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    I hate pretending to be happy.

    And if anyone i acctually message on here is reading this. Stop here because you shouldnt read the rest. Okay so i can just sit in my room for hours thinking of everything thats wrong with me "Your legs or too big" "You look like a whale" "Are you sure you look good...
    kyleee099 kyleee099 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I'm wallowing and I can't seem to find a way to

    feel secure and completely happy in my every day life. That's not to say that I am unhappy. I'm not. A lot of things have been going quite well in my life. I got my license and a car. I've found out that the majority of my first year of college will be paid for. And things could...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I feel like a collapsing star.

    Like I'm crumpling inward, but not to be smaller, but just into a vast oblivion, ya know? I've never cried so much. I just want human contact and kindness. I just want a hug, like a lifeguard thrown out to a drowning shipwreck survivor. Not something to sustain you forever, but...
    ashleyrmartinez ashleyrmartinez 18-21, F Nov 2

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    My First Heartbreak

    I'm an average sophmore in high school, I'm very caring and i have a beautiful heart for others. Yes I'm a siner, but who really I sent. In the summer of 2012 I fell I love with my best friends sister, witch I couldent control, we were just so into each other, so we dated over...
    strongintraining strongintraining 16-17, M Feb 8, 2013

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    Well you see, I have had a lot of people

    blocking me lately on EP... I don't know why really, but I'm going to assume they were sensitive people. I'm a very sensitive person too, you know? But I can't help but feel I'm being misunderstood If you read carefully what I say sometimes you'd see there wasn't malice in what...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 13

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    Just A Rant About Life!

    So: I've fallen hook, line and sinker for a collegue at work. I can't stop thinking about her. I catch my breath every time I set eyes on her and I want to cry and it physically hurts because I can never tell her this and I want to hold her and love her so bad! We don't even see...
    Nuttygal Nuttygal 26-30, F Dec 1, 2013

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    I need a place to hide

    and run away from my live. Nothing feels safe, everything, everyone feels like a trap and I'm the victim. I really could use another cup of coffee or black tea. Yes, I've had drug abuse problems in the past but caffeine is not a very dangerous drug so I feel comfortable taking...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch 22-25, M Jul 30

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    In Pain For Weeks And Weeks

    I have a bad gallbladder. Not very exciting, I know. Who the heck wants to read about my gallbladder? Well--I am sick of dealing with it. Before Christmas I was in pain so bad that I went to the emergency room three times in two weeks. I finally was able to see a gastro...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning 41-45 5 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    One Step Forwards Two Steps Back...trying To Get Across The Railroad Tracks And There's A Train A Comin

    Can't find a Job. So down today. Can't function at all. Don't want to take a shower or get up or do anything. I think that I am unemployable. According to my sister who thinks she knows everything--some people go on hundreds of interviews before they get a job. I haven't had...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning 41-45 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    So for past 2yrs I've looked

    after my child completely on my own. I've grown and adjust to our situation and I'm genuinely content. A truely proud mum ♡ but... my friends didn't seem understand.. they'd even call up late on weekends at last minute notice and try get me out.. I can't understand their logic...
    tashayla tashayla 26-30, F May 24

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    I hate the feeling of stagnation,

    and right now, that's exactly what I feel in my life. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do anymore. I think the person I'm dating isn't right for me...not to say I don't care about her or she isn't a good person, I just think we don't belong together. I want to break up with her...
    Lonelystoryteller Lonelystoryteller 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    Here Again

    Well, last night was the first night I have been home to sleep since Thursday because my friends 9 year old is still at the local hospital because the psychiatric hospital doesn't have beds. The only reason I'm home at night is so I can get her daughter off to school in the...
    lustforpain lustforpain 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2012

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    How Much Longer Can I Go On Like This?

    Here I am sitting on the hospital floor typing this. My friends 9 year old son was just brought home from the psychiatric hospital today and he has already threatened to kill all of us by bashing in our heads with a hammer, kicked me, punched me, has bitten me, and ran away from...
    lustforpain lustforpain 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Yesterday was the Christmas party for the Life Drawing class that i model for at Art College and after much consultations and deliberations me and mum ironed out a "deal" with the...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My elder sister. She is 22 years old. She is weird. She was always weird. As a child, she had to be a queen when we played royal family, and the girl who two enemies fought for in...
    prisonbreaktempt prisonbreaktempt 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Okay long vent coming up. Anyways, I'm a junior in high school and I'm just really confused about a lot of things ie. what's my purpose being here, what am I doing with my life...
    helloali helloali 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I began dressing as a girl around ten years old and I am now 41. As I got older I began feeling like I should have been born a girl. I would love to be able to live everyday as a...
    lynsiehoff lynsiehoff 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    This was not written by me but I think it's worth a share: What I witnessed via social media last night made my heart hurt. I’m not sure I could’ve handled even being in a city...
    TheTonesss TheTonesss 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    There's nowhere to vent, no one to talk to, not even here of all places. I hate this world.
    Nearth179 Nearth179 22-25 Nov 19

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    Here I am, a year later, venting about you again. You've cleaned up. You've straightened up. You opened up and finally let me in. But it's too late now. You idiot. A year ago I...
    charismaticenigma charismaticenigma 22-25, F Nov 20

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    I like it here, it's not Facebook or Twitter or instagram. Nobody I know can ever see what I write and it's a refreshing freedom! I can rant and I can vent! So here goes. I'm...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    Hey all! :) If anyone is having any problems or just really needs to vent about something serious or not, I'm all ears! Message me if you need to!
    DaydreamerLegacy DaydreamerLegacy 22-25, F Dec 3

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    i really do not know how to vent anymore. i just need to let it all out.....just don't know how too anymore. sure talk about it, just doesn't seem like anyone I can talk too...
    BlaiddDrwg05 BlaiddDrwg05 41-45, M Dec 4

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    I hope everyone on here finds a way to keep up with all my posts and such. Because I'm going to be doing a lot of uncontrollable venting to you my loves..
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    JonnyBurrows10 JonnyBurrows10 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Everyone gets hurt in life. There comes a time when one has to say that it's enough. Especially when you're tired of starting over and over again. Spending to getting to know...
    candacej1983 candacej1983 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    1. I Am Icelandic 2. I am 21 (almost 22) 3. I am 183 cm 4. i am 65 kilos 5. i have brown hair 6. i have blue eyes 7. i day dream alot 8. i have very vivid and lucid dreams 9. i...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    Buckle up sweet heart. Here we go. (1) I'm a week a way from my birthday. (2) I'm in EP rehab - detoxing myself from poison of the world. (3) I try hard to just be with my girl...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 31-35 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I don't understand how one WANTS to go to Afghanistan. Next week will either break or make us...I don't want you to get deployed, but if this is what you want who am I to b-tch and...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I DISLIKE FAMILY! a lot of people in my family suck and dont know how to treat people, but this is my farewell on ep for a LONG LONG LONG time. i have to go back to a place where...
    carlacain12 carlacain12 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I am the type of person who tries very hard to always be happy and cheerful towards my friends. Whenever they feel down, I will say something funny or stupid and cheer them up...
    PandorasJar PandorasJar 22-25, M Dec 1

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    I want to lose weight so bad! I hate my body...i hate my weight. I feel so fat. I just want to lose weight so bad! Sorry i just want to vent...i havent exectly bin on a...
    secretredlava secretredlava 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Why? Why can't he just tell me what he wants?! Over the past few months, I've come to several realizations. 1. I'm not a lesbian. I'm bisexual. I like both men and women. I have a...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    my mom is going crazy. I love her but recently she just doesn't care about anything. it all started when she got surgery to lose a bunch of weight. then she got a boob job. she...
    taylormorgan2113 taylormorgan2113 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    So as you all know if you read any or some of my stories or experiences that I have not been doing so good or too great as most this year. Along with the bitterness comes the...
    WendyYang WendyYang 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I want someone to care and listen to me, whole heartedly. I want someone thatll check in on me every once in a while and make me feel like im at least cared for. My friends...
    PCOSstrength PCOSstrength 16-17, F Nov 28

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    Been single for my whole life... Never had a first kiss either and I'm already in college!!!! It may seem shallow but I'm picky with guys... I've been asked to be guys' girlfriend...
    kpopgirl21 kpopgirl21 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am in so much pain on a daily that when I wake up from my sleep (which I was in no pain) I either A want to go back to sleep for a very long time. Or B die. Because I would like...
    Malone670 Malone670 18-21, F Nov 19

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    At 22 I've had my heart broken so many times that I'm not sure if I'll ever be loved in return..I've met somebody I really like and click with more than anyone I've met before, but...
    smokentokes smokentokes 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    If you need to vent or just talk, I'm here. I'll listen and give advice as best as I can. I don't want anyone to feel like they don't have anyone to talk to.
    TheQuietDreamer TheQuietDreamer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    It's just not fair, I want to help everyone. To make things better, I can't even improve my own life the way I want to. I try and be grateful, and reward myself for small wins. But...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 6 Responses Nov 30

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    Ugh . I've worked so hard to rebuild our friendship and now you put me in a terrible situation . You want me to choose between you and the person who ruined our friendship before...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Okay I am getting annoyed with people. . . they wanted me not judge because has fetish, but when I bring up personal female issues that I have he blocks me. What gives? I thought...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I don't talk about my illness so that you will feel sorry for me. I talk about it so you will know what I'm going through, why I am the way I am. I don’t want your pity. I want...
    Loveonhersleeves Loveonhersleeves 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    There's a reason I don't share things with my mother... She either takes advantage of it, uses it all, breaks it, or loses it. I no longer like sharing most of my things with her...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    When I was growing up, I was never close to my mum or my siblings ................and of course my father, but that's kind of like given. Yeah I have always been on my own, 'doing...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 7

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    I dream about it everyday. My simple wedding. Not inviting too many people. As long as it's me, him and my baby girl there. Oh and a few close friends. And his family, not so much...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 2 hrs ago