I Just Want to Scream

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    The. Stress. Is. Killing.

    Me. Inside. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHH!!! My throat hurts now, but the rest of me feels better...idk.
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack
    16-17, F
    Sep 29, 2015

    i just want to scream 'cos i'm soooo scared of

    dying alone. 'cos i'm going to get result of cervical cancer tomorrow! no family.no family support. just all by myself. living so alone....i really can't stand this situation...people say make new friends. my life or people's life who has been domestic violence not that simple...
    juryandrews juryandrews
    31-35, F
    Jan 6, 2015
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    Oct 30, 2015

    I Just Need To Let My Anger Out.

    I keep everything bottled up; or bite my tongue when I want to snap on someone. But, now I can't keep doing this anymore, too much shít on my mind.. I need to just fûckin' scream or I'll go more insane than I already am. I hate my family, I have no friends, I honestly have no...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 26, 2012

    Why Are You Leaving Me?

    when i was 12 years old my mother became mentally ill with something the doctors had never seen before. so my dad and i had to take care of her. when i turned 13, i got the news my dad had cancer. so at the age of 13 I was taking care of both my parents...I had to grow up very...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2012

    I just.. Hate everything right now.

    . One of my best friends is being abused by her father and there's nothing I can do about it to help right now... I'm always hungry because there's no food or money in my house.. My mother keeps messing with me.. My love lies with too many people.. I just hate. Everything.
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat
    13-15, T
    Apr 24, 2015

    Because I am hurting,

    and there's nothing that I do that takes the pain away. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I need a relief, someway...Somehow...
    Jeanellaisha Jeanellaisha
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

    I make very little money right now

    and my sister is very bossy and controlling and was very specific about what we're allowed to give her daughter for Christmas. I found something that was acceptable and it was just $5 and I wanted to do more but my sister told me no and that she doesn't want me spending my money...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Dec 17, 2015

    the thoughts dont stop.

    the echoing memories bounce through my mind. razor shards of memory and shame. realization of my delusions, my overreach and my complete unworthiness. i weild words as a razor. rather than part flesh and pour lifes blood, i stab memories. i resurect humiliation, insult...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Jan 10
    Itskyeme Itskyeme
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2015

    I went to the ice rink the other night

    and took nothing but slap shots... Slammed my stick against the boards a bunch of times until my arms were numb. And screamed at the top of my lungs... Yet no one heard me... Know what it made me realize? No one is actually there when you really need it... There was a time for...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 4, 2015

    I honestly just want to be in the middle of a

    field filled with beautiful wild flowers so I can just scream away all my frustrations at this very moment.... And then once I'm done screaming have a picnic and enjoy the scenery. :)
    xoSincerelyYoursxo xoSincerelyYoursxo
    26-30, F
    Feb 5, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    Everything just sucks at the moment.

    .. I feel likes screaming but it's late here so I don't think I should, lol... We r having a math test at school tomorrow and I haven't studied and I'm suppose to finish a book for tomorrow (I've had a month to read it, but it's boring), to top it off I had a fight with my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

    *gut-wrenching Scream*

    I am sick of being lonely and unwanted. I want to be held! I want to be liked! I want to be wanted! And I want to be loved! This can't be too much to ask for! I can't stand being single and alone! *SCREAMS AS LOUD AND LONG AS POSSIBLE*.... *takes a deep breath*... *SCREAMS AGAIN...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2007

    I just want to scream at the top of my lungs,

    from the depths of my tormented soul "**** YOU B*TCH, **** YOU!!!"
    KR17 KR17
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2015

    You ever had to block someone you love

    so much?? **** EVERYTHING!!!!!! :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile
    22-25, M
    Jan 11, 2015

    Yup, No Where Good To Just Let It Out Though.....

    Here lately my anger has been building and building and building. Everything ****** me off and gets to me. I feel hurt half of the time and just crying the other half. I've been wanting to go and just punch the **** out of my moms grave, which is a terrible idea, I'd just end...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2012

    I Wanna Scream & Kick & Punch Something

    I just want to scream ARGGGGGGGHHHHHH I HATE YOU....YOU LIED TO ME........I WANT TO KICK YOU IN THE HEAD & PUNCH YOU...SLAP YOU...BITE YOU...... so you can FEEL MY PAIN........ARGGHHHHHHHH YOU REALLY REALLY SUCK I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT    Y O U ...
    caroli9 caroli9
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2007

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    coryleecc11 coryleecc11
    26-30, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    ...*places a Deep Breath Here*

    *places a very loud scream here*
    meowmeowface meowmeowface
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jun 2, 2007

    Sometimes, I just want to scream,

    "**** YOU!" to almost everyone. I just wanna walk out of the room, with two middle fingers in the air, blast some ******' Nirvana, and drive to a ******* rock show. I want to get **** faced, and fall asleep on a friend's couch- after egging someone's house. But, then, I...
    PoshPoet PoshPoet
    22-25, F
    Mar 14
    goodies2307 goodies2307
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2015

    I Just Wanto Scream And Take It Out

    i just wanto scream out loud to the world that took my childhood, that took my favourite memories, that changed me and left me still fighting with the change. When you take in too much without a word it builds in you like a volcano... u are just brimming today. I am tired of...
    IllusionPlaying IllusionPlaying
    18-21, F
    Jun 16, 2012

    im so damn scared for tomorrow I don't know

    what to expect I don't want tomorrow to come
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    16-17, F
    Mar 30, 2015

    Rant: I HATE SCHOOL THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST

    FVCKING YEAR IVE EVER HAD. I DIDNT MAKE ANY FRIENDS AND I WAS DEPRESSED. NOW IM ANGRY CUZ I STILL HAVE ONE MORE WEEK IN THIS FVCKING HÈLLHOUSE
    Casualdeviant02 Casualdeviant02
    18-21, T
    2 Responses May 15, 2015
    ellliebee ellliebee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2014

    I know it won't do any good right now

    but all I want to do is yell and scream at him at the top of my lungs. I want to tell him how stupid all of this is and how I love him more than anything. I want to tell him I'm sorry for being an idiot and thinking we needed this in order to better our relationship. It may be...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2015

    I'm getting broccoli

    and some pasta together for an early dinner... Wanting to eat before I go and workout and have time for my food to settle. My sister comes into the kitchen and ask what I'm doing...I tell her what I'm cooking and she says 'Are you hungry?' I respond that I'm eating now so my...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    Built Up Frustration

    Sometimes I think I am invisible. That no one can hear me or see me.It's not because Im a quiet person. As quiet as I am, Im not someone that disappears into the background. I'll be in a group, or sometimes just at home with my family. They'll ask me a question. I'll answer...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jun 19, 2011

    My boyfriend and I moved in with one of his

    friends a few months ago to a two bedroom apartment. Everything was fine for a while, but slowly he became the most irritating person in the world. He ALWAYS leaves dishes in the sink....fo like a week....and they'll be my dishes! He used to not give me the utility checks on...
    sledfordd sledfordd
    22-25, F
    May 2, 2015

    It's sad how... You can't just cry

    or be sad, you have to wait until your home and alone in your room and everyone else is asleep
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 30, 2015

    I'm going ******* insane in this house,

    every time I go out to the movies with my best friend my parents always yell at me for helping pay for my friends ticket and dinner, she contributes but I usually end up paying the majority.... I just can't take it anymore... My parents aren't happy unless they are making me...
    9yyu7900oom 9yyu7900oom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    Sometimes I pretend that I'm ok

    for everyone else so much I just want to scream... Why is it we stay quiet to make others more comfortable?
    misterfoxx misterfoxx
    31-35, M
    Dec 6, 2014

    I feel like screaming

    or doing something equally as dumb almost everyday. Help.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30, 2015

    Pretenders

    Fake smiles. Fake hugs. Fake laughs. Fake friends. I'm just tired of fake people. I'm not perfect. I'm not always a ray of sunshine but I am NOT fake! I don't end convos with a fake "love ya!" I don't hug people I just met. I dont laugh to fill awkward air or if I don't...
    forgottenshadow forgottenshadow
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2013
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 29, 2015

    Oblivious To The Obvious

    Sometimes I just want to scream and let it all out. I want tell every single person what I really think of them. I want to throw things at people that piśś me off. I don't want to give a flying fùćk about what everyone else thinks. I'm so good at keeping things bottled up...
    keepitasecretx keepitasecretx
    18-21
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    Monster

    Some say a monster is born when they enter this world Others say a monster is born when life crushes them A few say a monster is born when their heart is broken They are all wrong A monster is born when he screams When he releases everything he has into an exhale All his pain...
    stanledh stanledh
    22-25, M
    Mar 17, 2013

    I dunno why I just want to do it

    for all the failures for all the **** that has been happening to me since I can remember...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    Feb 27, 2015
    BombAf BombAf
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2015

    I just want to scream!

    I feel trapped in my body and don't know how to get out! I want to escape and scream and show that I'm suffering instead of hiding it! Why do bad things happen to good people?
    INeedFreedom INeedFreedom
    16-17, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    Janecc11aa Janecc11aa
    26-30, F
    Nov 18, 2015

    amputa! ka sayo pa lang yawit na dayun?

    problema sa imo, kung ikaw mangkamali kusog kaau ka mag rason pero pag ang uban, pirte kaayo ka maka tira. alingogngog kaau ka, pa as if nakabalo tanan. makalagot! grr. lami kaau ka syagitan. puta!!!yawa!!!animal!!!
    sam071193 sam071193
    22-25, F
    Apr 17

    I want to apologize to my bedroom door

    for putting a dent into it. You were the closest thing to me…
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 10, 2015

    I literary want to scream,

    my friends don't care what I say. Because of that, I don't talk at all. I keep things to myself. I am left alone all the time, I don't have a best friend of my age who I can talk to about everything. I want to cry because nobody listens to me. I'm a shadow to everyone else. This...
    jeidy jeidy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2014

    We Have Profile Pages For A Reason...

    Dealing with this is what makes me want to scream...Here on EP we all have a profile page, each and every one of us and that page is there for a reason. Its there to tell the rest of EP about you..it links to the groups you like, shows common friends and all sorts of other useful...
    Trestia Trestia
    41-45, F
    Dec 3, 2011

    Have you ever just...

    . Wanted to scream and cry and break.. But you knew you couldn't, as if you weren't allowed to express the pain your in
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    I Feel Like I Am Screaming Out Loud.....my Life Is Hell !

    Let me see....since all of this has 'HIT' in the past few weeks, let me just lay it out:My parents own a house my husband & I have made payments on for 12 years ~ we couldn't get a  loan, so they are selling 'out from under us'. I am heart-broken. We have spent a great deal on...
    notvisable notvisable
    36-40, F
    22 Responses Sep 12, 2011

    Because I can't physically scream,

    I'll type it: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! HOLYMOTHERFUCKINGSHITFUCKDICKASSNIGGERSHITCUNTFUCKBASTARD!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    Its March, four months have

    now passed since my father was diagnosed with ALS. Four months ago my life immediately took a drastic change. We thought he would need knee surgery, tops. . not be told that he has maybe two years left to live. My husband and I are still in our first years of marriage. We...
    calhoonkelsey calhoonkelsey
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2015
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