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    Why Are You Leaving Me?

    when i was 12 years old my mother became mentally ill with something the doctors had never seen before. so my dad and i had to take care of her. when i turned 13, i got the news my dad had cancer. so at the age of 13 I was taking care of both my parents...I had to grow up very...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    Our 29 Year Age Difference!

    We meet on AgeMeet.com , I am 21 and my boyfriend is 50. We were friends for a couple years before we got together, we have been together 3 amazing years and he's my best friend and the most wonderful boyfriend! We have a lot in common believe it or not, we want the same things...
    amanda198812 amanda198812 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2014

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    I hate how I'm a nobody

    and I always will be
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    WHAT If There Was a Cure For Alzheimer's Disease and No One Knew?

    When I found this I was shocked and wanted to show it to as many people as possible because I will be changing the oils I use and am hoping it helps my mom even a little with brain functions as well as other health issues. It is hard to read at some points but well worth it...
    BeTheBestMe BeTheBestMe 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2009

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    ...*places a Deep Breath Here*

    *places a very loud scream here*
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 2, 2007

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    We Have Profile Pages For A Reason...

    Dealing with this is what makes me want to scream...Here on EP we all have a profile page, each and every one of us and that page is there for a reason. Its there to tell the rest of EP about you..it links to the groups you like, shows common friends and all sorts of other useful...
    Trestia Trestia 41-45, F Dec 3, 2011

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    Yup, No Where Good To Just Let It Out Though.....

    Here lately my anger has been building and building and building. Everything ****** me off and gets to me. I feel hurt half of the time and just crying the other half. I've been wanting to go and just punch the **** out of my moms grave, which is a terrible idea, I'd just end...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F Jun 4, 2012

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    Monster

    Some say a monster is born when they enter this world Others say a monster is born when life crushes them A few say a monster is born when their heart is broken They are all wrong A monster is born when he screams When he releases everything he has into an exhale All his pain...
    stanledh stanledh 18-21, M Mar 17, 2013

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    "I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not.

    I'm far from lonely but it's all that I've got."
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 14

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    Against The Wall

    I am 63 years old, a veteran and I have been unemployed nearly 2 years. I sleep on a floor in someone elses home and get food from an outreach service.  I have submitted well over 1000 job applications.   I have a college degree, a post graduate degree, years...
    keebayfamily01 keebayfamily01 61-65 3 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    I Cant

    i really cant take much more of this, your anger your demeaning hurtful ways, am barely a person, i feel such darkness n pain inside, what a pathtic mother n grandmother am i. u not only berate me, but u yell at thoe children to , no u dont strike them ,  but your words...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 20, 2009

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    Musiclover4eva Musiclover4eva 18-21, F May 31, 2014

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    Let Them All Have It With Both Barrels

    I want to tell them ALL to go f- themselves  I want to scream out their incompetence's to their faces  Tell them just how they RUINED my ENTIRE life- not that it matters to them I don't CARE if the whole world hears me  I don't CARE what you want...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Just to Release

    Just sometimes... It get's too much
    QuixoticKidEternity QuixoticKidEternity 31 5 Responses Mar 19, 2008

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    You ever had to block someone you love

    so much?? **** EVERYTHING!!!!!! :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 11

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    So Bad Right Now.

    AUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Why is life so frustrating?!?
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I Just Wanto Scream And Take It Out

    i just wanto scream out loud to the world that took my childhood, that took my favourite memories, that changed me and left me still fighting with the change. When you take in too much without a word it builds in you like a volcano... u are just brimming today. I am tired of...
    IllusionPlaying IllusionPlaying 18-21, F Jun 16, 2012

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    AndreiTarkovsky AndreiTarkovsky 26-30, M Dec 9, 2014

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    Wtf Is Wrong With Me?

    i think i am going mad. i am actually going insane. i just want to scream! i have filled my head with so much s h i t i think i have a mental illness, think i have something wrong with my persoanllity. i think i'm strange. i think i have a problem that know one else has! i just...
    sheshigh sheshigh 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 23, 2008

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    I'm a 3rd year RA at my university

    and I love my community and the other RAs I work with, but my new boss is another story. She seems so sweet, but then she'll cut you down for no reason. You never know what your going to get. She regularly makes me feel like **** and expresses her opinion that I am a lousy...
    acerunner acerunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2014

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    Family

    i have screamed n yelled , the rage the pain comes pouring thru, but still noone hears me, r maybe they do, n chose to turn away, like they usually do
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 30, 2009

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    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I don't want to do anything else.

    Just go to a secluded area,inhale,and scream. Scream so loud that it hurts.Scream until I can't feel anything anymore.Scream until I'm free.Scream and break everything.Scream the tears I cry.Scream the pain I feel.Scream everything. Scream so I can't hear anything. SCREAM UNTIL I...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 14, 2014

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    dont kill urslef over a boy,

    he will bring another girl to yur funeral
    musicislife11 musicislife11 16-17, F May 30, 2014

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    The Car

    i don't want to scream cause im upset or  pissed  i don't want to shout out  *&^% or &^%$  i want to yell OMG  i want to scream his name  because men  they are realy hot to me  and i think the best place to scream is in my car ...
    littlemstpy littlemstpy 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    Scream

    i am screaming in my head. how can they still not hear me?  i want this pain, this emptiness, to stop. i cant keep smiling , when am almost dead inside.but i keep pretending am getting better. am a liar n idiot. they can all see. bulimia is killing me. i can see my bones...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2009

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    Sometimes I just want to scream.

    I just want someone anyone to hear me . I want to scratch and scream and scream and scratch. and I want to break all the mirrors that I see , and let the glass fall to the ground, and then all the pieces, broken like my soul. and then I want to pound my fists , and try to...
    emmawinterfrost emmawinterfrost 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    *gut-wrenching Scream*

    I am sick of being lonely and unwanted. I want to be held! I want to be liked! I want to be wanted! And I want to be loved! This can't be too much to ask for! I can't stand being single and alone! *SCREAMS AS LOUD AND LONG AS POSSIBLE*.... *takes a deep breath*... *SCREAMS AGAIN...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    Im suffocating from the inside I lost myself,

    I look into the mirror and i dont recognise myself, its a totally diffrent person Im depressed, yes I am and Im not running away from the truth I gained weight, and by weight i mean around 70 lbs, i tried everything to loss all this and get my body back but with no use and im...
    nouraruon nouraruon 26-30, F Jul 29, 2014

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    Sometimes I pretend that I'm ok

    for everyone else so much I just want to scream... Why is it we stay quiet to make others more comfortable?
    misterfoxx misterfoxx 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    Sometimes unjust want to scream

    and let it all out, but I've got no where to do. It
    dankenyon86 dankenyon86 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 23, 2014

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    I always have this feeling in my chest

    that feels like someone is hitting me repeatedly. I take a deep breathe, it doesn't work. I go for a run, it doesn't work. I want to scream, but I never do. I feel as if there are chains wrapped around my body...and I just want to let go.
    alexandria543 alexandria543 13-15, F May 20, 2014

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    I'm moody and right now,

    I can feel the big black hole inside and it's creeping me out. I wanted to scream but how? I didn't know why do and how do the big black hole back?
    laineswift13 laineswift13 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    On more than one occasion I've done nothing

    but cry and scream... Whether I'm pulled over on a highway... Or in an empty field I scream as loud as I possibly can... I scream for help... Someone to save me from this madness within me.. Does anyone hear Me? If so, why haven't you helped me? Why haven't you at least tried...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I wish people would stay in my life.

    .. You know, especially those that you would have given everything for.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I want to scream how much u ruined my life u

    did what u did I know its been a year but u traumatized me I haven't been the same since I hope your happy how much u ruined me
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Nov 23, 2014

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    i just want to scream 'cos i'm soooo scared of

    dying alone. 'cos i'm going to get result of cervical cancer tomorrow! no family.no family support. just all by myself. living so alone....i really can't stand this situation...people say make new friends. my life or people's life who has been domestic violence not that simple...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Everything just sucks at the moment.

    .. I feel likes screaming but it's late here so I don't think I should, lol... We r having a math test at school tomorrow and I haven't studied and I'm suppose to finish a book for tomorrow (I've had a month to read it, but it's boring), to top it off I had a fight with my...
    Williamm001 Williamm001 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    Seriously on my the ******* night of my

    birthday, forget all the **** I do for you, forget me laying out your work clothes, forget me waking you up to go to work, forget all the special treatment you ******* recieve asswhole, tired of being treated like I dont matter.....
    sickofthings sickofthings 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2014

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    1, 2, 3...

    I can feel it bubbling under my skin... it's tickling my tongue. I'm boiling and soon I can't stop it anymore: AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Pheew... feels much better!
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 6 Responses May 15, 2008

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    I Feel Like I Am Screaming Out Loud.....my Life Is Hell !

    Let me see....since all of this has 'HIT' in the past few weeks, let me just lay it out:My parents own a house my husband & I have made payments on for 12 years ~ we couldn't get a  loan, so they are selling 'out from under us'. I am heart-broken. We have spent a great deal on...
    notvisable notvisable 36-40, F 22 Responses Sep 12, 2011

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    Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

    ...!!!!! I feel better
    sarahjayne16 sarahjayne16 18-21, F Feb 7, 2014

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    I am a little girl, age 17,

    and I feel as though I am an older woman with all the struggles of life. I mean I don't have a man and I don't have children but I go through family struggles and problems in school. Family has turned on me. Just realizing that the people I call my friends aren't who they say...
    BreeRobby BreeRobby 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I Just Want To Scream And Scream & Scream.. If Only .... I Am N Orphan...

    What can I say.. I am so pissed off with the people who call themselves family.. with the world and everything.. Why does nothing ever get thru?  I came from probably one of the worst dysfunctional families ever.. but im guessing there will be worse.. if nothing else.. i...
    jancro34 jancro34 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Built Up Frustration

    Sometimes I think I am invisible. That no one can hear me or see me.It's not because Im a quiet person. As quiet as I am, Im not someone that disappears into the background. I'll be in a group, or sometimes just at home with my family. They'll ask me a question. I'll answer...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    everyone is so slow!

    and no one thinks properly, they just come out with such dumb ****! and everyone is such a time waster with small talk and socializing especially my parents i DONT CARE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING SHUTUP SHUT UP aAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
    LMorton1 LMorton1 16-17, F Feb 10, 2014

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    My life is a never ending hell

    that I just want out of. The man that's living with me is married to a girl that cheated on him for a scum bag though she may have just moved from one scumbag to another I couldn't tell you because I've lost all grasp on my individuality and reality that I don't know whats going...
    Anon4Life Anon4Life 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2014

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    I Want To Scream

    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 9 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Ever feel so hopeless at times.

    ..you just want to scream you head off....
    BlaiddDrwg05 BlaiddDrwg05 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Most of the time it's not

    because of my life, or people, or even anything really. I just really want to kneel down and scream and let everything out. I rarely get to do this, I scream until my throat is raw. It's sorta like I can put my feelings in my voice and let it all out.
    existJenna existJenna 13-15, F Oct 15, 2014

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    I literary want to scream,

    my friends don't care what I say. Because of that, I don't talk at all. I keep things to myself. I am left alone all the time, I don't have a best friend of my age who I can talk to about everything. I want to cry because nobody listens to me. I'm a shadow to everyone else. This...
    jeidy jeidy 16-17, F 1 Response