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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    There's one friend of mine who knows my ex and he knows everything that I told him that I did after we've broken up and now I feel so bad, on the other side I have him on facebook...
    KIKIBOE22 KIKIBOE22 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Even with very little to no friends I still feel alone. in truth when a person has spent so many years in isolation as I have you would tend to feel alone. it's how I feel now...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Things have been horrible between me and my husband for some time now. No intimacy , him seeing other women, me not caring about it, you know all the signs we are more friends than...
    KittyKurious KittyKurious 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm ugly af (probably why I don't have a bf) but for some reason ppl keep saying I'm "cute"
    lgbtkid13 lgbtkid13 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My stranger for a Mother has refused to pay my bills once again. I have a $2000 bill to pay. The only reason that I ran it up was because I was working, but my stranger for a...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I'm always depressed. It's kind of like..a natural thing for me. I've started to become friends with the dark side of me that keeps wanting to control me. When I'm crying and...
    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I keep hoping that I can get thru to him, that the tunnel of darkness will somehow go back to light. Some days I just don't want to even try to get him to understand, other days I...
    NolaHollywood NolaHollywood 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I just can't help but feel like I mean nothing to everyone... can't help but feel worthless and pathetic... I'm not sure yet wts destroying me, or what's making my depression worse...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Despite everything I do and the people around me trying hard to be there I feel as if I'm lost and alone a lot of the time. No matter how many friends I have and no matter how...
    helsingrise helsingrise 18-21, T Jan 29

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    I wish I had someone to share all my worries and complaints with, who wouldn't see me as a weakling after hearing all my problems. It's so hard to bottle everything in and pretend...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jan 28

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    I swear when I'm chilling by myself I don't have a negative thought or feeling in the world. But when a negative person invades my space it ruins my brainwaves. It doesn't just...
    HarmonyVents HarmonyVents 31-35, F Jan 28

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    I view my virginity the same way I view everything else I haven't experienced in life. I've never been on a plane but I'd like to someday, it's the same thing with sex for me, I'd...
    VictoriaRae VictoriaRae 18-21, F Jan 27

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    Last week. My friend molested me while i was sleeping. It's not somthing new. It happened to me when i was young too, but i feel so disgusted. **** i wish it never happened. I keep...
    yunalaska yunalaska 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I'm hurting on the inside , but I tell people I'm fine
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M Jan 25

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    I never say how I really feel about something. I keep everything bottled in and it makes upset that I have no one to express to sometimes.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 25

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    even if i had wings i wouldn't be an angel... besdies who wants to walk around with a halo on their head? I'd bump into everything
    Newconvo1 Newconvo1 41-45, M Jan 25

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    An excerpt from To a Child, Love is Spelled T-I-M-E by Mac Anderson In the faint light of the attic, an old man, tall and stooped, bent his great frame and made his way to a stack...
    CarlaMargaret CarlaMargaret 61-65, F Jan 24

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    Well some people tend to think I am rude. I'm rude if I don't greet a person with a hug. What's wrong with just saying "hello how are you?" So ever since, I had to be nice and...
    EndlessDreams22 EndlessDreams22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    LONELINESS "Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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    i'm not clinically diagnosed but i have episodes of depression and euphoria, changing very quickly from one to another. I couldn't breathe properly, i couldn't eat properly and i...
    bluerosesandblackfoxes bluerosesandblackfoxes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I am an idiot. I've been in a pretty stable ongoing relationship for a year and six months but recently the splendor and overal enjoyment of being with my partner has declined...
    IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I keep everything bottled in , at times I am able to manipulate my mind on forgetting the past and making myself know I deserve better and good things will come my way. Im insecure...
    findingtruth828 findingtruth828 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    1. I become so effin talkative like i say what's everything on my mind 2. I suddenly speak in Japanese language 3. I spew everywhere. 4. I suddenly make bestfriends 5. I hug every...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Love basically, but I'm still looking for the right girl. That's y i just don't date any girl. I'll let her keep to me, r should I come to her ?
    Legend1boyy Legend1boyy 18-21 Jan 23

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    My name is Lilian Nyaguthie Mwai, am a Kenyan citizen living in Finland. I have decided to come out and share my story so the world can know that racial segregation still exists. I...
    Marvelas Marvelas 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    Ive dreaded being done for years so I keep trying. Im realizing that my marriage has been done for awhile. Ive been lying to myself and calling the crumbs he throws me a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 22

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    Dear D, I made you sleep inside me in ways I knew we both couldn't handle. But I wanted it anyways. I couldn't get close enough. I let your love melt in the crevices of my broken...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I think this is just a simple but I'm trying to move on about my crush and why I was dreaming about him? I'm avoiding him at school because I know that if I keep loving him, it...
    ronjayson ronjayson 13-15, M Jan 22

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    That's honestly the only release that I've been hoping for over a multitude of months, but I can't even do that. I'm imprisoned by my numbness.. I just wanna let it out, but I don...
    Whobody Whobody 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Not just about a relationship but about everything... I say i will stop being so nice to those who treat me wrong but I don't. I say i give up on a lot but I can't bring myself to...
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I may not have everything that I want, but I do have everything that I need. I just feel like I should be happy and content with my life, but I'm not. Hoping for the day that I...
    Tutu7 Tutu7 61-65, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I think we broke up for real this time and unlike every other time, I don't miss him. Unlike every other time, I haven't cried or been moody around the house or felt the sick heavy...
    simplymex3 simplymex3 31-35, F Jan 21

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    i wrote on this website, I believe on this thread, several years ago, under a fake identity, which I cant remember. I would like to share an update and hopefully inspire someone to...
    olsenandolsen92 olsenandolsen92 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I hate myself for letting my mind be corrupted by the people around me throughout the years and changing because I thought what they were doing was normal. But it isn't. It's just...
    RVLP RVLP 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I'm my worst enemy. I'm criticism myself for everything these days... I'm boss less. He quit his job fora better one. Now I'm waiting for a new one. And HR is sooooo slow to find a...
    nanube nanube 36-40, F Jan 20

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    I'm so messed up everyday. I procrastinate on everything. I didn't know my music was playing out loud in the hall. I thought I was listening through my headphones. So embarrassing...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jan 19

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    Hi, I'm Roxanne I'm new here and english is not my mother language sooo, yeah, pardon for my messy grammar if there any. Hope I'll not regret sharing this. Okay so, my friend...
    IammNobody IammNobody 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I'm a river that has dried up. A moon that never shows her face. I'm a woman now. That's what my mother says. A vessel of secrets and heartbreaks that has erupted and spilled over...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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