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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    Couldn't sleep after thinking about how tomorrow's my last day with my boyfriend before he leaves for college. We're going to schools that are only two hours or so apart and I'm so...
    jycdartmniac jycdartmniac 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Mouth says no words , deep inside burns silent fires, on lips are callous smiles while cries relentlessly the soul of mine …I miss you ,I miss you I miss you………..
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Aug 5

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    I wish I never was to come to this. When I was younger I was afraid of this happening, now I see what I was so afraid of. I've let the wrong people into my life and I wish I could...
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    "Your past is your past. Even if it remembers you, forget it". <3 My past has been super horrible...some of it was my fault, but a lot of it wasn't. Some of the things that...
    njgirll njgirll 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    ---WARNING: Venting piece, don't read if you don't want to--- I've realized that after 5 years of depression, I can't do this anymore. I can't. I'm done trying to hold onto a...
    00SecretGarden00 00SecretGarden00 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    A lot of times but I'm alright.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Here goes. Thought it would give me some confort putting it out here. I’m a 20-year-old from China, and I go to college in Canada. In March 2014, I got to the point where I gave...
    ASalami ASalami 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    You know when you know something deep down but you 're really trying to ignore it? Like that's gonna change anything... I think I am a lesbian. When I first realised it I thought...
    aloneforlong aloneforlong 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm trying to understand it. I'm trying to feel better. This is not my natural state. If I keep on pretending to be happy and okay, I'll actually feel that way eventually right?
    tendersoul22 tendersoul22 22-25, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I wanted to give up because I'm tired of doing things for my family. They can't see my efforts and rarely care. I always wanted to please them the very best I can but got no luck...
    TheMemoires TheMemoires 18-21, F Jul 28

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    I am not always called pretty. Before I usually get compliments from my friends, family friends , relatives etc. I don't know why I see myself ugly and they will say I am not. I...
    faye08 faye08 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I used to be very ambitious, I wanted a successful career and was willing to do my best to achieve my goals. But now that I am at one of the best universities in my country, I've...
    emmacla emmacla 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet but I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder. I've been anxious for months now and panic attacks with it. I feel like Im slowly dying...
    ElephantCozmo ElephantCozmo 16-17, F Jul 29

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    EP and ‘stalking’ go together like bangers and mash, copy and paste, Batman and Robin, hammer and tongs, chips and cheese .. You can have one but it’s not quite as great...
    JaneBloodyAusten JaneBloodyAusten 31-35, F 11 Responses Aug 14

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    All the thoughts inside of me are messing with my mind and I can't get them out... I keep myself in such a dark cloud... I keep saying to myself "I'm scared"... That thoughts...
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    When, inside I'm screaming, I'm not a very social person, I choose not to be, social. That is. I've had bad experiences with people, so I only keep a close few. But lately, all I...
    lucidity91 lucidity91 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    There this girl, she look so happy. Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and dying inside, she's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough...
    Secretdiary92 Secretdiary92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    Well, I just read a lot of stories... I have a few myself. Ive been waiting to share these guilty stories for years.. And now i finally can. I'm only 15, and i've made mistakes...
    ihateusernames16 ihateusernames16 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. ..... And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up...
    lailag01 lailag01 18-21, F Aug 14

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    Well, I went on vacation with my Mom and sister so we could visit the rest of our family. I've been here for 3 months and on top of being homesick, missing my friends, and having...
    BrightInspiriation BrightInspiriation 13-15, F Jul 29

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    In the past few years I've struggled with depression, anxiety, PTSD and an ednos, but I've pretty much won the battle. I was hospitalised for four months and I did a lot of healing...
    madmoodog madmoodog 13-15, F Aug 5

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    Trying to stay positive today. Ill admit it has not been easy at all. Nothing is going right.. And im getting worn down and feeling alone.. But i keep trying.. I am hanging on to...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    Most people never miss something till it's gone. Today was just another day. My mind never shutting down, keeps me busy. As I was hanging up laundry (yes I do my own laundry, I'm...
    Barefootonthebeac Barefootonthebeac 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    my family are nice people don't get me wrong. I love them and they do love me. I just don't feel like I can be myself around them. Granted to an extent, I think people will have...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My past experiences were quite terrible and unsatisfied, and they have been haunting me for years. Though I cannot change them, I try to accept the pathway I passed. I need to keep...
    SADstruggler SADstruggler 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Hi, my name is evaleigh and I am new to this site. I just have a lot going on in mind right now, and I wanted to type it all out. I am a 16 year old teenager currently living in...
    evaleigh evaleigh 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    I think it pretty much started when my girlfriend died. I was driving and fell asleep at the wheel. A friend of mine, who I met online and have continued to talk with really helped...
    JTC888 JTC888 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    These last two,years have taught me to be strong from outside but to be a very weakling from inside. no matter what you do for others,,no matter how much problems you face to make...
    divich420 divich420 18-21, M Jul 29

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    I've been there. I almost commuted suicide in 3rd grade. I was extremely depressed for a long time and on and off depression for a long time. I was praying and I thought GOD left...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F Jul 30

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    So I just have to tell this to someone so please be understanding that all of this is not for sure, but is quite likely. So when I was really little something happened ( I don't...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I've always been very tall especially for my age (5 foot 9) and I've always felt a lot bigger than all of my friends, not just height wise but also weight wise. About a year or so...
    lozzyhs lozzyhs 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Yeah, my online friends always tell me that i'm sweet and funny but i don't know why i always feel like a dead person from inside.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Aug 16

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    I always say I feel like I'm married to someone I hate because I don't particularly like myself and I can't escape myself. It's really hard to be in this position and I hate the...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I keep telling myself that if i do good, good things will come. Today, i feel so angry for doing good. I helped a neighbour. When she got what she wants, she don't even have the...
    rylai123 rylai123 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    So I'm a 17 year old guy who was pretending to be a girl that I know in real life. I really don't know why I did it, I guess I wanted attention, because she's really cute looking...
    GuyHOLLER GuyHOLLER 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You Know They Don't Love You Back When... Symptoms of Lovesickness One Broken Heart Too Many Unwiped Tears That E m p t y Feeling Pain. Lots and lots and lots and lots...
    melXlo melXlo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Okay so a few days ago I thought to myself I wonder if I've been catfished before. It was a perfectly fine thought, almost laughable because I was positive that I have not been...
    ToTo3000 ToTo3000 22-25, F Aug 7

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    People ask if I'm ok. I respond ya I'm fine. But HELLO! I'm dieing inside. Fine NEVER means fine
    grace206013 grace206013 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 7

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    This a major problem for me, all the time. I feel like crap over this. Imagine me, living in a small town with a school of maybe 200 people K-12 grades. And always having this...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    When I was young, I believe that doing or saying how you feel without thinking is a strict no no. That’s why even at a very young age. I don’t do or really say what I feel. And...
    VoiceLessMe VoiceLessMe 26-30, F Aug 11

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    My partner is a barber and works in a busy barber shop which keeps him on his toes most of the time. When he comes back home he just sits in the living room watching television...
    newyorkanqueen newyorkanqueen 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm just tired of everything I do. I always do something stupid. Say something stupid. I can't do anything right and that's why people always leave. I run them off and they don't...
    bandnerdbandkid bandnerdbandkid 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm so sick of everything. My sister ALWAYS told on me, people always picked on me for my body and mental disorders.. I could go on. I couldn't blame any of them for getting mad...
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 27

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    In January my girlfriend of 4 years just up and decided to end our relationship. I was getting ready to move halfway across the country for her and was even thinking of proposing...
    npguy219 npguy219 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Yeah, i always try to make my online friends smile and laugh but in reality, i am sad and alone but i don't tell them cause i don't wanna bother anyone by telling my problems. I...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Aug 7

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