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I Just Want to Scream

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    I always try my best do the most I can.

    My world I'd just up side up. What I want is so far away and what I have is not satisfying. Never imagined my life would be this boring and meaningless. It's so unfair . I want to scream
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I Cant

    i really cant take much more of this, your anger your demeaning hurtful ways, am barely a person, i feel such darkness n pain inside, what a pathtic mother n grandmother am i. u not only berate me, but u yell at thoe children to , no u dont strike them ,  but your words...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    I Want To Scream

    I want to scream at the top of my lungs telling everyone how I feel. I want to tell them that I cut and that I hurt. I want to tell them the reasons why. I want to scream that I suffer from depression that nobody notices. I want to say that I have no one to go to, not even my own...
    AStoryUntold AStoryUntold 13-15, F Jun 29, 2013

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    Please Help .......

     I feel so lonely and worthless i'm having serious problems  i just broke up with the most wonderful person i've ever know actually he broke up and i keep checking his profile on facebook and he isn't sad at all and he's giong on and having fun it feels really paining because...
    mawbawdfg mawbawdfg 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    Maybe If You Would Of Held My Hand

    **** it.... I cant take it anymore.. Ive been hearing screams in my head for 5 years now, night after night.. all over a night i cant get back that changed me forever.. So if i scream dont look at me like i'm crazy, just hope when i stop screaming i come back to ground and didn...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    Family

    i have screamed n yelled , the rage the pain comes pouring thru, but still noone hears me, r maybe they do, n chose to turn away, like they usually do
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 30, 2009

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    Sometimes unjust want to scream

    and let it all out, but I've got no where to do. It
    dankenyon86 dankenyon86 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Monster

    Some say a monster is born when they enter this world Others say a monster is born when life crushes them A few say a monster is born when their heart is broken They are all wrong A monster is born when he screams When he releases everything he has into an exhale All his pain...
    stanledh stanledh 18-21, M Mar 17, 2013

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    Let Them All Have It With Both Barrels

    I want to tell them ALL to go f- themselves  I want to scream out their incompetence's to their faces  Tell them just how they RUINED my ENTIRE life- not that it matters to them I don't CARE if the whole world hears me  I don't CARE what you want...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Vermilion Memories Part 2

    This is second part of my ninth entry to my memoir "A Child Born from Sin" The newly-lit path revealed a grove before me and within the distance I saw a giant tree where the bird had been waiting for me. If you would have asked me if I was dreaming, I wouldn't be able to give...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2013

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    Sometimes I just want to scream.

    I just want someone anyone to hear me . I want to scratch and scream and scream and scratch. and I want to break all the mirrors that I see , and let the glass fall to the ground, and then all the pieces, broken like my soul. and then I want to pound my fists , and try to...
    emmawinterfrost emmawinterfrost 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Pretenders

    Fake smiles. Fake hugs. Fake laughs. Fake friends. I'm just tired of fake people. I'm not perfect. I'm not always a ray of sunshine but I am NOT fake! I don't end convos with a fake "love ya!" I don't hug people I just met. I dont laugh to fill awkward air or if I don't...
    forgottenshadow forgottenshadow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I hate being the uptight friend!

    I feel like everyone around me is just being normal and young and carefree. Yet I'm constantly feeling trapped inside my head. I hate that I always think about my actions before I do them, or that I stay mute in case I do or say something stupid, or if I am saying something I...
    InMybubble InMybubble 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Wish It Could Be Aloud...

    i run with scissors pointed at my heart should've never trusted them from the start all their words slither into oozing lies it's when they break you and something in you dies -x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x i look to the sky and nothing's said but it's only cause  .:::::i'm...
    EchoesInTwistedMeadows EchoesInTwistedMeadows 22-25 May 7, 2013

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    I am a little girl, age 17,

    and I feel as though I am an older woman with all the struggles of life. I mean I don't have a man and I don't have children but I go through family struggles and problems in school. Family has turned on me. Just realizing that the people I call my friends aren't who they say...
    BreeRobby BreeRobby 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I Keep It All In

    I have never screamed before I tend not to because if I did I would get yelled at make problems for other people that I don't want to I know if I did the world would hear my cry all these emotions that I can't let out I want to so bad I want to come home sometimes and hit my...
    hellhound5 hellhound5 16-17, M Aug 1, 2013

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    Do The Right Thing

    Since February 26, 2009 to the present have been doing (what I believe to be)the RIGHT THING... I am very frustrated at this point , because the Right thing has no definition or guidelines . There is no instruction book. Doing the right thing when others couldn't , led me to...
    BRUTUS1001 BRUTUS1001 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 8, 2013

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    I Just Want To Scream

    ...but I have nothing to say. I can't seem to vocalize what is bothering me. And in any case who will listen? I am the person people come to when they need something. Who can bare my burdens? Am I even strong enough to let them go? I hate these lonely silent nights when even...
    jark123 jark123 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 27, 2013

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    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I Feel Like I Am Screaming Out Loud.....my Life Is Hell !

    Let me see....since all of this has 'HIT' in the past few weeks, let me just lay it out:My parents own a house my husband & I have made payments on for 12 years ~ we couldn't get a  loan, so they are selling 'out from under us'. I am heart-broken. We have spent a great deal on...
    notvisable notvisable 36-40, F 23 Responses Sep 12, 2011

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    I literary want to scream,

    my friends don't care what I say. Because of that, I don't talk at all. I keep things to myself. I am left alone all the time, I don't have a best friend of my age who I can talk to about everything. I want to cry because nobody listens to me. I'm a shadow to everyone else. This...
    jeidy jeidy 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Is It Really Worth It?

    For just over 2 months now, I have been living with my man and his parents in Montana. I moved here from Oregon. My boyfriend and I are trying to get into Job Corps (A free trade school). He is leaving on the 12th (in 4 days), and because of 1 document, me getting in is delayed...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2013

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    I Wanna Scream & Kick & Punch Something

    I just want to scream ARGGGGGGGHHHHHH I HATE YOU....YOU LIED TO ME........I WANT TO KICK YOU IN THE HEAD & PUNCH YOU...SLAP YOU...BITE YOU...... so you can FEEL MY PAIN........ARGGHHHHHHHH YOU REALLY REALLY SUCK I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT    Y O U ...
    caroli9 caroli9 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2007

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    Against The Wall

    I am 63 years old, a veteran and I have been unemployed nearly 2 years. I sleep on a floor in someone elses home and get food from an outreach service.  I have submitted well over 1000 job applications.   I have a college degree, a post graduate degree, years...
    keebayfamily01 keebayfamily01 61-65 3 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    ...*places a Deep Breath Here*

    *places a very loud scream here*
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 2, 2007

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    I Want To Scream

    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 9 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I Just Need To Let My Anger Out.

    I keep everything bottled up; or bite my tongue when I want to snap on someone. But, now I can't keep doing this anymore, too much shít on my mind.. I need to just fûckin' scream or I'll go more insane than I already am. I hate my family, I have no friends, I honestly have no...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F 5 Responses May 26, 2012

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    What To Scream,cry,yell,whatever

    I don't know what to do anymore, I wake up every day and wonder why am i here? I don't have a life, My only life is taking care of my kids and husband and my mother who is sick. I thought that things would be different when i moved in to take care of my mother. But no they are...
    Tracy00 Tracy00 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    1, 2, 3...

    I can feel it bubbling under my skin... it's tickling my tongue. I'm boiling and soon I can't stop it anymore: AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Pheew... feels much better!
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 6 Responses May 15, 2008

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    The Car

    i don't want to scream cause im upset or  pissed  i don't want to shout out  *&^% or &^%$  i want to yell OMG  i want to scream his name  because men  they are realy hot to me  and i think the best place to scream is in my car ...
    littlemstpy littlemstpy 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    On The Verge

    And I had written so much about what's bothering me. Then, I deleted it. Just like screaming, I'm always just about to; then, I fall silent. In my family, whenever I've raged and...broken things...done what I could to get my family's attention and make them listen to me when I...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Jul 11, 2013

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    I Just Want To Scream And Scream & Scream.. If Only .... I Am N Orphan...

    What can I say.. I am so pissed off with the people who call themselves family.. with the world and everything.. Why does nothing ever get thru?  I came from probably one of the worst dysfunctional families ever.. but im guessing there will be worse.. if nothing else.. i...
    jancro34 jancro34 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Let Me Scream!

    I am on the edge here. Have you experienced arguing with someone who thinks his opinion is the only thing that matters? maybe others doesn't make it too obvious but my case is absolutely different. I've been living with my in-laws as per the request of my partner (we're not...
    kheila kheila 22-25, F Aug 2, 2013

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    Why Are You Leaving Me?

    when i was 12 years old my mother became mentally ill with something the doctors had never seen before. so my dad and i had to take care of her. when i turned 13, i got the news my dad had cancer. so at the age of 13 I was taking care of both my parents...I had to grow up very...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    WHAT If There Was a Cure For Alzheimer's Disease and No One Knew?

    When I found this I was shocked and wanted to show it to as many people as possible because I will be changing the oils I use and am hoping it helps my mom even a little with brain functions as well as other health issues. It is hard to read at some points but well worth it...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2009

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    Yup, No Where Good To Just Let It Out Though.....

    Here lately my anger has been building and building and building. Everything ****** me off and gets to me. I feel hurt half of the time and just crying the other half. I've been wanting to go and just punch the **** out of my moms grave, which is a terrible idea, I'd just end...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I Just Wanto Scream And Take It Out

    i just wanto scream out loud to the world that took my childhood, that took my favourite memories, that changed me and left me still fighting with the change. When you take in too much without a word it builds in you like a volcano... u are just brimming today. I am tired of...
    IllusionPlaying IllusionPlaying 18-21, F Jun 16, 2012

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    *gut-wrenching Scream*

    I am sick of being lonely and unwanted. I want to be held! I want to be liked! I want to be wanted! And I want to be loved! This can't be too much to ask for! I can't stand being single and alone! *SCREAMS AS LOUD AND LONG AS POSSIBLE*.... *takes a deep breath*... *SCREAMS AGAIN...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    Because I am hurting,

    and there's nothing that I do that takes the pain away. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I need a relief, someway...Somehow...
    Jeanellaisha Jeanellaisha 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    So Bad Right Now.

    AUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Why is life so frustrating?!?
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Scream

    i am screaming in my head. how can they still not hear me?  i want this pain, this emptiness, to stop. i cant keep smiling , when am almost dead inside.but i keep pretending am getting better. am a liar n idiot. they can all see. bulimia is killing me. i can see my bones...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2009

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    everyone is so slow!

    and no one thinks properly, they just come out with such dumb ****! and everyone is such a time waster with small talk and socializing especially my parents i DONT CARE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING SHUTUP SHUT UP aAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
    LMorton1 LMorton1 16-17, F Feb 10

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    I'm a 3rd year RA at my university

    and I love my community and the other RAs I work with, but my new boss is another story. She seems so sweet, but then she'll cut you down for no reason. You never know what your going to get. She regularly makes me feel like **** and expresses her opinion that I am a lousy...
    acerunner acerunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    dont kill urslef over a boy,

    he will bring another girl to yur funeral
    musicislife11 musicislife11 16-17, F May 30

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    Im suffocating from the inside I lost myself,

    I look into the mirror and i dont recognise myself, its a totally diffrent person Im depressed, yes I am and Im not running away from the truth I gained weight, and by weight i mean around 70 lbs, i tried everything to loss all this and get my body back but with no use and im...
    nouraruon nouraruon 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Just to Release

    Just sometimes... It get's too much
    QuixoticKidEternity QuixoticKidEternity 31 5 Responses Mar 19, 2008

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    Screaming Might Help, A Little

    I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. In a relationship for 4 years, and the man does not appreciate me at all, if he does, he does not act like it at all most of the time, and he also talks to me ****** alot. I question how much he really cares, and his capability to...
    5150aries 5150aries 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    I always have this feeling in my chest

    that feels like someone is hitting me repeatedly. I take a deep breathe, it doesn't work. I go for a run, it doesn't work. I want to scream, but I never do. I feel as if there are chains wrapped around my body...and I just want to let go.
    alexandria543 alexandria543 13-15, F May 20

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    Musiclover4eva Musiclover4eva 18-21, F May 31

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    Built Up Frustration

    Sometimes I think I am invisible. That no one can hear me or see me.It's not because Im a quiet person. As quiet as I am, Im not someone that disappears into the background. I'll be in a group, or sometimes just at home with my family. They'll ask me a question. I'll answer...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    I'm Screaming On The Inside! A Sad Girl On The Outside.

    I'm so tired of being the one to hold things together.  I'm tired of being the one who is taken advantage of.  The last straw was my boyfriend who had my entire heart and soul but turned out to be a sociopath.  I don't trust anyone anymore, I double check all the locks on the...
    gtrgrl76 gtrgrl76 36-40, F 3 Responses May 15, 2012

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    We Have Profile Pages For A Reason...

    Dealing with this is what makes me want to scream...Here on EP we all have a profile page, each and every one of us and that page is there for a reason. Its there to tell the rest of EP about you..it links to the groups you like, shows common friends and all sorts of other useful...
    Trestia Trestia 41-45, F Dec 3, 2011

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    Wtf Is Wrong With Me?

    i think i am going mad. i am actually going insane. i just want to scream! i have filled my head with so much s h i t i think i have a mental illness, think i have something wrong with my persoanllity. i think i'm strange. i think i have a problem that know one else has! i just...
    sheshigh sheshigh 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 23, 2008

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