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I Keep Being Attracted to Sociopaths

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    His eyes pierce me. His smile his voice.

    .. His touch when he wasn't playing a game. I know he had to love me.... During the middle of the night on more the one occasion he would roll over and hold me so tight and say love you in a sleepy you can hardly hear voice. Would someone go that far to play me? I don't know... I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    But Not In Relationships

    But, I don't like them. I've had several close friends who were sociopaths, and I think some of it rubbed off on me. The first was my best friend. We grew up together, and he'd hurt me for no reason. I'd be sitting there, looking dumb, like why? and then he'd do it again and...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 6 Responses Dec 30, 2008

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