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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    Even though we are married and he says he love me, he puts his work ahead of me All the time then through it my face that he pays the rent. He just pays the rent and car...
    loner2009 loner2009 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I have to be strong because there's no space for weakness but I'm tired of it I can't just keep it to myself a lot of people don't like seeing me down and get annoyed with it so I...
    cloverxx cloverxx 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    I don't like this feeling. I wish I could just flash forward into the future where everything is fantastic in my life. I need some new friends, someone I feel comfortable talking...
    eagi eagi 22-25, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    My best friend and I meet three years ago in Sophomore year of high school. She was a friend of a friend, and we instantly clicked. This past year, senior year, we have gotten...
    Sarah1232 Sarah1232 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Them: "How are you?" Me: "I'm fine, you" Them: "Everything is going great for me too!" Them: "Why aren't you eating?" Me: "Not hungry" Them: "It happens to me too, sometimes I...
    Bikiexd Bikiexd 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    When she first left me I I was definitely not okay, I was a complete mess. I gave up everything for her and in the end I should have learned the first time I found out she was...
    Nativein21stcentury Nativein21stcentury 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Sometimes.. I wish I wasn't born so that my mom could live her life the way she wants to. I mean she does anyway, but not to the fullest. I'm the youngest and the only one under 18...
    amazinghuh amazinghuh 13-15, F 14 Responses 1 day ago

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    I really would like to be fat and have a big belly or have a fat friend that would let me touch his fat rolls and play with his belly. But there are few people like that and I can...
    Luigi76 Luigi76 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I love being in my room by myself, listening to music, reading and writing. But I get lonely. I feel like everything has been taken away from me. My two little cousins were taken...
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hell, screw it! I always say entirely WAY too much,...All the time. I'm always putting both feet in it,. It cannot be helped I'm sure of this, it's who I am. Blunt and...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 4 days ago

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    Sigh..what's the point. Highschool friends and my whole family would abandon me if they knew I was an atheist, so I keep them out of my head. But there isn't else inside. I only...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    This statement ever rings true. For years I'd carried the weight of the past with all it's regrets, pain, and consequences. Fairly recently I came to the realization that I couldn...
    prettywomanNautumn prettywomanNautumn 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i met the love of my life almost 6 years ago. he was the sweetest gentle sensitive man. he proposed 6 months in and i honestly thought my dreams were coming true. i was the...
    akyesnomaybe akyesnomaybe 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have really bad BDD and I check my face in the mirror every couple of minutes. I keep a mirror by my bed at all times. I recently had a rhinoplasty and I've been obsessing about...
    Annie1234567Annie Annie1234567Annie 18-21 5 days ago

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    I think I'm bipolar, i can go on for weeks being on top of the world. I'm so happy, my mind is racing with new ideas, I can't sleep for days and I keep cleaning. But then I crash...
    myimsanitylove myimsanitylove 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am always alone. leaves early to work comes home very late. no phone calls, no texting all day. gets home eats, shower no conversation at all then falls asleep because he said he...
    lonelyhdez4 lonelyhdez4 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi , not sure what to say but I'm lonely as hell. I'm 35 yrs old and have been married to my wife for 5 years and of those 5 we have been truly happy for maybe 2 of them. She was...
    invisibletomywife invisibletomywife 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My relationship is over. Lonely got to both of us. We didnt know and didnt do what we could have or should have to save the relationship. Im very depressed. I failed her. The...
    brownyray brownyray 46-50, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    At 23 i learned the advantage of the old and strong narra tree that stood there rain or shine. At 23, i learned to let go of the most beautiful butterfly i have ever seen from my...
    xazygreece xazygreece 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    well.. I haven't posted in a while... I've changed... I guess pain changes ppl but it also makes them stronger... but I guess it puts a wall between light... this is what I'm...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    To me, the worst feeling in the world is the feeling of being trapped. I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. However, in one sense, I must accept that everyone is...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    My energy is just....gone. I'm finding it harder and harder to feel emotion, and more often than not I get lost in my own little world, thinking about the emotionless, heartless...
    marshababy33 marshababy33 13-15, F Jul 26

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    Today someone recommended a book to me called "Winning your husband back" Ok excuse me while i go figure out why i would want to woo that cheating lying bastard who took everything...
    miaruth miaruth 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    I try and hide my emotion, even if I am hurting deeply inside. I will stay stuff like 'I'm ok, don't worry' as I just want to be left alone, to deal with what's going on.
    jaimeedl jaimeedl 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I don't show atleast I try not to but just thinking about going back in 48hours how these 2 months changed everything and still at night I get these nightmares that are breaking me...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M Jul 25

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    my mum keeps saying to me that she doesn't see y I keep telling lies because she can always tell... but she's wrong... I go to sleep crying every night... I stop eating for 3...
    chloebirchall chloebirchall 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I fake a smile, I just hate myself so much, I sometimes want to kill myself, but it's too wrong. I suck at everything, I'm so ******* dumb, I'm a huge loser, I'm drop off school...
    Theworldandme Theworldandme 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I've become impatient, irritable, and so many things I'm not in the last half a year. I know it's a mixture of a lot of people, not my boyfriend's fault. But my family situation...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 23

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    lmao I seriously wonder if you'll miss me once I'm no longer around xP God knows xD If a person is trying so hard to keep up that friendship with you no matter how hard you both...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I'm just sitting here on days off smoking weed to make the pain and sadness go away... Day 3 in a row. Here we go.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Meg Myers is getting me through this. (currently 'Poison') It's weird to be happy and upset at the same time. When you have an inner battle raging inside it's like having...
    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    A little curiosity never hurts. Even if I'm not horny I keep my hand inside and play with myself. It's just so soft and fun to touch.
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Jul 20

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    So Mandy and me knew each other in unusual way. I was in vacation in a far away place i wont mention and on my wat back home, i met a guy named Pat. We chatted for a while and...
    xazygreece xazygreece 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I miss how things were in the beginning. The longer time you spend with the same person, the more you reveal the hidden part of yourself without even realizing the thing is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I'm a noob on this site (just joined to type this) so I'm not sure how this works or what an appropriate length for a post should be so I'll try to keep this short and sweet. I'm...
    internalpuppetshow internalpuppetshow 18-21, M Jul 19

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    Until I stop drinking, I think I'm going to be posting to this experience a lot. To keep record of my "moments"
    Abayoumi Abayoumi 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I want to tell all you women that are feeling this way right now. You CAN make it on your own. You are stronger than you think. I've been there done it. With 5 children. My kids...
    chockywhockydoda chockywhockydoda 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I don't even know where to start. I walk around every day like nothing is wrong but inside I'm falling apart. My marriage is over but I don't have the money to leave him yet. My...
    Jhbea098 Jhbea098 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 17

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    Have you ever been cheated on? That is the feeling that will never leave my chest, no matter how much I try and fill my heart with happiness, there will always be a dull pain there...
    RNgirl23 RNgirl23 22-25, F Jul 16

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    I feel like everything is out of my control. I will be seeing her fir the first time in a long time on Monday, and I feel like things are slowly falling apart. She is getting...
    RicanPenguin RicanPenguin 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 16

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