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I Keep Everything Bottled Inside, But I'm Trying To Change

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    I am guilty, i know. But i am trying to keep myself away from here. I m trying good,my friend. Why did you go away? why.......................................................... I...
    noblerain noblerain 31-35 Apr 11

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    We don't work together, but it's just as complicated. He's the Fed Ex guy who picks up our film orders for processing. For the past year, we've kind of had short yet sweet...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I am really trying to make myself a better person but it seems like everything i do is in vain. 😢
    Cubeball Cubeball 18-21, M Apr 17

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    as time goes on I am having less hope that one day I will feel again. it's not Like I can talk to someone and feel better. no matter what I always feel dead inside. at least it can...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 8

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    i think im done here. I met some interesting people on here that make me smile all the time. (you guys know who you are). im gonna miss all you guys. and yes, even you EpAllie. I...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    I pretend I'm okay to make everyone else think I'm strong that I can do it for me and my baby. But I can't always have my head up high without shedding a tear, my life isn't or has...
    ox97 ox97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I have dyslalia I believe (doing math problems is impossible for me to fathom) and I have a dose of dyslexia as well I think. I've told people my problems but they never say it's...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Just today I realized something--I may be fatter than I've ever been, I may only work part-time, have a disabled husband who never has sex with me, and have to share an apartment...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 1 Response a week ago

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    Im not good in english.. So it Will be hard for me to understand and Write, But i Will try. Yes im lonely! Im so lonely! I dont have A Lot of friends and Them i have, im not close...
    kamillemille kamillemille 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
    stupidlove00 stupidlove00 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I.. can say it actually..,but I'm waiting for her flowers to bloom for me.. she's not sure yet.. what she really feels and I don't blame her..we're away from each other so feelings...
    FazyH FazyH 18-21, M a week ago

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    My life story by me and fou y'all. I grew up a sad crying baby,i was clumsy all the time. I drove a barney car into a glass case then got bit by a big dog. I was bullied at school...
    mgosset2 mgosset2 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I probably should have gotten therapy years ago but never did. I'm so reluctant to share my problems with anyone. How could they understand, anyway? I'm so different everyone else...
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M Apr 8

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    You see that girl? she looks so happy right? telling jokes, smiling, having a great time... and dying inside. she's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really need someone to talk to. I'm 21. I have no friends. No job. I don't go to school. I have nothing. I babysit every day, as I have for a couple years now. Every day it...
    Goob21 Goob21 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    My wife left about 9 months ago, I tried everything to convince her not to do this to us. We have to boys 5 & 8. So she has been doing whatever she wants. I have heard her tell me...
    manoeste manoeste 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    I worry too much. My brain can't stop thinking... I'm stressed I need new accommodation I stay at some woman's house but there's just too many things wrong with it.., my room is...
    NamzyZizi NamzyZizi 16-17, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I love being told I'm a good girl. makes me feel warm inside.
    maya0871 maya0871 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I'm haunted by the past, dissapointed with the present, and afraid of the future. Day in, and day out, I have vivid flashbacks of my youth, of the fun I had, memories I relish...
    Eclipse993 Eclipse993 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    For a while now, I've thought that there was something seriously wrong with me. People have always seen me as a very shy and highly sensitive person. But aside from being shy and...
    alexa021 alexa021 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I come on here and read so many things, I am trying to get more involved with writing as well, but part of me feels I shouldn't reach out and offer friendship, because I am a bit...
    MrPerditus MrPerditus 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    my dreams never make sense in most of them I find myself smoking I wake up and crave it they always have the people I love in them but its like I'm watching everything in my dream...
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong, PRETEND like everything's all right, ACT like its all perfect, even though inside it really hurts!!!It really hurts when you expected so...
    syedanazia syedanazia 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    To do it. Just what is the point in living anymore if I am not going to have salvation to heaven anyway ? Yup. Here's my point . I don't see how I can ever live a happy life...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    It's all my fault you are acting like this now. You don't need to be him, you don't need to look like him, you don't need to copy him nor be one of the guys like him. Baby, you're...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I keep giving and listening, giving and listening, but now I'm tired. I'm emptied out. I KNOW I should go the extra mile, love my neighbor, turn the other cheek. I KNOW I shouldn't...
    curledup curledup 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    One day I'm gonna look back on all these years of struggling and I'm gonna say to myself " I made it." This is what keeps me going.
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Perhaps I should explain my depression in finer detail. Aside from all 4 of my girlfriends screwing me over for some other guy for no valid reason, I have no one to talk to or...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 5 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm a straight shooter.I tell it like it is and always will. My life is in a state of reconstruction.21 months ago I was on an operating table for over 10 hours.Cancer was being...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Apr 16

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm a quitter.... I just want to take all the necessary and walk further and further away from everything. ..I'm tired of all the pressure, all the...
    TheLazyBrownBambina2 TheLazyBrownBambina2 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    ok so I really need help with this. my boyfriend and I have been together about a year now and everything was perfect until a few months ago. I am a very ambitious person and I...
    Autumnrw97 Autumnrw97 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I often wonder why I do this. Today for instance, I had to bring my mother to the ER due to dehydration. When we arrived her body was beginning to go into shock. They admitted her...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 31

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    I just keep f**king up and im sick of it. I hate pretending to be okay when I'm really not, im broke. I'm not the same person I used to be. you've changed me. I've changed. and...
    chlojjs chlojjs 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I'm not sure what this title exactly means, but the way I pictured it, is that someone is telling the general public that they are in general, a good person, but break or snap...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So yeah. Idk, i think if i ever show all my feelings and share all my thoughts, that would make me so vulnerable... Indeed, I am a very vulnerable person inside... it's just I...
    UNDecodable UNDecodable 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Missing my fiancée so much he's been sectioned for the last 2 years in a mental hospital. We have a daughter together and lately I'm finding it hard to keep everything together I...
    cparm cparm 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    It is hard to stay positive when you are surrounded by so much negativity. I just read this somewhere and I think it is so true. Negativity is something that I have battle my...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I hate when people do this but it's nice 2 know there is still humanity! This morning I went 2 the closet in the basement 2 get a new roll of paper towel 4 the kitchen. Where they...
    confusedGirl84 confusedGirl84 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Why does everyone keep asking me if I'm ok?!? Like I don't get it...I'm ok everyone! LOL okaayy maybe I went off the deep end a little...but is there anything actually wrong with...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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