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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    I'm sorry but it's true. I feel like I'm nothing to them. I'm starting to give up on everything and I just don't know what to do anymore.
    baconnater3000 baconnater3000 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I hate it when people call me anorexic and tell me to eat something. It hurts to hear that. I've never bullied anyone and I don't know why people keep telling me such things when...
    Nausicaafreckled Nausicaafreckled 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I am an awesome pediatric home care nurse and feel like my skills are being wasted without a job.. I keep having to decline jobs because of my kids schedule and not having a...
    smile4today smile4today 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    You took me for what I was and broke me, destroyed me and brought me down nothing.... As I lay here crying, I think to myself, what did I do to deserve the way you have treated me...
    catho catho 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    this post is for straight guys and guys and women as well that do not flip out about jokes that include some sexism...and please if you are a woman, read the whole thing .. it's...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm talking to a guy right now but I have a Weird feeling inside me. I notice that all his ex gf were Latinas.. From Miami. I'm Asian, and I don't fit the description for the usual...
    gingerbunni gingerbunni 22-25, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate fb but I'm using it for study purposes. I don't like selfie, or posting status, or pretending to be cool. I feel awful accepting friends & see their ****** posts & photos...
    absinthe79 absinthe79 22-25, M Jan 10

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    It gets to the point where the very existence of other human beings just irritates me. Everything about that person makes me angry when they haven't done anything. I lash out and...
    alexxabubz alexxabubz 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    feeling lost is the worst and not knowing how to talk to people, especially your love ones make it even harder . I say I'm OK but I'm not ! deep inside I want to scream and shout...
    poetic92 poetic92 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Every ****** g day. Today (now technically yesterday) is my birthday and I feel like a giant POS. My wife made me feel like **** because she said she would cook dinner when I got...
    snake215 snake215 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I think I might be pregant. I'm about 1 and a half weeks late with an ache in my back and feeling tired. I've fallen out with the boy and I know there's no way I could keep it if I...
    minmins07 minmins07 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Probably one of my biggest faults. I'm the nice quiet guy who puts up and works around other people's problems or hang ups. But occasionally. Not often. But occasionally. You might...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I'm all out of time machines so nothing I can do with the past as much as I continue to regret letting my life be controlled by others, falling into group homes to be treated...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M Dec 27, 2014

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    She wanted to rid herself of the past, rid herself of the weight being carried around every day. NeverĀ have beenĀ one to share true raw emotions with others, but rather smile and...
    JustAGirLinAbaR JustAGirLinAbaR 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Eyedea & Abilities - Junk: http://youtu.be/_XOa8eaTZuo "I wanna suck out all your junk and kiss it back into the parts of your heart that you keep locked up, when you awaken I...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 5 hrs ago

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    soon, this will all be over, a distant memory... a sad nightmare... not like anyone cares though.... everyone is worried about themselves, while the ones smart enough to die...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'm nearly 22 years old, I live in a small village in Tunisia, I got my licence In LF in Language, litterature & English civilisation last year. Well my story is quite bitter...
    Ninaahj Ninaahj 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    It's so distressing, not being able to place where you stand. I feel like I'm floating, just wading through a dream, surrounded by fog. It's like I'm in a funhouse surrounded by...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I finally did it. I'm out of bed around 6:45 am and plan to go to yoga! The voice in my head cuts me down so hard - its brutal. This year has been nuts - got married AND...
    ForeverWinter ForeverWinter 26-30, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I usually say I'm ok or act like everything is fine because I don't like confrontation. If my friends go to far with a joke or something like that, I'll just smile and laugh along...
    hellomoto27 hellomoto27 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    We met in our sophomore year of high school. He would always try to talk to me but I was so shy that he would usually end up having a conversation with himself. I knew he liked me...
    belacleo belacleo 18-21, F Jan 9

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    Hello ..this is Angel.I m frustrated with in my life m searching peace from my life.There is no way to find happiness.I believe that some day I will find the happiness peace from...
    Dukhisitara Dukhisitara 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I've been with my boyfriend for years... So much that the word boyfriend seems belittling to him. As irrational as it may seem I would risk everything I have for him... that's...
    xderailedfatalitiesx xderailedfatalitiesx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I have been sitting down and observing the non existent relations ship I have with the father of my child.Its been 2 months since he left me and occasionally i go over to his house...
    grabamic828 grabamic828 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I do this quiet often. People have their own worries or troubles. I'm not going to be selfish and burden them with my issues. It's better to keep inside and deal with in my own way...
    MichaelS41074 MichaelS41074 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I've never told anyone this story before, other than my best friend. I've always been afraid that he would find it, or someone would recognize my story, or something awful, I don't...
    EowynArtemis EowynArtemis 18-21, F a week ago

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    I can't decide what I want to do with my life. I've been in community college for nearly 5 years, and I refuse to transfer to a university until I decide on a major. Once I think I...
    Amd81491 Amd81491 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I've lost my will to live... I am head over heels inlove with someone but I don't have the confidence to ask them out. I'm attractive from a front angle but my nose makes it so I...
    flamingdestiny flamingdestiny 22-25, F Jan 15

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    I didn't start drinking until I was 23 but I went out to a bar with my husband and some friends one night got drunk for the first time. It started out just drinking one or two...
    CrystalDMB CrystalDMB 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have only 2 that know that I regularly crossdress, my wife who has come a long way since I dropped the bomb about it and a good friend who here lately I have told him everything...
    Allyson02 Allyson02 31-35 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    So there's a girl I know with whom I have been on & off friends on Facebook. We were never close in high school so whenever I go through my friends list to delete the randos...
    KryptoniteAllergy KryptoniteAllergy 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I am the second of five sisters. We are all adults with husbands and children. Our parents, now in their seventies, are still working, blue collar, paycheck-to-paycheck kind of...
    BobbieB106 BobbieB106 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    1 of the things that I want to change about myself is to mind my own business. I realized how bad it is to involve myself to very bad situations. Like my best friend for instance...
    absinthe79 absinthe79 22-25, M Jan 10

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    One Should Never Forget I believe that to tell someone to forget about the past is really bad advice. To forget only leads to repeating failed judgements. We shouldn't dwell on the...
    Goldenfairy Goldenfairy 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    This is my first post here, I may sound a little boring, but I have been depressed for a while. I'm 21, female and unable to analyze my feelings and state of being right now. I...
    Springbreakdown Springbreakdown 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Can anyone here relate to feeling like there's a wolf inside you that just wants out? I was sitting in the car last night on the way back from a Christmas thing and I literally...
    Bradioactive Bradioactive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    There is no other color that mesmerizes and stimulate your mind. It's pitch darkness sucks your senses and stimulates immense desires inside of you.I love how it creates...
    DSireR DSireR 36-40, M Dec 30, 2014

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    It's over to me, but I keep thinking about it. Where the hell did I go wrong? I'm so confused. Is it me or her? I tried a lot to keep it from vanishing but all I got was coldness...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Even when I feel like the entire world just slapped me and told me to **** off, I try smile and say I'm alright. On the inside I'm dying but on the outside I'm smiling.
    SympatheticMe SympatheticMe 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Even when I feel like the entire world just slapped me and told me to **** off, I try smile and say I'm alright. On the inside I'm dying but on the outside I'm smiling.
    SympatheticMe SympatheticMe 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Even when I feel like the entire world just slapped me and told me to **** off, I try smile and say I'm alright. On the inside I'm dying but on the outside I'm smiling.
    SympatheticMe SympatheticMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Some things are better left unsaid. But sometimes those things are the hardest to conceal. Why does everything have to be so complicated? I just need to get it all out. There's so...
    EchoOfNamara EchoOfNamara 13-15, F Jan 1

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