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I Just Want To Lay Down On The Cold Floor, And Cry Forever

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    Somedays

    Somedays...I stare at my coffee cup, and realize I'm sitting at the table alone. That there won't be that smile and quiet manner across from me, never again. And the tears come. But I have things to do...so I get on with them.There are moments, when I pick up my phone to text...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    It'S How I Feel Sometimes

    The emotions - the fear - the uncertainty of it all - it builds inside - a pressure, inside - and sometimes - even crying don't help - so I write - and that don't alway help - so I go to bed - but then - I wake up in the morning - and it's still there - all of it - still there...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Feb 11, 2013

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    Many Days I Feel Like That

    the pain of the loss even so many years later just sometimes gets to me then i think we would have been man and wife 50 years this year people talk so much about soul mates the how they make you feel and the love connection between you both the side effect is when they are riped...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 16, 2011

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    I Want To Get Up

    I want to lay down and cry. I'll do this until someone i can truly trust comes along and picks me up. Someone who I know won't drop me half way to the top just because I'm too negative for them. Someone to be there until this predicament is finally over :P
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown 13-15, F Aug 18, 2012

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    A day like today, that is all i really want to do. Lay down and ******* cry, and let all my pain out. I just can't handle it. I am trying to keep everything inside, but its not working.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 15, 2009

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    I want to be able to say I'm recovered, that the days of depression and anxiety are all but a stream of young thoughts in old note books, placed neatly away in the corner of my cupboard. To be perfectly honest, I forget what recovered looks like, feels like. I thought when it...
    Jessekk Jessekk 26-30, F Nov 14, 2013

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