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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    Well life on the farm is kinda laid back Ain't much an old country boy like me can't hack It's early to rise, early in the sack I thank God I'm a country boy Well a simple kinda...
    1fertileelectrician 1fertileelectrician 22-25, M 50 mins ago

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    Now that it's been just hours after she's gone I felt like I could've handled it but now I'm thinking this whole experience of 6 years and the care and love is gonna leave a mark...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I am not crying all day lying in my bed. I don't even know if this qualifies as depression. But there is something wrong with me. It has been a while since I feel excited about...
    willil willil 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    I gained weight this past months, maybe because I spend most of my time drawing (I'm taking architecture) and eat lots of sweets to keep me up all night. My mom saids I should...
    Vhanny16 Vhanny16 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    I used to think that I had social anxiety because I thought to myself everyone thinks I'm weird. Then I just realized I just have a really accurate intuition about others...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I was sexually abused from age 5 to 12. Lost my mother in 2012. Was almost killed in 2013 by my same abusers. My sister has now been sick for 5 months and her and my mom were/are...
    AngelOfGod1506 AngelOfGod1506 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes everything just jumbles in my head! "Go this way, no... Don't do that, that's not what I said." It's like, I'm not myself but I'm aware of what I'm doing. I make the...
    saeedalu saeedalu 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Dear World, Shut up. Just stop. I have no energy left to fight you. Stop annoying me and eating at my head. I really have no effort for this anymore. I will not give in, neither...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    every time something happens that hurts me I get sad but I don't show it even though at nights when I'm alone I can't sleep or stop thinking how I could change that situation...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have been married for 3 years now and things just keep getting worse we can not stand to be around each other much and it is getting old. I'm 25 and just recently got a new job...
    Lonelyandyoung Lonelyandyoung 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Married for 5 years. Together for 7 years. We have two children (4 and 7). The seven year old is from my previous marriage. That previous marriage was abusive and he cheated on...
    m3385 m3385 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've thought this over too much. I've thought about making some kind of blog, but I haven't had the courage to. I figured I wasn't the kind of person people would want to hear...
    EndOfQuiet EndOfQuiet 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I ripped myself Open as I propelled reality against it's will. As i'm making this story an annoying *** ******* ad keeps popping up about a guy yelling that you have diabetes.I...
    Rarias Rarias 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I fell deeply in love with a guy and for a while we seemed imperfectly perfect. He did everything for me and I did everything for him. Honestly I'm still love with him I will...
    Issaaa Issaaa 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I think I'm over him. The feelings are no longer there. But I have unsettled issues. I broke up with him because he just stopped caring...stopped treating me well. He never told...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I am broken. Ever since I was taken from my mom...i am not the same. She's in jail for letting her two kids get touched infront of her face! She can't see her kids until their 18...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 25

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    Ever since I was six years old, just being around people has given me anxiety. I would watch everyone and observe their every move, trying to figure out where they would go, what...
    DarianM DarianM 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Yesterday I accessed an old account that had pics since they were erased from my desktop PC. I found pics I completely forgot about since they were taken in high school. It's been...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I'm so fat and ugly.. I'm such a loner and a creep. I just want to end it all so bad but I can't bc I'm pathetic I just want everything to stop, all these thoughts and emotions
    Sadd363 Sadd363 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I'm tired of feeling. I have mood swing issues and traumas that make it hard for me to be in relationships. It's hard to make love with men. It's really difficult to identify who I...
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Some days turn out better or worse than others – that’s a fact. But ultimately, the way we feel about our life and ourselves has the biggest impact on the outcome of each day...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    Every morning before I wake up. I see this light surrounded by darkness like a tunnel. I run towards the light but then I wake up with a migraine and heartache. my mom says it's...
    JamesAlcock JamesAlcock 18-21, M Jun 22

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    It seems to me that we don't feel our age. I notice that I'm older as I shave in the morning and am forced by the mirror to acknowledge the wrinkles and lines that prove I'm a kid...
    Rustler640 Rustler640 61-65, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I'm 27 years old, and a maths teacher in high school. I have never, ever been interested in one of my students before. I mess around a lot, and I'm attracted to more confident and...
    tumblingdice tumblingdice 18-21 1 Response Jun 21

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    I'm gonna be honest, this is the hardest it's ever gotten! I thought I got everything I wanted but **** i had nothin! I'm tranna figure out how this actually came to be! I'm as...
    saeedalu saeedalu 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    You love me, and I thought I really loved you too. But the things you made me feel were lies, and you wouldn't let me go. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't think I love you...
    Cate97 Cate97 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    A lot of the time I think that I annoy people with my problems, so I don't ever tell them anyone. It's less difficult to say I'm okay, but inside, I know that I would feel relieved...
    LeapingToadstool LeapingToadstool 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    I'm married and not very long ago I found out my husband is secretly talking to men behind my back and jacking off to them it makes me sick!!! He is sick and twisted in the head...
    Angelwings821 Angelwings821 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 18

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    Who you define yourself as is not what you say or think , it's the actions you take to back the thoughts up . I use to think that I would never do anything great in life , I came...
    Ellis1993 Ellis1993 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I can't wait to move out! doing everything my way and keeping the house nice and tidy
    MrLazyCloud MrLazyCloud 18-21, M Jun 18

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    I moved in with my boyfriend before we were even dating. We had our "fun" on the side when we first met, but last year I had some events happen at my parents home that made me not...
    idislikeme idislikeme 22-25, F Jun 18

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    If I let go... If I stop fighting what feels like an endless battle. If I let go and stop draining my energy and causing myself the pain it's taken me to keep these past couple...
    SnowStorm00 SnowStorm00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I texted her last night when I was having a mental breakdown. This was her response and it will restore your faith in humanity: "First off never apologize to me for expressing...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    "Because I'm nothing, I'm no one. I don't care if I make it. I'm stranded, I'm nowhere, I'm straight up sinking. I'm not letting anyone bother trying to patch these leaks. There's...
    In2theLadies In2theLadies 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    my best friend went to Canada 2 month ago. before she went there,everybody was crying and telling her how much they loved her. i did not cry!actually i was laughing and smiling! i...
    Lwlyb Lwlyb 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I can't sleep tonight Wide awake and so confused Everything's in line But I am bruised I need a voice to echo I need a light to take me home I kinda need a hero Is it you? I never...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    No one ever believes me at how damaged I am because I'm always smiling or laughing things off. It isn't until I'm intoxicated that the tears come out. I don't like to get angry...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I'm a great guy, I handle all of my responsibilities. I am full of integrity, honesty, and take care of business. It seems to be a trend where people take my kindness for weakness...
    JB789 JB789 18-21 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I love her, I know I do, I'm just not sure if I'm in love with her. How can I be, we've never kisses, touched....met! She fills my day with happiness, laughter and hope. Every...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 14

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    My past was abuse after abuse most people in my town have been abused physically, emotionally, or sexually. I got all 3 from 2 seperate figures maybe this is too much of a downer...
    Kody2117 Kody2117 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 13

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