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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    I have been trying my hardest to hold on to everything and keep it, I tried to give up... but couldn't. I can't say bye, I can't lose everything. I don't want to. Everything that...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I have a friend who moved to Arizona a couple years ago and I don't think she even cares about our friendship anymore. It hurts me so much because I considered her more than just a...
    EmmyChi EmmyChi 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i feel my grasp to life, family, everything is going away and i cant hold on. I am getting tired and Im beginning to slip.
    okamikiba okamikiba 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    alinacc12 alinacc12 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Snobbish is so uncool. I try to keep a low profile in my life. I don't bothering anyone because I don't have anything smart to say.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    I like to keep everything bottled up. It's just something I've always done. Which I know isn't good. Now that I'm in a relationship. I have to learn how to tell my boyfriend how I...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I'm doing my best to not spiral out right now. Someone I care about, no, let me rephrase that, someone I love might have just been ripped away from me. It's a double edged blade, I...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    To the God whom i thought i knew, We are an entire generation with the broken pieces of our religion scattered on the floor around us. We are the children who learned fake...
    Ellabella95 Ellabella95 18-21 Nov 26

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    I think I’m in love with my best friend and we are both female and straight. I have never felt this way about another girl, she makes me feel safe, and beautiful and loved. It...
    ast2014 ast2014 22-25 Nov 21

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    I didn't think I would be depressed so soon...especially after I overcame it at the beginning of my college semester. Even thoughts of suicide came to mind for brief seconds...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M Nov 23

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    When we were together I thought you were the one I assumed we’d be forever I never thought you’d be gone Then I tried fixing the problem I tried taking you back But I realized...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Being judged right away is all I'm used to. Whether it's because I don't look like the next girl, wear the same clothes, go out with a new boy every five seconds, and even just...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 5

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    In my junior high school I have a few friend but as the time goes by, I have a lot of best friends, me elementary school bestie was still keep in touch with me ( she called my...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Now about my sister. I always chat with her about my problem, she's mature, understand and can read other's personality. But she reject me now if I ask to guess my friend's...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F Nov 25

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    Stunned and hurt. He is hurting and so am I. There's nothing I can do. I can't help him, I can't even help myself. I am desperately trying to hold it all together, to keep all this...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    Too many people get stuck in their stubborn ways and habits that they've gotten use to over the course of their life. You have to step outside of your comfort zone or you will...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I know, that's not supposed to be possible. People say it's not possible, that I'm deluding myself. I'm looking for a way out, I secretly hate her, we must have a sexless...
    roykirk roykirk 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Containing this air that fills my lungs, trying to breathe and calm down. There is much building inside I cannot control much longer. A rage of fury, fire uncontrolled in which I...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We have been together for 10 years, had a ceremony but not legally married in 2007. We have a four year old boy together. We have been having the same argument for past 5 plus...
    Ashleys44 Ashleys44 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Ok, people always ask me if I believe in god. I'm, not sure but my friends S, So, and R have very interesting opinions. S believes there is no god, that gods are of human...
    Sotanax Sotanax 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Tonight my husband told me since I'm not going to get a job & provide for myself he's leaving. He said it's not his responsibility to keep me in my habits we've been married for 23...
    Poohbear1974 Poohbear1974 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I have been in a relationship for a little over 4 years now. I love this man more than I ever could have imagined, but it is unhealthy. About 1.5 years into the relationship, he...
    Stuck2 Stuck2 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    He has taken everything away from me and still I smile and be happy he makes me want to tear off my own flesh and just be what he wants and still I smile when he ridicules me...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Yeah. That's the right way to put it. Damaged goods. Or else I'm loosing my edge? Or else I try to understand what I'm ultimately clearly missing out in some people.... Whilst...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Well I don't mind if a person genuinely cares about me but if I'm ignoring a person and they keep trying they inevitably go to this.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    I betrayed my best friend.I have an issue I have been trying to cope with for about 6 months. I have been friends with my best friend for about 18 years, since second grade. She...
    Vettech1 Vettech1 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm tired of struggling in life. Relationships, work, school... everything I do everyday is a damn struggle. Pretty sure I'm starting to develop schizophrenia. I'm just trying to...
    TNDO95 TNDO95 18-21, M a week ago

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    There are so many. If I don't come up with a new idea ever again I am good for the next decade. I am trying to ramp up to start writing two novels a year instead of my normal one...
    Dustyghost Dustyghost 46-50, M Dec 1

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    Reality is starting to blur and my emotions cannot be kept. I feel like I'm suffocating inside of myself, and there is no easy fix. What I wouldn't give to be normal me again.
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I am surrounded by a million different shades of grey, each darker than the one before. My stinging, tear-filled eyes strain as I search desperately for color. A scream fills the...
    GirlforGod2 GirlforGod2 13-15 2 Responses Dec 6

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    But it's not working No matter what I do, what I try, there's one thing that stays true: my guy friend is ignoring me again and makes it completely obvious, like I'm invisible...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 9

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    The Great Move Epic . Wednesday was moving day. Dealing with the movers, the apartment management; unpacking stuff and buying supplies. . Today I unpacked more stuff and bought...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    All I know is I am very lonely right now. It's 3:30 am in my part of the world and I just joined this forum. I have my aspiration abortion scheduled in the next 24 hrs. I am 33 and...
    Patty2719 Patty2719 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I'm broken beyond repair...
    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 13-15, F Nov 25

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    Ryt yesterday I did sonwyjing crazy Made a fake account on Facebook to find sonwyjing out when my boyfriend ewe single he was talkin to some girl in sexual way he told me he never...
    kayloulou kayloulou 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Love is in UN-written in stars once they're together but there are always lessons to be learnt and timing has everything to do with it. Being in love makes u more alive than...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Nov 30

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    I'm only 14 and have already been through alot in my life. First off I was adopted by an elderly couple when I was just a baby... I would go farther into detail but not right now...
    PoppyOfRmembrance PoppyOfRmembrance 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    My life got better and I have people that make me happy but it seems like I just can't be ok. When I'm with them I feel good and fine but something deep inside me hurts. Something...
    elena1998 elena1998 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Okay i'm scared to tell my dad that i'm going to a concert with my boyfriend an his mom an her boyfriend and there gonna get us all a hotel room for the night. An my dad hasn't...
    Babypandabear21 Babypandabear21 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Is it possibly to still Love the one who doesn't deserve not even the smallest part of you? Sometimes I miss my bestfriend. "Be strong" "you're doing good" "don't look back" "he...
    SilentStoryteller SilentStoryteller 18-21, F Nov 19

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