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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    I'm really nice to others and even help others with their problems. I spend my time on EP to to help others make them feel special and some I become their big brother or little...
    Dragonwarrior01 Dragonwarrior01 18-21, M Apr 7

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    It's hard to find the right pattern of words to describe how one feels, to explain reason for ones actions. It's hard to explain a belief, a meaning. It's said that when someone is...
    fadedmind fadedmind 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    I have enjoyed Experience Project so far. There are many new friends that I have met along the way. But my life isn't complete just yet. It may seem like I have everything in the...
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F Apr 5

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    Put a job in your hands. "One of the central tenets of the Western worldview is that one should always be engaged in some kind of outward task. Thus, the Westerner structures his...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I've worked so hard for so long to be where I am. Now I have the first college degree in my family, I'm an engineer. It's been a long painful road motivated by a need to support...
    outofgascompletely outofgascompletely 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Look. This won't have proper word usage or fancy ******* vocabulary; this is raw emotion. I just... Cannot breathe. As soon as I read the news, I laughed. How could this be...
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Ok so I've been talking to this guy for a really long time and he's like one of my best friends even though he lives in another state. The problem is I met him on this website...
    dragon360 dragon360 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate dreams sometimes, the ones that seem real... It's become foggy as the day has progressed but it involved me bumping in to my ex at a friends party and him being extremely...
    Shortie82 Shortie82 31-35, F Mar 31

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    Long story short or try too. Mil gave up her kids. My fil father in law still let her see them. Mil married a child moloster who molested my bil brother in law. Mil a tayed with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 10

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    "Getting in too deep" I'm deeply afraid to get too close to my boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I am truly head over heels for him, and I haven't felt this way in a long time since...
    takethispain takethispain 18-21, F a week ago

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    When I get upset, I feel like this tightening on my chest, like I can't breathe, and depending on how upset I am I usually have a panic attack. Either that or I cry so much I pass...
    xMina97x xMina97x 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I can cook but I'm pretty reserved about it....
    Royced45 Royced45 36-40, M 8 hrs ago

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    I don't know why but I'm lost , I'm mentally breaking down I can't hold all this together i can act it better than I can show it . I'm a poser a loser a person everyone lives but...
    lightning58 lightning58 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I keep things bottled up because people are two faced and don't care or act like they do and laugh about your misfortunes behind your back. Never let them see you sweat is what I...
    team586 team586 31-35, M 20 hrs ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I love him but I can't give him all of me right now...he has to get his life together and thus can't give me what I need. He doesn't trust me...I can't take being under a...
    AlexisLove69 AlexisLove69 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    This is currently killing me, yet I can't bring myself to tell anyone. Whenever I try, I shut myself up and change the subject, never even alluding to the issue again. I don't know...
    lacklongafter lacklongafter 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm scared. I never reveal all of myself to anyone. I'm scared of how they'd react.
    RuthieAnja RuthieAnja 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm not one to open up to easily. It shows my vulnerability. However, when it gets to be too much then I'm like a ticking time bomb.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 21 hrs ago

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    I can never bring myself to express my emotions or speak my mind, despite how much I trust someone. Even if I try to elaborate, I leave out the details that bother me the most or...
    lacklongafter lacklongafter 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    It always feels like I'm wasting time when I tell people about my problems. I always feel like it's not fair to them to tell them about my problems. And the fact that I haven't had...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I've been married for 11 months - we dated for 8 months before getting married... Dumb, I now know. Well through all this time to the point we are now, there has been over a year...
    childlessstepmom childlessstepmom 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 4

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    I overheard my gran talking to someone on the phone. She told him that I was too dumb to notice changes around the house. Now, I don't have a social life, namely b/c my friends...
    nicolynn nicolynn 18-21, F Apr 11

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Stuff me until I pass out Put piles upon piles of food in front of me Then slowly but surely put all that food inside of me Pizza, pasta, burgers and fries Then gallons and gallons...
    darkdragonelffire darkdragonelffire 22-25, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    "Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now. I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile." "When...
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I have felt things in the past couple of months that I can't explain. And then in the last few weeks I have been bombarded with accident ( both to me and to others ). I am not...
    noreic123 noreic123 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I am trying to be a better person - part of that is communicating better and being open and honest; especially with those I really care about. I am slowly managing to accomplish...
    CaptainCalculus CaptainCalculus 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm overweight and my self confidence is low but I don't hate my body. I'm 5'8" and weigh 375 lbs I've had this question stuck on my mind a lot lately because I've noticed that all...
    fgarci04 fgarci04 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I know I am changing, after so many years of plodding along, trying to please everybody while coping with one problem after another...and another.. too damn tired to fight back...
    RobLucy4964 RobLucy4964 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 28

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    i know im not perfect i truly do but i feel worse then usual. its not my normal self esteem issues it the fact that heat rash is on my face because im running a fever! or that i...
    Anicia47 Anicia47 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    my past was a horrible road trip but I hope the future will change everything...
    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13 13-15, F Apr 9

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    I feel like I owe my old friends an apology. I feel like I’m the reason a lot of my past relationships haven’t worked out. I feel like I’m always wasting time...
    moorelove3168 moorelove3168 18-21 a week ago

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    This was the worst time in my life and I was just a freshman!!! I took weeks to just think about it. I was so hurt by it all. I was surrounded by lots of negativity. Bryanna really...
    Shauntreece Shauntreece 16-17, F Apr 1

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    Ok Soo.Something's just clicked tonight, I have so much I want to do and achieve and to do that and to keep focused I thought the best idea were to cut everyone off that were...
    sarajayne55555 sarajayne55555 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I am a born again Christian and I am still growing. God has always been there even when I deny him , he doesn't get mad at me but I know that it hurts him . so yeah Just wanted to...
    DaneLaparan DaneLaparan 13-15, F Apr 7

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    I was healthy and had a very active life and worked very long hours for the last 16 years until January of this year.. I fought for 10 months with my employer to keep employed...
    Louisek81 Louisek81 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Its been a while guys, probably a few months since I've been on here and a lot has happened. I had a relationship with someone which was one of the best I've ever had, maybe the...
    musicmanrob musicmanrob 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am never happy. Yes, I may smile, but deep inside I am just never in a good mood. I stay depressed and sad. I work full time, but I do not make enough to live on my own or pay...
    berlynn20 berlynn20 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I am his wife but yet I feel like I'm the other woman. It's about to be two months since I gave the hubby an ultimatum his family or this other woman. As I suspected he choose her...
    Itonlytakesone Itonlytakesone 26-30, F Apr 13

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    I'm not perfect. I can list many negatives about myself. I'm probably considered too tall. My skin isn't perfect, and i have blemishes. I could be skinnier, more toned and fit...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm bigender and I don't know if trying to work things out with my ex bf is a good idea. I really do love him, but he has a lot of growing up to do. Plus, I'm not sure if I only...
    riksterkickster riksterkickster 18-21, T 17 hrs ago

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    faking a smile everyday. it sucks so bad and I don't think anyone understand how I'm actually feeling inside
    dizzydreamerrr dizzydreamerrr 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm almost 16 and pretty much for my whole life, I was depressed, I was hit often when I was young and I haven't seen my father often because he worked in a different country, but...
    tribes33 tribes33 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Easter is over so School did start ... that means my parents took my phone away again. I cant understand y they do this, it hurts me a lot to be not connected to my friends. Its...
    Bizzlefever Bizzlefever 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's sad I can't see what others see in me. I keep quiet about it because might seem like I'm fishing for compliments. Maybe a little insecurity keeps me from being conceited. What...
    xMissTix xMissTix 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I forget that I'm human. Everyday that goes by, I keep calm and do whatever it is I need to do. I don't just lose my cool (unless I'm alone in my car driving and some idiot doesn't...
    lnguyen1116 lnguyen1116 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I've gotten past everything in my life that broke me. But I still don't know what to do. I'm no longer 'Cold' just to cover up my scars; they're all healed now. I'm no longer...
    FrenchRotterdammer FrenchRotterdammer 18-21, F 6 days ago

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