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I Just Want To Lay Down On The Cold Floor, And Cry Forever

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    A day like today, that is all i really want to do. Lay down and ******* cry, and let all my pain out. I just can't handle it. I am trying to keep everything inside, but its not working.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 15, 2009

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    Somedays

    Somedays...I stare at my coffee cup, and realize I'm sitting at the table alone. That there won't be that smile and quiet manner across from me, never again. And the tears come. But I have things to do...so I get on with them.There are moments, when I pick up my phone to text...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    It'S How I Feel Sometimes

    The emotions - the fear - the uncertainty of it all - it builds inside - a pressure, inside - and sometimes - even crying don't help - so I write - and that don't alway help - so I go to bed - but then - I wake up in the morning - and it's still there - all of it - still there...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Feb 11, 2013

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    Many Days I Feel Like That

    the pain of the loss even so many years later just sometimes gets to me then i think we would have been man and wife 50 years this year people talk so much about soul mates the how they make you feel and the love connection between you both the side effect is when they are riped...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 16, 2011

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    I want to be able to say I'm recovered, that the days of depression and anxiety are all but a stream of young thoughts in old note books, placed neatly away in the corner of my cupboard. To be perfectly honest, I forget what recovered looks like, feels like. I thought when it...
    Jessekk Jessekk 26-30, F Nov 14, 2013

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    I Want To Get Up

    I want to lay down and cry. I'll do this until someone i can truly trust comes along and picks me up. Someone who I know won't drop me half way to the top just because I'm too negative for them. Someone to be there until this predicament is finally over :P
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown 13-15, F Aug 18, 2012

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    I do that most nights....and when I can´t cry I just start cutting.....if the tears don´t want to come out I just make the blood come out....
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I just want world peace ok ? I don't want trouble and pain in this world ok ? my family bothers I . I want to leave them all behind and run
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 7

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    crying FOREVER , PAINED INSIDE EVEN AFTER DEATH . I cry forever . I have scars that never fade AWAY. And I watch people frolick and play in the field . Running around having fun, I...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    WHAT IS LOVE? May I share this with you? Most people are searching these days. They don't realize how much God loves them. He loves you very much. No matter who you are, no matter...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 days ago

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    Place your hand over your heart. Do you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up. The person who completes suicide, dies once. Those...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 19

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    I want to get married, and I want to be by someone's side forever. I want to sleep with them, and not have sex, just cuddle and enjoy each other's company. I want someone to tell...
    Lunasnight Lunasnight 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I want to run away with a soulmate forever and being happy together. Isn't that what it matters? Just to have the feeling of the real freedom of happiness with someone else in...
    nelice nelice 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm a 26 year old girl in the UK, I have a long chocolate brown hair down to my waste and have wanted to shave it off completely for 2 years now. My fantasy is to walk into a...
    goshort99 goshort99 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    What was your: 1. Last Beverage: cold water, no ice 2. Last phone call: a person from India who was trying to convince me he/she HAD TO hack into my computer to fix problems...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 4

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    I'm a 26 year old girl in the UK, I have a long chocolate brown hair down to my waste and have wanted to shave it off completely for 2 years now. My fantasy is to walk into a...
    goshort99 goshort99 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    1. Do any of your parents like any of the music you like? Yeah, my dad likes Christian mainstream music and he likes Mariah Carey's Christmas cd. My mom likes Celine Dion, and a...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 21

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    EP is like a diary to me.Now I must start writing my journal again.I may not be here forever though what I write about here ,I may not like to reveal in my real life as it hurt...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 46-50, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    To do it. Just what is the point in living anymore if I am not going to have salvation to heaven anyway ? Yup. Here's my point . I don't see how I can ever live a happy life...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    A man that is tired of shopping with his wife, here's the story: After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I...
    adhane05 adhane05 22-25, M Apr 6

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    Sitting in my room dark and desolate i stare out the window cold and full of regret i try my hardest to make it day to day but my pain had planted its seed and is here to stay...
    ThatOneLeo ThatOneLeo 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Were you there from the beginning of time and space, when GOD made it all? GOD was. If you look around, you can see God everywhere. God made man from the dust of the earth...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl chapter 2 part 9 I kept thinking about what would happen if this were a school week, how would I explain to Suzanne that I don?t go to...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T Apr 7

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    I wonder if rapists ever see their victims as human beings like them. Their animalistic urge seem to shut down all other mental functions and abuse their fellow being even at the...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 1 Response Apr 23

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    100.) I woke today very bored. Sitting in my house with nothing to do and found this experience and thought it will kill sometime. 99.) I grew in a small town just outside of...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 5 Responses Apr 26

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    My day is surrounded by brilliant sunshine today..as far as the eye can see the sky is a beautiful crystal azure blue. I hear the birds outside my window singing away, so carefree...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    i want to laugh, i want to cry, i want to get excited, jealous, nervous. i cant cuz i am dead. inside
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I assume a lot of other people just want a relationship that will last forever, well I'm bi and i just want a relationship with a girl, I want to come home with her and lay on my...
    isabelbradley isabelbradley 13-15, F Apr 14

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    It burns my eyes and gives me a headache. I rarely cry, but when I do it takes forever to stop. I can't remember the last time I cried in front of somebody, I don't think it's...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Apr 12

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    Here it is; tell me what you think of it :) I felt pain flare in my strained back as the greasy guard pushed me into the cell. “Got a surprise for you,” he’d said. I’ve...
    brynai brynai 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I remember being little. Probably 5 or younger. My father would want to wrestle with me. I wouldn't want to, because I knew what it would lead to; but, I'd have to.. "what are you...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M Apr 22

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    There is help out there, and it's available. It's real. Cry out from your heart. The Universe, God, Jesus will answer
    Izzoselius Izzoselius 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    Hello Loves! I'm back! So to pick up my story, when I was nine years old, I started to cut. I began with razor blades and then moved on to knives. That summer we moved from Florida...
    AskKyla AskKyla 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    This is something that is supposed to be a part of me forever..I want to tell u all of this but I know I have no rights..I know u will behave in a manner that will simply be...
    sb3007 sb3007 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    I have never cried in front of anyone.Not even my family.I hold my tears(even it's too hard) and when I came to home(I am always alone at home) I close the door,let myself fall to...
    ughjustfiveminutesmore ughjustfiveminutesmore 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20

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    Because boredom and I need stories. 1. Name? Just call me Smiles from now on lol 2. Male or female? 'Tis a secret. 3. Were you named after anyone? Probably not. 4. Does...
    AnonSmiles AnonSmiles 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Will Give You My Heart You can have my heart it's yours as long as you keep it new and never abuse If you ever leave me Things may change along the way Shall I miss you...
    ApacheKuruk ApacheKuruk 46-50, M Apr 17

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    1. Not sure I can finish this list lol 2. I have a birthmark 3. I love running 4. I do cross country running and track 5. I love to sing 6. Sometimes I feel like my brother hates...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lately I accepted the fact that I have to move on and little by little I feel more comfortable with having fun so now and then. It made me realize that I gave up a lot for just one...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Apr 5

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    "You're The Storm" The Cardigans oh it's healing - bang bang bang i can hear your cannons call you've been aiming at my land your hungry hammer is falling and if you want me I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 26

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