROSSROADS, GO WHEREVER (MP) E DON'T LET HIM REST, DON'T LET HIM SLEEP,DON'T LET HIM TALK, DON'T LET HIM BE CHEERFUL...
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    I cry for you at night U need to hold you and kale everything right Is love you to cup your face I could lay down with you for hours in a sweet embrace
    Longislandangel Longislandangel 70+, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Dad, I just want you to know you're dead to me. Im sorry I'm not the perfect daughter. I wish you would accept me the way am I and not criticize me.Personally I think you have no...
    LilahWolf LilahWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Haunted Place - Roosevelt Hotel DEscriptION and HISTORY: This 12 story luxury hotel for the rich and famous, the biggest and brightest stars, was financed by Douglas Fairbanks...
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    My darkest desires Loom behind this mask Nights of cold sumber Unending days of grief Mourning for a lover Weeping for a friend She's one and two And everything I crave My heart on...
    IncongruousAnne IncongruousAnne 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I want to share a true story with u all. Once my friend and i had planned to visit a nearby village during our school holidays. I must to tell u all that my friend is a very...
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    I felt like I wanted to cry at church today... saw something that made my heart warm into tears. It was a scene of a family, so loving, so touching. A mother, a father and their...
    AB2WUS AB2WUS 22-25 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am sitting at work and my mind is just racing. I can't focus on anything. I was even trying to talk to my husband on the phone and could not focus enough to have a conversation...
    lostpedal lostpedal 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    1. I am devastatingly attracted to boys with shaggy or long red hair. 2. I, myself am a ginger. thick and frizzy copper penny colored hair that is too lazy to be curly but not...
    JamieWalks JamieWalks 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I almost broke down tonight I was too tired to cry Too dizzy to think Too anything
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I'm so in love with this one guy. He's 2 years younger than me and it bothers me because he doesn't act his age. He has a passive aggressive personality, a tad bit socially awkward...
    LadyBug8788 LadyBug8788 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Mercy don't think she's pretty no more, Starin' at the stars through her back screen door, She tries and tries to make it all work out, No matter what she does, She's left...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a lot to say.. it's cold. My hands are very frozen.. yet I will keep on typing. I type not because for sharing. But I need to vent. Or one day I may read what I am writing...
    ludai ludai 22-25 Jan 13

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    1. I can be cold and hard to reach 2. I've seen things I wish I didn't 3. I cant control my thoughts very well, or my mouth 4. If I love you, ill probably let you hurt me a...
    Stormi33 Stormi33 18-21, F Dec 28, 2014

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    1st and foremost I want to make it clear that I admire and respect the police.The following is about one young police officer whom I can only assume was a rookie.In the end all...
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 8

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    i lay aging in my bed think about myself and cant sleep , i cry now for 2 hours and Start cut my arms and hope the pain let me sleep i want to die so much no sleepless nights more...
    jassikitty jassikitty 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I cross dressed and got caught many time by my mother. She said no way I could be a girl. I was a boy so start acting like one. Like that helped. My life took a big turn when I...
    bpb62 bpb62 61-65, T 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Anger swelling Hatred Myself Everyone Everything Els Loosing control Tormented by voices My own thoughts My voice Turned on me Ripping my mind to shreds Aimless rage Can't...
    ThedaggerThatburns ThedaggerThatburns 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I walked through the door with you, the air was cold, But something 'bout it felt like home somehow. And I left my scarf there at your sister's house, And you've still got it in...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I see the crystal lights in the city as I drive my car. I know she's out there somewhere amidst the monuments and buildings traveling down the road or the highways, or in the...
    Traveler316 Traveler316 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    When the time comes and I meet that one special woman.My one and only soul mate.My every day goal and desire would to make her feel a happiness she has never felt in her lifetime.I...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I am bad at sports because of my bad health..... it makes me cry....
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    So my most recent ex-boyfriend of course knows how much I still and always will love him. We had a great 2.5 year relationship, but then he got some opportunities in Alaska for...
    CaliforniaCobra CaliforniaCobra 26-30 Jan 1

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    i don't want to..but i'm really exausted.. nobody wants me. that is not mean i'm single or not. i'm talking about real relationship. i am tired of having fake relationship,so i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    On more than one occasion I've done nothing but cry and scream... Whether I'm pulled over on a highway... Or in an empty field I scream as loud as I possibly can... I scream for...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 8

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    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I had a mental breakdown last night. One which made me come to my senses. It opened me up to the solid truth about my life. I’ve been lying to myself. I am not cured. I am not...
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    I do not want to feel like this anymore. I want to recover. I lay in bed every night and think about how I've failed again at beating this. I feel ashamed to talk to anyone about...
    AspireToBeFree AspireToBeFree 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Laying in bed now, but can't fall asleep. Just feel like crying. What inside my head is full of negative minds. I trembling for uncertainty. Everything is such a mess. It seem like...
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    The worst feeling is when you've been holding in a cry for weeks and you just need to get it out but no tears will come out so you lay in bed staring at the ceiling until 4:30am...
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    there's days when i go to sleep i wish i just wont wake up but then i do and i just lay there in bed and dont get up
    Becca1369 Becca1369 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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