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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    I keep trying to stop but I keep cutting. People push me down a I cant get up
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 4

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    I just got in a fight with my sister and it was not just verbal. After I had enough I went to my room and cried. I cried because it hurt me both physically and emotionally. I cried...
    palomaflys palomaflys 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    My husband is constantly telling me about EVERYTHING I do wrong. I cant keep up with all the changes he wants me to make with myself. I truly feel like he hates who I am. It hurts...
    hope0209 hope0209 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    I want to change a lot of things. I want to be happy and I want to be pretty and desirable. You know, one of "those" girls. I'm tired of getting ignored. I want attention. I'm...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I'm trying to block out everyone else and keep going on this journey GOD has set for me.,
    dashuria dashuria 13-15, F Nov 8

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    I want to ask him if I he actually still cares, or is he just scared to be alone. I'm not sure anymore. Whenever something is wrong or there's an argument, he's quick to buy...
    SadZweibel SadZweibel 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    To the God whom i thought i knew, We are an entire generation with the broken pieces of our religion scattered on the floor around us. We are the children who learned fake...
    Ellabella95 Ellabella95 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have for a long time now, and recently I opened up here at EP, and now my life is falling apart... I'm tired of trying and faking, but I'm exhausted of remembering... Please just...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    32f been dating a 27 year old for 11 months. Deep down inside I know currently he is not able to offer me what I'm looking for but there's something that keeps me latching on...
    cjg3838 cjg3838 26-30, F Nov 4

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    I think I’m in love with my best friend and we are both female and straight. I have never felt this way about another girl, she makes me feel safe, and beautiful and loved. It...
    ast2014 ast2014 22-25 a week ago

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    I didn't think I would be depressed so soon...especially after I overcame it at the beginning of my college semester. Even thoughts of suicide came to mind for brief seconds...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I've been with my boyfriend officially for 8 years ( but we've been off and on for the last 2) . But we've known each other since we were 13 and have always had this amazing...
    Catherine05 Catherine05 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for a while now but we've been distant... It's like we don't love each other anymore. It seemed like it happened overnight but I'm sure we...
    estellerosen estellerosen 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    I'm not good enough. I can't do my job well enough, I can't do school well enough, I can't do anything. I hurt so bad. Nothing would be better than this. I feel like I need to cut...
    kitten96 kitten96 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    In my junior high school I have a few friend but as the time goes by, I have a lot of best friends, me elementary school bestie was still keep in touch with me ( she called my...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I try to stay positive. Every night before I go to bed, I tell myself it is time to hit that reset button. The day has ended, and tomorrow brings a new day full of challenges some...
    educatedredneck educatedredneck 41-45, M Oct 29

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    It's hard to answer the question "what's wrong" when nothing is right. I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying. Maybe one day it will be...
    Lhander28 Lhander28 36-40, M Nov 10

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    Hi I'm 21 and I've been seeing this guy for about half a year now. I know he'd never leave her for me but I just keep on expecting and waiting.. God I like him so much. I've never...
    loveholic66 loveholic66 18-21, F Nov 13

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    Now about my sister. I always chat with her about my problem, she's mature, understand and can read other's personality. But she reject me now if I ask to guess my friend's...
    killbillhell007 killbillhell007 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    When i was a kid I use to always think why I'm alone, why don't I have any brother or sister. No matter I was the lonely alone kid of my parents but I experience life almost...
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M Nov 10

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    I've been married for 13 years. My wife has put on weight since our last child (he is 11). Because of her weight and fitness we can not make love successfully. It's been probably...
    crossvilledavis crossvilledavis 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 10

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Too many people get stuck in their stubborn ways and habits that they've gotten use to over the course of their life. You have to step outside of your comfort zone or you will...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Just wanted somewhere to write this I guess. I got in a pretty serious relationship when I just turned 17 and it was great for the most part, we could spend whole days together...
    dch29 dch29 22-25, M Oct 28

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    No matter how bad things are around me... I always pretend like everything is fine. I think over time I've been made to believe the showing any kind of weakness is by far the...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F Nov 9

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    NOTHING AND EVERYTHING I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 50 Responses Nov 2

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    I know, that's not supposed to be possible. People say it's not possible, that I'm deluding myself. I'm looking for a way out, I secretly hate her, we must have a sexless...
    roykirk roykirk 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Karmin - "I'm Just Sayin' " Oh if I want it, Im gonna get it And Im just sayin, Im just sayin Oh if I want it, Im gonna get it And Im just sayin, Im just sayin Future in my hands...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    At what point do you ignore your head and follow your heart? At what point do you decide keeping these feelings inside of you is not worth it? At what point do you finally take...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    When I deleted my Instagram, I said I wanted to get away from internet life. The truth is, I wanted to get away from you. We used to see each other all the time. We took the same...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M Nov 8

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    I believe God teaches us to always keep trying!!!! Even with ur last breath.. I've never been married but I strongly believe why marriages fail it is because couples get to...
    Incubusbunny Incubusbunny 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I wish I wasn't so bitter and cynical about everything. I wish I could be happier for people who are more fortunate than I am, but I can't. I've been hurt too many times, and as a...
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lust or Love? I met him just a few months ago. The first time I shook his hand after mass I knew we were attracted to each other. I felt him squeeze my hand with such delicacy. He...
    lovelysunset lovelysunset 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    so I put my feelings up about how I was feeling and I'm getting like now scolded and being told that if sex is all I want in the relationship I shouldn't be in one,,are you joking...
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F Nov 10

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    Tonight my husband told me since I'm not going to get a job & provide for myself he's leaving. He said it's not his responsibility to keep me in my habits we've been married for 23...
    Poohbear1974 Poohbear1974 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I have been in a relationship for a little over 4 years now. I love this man more than I ever could have imagined, but it is unhealthy. About 1.5 years into the relationship, he...
    Stuck2 Stuck2 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    He has taken everything away from me and still I smile and be happy he makes me want to tear off my own flesh and just be what he wants and still I smile when he ridicules me...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i hate living in this world where people just keep going through me as if i don't exist i'm just a person filling a space nothing more i hate this it makes me feel sad and empty...
    Tjana Tjana 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    My heart was pounding just walking into the town centre knowing what I was going to do. I felt excited and scared all mixed together. As I entered Primark I clocked where the...
    cdjanine cdjanine 41-45 4 Responses Nov 4

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    They spoiled me and don't let me do anything I never have to work a damn day for anything. I'm 24-years-old now and I don't even have to take care of basic household chores because...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    I know I'm not trying as hard as I could but it's because when I did try nothing went right. I'm giving up on everything. I never do anything right..
    Bubbles0329 Bubbles0329 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Yeah. That's the right way to put it. Damaged goods. Or else I'm loosing my edge? Or else I try to understand what I'm ultimately clearly missing out in some people.... Whilst...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 1 day ago

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