I Just Want to Let It All Out

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    I want to just say everything

    and let it out. But if I do that, the control that I have will be gone and I'll break. I hate holding this all in and not saying it but once I start I won't stop. I'll feel weak and I hate it, and you would too. It'll be nonstop and I'll have to think of all that I try not to to...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    Nov 15, 2014

    I want let all my emotions out all pain all my

    thoughts , I did let out most of it . I'm not a perfect and i not saying I never make mistakes, but I try avoid terrible mistakes in future . I never wanted to be unpleasant or vile or terrible person . I even ask myself how did I end up here ?
    minniekoala minniekoala
    26-30, F
    Nov 15, 2014

    Okay so today my dad made a comment

    that has really annoyed me, so much that i dont even want to explain it. I can hear him talking n laughing downstairs now and its really making me mad!
    PixieeDustt PixieeDustt
    22-25, F
    Sep 9, 2014

    What I need to say is I want to leave my mother

    and cut connections for 90% or the time. I don't mind losing friends that were once so important to me because I'll make more and I'll move on. I don't deserve presents cause I don't have anymore room to love what will come next. I know I'm a strong person but why does everyone...
    Deathgodsimple Deathgodsimple
    16-17, F
    Jan 21

    My name is madseddik I have the tallest ****

    Cant believe me Take look At genis book I have the genuis look I turn around in the souk And i **** people like the pirate hook Someone tried to bully me cuz i m not like him I got lestin to justin and wear slim **** it i only listen to eminem And my idole is slim And whenn i...
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM
    16-17, M
    Feb 5

    Sorry

    God show me the way Once again, I've been hurt by a mortal.. I want to go another planet..kinder,cleaner... I have bad taste in men? Padded cell perfection? I dont think so Why does wierd come with maltreatment? **** a train of sickos and I'm always the caboose...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 26, 2009

    I don't want to help anyone anymore,

    not even my sister even though I love her. Not even any of the people that call themselves my friends. I'm fcking tired of it all. Why can't they help themselves? It's all my fault anyways, I allowed them to lean on me, I helped them out for a while, and now I feel stuck. I don...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 4

    I can't do this anymore I want to give up.

    .. I can't keep pretending to put on a smile I don't wanna be called an attention seeker They don't know what I go through 😔 I'm watching my self fall harder each n every day... Losing what I had built up... Seeing it all get knocked down... And I can't even find the right...
    ForeverLife ForeverLife
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2014

    One In A Gabillion...

    Hello everyone who actually reads this..      So ill start off by letting all of you know I am currently a 2nd year college student. I am all 'grown up.' I live with 4 other roommates. One being with a girl I absolutely love, named Car. (pronounced Care...
    JT2009 JT2009
    18-21, M
    Oct 25, 2009

    Okay here it goes... I'm living the life I've

    always dreamed about !!! That's comical...because this is the opposite. Some days i wish I could change everything then other days are ok. Truth is I feel there is so much more for me in life and I've been stagnant for 5 years. Some of the biggest decisions in life I've majorly...
    MzLeo95 MzLeo95
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2014

    I won't change. I'll never change.

    People DON'T change. They only can cover their real self up, and act fake. You can't force people to change. That's like trying to force ditto to evolve. But ditto CAN'T evolve. Ditto isn't evolved from anything either. I think people are like ditto.
    jennamarie210 jennamarie210
    16-17, F
    Aug 2, 2014

    I am currently struggling to be nice

    and consider about the matters around me. It reminds me why I hate human so much. Human will never be perfect. specifically human's behaviour. Including myself. I don't deserves to be loved. I'm constantly thinking about the hikmah. Why it happens to me. I think, God is fair. I...
    ijustdontlikehumanbehaviour ijustdontlikehumanbehaviour
    22-25, F
    Mar 14

    I want to be nice to everyone I want to go out

    and do big things ughhhh!!!! I feel like I need to take bigger baby steps!!!
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    I found my group. This is

    where I will let it all out at and feel okay with it. I will probably be judged. But only God can truly judge me.
    krazykaylove krazykaylove
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2014

    ...

    Things come and go, things begin and end. Feels like the world is in fast forward, yet I'm stuck in reverse. I just wish at times, more lately than others, that while walking down a crowded street or crowded hallway, i could just stop, look up and scream my lungs out. Scream all...
    iGotMine8 iGotMine8
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Sep 3, 2007

    Every time she says something,

    you feel sad and miss the mother you never had. Her words don't affect you like they used to, they just make you feel sad for the love you never received nor will you ever receive. That part of your life is gone, over and so you have stopped trying. Let that emptiness in your...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 15

    Muttered Ramblings From A Cluttered Mind.

    Your memory of me is the last little bit of magic that you own. I am not under a spell. Life is not that love story and it ain't that sappy reality show...it just is. So now you see me for who I am. Not your savior, not your safety net. So you call me words like 'fraud' or 'poser...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 9, 2013

    Someday I Will

    like right now!! i feel like shouting at the top of my voice. to tell all those who ever hurt me,wronged me,exploited my love and trust,thought i was a fool because i oversaw their faults because i didnt want them to get embarrased by them... And for all those i should have...
    zecchini zecchini
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2007

    Sharing Secrets

    Holding secrets deep within can sometimes fester and cause more worry than is necessary. The very thought of someone knowing my deepest secrets is a scary thing for me. The fear of judgement and condemnation is very real - past evidence is proof. But it burns inside, desiring...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Mar 23, 2011

    Happy Family?

    Ahhhh... where do I start? I'm in a mess :(   I have a beautiful family. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect baby girl. But I'm just missing something : I broke up with my ex over 2 years ago but I can't help thinking theres still something I can't let go of. He treated me...
    missenigmatic missenigmatic
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 13, 2010

    Sad, Angry, Lonely, Depressed.

    I AM HEARTBROKEN. me and my boyfriend are on a break, but I am just so sad. I have no idea if we will get back together, I have decided to be brave and cut off contact with him, I am not going to txt , call him etc. I guess if he really has time away from me, he can truely decide...
    AllyPally AllyPally
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2010

    my valentine start today cuz my love my team is

    playing today and also dont give a **** about valentine does anyone feel the same
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM
    16-17, M
    Feb 12

    **** **** pisss asss bitchhh dramaa fuckss.

    .ugly drama loving ***** FUCKkkkkkkkkk YOUUUUUUU. Minioreosarefaggotaf ...BITCHH ..set this ******* place on fireeee
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Feb 4

    I want to fight. I feel the urge to punch

    someone every time I see someone. I just want to experience the thrill of battle, the rush, the test of my instinct.
    Kezio Kezio
    16-17, M
    Feb 5

    Moving On.

    So after being with my now boyfriend of six months almost seven on the 19th. I finally believe I've let go of my ex. My S&M, control-freak of an ex. Truthfully, It took a lot to get over him. During the time I was with him he made me believe no one else would love me as much as...
    LovelyScars LovelyScars
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 15, 2014

    Don't We All?

    Aren't there times when you just want to let it all out? Just want to run into the middle of the world and scream until the release collapses everything you have been holding back into nothingness? Just want to tell them, tell her, tell him, let all the thoughts and...
    TheTardyDodo TheTardyDodo
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Jun 23, 2007

    THE QUESTIONS I ASK I hear voices in my head,

    Toss around restlessly in bed; While hoping for the impossible to happen, I dream of strange yet familiar men. What, does it mean for me then? I keep hoping for my phone to vibrate, ‘cuz then atleast somebody hasn’t forgotten me yet. My head thinks of a spontaneous reply...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 23, 2014

    I Must Be a Fool

    I am so incomplete because I don't have a significant other. I still kind of love my first love who actually broke my heart. I want to let him go but I don't know how. he shattered my heart and I'm still picking up the pieces. I wish I could find someone who would scoop...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 10, 2008

    I don't know what to do

    or how to feel. I had a friend who I actually consider to be my best friend because we've known each other for about fourteen years or more, since we were really young. Well, when I was younger I used to be really horrible to other people. I made my friend feel worthless but a...
    emjm013 emjm013
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 22

    Oh Well.....

    I want so badly to tell someone, or better yet, EVERYONE what is going on with me, but I know it is best to keep most of it to myself right now, or at least let it out slowly. Most people take things the wrong way. It would just land me right back in the cuckoo's nest (mental...
    ThistleWeed ThistleWeed
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

    I cut myself, I suffer from bpd,

    type 1 diabetic, emotionally scarred from all the bullying i got as a child and still get now. My self esteem and self confidence have all been shot to hell... Wow I'm ****** up pretty bad. Plus it doesn't help that I look like this ^ :c Everyone is scared of me you should be...
    PunkRockUnicorn PunkRockUnicorn
    13-15, F
    Sep 3, 2014

    It Would Do Me Some Good

    To express everything in me for  alittle while. To cry and not worry if someone will come in and yell at me while doing it. To talk and not worry about being overheard. To scream and not have to be driven to a psych ward. To hold onto someone and not have to let go for the...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    Aug 2, 2011

    Where Do I Start ?

    i want to let it all out. but where do i start ? in the beginning or the end. do i start when i was once happy. or when you left me alone in the world. how about when you came back and i believed it was for good. or the day that i found someone else. maybe i should start with no...
    taleijahrae taleijahrae
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2013

    screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so...
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    Jul 20, 2014

    I'm so angry at the world

    for not having a job or for not having money or even someone to help me.people think that they know all about my life,but knowing and experiencing it are two different things.I wish I would go to sleep and never wake up but others would think I'm selfish. im just really really...
    Nikirika Nikirika
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 4

    My Confession: Rest In Peace Cyber Lust (hopefully)

    He wasn’t physically involved in my life but he wasn't a vibra**r or made of plastic or faux leather. In real life he would mean to me less than the dirt under my perfectly manicured finger nails, but through text messages, he was my perfect fantasy. I messaged him in the wee...
    LoveOverHatred LoveOverHatred
    22-25, F
    Sep 20, 2012
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