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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    Couldn't sleep after thinking about how tomorrow's my last day with my boyfriend before he leaves for college. We're going to schools that are only two hours or so apart and I'm so...
    jycdartmniac jycdartmniac 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Mouth says no words , deep inside burns silent fires, on lips are callous smiles while cries relentlessly the soul of mine …I miss you ,I miss you I miss you………..
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Aug 5

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    I wish I never was to come to this. When I was younger I was afraid of this happening, now I see what I was so afraid of. I've let the wrong people into my life and I wish I could...
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    A lot of times but I'm alright.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Here goes. Thought it would give me some confort putting it out here. I’m a 20-year-old from China, and I go to college in Canada. In March 2014, I got to the point where I gave...
    ASalami ASalami 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I feel so nasty, so harsh, so bitter. I'm disgusted with myself, I'm fed up with my life the way it is, where I live, my surroundings, everything. I feel like I'm about to explode...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Im a 16 year old girl who pretends to be someone else in my mind. I started doing this when I was like 12 or 13. I pretend to be this really beautiful girl named Lily who has...
    ABB98 ABB98 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You know when you know something deep down but you 're really trying to ignore it? Like that's gonna change anything... I think I am a lesbian. When I first realised it I thought...
    aloneforlong aloneforlong 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm trying to understand it. I'm trying to feel better. This is not my natural state. If I keep on pretending to be happy and okay, I'll actually feel that way eventually right?
    tendersoul22 tendersoul22 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am not always called pretty. Before I usually get compliments from my friends, family friends , relatives etc. I don't know why I see myself ugly and they will say I am not. I...
    faye08 faye08 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    EP and ‘stalking’ go together like bangers and mash, copy and paste, Batman and Robin, hammer and tongs, chips and cheese .. You can have one but it’s not quite as great...
    JaneBloodyAusten JaneBloodyAusten 31-35, F 18 Responses Aug 14

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    All the thoughts inside of me are messing with my mind and I can't get them out... I keep myself in such a dark cloud... I keep saying to myself "I'm scared"... That thoughts...
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    18 years ago, I left everything; work, family, friends, home, and moved accross the world to be with the man I thought was the one. From the very begining things were not right...
    AlmaV AlmaV 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Well, I just read a lot of stories... I have a few myself. Ive been waiting to share these guilty stories for years.. And now i finally can. I'm only 15, and i've made mistakes...
    ihateusernames16 ihateusernames16 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. ..... And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up...
    lailag01 lailag01 18-21, F Aug 14

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    In the past few years I've struggled with depression, anxiety, PTSD and an ednos, but I've pretty much won the battle. I was hospitalised for four months and I did a lot of healing...
    madmoodog madmoodog 13-15, F Aug 5

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    Trying to stay positive today. Ill admit it has not been easy at all. Nothing is going right.. And im getting worn down and feeling alone.. But i keep trying.. I am hanging on to...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    Most people never miss something till it's gone. Today was just another day. My mind never shutting down, keeps me busy. As I was hanging up laundry (yes I do my own laundry, I'm...
    Barefootonthebeac Barefootonthebeac 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    my family are nice people don't get me wrong. I love them and they do love me. I just don't feel like I can be myself around them. Granted to an extent, I think people will have...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 22

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    My past experiences were quite terrible and unsatisfied, and they have been haunting me for years. Though I cannot change them, I try to accept the pathway I passed. I need to keep...
    SADstruggler SADstruggler 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Hi, my name is evaleigh and I am new to this site. I just have a lot going on in mind right now, and I wanted to type it all out. I am a 16 year old teenager currently living in...
    evaleigh evaleigh 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    I think it pretty much started when my girlfriend died. I was driving and fell asleep at the wheel. A friend of mine, who I met online and have continued to talk with really helped...
    JTC888 JTC888 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I just have to tell this to someone so please be understanding that all of this is not for sure, but is quite likely. So when I was really little something happened ( I don't...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I've always been very tall especially for my age (5 foot 9) and I've always felt a lot bigger than all of my friends, not just height wise but also weight wise. About a year or so...
    lozzyhs lozzyhs 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Yeah, my online friends always tell me that i'm sweet and funny but i don't know why i always feel like a dead person from inside.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Aug 16

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    I always say I feel like I'm married to someone I hate because I don't particularly like myself and I can't escape myself. It's really hard to be in this position and I hate the...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 21

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    So I'm a 17 year old guy who was pretending to be a girl that I know in real life. I really don't know why I did it, I guess I wanted attention, because she's really cute looking...
    GuyHOLLER GuyHOLLER 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I am so great at pushing people away. I don't even know if I consider my two best friends as 'best friends'. I don't feel as if I can tell them everything (not much at all) though...
    mintycat mintycat 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I keep telling myself that if i do good, good things will come. Today, i feel so angry for doing good. I helped a neighbour. When she got what she wants, she don't even have the...
    rylai123 rylai123 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    My husband often makes me feel like myself and our kids come in second to his friends and video games and whatever else he can distract himself with. I know it could be just me...
    AshWilkie AshWilkie 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Okay so a few days ago I thought to myself I wonder if I've been catfished before. It was a perfectly fine thought, almost laughable because I was positive that I have not been...
    ToTo3000 ToTo3000 22-25, F Aug 7

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    People ask if I'm ok. I respond ya I'm fine. But HELLO! I'm dieing inside. Fine NEVER means fine
    grace206013 grace206013 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 7

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    This a major problem for me, all the time. I feel like crap over this. Imagine me, living in a small town with a school of maybe 200 people K-12 grades. And always having this...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    When I was young, I believe that doing or saying how you feel without thinking is a strict no no. That’s why even at a very young age. I don’t do or really say what I feel. And...
    VoiceLessMe VoiceLessMe 26-30, F Aug 11

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    My partner is a barber and works in a busy barber shop which keeps him on his toes most of the time. When he comes back home he just sits in the living room watching television...
    newyorkanqueen newyorkanqueen 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm just tired of everything I do. I always do something stupid. Say something stupid. I can't do anything right and that's why people always leave. I run them off and they don't...
    bandnerdbandkid bandnerdbandkid 13-15, F Aug 24

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    You are my everything -Ariana Grande "If I cross your mind just know I'm yours" "You weren't my everything till we were nothing" <3
    futureCRNA futureCRNA 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Yeah, i always try to make my online friends smile and laugh but in reality, i am sad and alone but i don't tell them cause i don't wanna bother anyone by telling my problems. I...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Aug 7

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    Idk I just like dancing. Plus I love edm any type dance music, glow sticks, glow-in-the-dark, black light, and just partying. I think that grounds for being a raver. I never really...
    123peppy 123peppy 16-17, F Aug 8

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    I've given oral, hand jobs, been touched and rubbed and fingerd and I touch myself tons. But i've never had anything inside me except for fingers...soooo am I still a virgin? Or...
    Brii97 Brii97 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I love him, yes I want him to be mine, yes But it’s impossible, yes I’m having hard time defining what we have been going through. I’m having hard time positioning myself to...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I sometimes hold my breathe when I feel like I'm about to explode and let go once I feel the heavy feeling in my heart sides.
    killingallparamedics killingallparamedics 16-17, F Aug 20

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    I love my mom so much but she treats me like I'm not here. My mom makes me feel like I'm the reason for everything bad in her life. When I'm not being put down I'm being ignored.
    No1ne No1ne 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Would anyone else be botherd by this my boyfriend was with his ex for 4 years and had a flat with each other but he told me the last year he did not like her felt like he had stay...
    kayloulou kayloulou 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I want to get to know someone new. I'm not close to anyone anymore and I hate it.. I used to tell my friends everything but they don't listen anymore so I don't talk anymore. I...
    lucy707 lucy707 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I've got no real friends. They all abandoned me. I had no one else to turn to, so I turned to the music. Music saved my life. That band that saved me was My Chemical Romance. Now I...
    AutumnLeeWindstar AutumnLeeWindstar 16-17, F 2 Responses